made w michael ollin ♡

lyrics:

how do you do it all on your own
i want to be you, you always want to be alone 
starved for touch, you’re always off
i’ve been touched too much, now touch is all i’ve got
you keep a piece of everyone who’s died
so when you say you hurt, they can’t say you lied 
when you’re afraid, you put your fist through walls
you’ve got a hole for every time yesterday calls
cradle your face, ask is it worth it 
you say “i survived”, taping up your curtains 
“yeah it hurts but you wanna know what’s worse is 
they’ll all forget me on purpose”
i’m not like you, i’m more afraid 
spending every hour counting down my days
if i was you maybe i’d be taller
but you just rage til you get smaller
cause they don’t love you, rather what you give to them

i wish they knew you
how bad it threw you
talk about bad juju
but now you’re like them too
i loved you and i watched you
someone that i knew
you’re ruined and it’s cool
but i am not like you
i am not like you
i am not like you
you’re ruined and it’s cool
but i am not you

tentillforever

v1:

too forward to tease 
tell me i’m your bitch
sitting on my knees while i suck that dick
i don’t need your mercy, just your money and your spit
i don’t need a boy, i need a man that i can skitch

chorus:

i just need romeo’s daddy
i’ll be juliet, perfect silhouette
voice like heaven, throat like sex 
wrapping these long, tight legs all around his neck
some girls need love, i need head 
i’m talking 5, 6 times til my face is red 
now rumor has it i’ve been fucking romeo’s daddy in romeo’s bed

v2:

tienes que escuchar a mi cuerpo
chico, sabes que necesito esto 
¿puedes ser mi papí?
¿puedo ser tu bebé? 
me follas como un perrito, comprende? 
pin me to the bed
eat it til it’s wet
fuck me like you hate me
fuck me til i beg
show me you know what you’re doing
prove to me that i don’t need a fucking romeo 
(fucking romeo)

romeo's daddy (demo)

White Silas / Ethel Cain cover of poachers pride, originally from Nicole dollanganger's natural born losers

White Silas - Poachers Pride (Nicole Dollanganger cover)

78fahrenheit (demo)

pitched slightly down so i could upload and not get taken down due to copyright

this one’s for all my whores back home in the village
poppin they pussies all over the new england country side
they said that horseman ain’t got a head but i know that’s a lie
why? cause i’ve seen it (lets go)

promise me you won’t tell my mother
if i help you in a room in which there are no others
don’t get any on the floor of my father’s carriage 
cause i’m his good girl, putting out for marriage

good day, my good bitch, we can cut the shit
show you my forbidden woods, lost in it
i’m his big dick witch, hexin shit
and if he think that he can spell it, he can suck my clit

buckle up boy cause i’ll fuck you up
there’s a reason that all the priests wanna fuck me up
you can ride a horsey, what about my pussy cat
why you scared? don’t be such a puddy tat
you’re a crane? baby, show me what that neck do
pussy brewing, baby, like it’s gonna hex you
gut me like a motherfucking pumpkin, jack
and i’ll be giving you some kind of head like you’ve never had

baby, put that gorgeous 
all over my clitoris 
wandering up in my forest
mm, this pussy hot and wet, porridge
you’re the finest man in new england
hear them coins in your pocket jingling
mama always said use common sense 
i took one look at him and we ain’t used a condom since

i’ll show you my sleepy hollow

ride that horsey, ride to town
ride that horsey, ride him down
but watch that horsey, cause he might buck
so saddle up, girls, get ready to fuck
you wanna sneak a piece of pie from my window
poppin a stiffy every time the fuckin wind blows
you’re so cute when you look all scared
now drop your trousers and get ready, enter if you dare

don’t be scared, daddy i don’t bite

i swear, a girl gets fucked out of wedlock one time and suddenly she’s like “the town witch” or some shit, like what the fuck is that about, oh my god fucking protestants

saddle up - white silas

This was track 8 until the week we mastered Perverts and I made 013/Thatorchia on a whim and loved it so much I called my mastering guy and told him to swap out the tracks because I thought it needed to be on the record that badly. Here's the 000 rework that would have been track 8 otherwise. 

000.1 (Wellwater)

started writing this in february 2024, i think for perverts. 

lyrics:

i saw go before me, a great impossible thing
sensual and concrete
splitting me open
renders me obsolete

i’ve slain greater
and moved on

make room in hell
make room in hell
make room in hell

they cry, you don’t have to go
they cry, you don’t have to go
my love
i know
i know
i know
i know
i know
i know
i know
i know


make room in hell (demo)

punish (demo III)

drums and additional guitars by matthew tomasi

v1:

each time that i think of you
i push another through
and recall how the bullet flew
each time that i think of you
i barricade the room
one more wound


v2: 

i was an angel, though plummeting
i watched it get dark
i’m playing it tough
the worst that could happen
is happening to me
another round of shots
for the boys on tv
i was an angel, but they made me leave
with stars in my eyes
crying as i wheel 
as i hit the lake
i prayed it’d be green
it’s all that i need
i deserve it, i think

i loved an angel, and it made me weak

refrain:

i am punished by love
i am punished by love
i am punished by love
i am punished by love

outtro: 

i loved an angel, and it made me weak
i loved an angel, and it made me weak

punish (demo II)

so lovingly

lyrics:

the philosophy to all the walking
is not to get me on my feet
do you have it in your heart
to keep open your arms
until the last bell toll rings
down the way, there is a pen
someone left it for me
spare no grandeur for your dead
all i ask is that you visit on a foggy morning
i never left much room in bed
whether from you
or alabama
i’ll walk home knowing the truth

make room in hell (demo)

𝐞𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐥 𝐜𝐚𝐢𝐧