from the first wave heh

lyrics:
well, this is our world now
we're all stuck in our homes now
what are you on about?
what do you miss the most during all of this? 
do you miss her kiss are you in bliss?
do you like solitude? 
are you a cool dude? 
or is isolation getting to you?
who knows when it will all be over
our world could end before we get a happy end 
or perhaps we'll come out of this feeling stronger
we'll gain some perspective and live on for longer
all i know is i'll be at home
i'll be all alone, but i'll be fine
and i'll see you in due time
in due time
in due time
we'll be out of this mess in due time
in due time
in due time
it'll all be over in due time

coronaviruz bluez

haven't uploaded anything in forever so i decided eff it


lyrics to this beautiful song:

you always find the rain in rainbows  
and i thought that you were safe, but all your cracks showed 
and i could wear that dress, you won't look your best
 i could get undressed, you'd still look depressed
 it's all too much, you're so cold to touch  
you don't open up, you don't open up

your kisses are not what i wanted 
your kisses are not what i crave 
your kisses may be a beautiful art 
but all i ever wanted was your heart
 right from the start

you only look into my eyes when i've been cryin'
 to see if the tears that you've made are slowly dryin'
 oh, but even if they've dried  
it don't mean that i'm feeling okay 'cause i'm still sad inside
 all i really need is you to comfort me  
you don't understand, you don't hold my hand

your kisses are not what i wanted 
your kisses are not what i crave
 your kisses may be a beautiful art 
but all i ever wanted was your heart
 right from the start

then i see, that i'm not the only one in your life  
and i start to wonder what this girl, she might be like  
and i bet she don't look at the stars in the night i bet
 she can't sing i bet, she can't write the lyrics  
to make your heart beat, sing notes to make you go weak 
oh, the lyrics to make your heart beat, sing notes to make you go weak

oh but, her kisses were just what you wanted 
her kisses are just what you crave 
her kisses may be a beautiful art 
but she don't really care about your heart 
no, she don't really care about your heart 
no, she don't really care about your
 she don't really care about your 
she don't really care about your heart

your kisses ~ elena tonra (cover)

another song written on a whim

lyrics:
i met someone new
he's nothing like you
he's more like him
but i don't really wanna talk about it
i wonder what you do
stuck inside your room
bet you don't really wanna talk about it
so come around the bend
let's act like we're friends, we'll pretend
that we really wanna talk about it
i know times have changed
our lives rearranged, we're estranged
but we don't really wanna talk about it
about it
about it
but we don't really wanna talk about it
about it
about it
but we don't really wanna talk about it

don't really wanna talk about it

chicago ~ sufjan stevens (cover)

boyo, she made another song

lyrics:
boy, don't you know that you're sweet
you make my heart beat 
but i have to leave

boy, nobody compares
love the way you touch my hair, it's unfair
'cause i have to go

boy, i can't say i love you
because i'm leaving
and feelings are fleeting

boy, let's have some gelato
we can have a lot, oh
it'll melt like our love will

boy, oh, boy, oh
boy, oh, boy, oh
i fell in love with
a boy, oh, boy, oh
boy, oh, boy, oh
boy, oh, boy, oh
but i have to go
boy, oh, boy, oh

well
i guess that's it
i guess i'm not fit
to be your girl

well
i guess that's it
i guess i'm not fit
to be your world

you talk
about leaving
you're deceiving
me

you talk
about leaving
you're deceiving
and mean

why
did you come here?
did you come just
for fun?

why
did you come here?
did you come just
to come?

tonight
i did my
laundry
to get
the smell of you
gone

tonight
i've been
weeping
to get
the emotions
out

tonight
i lost my
temper
tonight
i lost my
mind

tonight
i feel
lonely
tonight
i feel
crushed

why
did you come here?
did you come just
for fun?

why
did you come here?
did you come just
to come?

why
did you come here?
did you come just
for fun?

why
did you come here?
did you come just
to come?

why did you come here?

I can always pick up books
in the search of what I need
but that doesn't help me any
if you're impossible to read
so if you love me, if you love me
come clean
these monsters in my closet
are watching over me
the days are getting shorter
and at night it's hard to sleep
the combination of all of this
is the death of everything
so if you love me, if you love me
hurry
because I don't think that wasting
a second of this time
would benefit the outcome
of the life I had in mind
I'll refer to you as my special love
the one that set me free
so if you love me, if you love me
come clean
waiting around until things grow old
I'm feeling lost in towns that were my home
and if everything was easier before
then we'll go back to who we were
so I'm picking up a book
in the search of what I need
from religion, to fiction
being lost about at sea
and all I can imagine
is being brushed against your cheek
so if you love me, if you love me
come clean

if you love me come clean ~ flatsound (cover)

i sit in silence
the noise is gone
your jokes, my laughs
they're done
i wish i could tell you
my longing thoughts
but it's been three weeks
our connection is lost
some nights i wonder
how you could just leave
not look back once
and be at peace
you
you
left me blue
baby, blue
it's true
oo
how i feel for you
true
you
you
left me blue
baby, blue
it's true
oo
how i care for you
o0o0o0o

true

an oldie but a goldie in my archive of ~ unheard songz ~

i hope you're doin' well
i hope you found a job
it's been a week since we fell
out of touch, out of love

and i know you can tell
that i've lost my mind
but i miss your smell
and all our good times

and i want you to be happy
i want you to make it
i've been feelin' crappy
but i'll try to fake it

'cause that's all that's left
the world is a cold place
i feel bereft
can you see it on my face?

i keep listening to indie
my thoughts keep racing
reminds me of when you were with me
guess there was more you were chasing

now i'll never hear your voice
and i'll never get your text

now i'll never lie in your bed
and i'll never sit on your couch

now i'll never make you laugh
and i'll never kiss your head

now i'll never hold your hand
and i'll never meet you at a bench

ever again
ever again
ever again
ever again

ever again

a very poorly done cover of broadripple is burning by margot and the nuclear so and so's ... enjoy!

two pals cover broadripple is burning (rough)

an oldie from 2016 lolz

you said i'm down to
earth
is that why you treated me like
dirt?
don't you know that it
hurt?

i, i really
tried
to ignore the shit you
said
even though it was
code red

now, i'm travelling 'round
town
trying to turn my life
around
trying to find my
worth

couldn't you have been
decent?
couldn't you have been
kind?

couldn't you
see it
that i was
losing my mind?

couldn't you have been
decent?
couldn't you have been
kind?

could i
not see it?
that i was wasting
my time?

couldn't you have been
decent?
couldn't you have been
kind?

i shouldn't have been 
so blind

blind

join me thru my diff musical phases :~) 
(i also occasionally make my own stuff)

noush

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