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featuring:
@saoirsedream
@prodmusa
@can-of-bliss

produced by:
@can-of-bliss
@musicbyrift

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(p. me)

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https://nujioh.bandcamp.com/track/holditout

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---- (lyrics)----
and i split my tongue in two
bitch i bleed im hurting too
i dont see your point of view
you think im a fucking fool

you cant save me now
i dont know how
the voices too loud
no one hears me if i shout

this shit that i am 'fraid to do
percussions ringing out the stu
anxieties immeasurable
my conscious is illegible

it dont phase me now
i cant account
i dont think its allowed
all this pain i hold it out

my minds going hazy, maybe its just indonesia
feel like life is fleeting, im thinking about euthanasia
if you cared about me then you would've said it
clear my head when doubts leave

i dont care bout your greivance
and what you have to say
shit changes every season
by spring i flew away
im a lost cause, and youre just my next mistake
recalled what your thought was, and i kept it for your sake

and i split my tongue in two
bitch i bleed im hurting too
i dont see your point of view
you think im a fucking fool

you cant save me now
i dont know how
the voices too loud
no one hears me if i shout

this shit that i am 'fraid to do
percussions ringing out the stu
anxieties immeasurable
my conscious is illegible

it dont phase me now
i cant account
i dont think its allowed
all this pain i hold it out

holditout

prod. me // art by halo // vox: me + @trustt + @nujioh

[vai]
search for my own heart
learn how to breathe again
I can't handle
to stay with you
to stay misused
just discard me
hands shake as you
try say that you
love me but you
don't I can see through you

do you feel do you 
do you hurt do you 
do you hurt do you
what was I to you

don't look my way 
I'll stay by myself

i don't think i'll handle this
I don't think that I'll forget
relearn all that I have missed
relearn how to love again 

I'd break all my bones
just to escape you
I'll stay all alone
I'll find my own
way out of here 
you don't really know me
try again
I'll handle it

[trustt]
dont use me just for reference
for how bad your best friend looks
i dont wanna be that one
and i said
things i dont like about you
are thing i like about me
i paint my body for you
and you dont even care to see
help yourself breathe

[vai]
I'll try escape 
all that you say 
all that you mean
do you hear my heartbeat pulsing
just watch me go 
I'll never fold
I'll never break
I'll handle this I'll handle you
I'll handle -

[nujioh]
i don't sin too often
but i don't fear your judgement
to be honest i don't have no intentions
to coerce with you
approaching aimlessly
your words so hastily
when you said "just go away", i don't know if i'll be back
its a vicious cycle
sick to my stomach, gut feelings
i spilt it to you, you told me just can't hear it
i feel like, the freedom that i wanted back because you stole mine
is there some way?
is there some way?

or is there,
no one to save us? 
no one to save us? 
no one to save us?
no one to save us?

handle w/ trustt + nujioh

https://soundcloud.com/v_leticall/need-me

valetical ft. trustt - need me (xaev's "yu15" rmx)

2024 is the YEAR OF HYPERBOUNCE!!!!! DARIACORE IS LAST YEARS NEWS!!!

the owl house is my current hyperfixation

made with the carbine sample pack

og song by @saoirsedream and
@wishlane

saoirse dream - clove w/ wishlane [rain flip]

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Legend has it she has never made an original song

So I can't drop it low?

artwork by @avoidalmond on twitter!!

lyrics:

rattling chains
eosin waste, recolor my heart
haunt the same place

i don't eat for days
carry that weight
high off of the bleeding just to feel sane

what are you talking bout 
i can't hear you over the magic stuck in my head
night light's been flickering out 
i can't catch a break it's all so innate

logging out forever 
i don't really wanna talk right now wanna talk right now 

gilded's not forever 
i don't really wanna act like i know what it feels like

body torn to shreds let the angel numbers guide me
rosary ice me
3s all in the sky but there’s sixes in my eyes
swallowed heart keep it frosty 
absent in living costly 
can you stake my heart

stigmata in my eyes 
prada on the brain
absinthe in my cup 
i've been in a haze for days
days all feel the same
take away the pain, take away the pain
make it go away, make it go away
i just need a break 
meet me in the sky or just meet me in real life
i got three sevens looking down on me
was it all a waste why can't i catch a break
it was all a waste my feelings stay the same

drink until i die
fade away
i got dog blood, i'm a vampire in the night
eat away my pride 
cross my heart and hope to die sometime,
die sometime

purgatory pony

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cover art by noah greene https://temberl.in/

everything is different now
_________________________________

blood it crusts the mantle, sequence in stairs

tephra crests the marrow, applique if she cared

but you don't know me, you don't know me, you don't know me i won't open wide
but you don't know me, you don't know me, you don't know me and i'm terrified

and i told you that day, and the rust fell that may,
and the ash coned and the steel groaned saw your visage through the smoke one last time
now it's unrequited, wasn't your onus, thank god you were honest
I'll hull to the harbor i won't surrender what i had promised, won't embed it against you
but nothing can change the fact that i trust you
and nothing can change the fact that i love you

stare at the asphalt, refuse to bloom

won't cherish the basalt, a pyrrhic sige there 
backstitch the petiole, oblique she's the heir 

wading through traft bullaces solely reverie

can't rathe to rue it's ellipsis, who are we?

but you don't know me, you don't know me, you don't know me magma hit my eyes
but you don't know me, you don't know me, you don't know me and i'm terrified

faltered all at once the walls i'd woven pylons corrallings,

the fumaroles atoned it billowed oxidized recoiled on hem, i'm still terrified

but you don't know me, you don't know me, you don't know me whither watch it writhe
but you don't know me, you don't know me, you don't know me whither watch it writhe
but you don't know me, you don't know me, you don't know me and i'm terrified

vain to scrape the tungsten, abjured alloy, but I'm just like them, no I'm just like them




contains vocal samples by https://www.youtube.com/@SouliaSora

basalt

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[NOTE] Due to SoundCloud copyright issues the audio file has been pitched up 50 cents

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Produced, written and performed by Evangeline
lyrics: https://genius.com/Evangeline-au-end-of-life-lyrics

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