Gone-The Weeknd

The Idol Episode 5 Part 1

The Weeknd, Lil Baby, Suzanna Son - False Idols

I will be doing a lot more Happy Hour Vibes, keep up

Happy Half Hour Mix

Whine Pro Mix

I woke up home alone and decided to play the music I wanted to hear as loud as I wanted.

Home Alone 6

This is a snippet of a live recording from a 5 hour set I had at Madeline's in Greenpoint, Brooklyn. I will upload installment one later so that it shows in chronological order here.

The Shape of Gold Installment 2

This is a live recording of a 6 hour DJ set while I was playing at a bar.

The Shape of Gold

Whether designing clothes, self-publishing zines or hustling in the New York hospitality \ nightlife scene, DIEDFORTHIS brings a unique perspective and an eclectic sense of style to everything he touches. In the 2 years since he started DJing, he has secured bookings and residencies at some of the most sought after bars and clubs in the 5 boroughs including Club 207, Rays, Pianos, Abe's Pagoda and more. Stepping into the BAD LISTENER booth, DIEDFORTHIS serves up an expertly curated mix of house vibes, old-school RnB & anthemic indie dance. 

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BAD LISTENER ONLINE 012 - DIEDFORTHIS (House, City Vibes & RnB Mix)

Open Format Funky Mix

Rug Burn

PROD: @justalilnervous

LYRICS:
god, am i a fictionist?
or do i just escape?
all my pain lives in a mirror
id be lucky if it breaks
i run away from all my problems
and i hate the sound of change
but estrange, i will
if find need be 
protect myself from dang- er

i’m a stranger in my own damn mind
a major pessimist with blue eyes
and a fucked up smile, 
facade
flawed daylight with a grayscale sky
the broad stay high in her pale face lies

i guess i learned from all my elders
they're all fucking story tellers
i’m the next best seller 
im tryna die like old yeller
i’m a wrecker with a record, 
i’m not proud of that
but all the errors in my letters
speak loud in fact

i wrote 
my demise disguised in dark rhymes
with a geyser in my chest
dry ice on my mind
i’m smoking-
loud and open
and i’m sipping on a potion
hoping death is round the corner
cause i know i’m fucking broken, i’m

i’m a sinner at dinner 
and in the morning i lie
theres no holes in my memory
just a blank fucking line
i stare into the void
and yet i scream that i’m fine
but my mother knows i’m crying
cause she hears it every night

i’m tired of living backwards
i just want a backwood full of hash
but damn, smack works
eating xanax for the panics 
that attack her
savage fucking actor
or honest with her craft, huh?

i got obsidion idioms in esophagus
too dark in the sarcophagus
i’m cussin at some cops and shit
i’m breaking up these rocks for a fix, damn
the new patek on my fucking writ
ice to water, under bridge
36, soon begins
cleanse my dirty sins
imma kill the king, then i’ll wear the rings
i just tell my tale and then rescind

imma kill the king, then i’ll wear the rings
i just tell my tale and then rescind

dear god, am i a fictionist?
or do i just escape?
all my pain lives in a mirror
id be lucky if it breaks
i run away from all my problems
and i hate the sound of change
but estrange, i will
if find need be 
protect myself from dang- er

i been looking for reflections 
in the walls of all these mansions 
i’m a Slut real Manson 
in the Garden with a handsome 
boy, yeah he told me that he loves me
imma break his heart 
make everything ugly 
i did it fucking once 
i know that I could do it twice 
don’t give me the chance 
know u rather live your life 
real happy and sober
and without a problem 
but I am just that 
using downers to solve them
im tiny and fragile
and without a father
i guess thats why xanax
dissolve in my water

ESCAPE (PROD. NERVOUS)

I'm beginning as a DJ but I spins tracks and I make my own mixes!

Open Format Funky Mix

Mort Pour Cela

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