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oh i dont think were animation memers here

Stfu and smile

they said it feels just like catharsis
but more short-lived and less concise
i guess it could have been my ego
i couldn’t trust that they were right

my youth walked a fine line: she would etch it afternoons
plan a path around the casket she imagined as her doom 
walked so many fine lines, they wove a web—then a cocoon,
then a sheet set so cozy i could never leave my room

i was ebenezer scrooge in the bad mood phase
skipping class just to bask in the bathroom breaks
the panache everlast like tuck, but the tattoo's fake
all's well that turns bad moods great

i don't believe much in actual fate
it's fun to pretend that there's some magical weight
but i don't put much into actual fate
maybe in the back of my brain... sometimes

they said it feels just like catharsis
but more short-lived and less concise
they said it feels just like catharsis
i couldn’t trust that they were right

they said it feels just like catharsis
they said it feels just like catharsis

She's in her own world in the state of San Diego

Jakubi - Couch Potato

Into my arms.m4a

when i'm breathing in your innocence
and drowning in your bed
i can't help but be immersed
in every word i haven't said

when i'm drinking to forget your face
or crying out your name
i try so hard to remember
you're the one who takes the blame

if you show up now with arms
i know i would collapse
'cause i can't survive without you now
i promise that's a fact

you're the barrel of a loaded gun
you're falling chunks of hail
but, my dear, i swear to god
that without you i'd derail

innocence

Honestimated

Who Cried For You?

Who Cried For You

Produced, mixed, engineered, recorded, drums, and guitar all done by atlas (my very best friend in the whole world). 

lyrics, vocals, ukulele by me.

bird on the side of the road

hey, thanks for 50k <3

additional rock stuff at the end by me :~)

lyrics:
thank you for every moment shared
for every hug and kiss when i was stepping over there
to visit you... some might not think it's fair
but all the time i got to spend as yours and all the care
was more than i could ever ask for
you treated me respectfully and that's more
than anyone else... but now i'm sat sore
caught up in my panic like a task force is breaking down my back door

and i hope to see you thrive, to see you thrive

'cause i'm lying in my bed
with my pillow held over my head
wishing that the weight of all this stress
could hold it down and stop my breath

we must go our seperate ways
i know that is the truth
i wish that i could travel back
to the moments spent with you

and freeze time and space in a silent place
to appreciate your smile for a little bit longer

i'll try to be stronger than i am

a wistful remembrance

stronger than i am (prod. mt marcy)

atlas - Well-Rested

but jus almost, everything is almost, and i might fall again

prod. YoungTaylor but technically https://soundcloud.com/verzache (?) 
https://soundcloud.com/verzache/juvenescence
mixed/mastered by https://soundcloud.com/geo_1022

but i'm not there yet
and it pulls me down even farther knowing halving never ends
because I'll never hit 0 or infinity, either or
limits can't be reached and yet i've topped mine out
and now i'm feelin like a discontinuity, solve me analytically
directly substitute me with the c term, 
with the waves
like i'm boutta rip tides to the sea
i don't wanna feel like a math problem 
need the book to breach
the surface of the understanding of the person that is learning but do not comprehend
speakin foreign languages to teach you how to conjugate
but every letter's off and grammar seems to fail you every time
now you wish without a doubt that you understood subjunctive
but the junctions of the thoughts are subpar
so now 
i been..

but jus almost everything is almost
and i might fall again cuz

but i don't think i can drink
cuz the bilirubin's elevated levels make me start to think
bout the possibilities of liver failure maybe more than gilbert's
jaundice ain't a joke but i been hiding it with long sleeves
eyes down so they can't see the yellow and the veins
of my eyes keep it mystery
like the fact that my coats really only help me hide my scrawny arms
and my jokes about death make it seem less serious
but really i been stressin lots and even all dis tea don't help
and i don't really know what to do
so jus tell me please

but even knowin layouts doesn't bring thematic similes
that click before they're cliche 
everything's a repeat
over over done, everything's been used
and even with ideas nothing's good enough for you
and comparison between people runs into your mind
makes you question whether all your work's a truth or it's a lie
like you stole from someone without knowing
plagiarism in the sub c
it's gettin cold in my heart to the sub z's
try to fend it off
try to fend it off
imma fly up high
so 
so high

Chrosky | Husk

produced and mixed by @barnesblvd
Cover art by Julia Jordan

Ultimately

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Ultimately (Prod. barnes blvd.)

*Sped up version *
[Intro: Elbee Thrie]
Real love's so hard to find
Just when you think you've found it
The illusions in your eyes

[Verse 1: Elbee Thrie]
That's why I love the moon
Every night it's there for you
It's constant
Unlike these human beings
Who lie about what it seems to be
You think the Earth is where you stand
You're in the palm of someone's hand
And that's why I love the moon
'Cause it's always there for me
Every night up out my window
And that's why I love the moon
'Cause it's always there for me
Every single night I look outside
It's right there for me
And my mind
And that's why I love the moon, yeah
Because people can consume my love
In the wrong way
So I send it up
At night, at night, at night

[Chorus: Elbee Thrie]
Real love's so hard to find
Just when you think you've found it
The illusions in your eyes, it blinds
So be careful where you look for love, ohh
Just be careful where you look for love, ohh
Real love's so hard to find
Just when you think you've found it
The illusions in your eyes, it blinds us all
So be careful where you look for love-ove
Just be careful where you look for love, ohh

[Verse 2: Sheriff PJ]
Yo, yo, yo, yo, yo, yo
Yo, that's why I let the moon shine
('Cause through the time I've been confused on how to move on)
I'm stuck in between what wasn't and what could be the truth, ha
(Still up tryna escape the demons in my room, yo)
You see it's no change droppin' we learn to maintain profit
And how could anybody else feel pain when they brainwash us?
And watch us every time we make exchanges (We slaves)
Locked in a box, we use our mind just to escape all the same shit
I'm tired of the pain
Love is blind to the flame
That's why I look up, never hide behind sky's when it rain
Promises cooked up exercisin' through denyin' the pain
That's why I look for ways find whatever lies in the rain
'Cause shit change
I don't blame my father for lampin' I believe that helped
Went from tryna grow as your son to tryna grow as myself
So understand it when I'm stranded, takin' chances
Know I need that fall
Flat on my back, you just relax and kick your seat back, uh
'Cause when you think
That's when you let time run and escape what your mind loving
That's what you think
So what you think?
If love was easy to find, we wouldn't need it to complete our lives
So

[Outro: Elbee Thrie]
Peace to the moon
Peace to the stars
Peace to Saturn
And peace to Mars

Phony Ppl - Why iii Love The Moon

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-T-AJ7wdRDA

cottonwood firing squad - i'm glad you're doing well (atlas cover)

atlas - such nice sounds (acoustic)

tell me that i f e e l
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Am I Free? [Now on Spotify and Itunes]

This song started in a cabin in the valley of Yosemite with all my friends.
Check out @forrestfrank !!
Produced by @biskwiq and @wzrd-island
Uke and additional harmonies by @wth_you
Keys by @bigbon3
Additional percussion and harmonies by @mountmaz
Acoustic guitar by Stella Drapkin
Additional guitar by @henrylininger
Art by @biskwiq

Am I Free? [Now on Spotify and Itunes]

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