I've tried everything to find someone.
Is anyone actually out there willing to listen to me?

Years of darkness within remains of the lost...
Everyone left only wishing to bring agony to those that remain safe.
I can barely keep it together.

What is there to do even?
Is it worth to carry on?
All signs... or the lack thereof... are worrisome.

This has never where I wanted to be.
I don't belong here.

Please, someone.
Anyone.

blackout

I still can’t find anyone after yesterday. I looked through the outskirts of town again, trying to find anything within the rubble and ash, what remained there was so little, I’m not sure if I’ll be able to find any more than what I have. Everything and everyone reduced to near nothingness… I almost wish I went down with everyone else.

Ever since I can remember I’ve barely been holding on… constantly being tossed around by people who are ignorant to their own destructive behavior, heedless of those unwilling to this situation… we are all worthless to them. What happened yesterday was just the darkest moment I’ve ever experienced. It just… breaks my heart to pieces. I don’t even have friends to hang on to anymore.

Time might be slipping through my hands here. I’m not sure how much longer I can hide. I’m not sure what to even try to do anymore.

I just want to be safe…

I miss everyone…

…

The clock keeps ticking towards midnight…

I don’t want to be… here… to see the clock hit zero.

I fear nothing else more…

…

…I’m hearing fireworks again.

moonlyre

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