a song I forgot I'd made with double bass and a theremin

Pulsing

sound scapes that explore your dreams and the meaning of jelly beans

dB Modulations

Existential dreams

an escape into one sound surrounded by noise

Soundsescape

electronics sound scape I made for a podcast/film

Enigmatic

Side Tracked

Ivory Warp

A song from the muddled mind of a high schooler circa 2007:

When something is broke, and it can't be fixed
Just take a step back just jump in the mix,
Everything feels fine perfectly aligned, when you are in bed and the sun
Everything is numb
I feel so dumb, I feel so numb
I forgot my words, I forgot my urge, I forget my hurt
I forgot my shirt, I forgot what works; interesting

We're all falling back, we're all falling back now

I lost my place, I lost the race
I have no legs, they're just wooden pegs
and a couple pieces of scotch tape
with some pushed in staples
I'm giving up, for this song I say so long, I go on

la la la la

& now we fall 
& now we fall

Ambiently Rougher

Verse:
Overcast shadows
Towards the foot of my bed
It was in the gallows
What was it that you said
It was lost in translation
Where I found you
But the only stipulation 
Were thoughts too few
I have so many, some to spare
You can have any, tell ya what we can share

Chorus:
I'm not one for getting lost
You're not one to know the cost
I'm not one for getting stuck
You're not one to give a fuck

Verse:
Plucking with these strings
The gentle words that I sing
That get tangled in your soul
Makes it rock and then roll
Cos' I'm a lost cause
I'm a boxed up heart
Not even laws
Can tear me apart

Insecure Letters

Boxed~Up Heart

Rings between the lines
Building mental shrines
So ideal, lacking moral
Until singular become plural
As I melt into the ground
Back to that ring of sound

Move with my baby
I'll be your joints
Night drives me crazy
I can't pinpoint....you

Echoes bounce off walls
& reverberate in the halls
As I chase that melodic timbre
That's when the notes start to damper
I get lost in the noise
Treat the notes like they're toys
I tend to miss the jist
But the melody persists

Move with my baby
I'll be your joints
Night drives me crazy
I can't pinpoint....you

With a voice of velvet
& eyes of a diamond
My ears that melted
You perfectly timed it

In Secured Letters

Timing

Yeah I’m here I think the signal dropped
No need to fear just wait your ears will pop 
I melt on right through the ground 
I worry about little thoughts I see
Oh where’s my cloud? How far out could it be?
Do you hear the rings between the chords?

I can’t bare your green stare
While the moon has ominous glow
Take a chance we’ll make a dance 
I miss the way your hips sway
I don’t wanna be back and I don’t wanna be forwards
You call me in the worst and I swear I’ll go forwards
Some people think rhyming the same word twice can be hindering to my advice
But I don’t think it all that matters in the end in the end in the end 

And I go wait oh no I’m not I’m not quite ready 
I thought I think I mean I’m holding steady 
And I feel the tones under my arms 
Just need one more instance please
Don’t you dare beg me 
Cos I don’t think these legs can take much more
It’s why I go

While your heart is slowly opening 
All my thoughts are now exploding x3
I can’t feel the rain on my skin
But I hear the sound of it hitting tin (all x2)
But I hear the sound of it hitting tin
The sound of it hitting tin x6

& once more lets bring it down
and when we come back it will sound

Living in the past
steady on the cusp
the memories they'll last
but time will add the rust
the sun she shines away
but the days won't stay
the numbers they tick on
but the moon brings the dawn
some hearts littered with cracks
some kind of take me backs

these words are trying not to drown
these words will sail into the clouds
these words are stuck inside your mouth
& they are begging to get out

In Secure Letters

Hindered (featuring Shayward)

This is music by Mordecai. He enjoys sounds and words so he puts them together in his spare time.
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