I FORGOT TO COMMENT ON THIS SONG WHEN I heard IT THIS SHIT BANGS

a song about how other people want me to perceive myself, and how that effects me. hope someone finds it relatable

prod/vox/mix/master all by me

lyrics:

i live my life like i'm a broken man
troubled by all my demons and my sins
often forgotten how it always is
left back and cast out, i'm a piece of shit
isn't that what you want me to think?

pissed off at the thought that i can do it for free
still plagued by all this fucking evil i see
what is freedom and peace if you can't go back to sleep?
why am i always decided that i'll never believe?
in the moments that make me that nigga dressed to succeed
doubts bleeding out the mouth again it leave me deceased
shouts pleading getting louder with the absence of dreams
why don't anything remain how you remember it be?
waking just to sleep, if i don't then i don't dream
when i'm cold and getting mean it's because i fuck up everything
overloaded bust the seams, i'm imploding i don't think
that i'm chosen for the things i think about when i'm on beans
and that four-five in my jeans, it say OFF-WHITE on my seams
you look sideways now you beamed
then my party hop off of the scene 
i cannot fuck with these new ones 
because they always be out switching they teams
flipping that shit make a hit
then get back to the things in my crib that i know that i need

isn't that what u want me to think?

[imsorry]
very emotional song :/

all plats
https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/oktober4/my-fault

EDM DROP BY @brokitz

you never cared
wont ask why you gave a shit about him
im just a kid
and im so done with your bullshit
i might motherfucking lose it
all the rumors were true about you
i was right
i didnt have a clue
didnt wanna lose you too
but its over now
you dont gotta pout
its all done
thought that you were the one
you think its fun
but im holding the gun
to my head
you want me dead
fuck what you said
about me or all my friends
i should have never picked up the phone
im alone
watch your tone
is what i was told to be quiet again
i should have kept my mouth shut
i should have locked the door up
its my fault
everything is my fault when it comes to this
im a piece of shit
i know
i should have kept my mouth closed
i should have told anybody who knows
dont tell anyone
im so fucking done
im done
but i still miss you
i miss everything that we've been through
and im sorry
for everything that ive done to u
its all my fault
but its over now

my fault

all plats

sad song w/ saffi

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/5rG8UA0dBXmr0MiTTyZxvB?si=ZAPGwTCFSM2ndT0H2z1nvA

@oviyan 
@prtyfrvr 

art by IN_COLOR (https://www.instagram.com/in_color_15/)

lyrics:

@sh3ku

I don’t wanna be honest
But I’m gon have to
Cuz I need you baby
You knew that already

I don’t wanna dance on my own (no)
I don’t wanna cry on the phone (no)
I don’t wanna face it alone baby
I don’t wanna face it alone

You been sentimental 
I’ve been in my mental
You’ve been second guessing 
Everything that we went thru
Yet you feel the same way
How I do around you
Babe I can’t breathe no more
Got me dropping boundaries

I be struggling with defences i don’t gotta put up
I be in my head though it’s my heart that wants to show up
You been to me dead until you rest yourself in my arms 
And I don’t know what I can do without you might as well jump 

To conclusions 
I don’t know what we doin 
I just wanna get through it
I’m too lit.

Conclusions
I don’t know what we doin 
I just wanna get through it
I’m too lit.

@oviyan

look, yea shawty i think i need you
you've been real distant lately, so what's the move
yes i think i like you, so what's to prove
i know i haven't seen you in a while, i'll be there soon

i'll be there soon
shawty, what's the move
we could look up at the moon
late nights with you

conclusions. w/ oviyan (prod. digitalvvs)

VMS coming soon 

ily @chaoscontro1

join the guild: https://discord.gg/twy6BVKm

223. w/ mouse (prod. frost'd + wuko)

@resolve1k
lyrics:

full throttle on the gas i can't let it go
torched and cauterized my skin by acting ice cold
you would think the way you act is getting old
side piece blowing up your phone acting hella bold 

baby tell me if i'm holding on for no reason
think i'm too late for all the begging and the pleading
flipped like order 66 like it's treason
and i don't think i can defeat it

and i never thought bare minimum was too much
got me thinking did i fuck it up did i rush? 
was your love a figment to my imaginary touch
should've listened to my gut and left you as a crush

and i'm sorry
think my tendencies made you worry
whitney in my cup has my vision blurring 
and i fucked it up once don't wanna see your love flurring

crush (inno)

prod capcort

lyrics //

Got my mind spinning lately
All this shit in my head think I'm crazy
Got my head feeling hazy
Cause u just got to know
About all the shit that goes on thru my mind
About all the times u sat here and lied

@aurasrevenge

Baby would you catch me if I fell apart
More than lust i need you all for my heart
You’re gorgeous like a work of art
If I confess everything please don’t be alarmed

Need piece of mine, for a lil bit of your time
I can’t fuck it up it’s getting to my mind
I can’t afford the rush I can’t afford to hit the rewind
Just close your eyes grab my hand and be mine

