produced by me, @qlein and @raaynen

 took a look at every picture that I saw with your face
And there was nothing I could do I wish that i didn’t change
For the worst, yeah you saw it first
And it hurt when you couldn’t put me first
It’s all my fault, I dragged you down to the dirt 
I took so long just to realize i ruined you first

And it hurt, I’m sorry that i’m the worst (And it hurt)
And it hurt when I said “I love you” first
And it hurt
And it hurt
It hurt when I ruined you first

Am I the only one that wishes I was someone else?
It’s been so long since i’ve seen my self
It’s been so long since i’ve hurt my self
It’s been so long since i’ve loved my self
It’s at the point where I’m nothing now
I wish my friends could all just
love me the same
I wish that you could say you love me again
I hate it all, just forget what I said
Can you remind me i’m alive and not dead?

I took a look at every picture that I saw with your face
And there was nothing I could do I wish that i didn’t change
For the worst, yeah you saw it first
It hurt when you couldn’t put me first
It’s all my fault, I dragged you down to the dirt 
I took so long just to realize i ruined you first

And it hurt, I’m sorry that i’m the worst (And it hurt)
And it hurt when I said “I love you” first

raynen ── .✦ hurt me first (shiiranoh x qlein x raynen)

prod @notdarae @chinapoet
ft @zzoos
covert art @zzoos

its js another thing that made it true
and fuck your reasons
fuck on all the rules
dont try to tell me what i gotta do
cool, ig ill fucking blame it all on u

@zzoos
its not enough i give up a lot
but i still step out brand new jeans pockets full of knots
if we up that shit it got em doin squats
im 2 high im stuck i cant even talk
like im w ray thats my bro
2026 we doin shows
im on go
i cant fold
yea i said i wld change but i wont
i hope u kno

Break the rules @notdarae @chinapoet

@kinsleygrey
prod me and @vallich

damn, i fell down again
guess i didn’t learn my lesson
always in my head
i can’t seem to get the fucking message
blackout in the club, i’ve been feeling reckless
i’m so sorry for the constant tension
i just need your attention
cut me off, but my name you love to mention

we wanted different things
i wanted love and peace
you just wanted me
ouch.. misery
i don’t need your sympathy
i just need to speak
fuck.. i just need to speak

so i can be at peace
otherwise, this .45 lay me to sleep

phone on dnd cause i don’t want to hear you speak
just cut me off cause you’ve been hurting me
i’m off 4 and i can’t even think
i’ve been going up, yeah, look at me

i’ma die a star, i’ll be glowing
20mg in the cup got me floating
i’ve been mia, tell me, did you notice?
i’ve been in my head, you ain’t even know this

we wanted different things
i wanted love and peace
you just wanted me
ouch.. misery
i don’t need your sympathy
i just need to speak
fuck.. i just need to speak

i don’t need your sympathy
i just need to speak
i just need to speak


kinsley grey ── .✦ misery (shiiranoh x vallich)

@makinstuff
@txqiio
@zzdox

gw butuh cuan x2
i need my money up yea
i need my yuans
im playin fifa in porta reppin wuhan
ask me bout how many months i finished twea
took about 2 months
im wit won money in the cut
pull up n say wassup
im in the stu w #myC n we dont give no fuks
shoutout 44y we been free
im wit coma #MakinStuff
shoutout to all my brothers up in #tWo
without them i wldnt be me

raf simons jeans
right hand wit the twea
i been broke asl cant get no racks
spent it on a tee
feel like lately all my songs r trash
ion give a fuck ive been free
i do what i want
hatin but im js tryna be me
smokin camels got me dizzy
need a tylenol
i cant make no music ive been busy
i dont care at all
i dont do this for the money i dont need a label
sumpah gw boke
but i still stay grateful

cuan prod comanati qiio zzdox

thanks to everyone who collaborated <3

3:33-3:49 - w/ @colin-reardon-957210261
3:50-5:15 - w/ @1000apr @symelz
6:15-7:19 - w/ @1000apr
7:20-8:35 - w/ @21xenkki
9:29-10:27 - w/ @colin-reardon-957210261
10:28 - 11:34 - w/ @colin-reardon-957210261
11:35-12:50 - w/ @phxlxp
14:04-16:01 - w @21xenkki

rest are solos

#PleaseBeBrave summer 2k25 clips (cprcash, april1k, symelz, xenkki, phxlxp)

nota: i have been in an intense period of emotional struggle recently and music has been one of the only ways that ive been able to maintain my personhood it feels like. with my job and school being incredibly stressful, and with my relationships coming and going, and having so much extracurricular social obligations, i’ve felt very worn out. this song is mostly about my dad if you can’t tell

