i think there is something wrong with my head
i cant enjoy like i used to my videogames
i sit on my bed and stare at the wall
and i think i wanna be nothing
dont wanna feel anything
not anger or joy
dont wanna see anything
all these people i ignore
im still learning how to be myself
why it feels so impossible
and all the bitches fumbled
all the bridges i burned
theyre haunting me in my nightmares i dont wanna return
to those dark old days
i was confused and afraid
and all the people in my life
were they ever real
are my memories really mine
or implantated
guess ill never know
but it doesnt really matter anyomore
im so fucking bored
i hope you really mean the things you say
ik i did bad im sorry for my ways
but i want make up for it and save my face
but im still unable to believe in better days
i have to live with my past i cant run away
i cant really change ive tried
and sometimes even i cant explain
why i say these things that hurt you
i say things that hurt you

i think i want to be nothing

in my own head

@weejk ft. @suddendeathovertime

unofficial lyrics atm blahblahblahhahblahHHBLAHHH

wujek:

i hate my, my life
and everyone around
i try and try
but always have a frown

hate my - my life
and everyone around
i try and try
but always have a frown
own ownwowonwownwonw

sudden:

i hate myself
and this world
especially when i'm without u
i can't think and i can't breathe
soclowfneandwejeok
it's always black on my pc
urttrdgshisanxiety
you said that you wanted me
it's just some shit i dont believe
ihatenyflueshot
breathgfserenofgsapot
rapemerapeme touch my body (?)
aeghnioe my heart

ooooo oooooo oooohhoooooho ohohohhhhh

wujek:

i hate my, my life
and everyone around
i try and try
but always have a frown

hate my - my life
and everyone around
i try and try
but always have a frown
own ownwowonwownwonw

wujek - i hate my life and everyone that's in it (ft. suddendeathovertime)

im based in every way

im girl on r9k 
im on ther everyday 
im looki9ng for a friend 
or something more i guess (x2)

incel bf 
yeah i want that 
i need more drugs fucked up 
on the prozac 
break hearts yeah girl now i do that 
im on top of the threads ye im cool now 
i dont fit in 
im not like other girls 
ima neet 18 and im unemployed 
on my friends list i got like a hundread boys 
love to use them yeah they mf fgucking toys

im girl on r9k 
im on ther everyday 
im looki9ng for a friend 
or something more i gues (x4 or somethign)

wujek - i'm girl on /r9k/

lyrics:
load my head with some ketamine
blow my brain with amphetamine	
want it all
want it all
give it all to me

i think i saw you last night
standing by my door
think ill lose my mind
if i take some more   
of my drugs
but at least ill see you
youll never leave me

im so fucked up
super fucked up

stick the needle in my vein
and pump it all
i just wanna end the pain
and punch a wall
cut my wrist and watch the blood drain
its all my fault
i need to die
its not fair
my life sucks
im bruised up 
by my mistakes
got nowhere 
got no bucks
to spend on 
shit to fix me  

load my head with some ketamine
blow my brain with amphetamine
want it all
want it all
give it all to me

i think i saw you last night
standing by my door
think ill lose my mind
if i take some more   
of my drugs
but at least ill still see you
youll never leave me

stick the needle in my vein
and pump it all
i just wanna end the pain
and punch a wall
cut my wrist and watch the blood drain
its all my fault
i need to die (2x)

ketamine

bro @bloodsekai

im internet famous because i hurt myself
im internet famous they love when i hurt myself
2x 

they love wen i cut my wrist
they love when i starve myself
they love to see me bleed out 
they love to see me bleed out 

they love the tweets i make
like the ones where i say
im going to slit my throat 
and i want to decay
i hate when they relate 
my lifes a facade 
i jus want to
be happy 

so i say i love
boys that dont love me 
they know we'll never meet
they make me smile for a while tho 
deny reality
temporarily 
love when he says he likes me
love when he says he likes me

i lost my touch with the world 
i lost my touch with the world 
i lost my touch with the world 
I LOST THE TOUCH WITH MYSELF

i lost myself
idk how to get my back
i lost myself
and im stuck in here

shedtwt Prod bloodsekai

@bloodsekai

pls dont complain about me
i saw u at the church
u were looking pretty pouty
jumping in the crowd
and fuck it's pretty rowdy
this world u made
yeah its pretty shitty
but i made u and u made me too
but i made u and u made me too
but i made u and u made me too
i got u surrounded and theres nothing u can do

u belong to me
so come here on ur feet
u belong to me
so lets spill the tea
lets sit and think
life isn't free
i made u who u r
so u can come to be

pls dont complain about me
i saw u at the church
u looking pretty pouty
jumping in the crowd
and fuck it's pretty rowdy
this world u made
yeah its pretty shitty

pls dont complain about me
i saw u at the church
u were looking pretty pouty
jumping in the crowd
and fuck it's pretty rowdy
this world u made
yeah its pretty shitty
but i made u and u made me too
but i made u and u made me too
but i made u and u made me too
i got u surrounded and theres nothing u can do

bloodsekai - u made the world but i made u

https://open.spotify.com/track/6ShXLKNqm0ohUzuZpxxCi4?si=30b35d76a8794142

fanboy808 cover, refined from yesterdays if u saw that on my alt (the mixing was bad)

i havent made a short song in a while 4 this account in a while so im posting it here

lyrics:

do you really know what it means to be a loser?
sitting on computer all day i'm gonna lose her..
nose bleeds i have no xp :(
pls dont come at me !!!!

(repeat x4)

to be a loser !!!

@bloodsekai @odihu @1zakuro

text my phone 
"emergency!!!"
i ask u where u are
n what u need
u said u lost ur cat
pls come to me
and a picture of him 
stuck in a tree..

drop all my things
i'm on my way now!!!! 
since u can't reach
well, i'll help u out

ur okay
you can count on me
jump in my arms when i count to 3
come here kitty kitty
i know you cant speak
but ur litte meows are everything to me
i will give you lots of treats
and a special place where you can sleep
but whatever u do 
dont jump out of that treeeeeeeee!!!

text my phone 
"emergency!!!"
i ask u where u are
n what u need
u said u lost ur cat
pls come to me
and a picture of him 
stuck in a tree..

drop all my things
i'm on my way now!!!! 
since u can't reach
well, i'll help u out

im so stuck up inside this tree
wont u come and please save me
send out all those
lost cat signs
they wont ever
come in time
all they have to do
is look up
and they'll see where im stuck

bloodsekai + odihu + zakuro - lost cat

a 5 song ep about my birth month 
my failed relationships in that month 
and reflecting on my past
fully produced by me
love from april to may

once chance feat aydn park

A 2x PREMIER ! Share with your Friends if you're feeling gloomy! #SadVibesRock 🎉🤯🔝😛

shedtwt Prod bloodsekai

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