Its All Blonde Now

bitter (shitty demo)

bruises

lil ep with my brother quanch hope ya'll have a good halloween 




check out the prods if ya like;
https://www.youtube.com/@prodheks
https://www.youtube.com/@DeadRetiretriplesix
https://www.youtube.com/@prod.ne1ro
https://www.youtube.com/@cryalxtbeats
https://www.youtube.com/@kuvau

gg's

@ ur grave [Prod. ne1ro]

coin toss [Prod. Dead Retire]

i just wanted to do good but it feels so wrong ignoring all this hate
i cant go on like this 
how did i get this way 
i could take a glance 
i could blow all it away and never know why 
i spent my life living in between the lines 
shaking hands living lies this love’s a disguise
 my heart is black my mind is faded after all these years im aggravated 
because of myself this situation 
has grown outta hand and im left here 
wait’n
death your majesty take me away 
im sitting here faithfully just waiting for the word
i’ll be waiting at the crossroads calling your name 
i’ll be waiting for your embrace to save me  the pain 
i just wanted to do good but it feels so wrong ignoring all this hate
i cant go on like this 
i want to pull the plug






dead retire is a goat go scope
https://www.youtube.com/@DeadRetiretriplesix

"bang" [Prod. Dead Retire]

[prod. diedinoctober] - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ne60DfxBqUU&list=PLEsC2qlPYfVdAD6s3472UxWqH6FJl7fdO&index=1

chxngii

Ponder the setting that I have incentivized.
I think I heard your voice,
It's still no choice of mine.
Envy in Prudence under Wrathful Temperance,
For a Pride in Justice that subsides in my mind.

Thinking of demons to pass the time,
I'm not lost, I think I'm doing rather fine.
Speak on behalf of me,
Stay close to my words,
It's the last that you'll know of me,
An angel of Oni.

I cannot make time,
I can only show mine,
Thousand of hours have gone through my eyes,
I can't ever feel alright.

I cannot make time,
I can only show mine,
Thousand of smiles have passed through mine,
I have nothing to show for,
Nothing of Pride.

Where does reality begin and end?
Why does my mind create memories never lived?
Who's life is mine if it's taken from me in time?
When will I reopen my eyes?

One thousand feet below me,
I don't have a clever story.
My dreams on repeat bring me closer to the edge.
Edge of humanity I look back at you,
You smile back and lie to me,
That must mean we're alright,
This is love to the third degree.

Even though you don't know me,
Thousand times severed then line,
Reality from my dreams, and dreams from my reality.
I just wanted to see how happy we'd be,
But you stood frozen borderline and I fell off the edge,
Chasing the image you had left.

Take away the pain,
I will still feel the same,
Sorrow,
Hollow-Point to the Ego.
Thousand of hours.
Thousand of smiles.

I cannot make time,
I can only show mine,
Thousand of hours have gone through my eyes,
I can't ever feel alright.

I cannot make time,
I can only show mine,
Thousand of smiles have passed through mine,
I have nothing to show for,
Nothing of Pride.

Cause I think I heard your voice,
It's still no choice of mine.

chxngii [prod. diedinoctober]

Jay Katt - Street Song

Can't You See

I used to be happy
I used to wake up in the morning
Awaiting the textual pillow talk i was so accustomed to
Now im lucky to wake up at all
Now im lucky to wake up at all ( all )

I used to love the cold because you hated it and I could always wrap my body around yours and protect you from it's chill
Now every night i freeze to death
Every night i freeze to death
Every night i freeze to death

I used to smile when i see a new picture of you
Now my hands tremble
Cause i know it’s not for me
Am i selfish for that

I used to look forward to finishing a shift
Because i would get to see you waiting for me
On that same fucking park bench
Now i only dread the coming morning
Now i only dread the coming morning
Dream the coming morning

I used to clean my room
Now its waste land of socks and shorts of a shattered heart
I used to complain that i was too happy to write songs
Well you don't have to worry about that anymore
I used to complain that i was too happy to write songs
Well you don't have to worry about that anymore
Don’t have to worry about that anymore

Get Bodied Sampler 2k13

panucci's pizza - reno bambino (The Feline Al Pacino)

Casket - Nothing Left 
from our debut EP out August 2013.

"It's killing me, to watch you leave.
I'll lay my head where yours once did.
As my tears fall with the pattern of the rain,
Emotionless in my bed.
If you love something let it go,
it won't back, trust me I know.
Lungs full of air, but it's so hard to breathe.
Gasping for something
but there's nothing left.
No eyes to drown in, no smile or a laugh.
Nobody to hold, no hand to caress.
There's nothing left."

bitter (shitty demo)

mothdusterr

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