歌词：
i’m missin her bad
don’t know how to act
i can’t switch out the bad for the good
that girl hurting me bad but it’s good

i ain’t talk to my dad in a month
swear it’s hate but im missin his love
when his brother died i was thirteen
he ain’t been the same that shit hurt me
i don’t think that he will ever change
i’m not his daughter so i changed my name
not a comic book so i changed my name
im not who he wanted so i changed my name
i’m not who he wanted so i changed my name
not his fucking son not the one i claim
out the fucking picture cut me out the frame
for my fucking trauma he’s the one to blame
i don’t like myself and he’s the one to blame
on his fucking armor where my lungs are flayed
my lungs are flayed
yeah taxidermy put me on display
put me in a box where my bones decay
i ain’t want fuck but he got it
my god won’t allow it
my god put a gun to his head while he showered
my god saw abuse and he god damn allowed
i’ll pull out my dick and i’ll piss on his grave
yeah i’ll pull out the blick and i swear it’s no space where it’s safe to be hiding
he want me to be who he wanted me to be i refused and that’s why he been treat me like dirt
i don’t fuck with the way that he treat me it’s like he would rather be dead than a man of his word
i swear to god it’s like reason could rain from the heavens and still he would find him a way to ignore all the manna been served

manna (luanne)

prod https://soundcloud.com/7_7ame + https://soundcloud.com/frommee

sometimes i catch a glimpse of you when i fall asleep
my subconscious longs for you
i can feel you so buried deep
my inner monologue's toxic friend
he tends to stick by me
inner symphony up in my head it doesn't let me be

walking on this trail of life my soles been aching 
don't like my waking moments so i tend to stick by daydreams
i work a job i hate till i get by
can't believe i'm still alone standing still while time flies
fuck.

i rot in cycles cuz i'm dumb
i'm still waiting by the creek 
waiting for some1 else to come
praying up to the sky I've been twiddling my thumbs
working all thru the night 
I've been starting to hate the sun

i loathe the silence from my phone
i need a text good morning, i want my love to known
i'm still wandering around looking for another home
i'm so used to myself I've been turning my heart to a stone

walking on this trail of life my soles been aching 
don't like my waking moments so i tend to stick by daydreams
i work a job i hate till i get by
can't believe i'm still alone standing still while time flies
fuck.

I've been dissociating my mental can't stay straight
I've been in the wilderness wandering round like a stray 
i can feel something above puppeteering with my fate
i hope my love life eventually goes my way

daydreams (ame + frommee)

praisetai - blue prod 1rxmi dk

@heroz2299 @bluntdolls cover art @zzoos

my situation's getting worse
i don't wanna talk, you first
bands up in my fucking purse
outside with my bro we lurk 
whatever helps you sleep at night
every day i feel so cursed
relive it a thousand times
im forever with 100signs
i lost track of all my time
i can't open up my eyes
fool me once won't fool me twice
i know who you are inside
too fucked up i feel like nothing
too fucked up i feel like i got a concussion 
i take nothing and i turn it into something
you don't know me bitch so stop making assumptions
too fucked up i feel like nothing
too fucked up i feel like i got a concussion 
i take nothing and i turn it into something
you don't know me bitch so stop making assumptions
x2
plastic on my face till i pass out
i was down before i'm getting cash now
i don't feel right so i guess i gotta mask now
i don't wanna talk to you so please don't ask now
your bro just went up and he don't know how to act now
tryna make amends i'm tryna make a pact now
every day of my life I've been left out
step into my shoes so you know how i felt now
copped some new shoes so i gotta watch where i step
love my friends i couldn't give a fuck bout a connect
i wake up at 3am and i can't go back to bed
all this time alone been playing with my fucking head

relive prod heroz + luanne

Obsesionado Prod.me

https://www.instagram.com/mqq.__1/

s/o to @moncler3k

why did you fade why
did you cut so deep
i was wide awake but
u put me to sleep

prod by @vincebbyface

signal's denied (prod. vinc33)

mqq