@faun0

You said you're sad all the time
Can't really say we're fine
I think it's safe to say we're fucked all the time
And now you're calling me a cunt
I know I'm crazy, fuck you want?
I know the songs that turn you on
I caught your bluffin with this song
So you
Wait
For
Me
I know we had something, my dear
I know you're crying ear-to-ear
The shit you want to see is not here
No I'm not comin back, my dear
No I'm not fucking with with your peers
I can see you in my rear
It's a late night, yeah Friday
Ima come back with hennessy
I fucking hate you, why can't you see?
I fucking hate you, why can't you see?
I'll admit that we were perfect
But I don't know if it's worth it
And I tell you that I'm hurtin
But you can't find that inside of me

Got my mind spinning lately
All this shit in my head think I'm crazy
Got my head feeling hazy
Cause u just got to know
About all the shit that goes on thru my mind
About all the times u sat here and lied

alarmed +killaura & faun (capcort)

my tag was made by @faun0 (thank youuu)
prod @koukitsu
mastered by me again!
no diss to 00clique i just thought the clip was funny

lrycs

i kno that they praying that i fall
yeah they want me down
oh i heard ur bitch she wanna fuck
i wont turn around

yeah u say u gonna gunn
it dont make no sound
leave his body dead
yeah it wont be found

bitch im smoking gas in my pack
im so fuckn fried
if i catch u lackin in the street
u gon fuckn die

yeah uhh
u gon fuckn die
yo bitch wanna gimmie head
but i dont ask why

uhh prod kitsu

@planetlessuntildeath
@faidev

lyrics:

they be like:
zarki why u always tryna keep it on the low?
i dont like talking to people
that ion even know
i be thinking too much
bullet straight to my dome
got this 40 on me
and the tip is all chrome

@1myoso (who is this zarki i cant say that word)

i wanna die slowly
in the nighttime
always fucking medicated
im always high

im a waste of time
yeah u care too much
im enduring all this pain
i guess im outta luck

die slowly
in the nighttime
always fucking medicated
im always high

im a waste of time
yeah u care too much
im enduring all this pain
i guess im outta luck


@faidev :
white coke no rabbit
blade on my belt hack n slash with a hatchet
drugs in the packet
load up my tooly and grip on my gadgets
not in the bracket won't have it
say that u love me i know that you're acting
stuck in my habits 
grip on my needle and get to the stabbing

got two nades on my vest
pull the pin now ur dead
know i put him to rest
lil boy watch ur head violence makes me feel best 
i don't want no damn friends
cause i know zark cover my back ill the end 

chorus:
i wanna die slowly
in the nighttime
always fucking medicated
im always high

im a waste of time
yeah u care too much
im enduring all this pain
i guess im outta luck

die slowly
in the nighttime
always fucking medicated
im always high

im a waste of time
yeah u care too much
im enduring all this pain
i guess im outta luck

die slowly w/ faidev (waystalker + frikke)

prod: starboyrob
mixing: me, sacreds, 4bsence
master: i don't even wanna talk abt it bro
carried by: sacreds, 4bsence

lyrics:
(aura)
step in the club we drinkin hypnotic
giving me top it's turnin neurotic
gang in this bitch issa riot
bang in this bitch it ain't quiet
he talkin tough i couldn't believe it
aim at your skull and now you ain't breathin
mindin my business but you lurkin and seethin
fuckin your bitch and she drinkin my [redacted] 
get in my bag i flex it i get it i go
surprised a pop boy rappin this flow
your concerts are silent like death row 
whippin the coupe, drift thru the road
tryin your best but can't hit the gold
smokin ur pack strapped on the low
u step up on me i kno you gon fold  

(sacreds)
yeah getting the money so easy to me i just tripled that shit in a week
yeah i took a Percocet 30 it fuck up my body i cant even speak 
walking around with a K on my side and if he wanna test me he gon fucking bleed yeah
that boy gon talk on the net, we already know that he want to be me shh
walking around and my pockets so fat bitch i feel like i’m mf lizzo
he gonna talk all that shit
drac light a boy up like a fucking zippo 
bitch we gon hit at his hit at his head
now he wanna talk that shit so we go for revenge
i mix the act up
i count the racks up
fucking that bitch and i’m fucking her friend yeah 
i hit that boy with an xd 
hit that boy up and he mf dead 
i got a whole lotta mf xp
knock off his top and then fill him with lead yeah
i heard that boy wanna test me
killing that boy and i mf laugh yeah 
i already know they detest me
but i could not care
not bout that

(4bsence)
wait bitch
i got a choppa, a k, bitch
no i do not want to wait, bitch
shootin that boy in his face, bitch
hey bitch
wait bitch
i got a glock on my waist, bitch
you see my chain, you can't take this
i'm finna shoot up his place, bitch
woah, fuck
hold up
i keep a pole, bruh
i got a blade on me
strike like a cobra
i pop that boy like a soda
why he actin like he know us
me and my gang, yeah, we so up
yeah, yeah, yeah

hypnotic +sacreds & 4bsence (starboyrob)

t(his song means a lot to me :) ) 

this feeling that im seeing
I cant think a lot they threw me away
this feeling really left me in a ditch all bymyself alone

tell me what u want ima get it all for u
yoou dont even know where the fck im really gone
this is never ending
u know im about it
we gon leave this town we gon leave it in past tense
remember the times i turned nothing into something
i feel detached, so detached away from reality
i feel so detached from reality
i dont even know where to go so please stop telling me
PLEASE STOP TELLING MEx2

uhh prod kitsu

motui

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