I’m travellin home in the car of my new lover
Raindrops running down the windowpane
And though he listens to the songs I like
They don't sound the same
But it’s nice, I’m not so alone
But I'm still hoping, my darling, you’ll love me when I come home


When I Come Home (Demo)

I felt it in the way, 
You left me shaking in the doorway. 
Your listless phrases, 
My sum of love debases
I’ve never loved you more 
(leaving me crying)

A spell, a phase,
our love, It stays in those bygone days
I’m aching for them, always
But darling I implore, 
Enamor me with disillusioned grandeur
Like you did before
(Leaving me crying)

How can a fool like me learn?
Reiterate, repeat, return.
Return to me.

I still hear your ringing in my ears
The toxicity of tears
Your acidic rain, 
Stains my cheeks mauve
While your moving to the doorway

But you wont even turn your cheek 
My way, Or even stay
Give me the time of day
Beg i entreat
I beseech i entreat
I reiterate, Repeat
Return to me.


Doorway (Demo)

When I’m asleep, of course,
I don’t dream of where I feel asleep

So…
Waking up is the indication
Eyes openin’ in your room
You start conversation,
On your bed, without sheets
Just dirty laundry, contrast to where it should be.
Threads on raw mattress are plastic
Something feels stale.
Why are we so dramatic,
Sporadically on and off without fail.
Should I go back to sleep,
So weary from worry and upkeep.


Somehow I defied your wit
When I saw you by chance, ‘though I planned it       
I’ve wanted this moment for some time  
Corner you every chance because I’m

Afraid you're not near by choice anymore, 
I spy your sheets on the floor
Wrinkled, and needing to be pressed.
Yet your pressing upon me.
Though I’m already ironed out.  


Juxtaposed with this linen
Lids heavy, as you speak my name 
And of the strife that we’ve been in
Waking dreams of my walk of shame 
Outside the cars sigh, restless
I can't tell if they are going or coming and
I'm disoriented and directionless
Even though I lay still in this bare bed 
The inertia builds in me, recklessness
Headless and rash, A forward throw
Should I go?
 
I'm not your dirty laundry. 

Dirty Laundry (DEMO)

In the spring we were born
I thought I could start anew
In the stars, you could tell
I was meant to love you
Meant to love you

Europa, heifer love
Tending to the cypress trees
It’s her fault, girlish charm
Holds no value but to please
And the man to seize 
(Take her to the sea)

Taking after my mother
Womanhood endowed
Compatibility, and a love I'm not allowed
Loyalty displaced by a gaudy show
Hits hard on the floor, this bovine toe
You should know, you should know 
With god ego, you struck a fatal blow

The causation of our earthly state
The lover, the killer in reincarnate
Taurus signs, those confines 
Traits that I was born unto

Why do I feel like I've felt this before?
I'm a girl whose course is in capture. 

Taurus, taurus, running to your bed
Taurus, taurus, your sheets of red

Why do I feel like I've felt this before?
I'm a bull in love with a matador.
That's why I feel that I've felt this before
But, liberated with time after shaking in the door

Praise be to the state I'm in.
Praise be to the state I'm in.

Manic Pixie Dream Girl

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