Beaconed, as I go away again
And I know that you know I won’t follow
What you did, all these years, I can’t swallow

Leave it by the door stuck in its frame
Memories that you burn turn to ember
All the stars in return lose their splendor

Through the threshold comes
A thousand blinding suns
From the bell I rung
Let the engine run
An arrow for a gun again

Through the threshold comes
A thousand blinding suns
From the bell I rung
Let the engine run
An arrow for a gun again

Through the threshold comes
A thousand blinding suns
From the bell I rung
Let the engine run
An arrow for a gun again

Seeking for a heartbeat in your chest
Weakened by the bones I lay to rest

Drums: Kevin Garcia
Background Vocals: Whitney Nichole Cytryn

Written by Andrew Seely
Mixed by Kevin Ann Dye
Mastered by Mike Kalajian at Rogue Planet Mastering

Weakened

listen to my friend helicopter crash scene stunt double bc he let me cut up his beautiful song to make this

i'm (not) okay alone ((ft. cøørs))

front tooth

prod. by @morsifire and @mdrmusic
electric guitar - tony fredianelli
electric bass - arion salazar
mixed by adam rossi
mastered by justin weis

I see the writing on the wall
But I’m not scared to sleep at all
Rest my head and slip away
All I need is one more day

But I can’t stay
I can’t stay

All these things I’ll leave behind
Existing only in your mind
She’ll take the house and change the paint
The life you lived is the love you gave

But I can’t stay
I can’t stay

Finally get to see my daughter
I’ve been waiting so damn long
But I leave here still a father
Immortalize myself in song

We live in the sky
And our tears become the stars
Please don’t leave me soon

But I can’t stay
I can’t stay

I Can't Stay

prod. by @morsifire and @mdrmusic
co-written with @emilyaftonmusic
mixed by adam rossi
mastered by justin weis

I feel shame
I feel I carry the whole burden of blame 
Every time I hear those words or someone utter her name
Feel my heart sink, blood boil hot in my veins
If I were there would it be the same?

But she just passed
Silly Andrew nothing’s built to last
You play the hand that you were dealt, with no questions asked but
How to deal with all the grief I’ve amassed?
Life explodes and I got caught in the blast

Now I’m caught in the past

Even though they say that life go on 
Cry in the middle of her room and leave the light turned on
Man, do I even have this mic turned on?
I’m just waiting through the night for a bright new dawn

Someday I think we might move on
When her tree touches the sky from the front of the lawn
And in the future older sisters run a beauty salon
But that won’t change the fucking fact that she’s gone

Yeah, she’s actually gone

One day you were here, now you’re a falling star
Somedays I’m here but it’s a fragment 
Somedays I can hear you in my darkest hour
Spend my life trying to wrap my mind around it

Gaze into the aperture 
Hope I get a glance of her, coming up tails with no answers 
When I only know what eyes can see
But I tell myself that I believe

That there is a place where time is not thought of
In minutes or hours, in days or in years
But every September, I lay the flowers 
Upon the marble in showers of tears (echo)

Because I never got to watch you grow
Instead I watch a fucking bag of ashes down on the floor
Soul still, trace my fingers over marks on the door
Drawing lines upon the frame where it happens no more

Now I’m begging you to haunt this town
I’d give up all my oxygen to have you around
Search the corner of sidewalk for the brick you found
While your bedrooms never making a sound 

One day you were here, now you’re a falling star
Somedays I’m here but it’s a fragment 
Somedays I can hear you in my darkest hour
Spend my life trying to wrap my mind around it

Can a soul ever die?
Can you feel it in the stars?
Can you hear it in my heartbeats for you?

