A playlist of songs I produced and helped produce. All my personal songs are also produced by me. ;-)

PROD BY MOTH

FAVORITES

i wake up and feel the air
i don’t care
why weren’t you there?

i wake up and feel the air
i don’t care, i don’t care

i feel you creeping in
i feel you under my skin

i know this joke i’ve heard before
but i sit here and wait for you 
make myself hurt

i know what i gotta do and that’s getting rid of you

so i sit here and wait for you 
(wake up and feel the air, i don’t care, why weren’t you there?)

wait for you

i haven’t had a good day
in a few days 
feel my blood go red
from the things you said

tell what you what 
tell me what to do 
i can never win
i always lose

waiting in past time 
living in my past life
i need time
living in the meantime 

i haven’t had a good day 
living in the meantime

waiting in my past life
living in the meantime

meantime

UNTITLEDDEMOS1

IN MY HEAD

tell me 
how long 
it takes 
to feel okay 
in my skin 

lay down on this bed
live inside of my head
i know you see me smiling
but you don’t know i’m dying 

i’m dying everyday that i take these pills 
i’m dying everyday, yea i know i will
i don’t give a fuck about how i feel
you don’t give a fuck about how i feel

tell me 
how long 
it takes 
to feel okay 
in my skin 

tell me
help me
(you don’t give a fuck about how i feel)

tell me, help me

and i've been feeling so alone
i don't know who I am
you smell it on my clothes
you already know, what it feels like
and where I've been past midnight

and I've been feeling so desperate
fight this feeling I've been left with
and I'm so helpless
wear my shame like its a necklace
ignoring all the signs, yea neglect it

and I've been feeling so alone
I don't know who I am anymore

bleed out, I feel no sorrow
new face ill wear tomorrow

bleeding out of my chest,
I feel your regret
every word that was said
still rings in my head

I've been feeling so alone
I don't know who I am anymore

angel number

i know what you're saying
you think that you're pure 
you keep on saying
you need a little more
but I know what feels like
when you all alone
calling out my name
as if its a love so pure
i know what you need
but I know what I want
talking all this talk 
like you know what you want
its not the same
yea, you know I'm not okay
but when you hold me,
you know I feel safe

no different from the rest
days like this remind me that
nothing has changed, I guess
reflect, regret, relapse

tell me what you want
tell me what you need from me
bc I've been feeling everything you said
I know you thought I was so pure
a lie alive in your bedroom
awake, living with eyes closed
a love you left with no closure

no different from the rest (w/ MOTH)

NOT RIGHT

ALLTHETIME

Haven’t been feeling myself
This is my cell
My own room
Time is in a loop and I’m still 
Wishing I could 
Solve and soothe
-
Oh I realize 
It’s time
To move on

solve/soothe (demo)

In your world
You’re indestructible
I had to push while you pulled
And rise from the floor
You said “I have no one”
And no one is right
Head through a door
Still no one beside
And you say that you’re right here
Yeah it makes me wonder
How low can it go until it’s lost
How low can it go until it’s lost

Makes Me Wonder

Too Good To Be True

A LOOK INSIDE

Wish The Worst - 12:5:17, 9.13 PM

MISSING

MIND LEAK

NO CHANGE

ESCAPAR

Artist and producer/beatmaker — ‘MOTHNOTLIVING’ on all streaming platforms!

MOTHNOTLIVING

Pinned to spotlight

Popular tracks