came out to my parents today and it went horribly. i just want to be loved unconditionally, but everything i touch turns to dust. i just don't know what to do anymore at this point. I have 4 years left until i turn 18 and 6 years left until my disability kills me. i'll barely even get to live as me. god i want to cry i cant deal with this shit-

here in penny land there is no sand
no planes or trains no boats or ceiling fans
no ppl to form a band
but my banjo comes in handy when penny land gets
so lonely from time to time
still im so glad i cld be on a dime
and the color of the copper makes me scream with glee
for after all theres no place id rather be

boy girl, girl boy?

on the face of a penny from '83
theres an itty bitty house no 1 can c 
at the tip of the nose of ol honest abe
theres a tiny boygirl and she is me
well he drives a copper car and she goes real far
to the tail side cuz theres room to park
and he works her shiny job @ the lincoln memorial
making copper smoothies til his belly's full

cauze yer a-!
boy girl in a copper world 
n ur a 
boy girl boy boy girl girl
no boy girl boy no girl
we all just
boy girl boy girl girl

boy girl, girl boy
whatever

this penny is from 1983

I'm a freak boy
A tortured soul
A kiss your cheek boy
On a Sunday stroll
I'm a kumquat
(A kumquat)
And I'm smoking bowls until my lungs rot
I'm out of control

I'm a freak boy
Punch the bathroom wall
A so-to-speak boy

Freak Boy

Casket Kids

Music Video: https://youtu.be/vcx8HfMtZ9Y
LYRICS:
"so many people write songs about horrible horrible horrible things. Famous people are always gonna be, Bad, and always gonna have supporters"
I'm the type of kid who talks to the bugs
I'm the type of girl you shouldn't give drugs
I'm the one who puts the stains on the rugs
I'm the kinda guy who sorta fuckin sux
I don't rly give a fuck abt the glitches
give a pussy game journalist some stitches
now you cant find ur wallet or ur Mrs.
if you've heard of me u know im fuckin vicious 
I think it's A-OK, 
if you cannot relate
I got that Cluster A, 
treatment-resistant bae
I got idiosyncratic opinions,
more a P. K. Dick than a Pynchon
There's a lot that's against my religion
But if you tell me "explain" I can't begin
I will never ever ever be a vegan
Read the bible but I'm not a christian
I'm displacing the air so you'll listen
look at me and ur sister we kissin
No i cannot blame you if you
are just not able to do
this weird cognition it's my
god-given mission to fly
up to the surface & make
other people nervous just by
doing what im able with my 
elbows on the table
Otherwordly intuition
$45K in tuition
I'm the subject of suspicion
So consume me at your volition 
"Hey you! Don't stan 4lung. Here's a list of reasons why they're terrible complete with p r o o f.
They seem like a real creep.
Oh they are, the worst of the worst."
Otherwordly intuition
$45K in tuition
I'm the subject of suspicion
So consume me at your volition 
If you hate me I think you should kill me
If you can't kill me, then what are you worth?
Cuz the longer that you people refuse to kill me the longer i'll stay on this earth
It started the day of my birth, it'll go until i'm in the dirt
a legacy built on zero i killed
no violence, i just made it work
No i cannot blame you if you
are just not able to do
this weird cognition it's my
god-given mission to fly
up to the surface & make
other people nervous just by
doing what im able with my 
elbows on the table
Jailbait still hollers @ me
I pretend I do not see
That shit just ain't healthy
in my DMs like ":3"
ladadadeedee, take this advice from me
your youth will keep you free, you don't wanna give it to a girl like me
no, no, no, no, you don't wanna give it to a girl like me

Cluster A-OK

DEVIL NOBODY

Probably my favorite song on this album.
The "main loop" is from a rehearsal recording of my math-rock type band, Ultra Death Men, sped up and cut up.
The song is about a lot of things, as always, but was most heavily inspired by my first trip to San Diego. It was a pretty strange, negative, and intense part of my life, but the experiences I had there had profound effects on my outlook.
The first line of the lyrics references one night Bradlea and I were driving through the desert and the entire dusk sky was literally a full rainbow.
The reiteration of that part of the song the second time is about how I'd wake up every morning to a collection of four cats sleeping on me and they'd all scramble away from me when they realized I was awake, as if to hide the fact that they'd been sleeping on me.

Loud Noise In My Room

Blueberry Sunshine - Near & Far (Closer Together)

Passenger of Shit - Staple Tapeworms On My Penis

https://open.spotify.com/artist/0ctitedOWKy9tGwQg4e2l7?si=CMC6fDchT6uyJwod_ajttg

here's a sick nasty collab between two of the greatest, y'all.
we're like the kanye and jay-z of weird electronic music

Follow https://soundcloud.com/4lung
And buy her stuff here!
https://4lung.bandcamp.com/

And here's mine!!
https://mowmowmow.bandcamp.com/

in december
i imagined getting carted away
and i left off
getting left out in the pouring rain

oh i’m fine i’m fine
i mean it this time
everything is fine
let’s just leave it behind

oh i’m fine i’m fine
mirror look into my mind see
everybody loves me
everybody loves me

no-ones above me

no-ones above me
<3

Thanx, new mowmowmow album at some point.

Everybody Loves Me! (w/ 4lung)

Heres a sad song

off the album Forget Everything, which comes out in October.
preorder it here
https://mowmowmow.bandcamp.com/album/forget-everything

Reset (Dysphoria)

@rooksfeather & @neotenomie
the most 🔥🔥🔥 album about gay trash, chronic pain & dissociation you've heard all year 

help me do what i like if you like what i do: https://www.patreon.com/ESPer99

Reset (Dysphoria)

mowmowmow

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