When September comes
I’m blinded by the fall
Searching for you here
In the shadow of your song

Every September, I lay the flowers
Upon the marble in showers of tears

Metanoia

Contact

Contact (feat. Emily Afton)

prod. by @morsifire and @mdrmarcrivas
guitar by @helicoptercrashsceneca
mixed by adam rossi
mastered by justin weis

I’ve seen the devil two times 
I ain’t see God once 
Live inside my rhymes, I’m putting up no front 

I awaken from a hibernation 
Hands shaking and I’m suffering from palpitations 
Jaw clenched, I’m just hoping that I’ll fucking make it 
Through another night I’m tainted cuz I’m inundated 

Silent tragedies, accidents, calamities 
Hard to believe that they really even happened, see? 
Memories exist outside of my reality 
Delusion, confusion, a fucking fallacy 

But I can’t be this no more 
I’m bout to kick down the door 
And fucking leave a crime scene splattered over the floor 

I concede that I need a green seed or a spore 
That can grow inside me and maybe lead me ashore 

Cuz I am floating in this ocean 
I can’t conjure up the hope and I am hopelessly consumed by the fumes 
I am smoldering and shouldering the weight of my tomb 
I get older, I get colder as I wait on my doom

This life, this life is not for me 
I stare into the sun, lose my memories, yeah 
You know, you know, but you can’t see 
I guess what’s done is done, never meant to be 

And I slip back into coma 
Ain’t no waking me with no smelling salt aroma 
Deep inside a wooden sleep, met a goddess, got to know her 
I got visions in my dreams that I’ll never get to show her 

How much more can I lose before I lose myself? 
I don’t know but liquor helps 
Living in a living hell 
I ain’t really living well 
Stuck inside a mortal shell 
Happiness elusive, they say one day that I’ll get it well... 

It’s still a mystery to me 
I bet its mystery to you 
Is there more that I can’t see? 
Is there more that I can do? 

You can spend eternity 
Always searching for the truth 
Life is always wasted on the youth 

But I’m finally done looking 
Didn’t find shit but I made my mind crooked 
Got a ticket in a trigger, I’m thinking I might pull it 
I got 77 skeletons waiting for my bullet 

Never knowing when the time’s right 
Blind but I got 20/20 hindsight 
There’s a film flickering in my mind’s eye 
8mm load it up and I might

77 Skeletons - Single

77 Skeletons

prod. by morsifire & marc rivas
mixed by andrew seely
mastered by justin weis

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
the place i always run to
a place you’ll never go
we had just begun to 
i guess we’ll never know

you were taken by the winter
the future never came
i won’t spill your secret 
but i won’t play your game

i'm scared i'll never see you again

tell me what you’re hiding now
silently deciding now?
you won’t say
 
we’re silently just sliding down 
all the while riding round
it’s okay

i dream of words you never said 
never said
we continue moving like we never bled, yeah

i'm tangled up inside your bed, yet again
i can’t get you out my fucking head

yeah this is why i'm medicated
never sated
i just turned myself to fucking dust 
i think i detonated

is it fair to say i’m devastated?
tried to build ourselves a present but we never made it
 
do you fall into the fractures
of all the hearts you break?
you salt the earth I gave you 
all you do is take
with the ripples on the lake
i leave you with a plain view
of all that’s in your wake

i'm scared i'll never see you again

Winter

We Fall

i wanna paint the world with your glow
cuz I’ve surrendered and i’ve lost control
i can’t contain what i hold below
but how am i supposed to share it if we take it slow

caught in the middle but i want to 
you’re the only one that i talk to
mile and a half yeah i walk to be
tangled in your bed deadlocked and i rock you

trust i wanna take it to the limit
i ain’t felt this way about nobody minute like
holding tight
h want it right 
all despite the schism, situation keep me up at night

chasing ghosts just cuz i dare
no longer living in a nightmare
i care, i’m right here  
said i’d give u all i got now baby i swear 

cuz i told you 
and i showed you
and i hoped yeah
i hoped that you’d be happy about it

so just capitulate 
i'll make your situation elevate 
take a look what i create i’ll make you salivate

outpatient, you took out the stitches
got me feel like i’m too big for my britches
but you still cut me your lips like a scissors
veins lead to heart like the oceans and rivers 

falling, falling
don’t know where my mind is
calling, calling
echoes in the silence
haunted, haunted
see you behind eyelids
it’s nothing i did 
seems like you decided

~

mixed by marc rivas
mastered by justin weis

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