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He broke my heart in an arcade

Birdsong

Snakes

every day’s the same 
i play the same game 
tie another knot in the mental chain 
around my ankle, one of my worst days yeah i rank em
1 to 10 good to bad 
i’m fucking sad

how did it get to be so bad you should be glad 
that you’re not me I really wish I had 
a place to feel at home cause even when I’m at home 
i'm alone i smoke my blunts, flickin’ through my phone

every day’s the same
i wonder when that will change 
“i’m sorry shall we re-arrange
to meet up when you’ve changed 
when you’re happy and less broken and less strange,
when you’re okay in the brain?” 
what? can’t you handle the strain?
i can’t help what i’ve become
i’m a ball of wool unravelling, coming undone

alone

Lobotomise me 
Take an ice pick to my brain
Bash it right in
Till im not the fucking same 

Im hurting 
Im hurting 

dont want to meet again 
Dont want to learn your name
Won’t make any new memories 
Wont let this end the same 

Im hurting 
Im hurting 

Won’t recognise your smile 
Forget the sound of your voice 
At the time this seemed like the better choice 

Im hurting 
Im hurting 

Now I miss you dear 
Miss your eyes and miss your ears 
should push you away but I just want you near 

Im hurting
Im hurting 

Im hurting

lobotomise me

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