sample: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rparoUnCs_M

probably my most nostalgic song i ever made #2k24
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rparoUnCs_M

𝒽𝑒𝓁𝓁𝑜𝒽𝑒𝓁𝓁𝑜𝒽𝑒𝓁𝓁𝑜|˶˙ᵕ˙ )ﾉﾞ#₂₀₀₁ ✮˚.⋆ＰＲＯＤ. ＭＥＥＥＥ✧*｡🎧🎧🎧

cover art by me and traumaticbonds
Sick sick sick in the head 
need another pill
I hate you
and the way that you make me feel
Off the deep end 
theres no saving me
I cant defend 
my depravity
Doesnt make sense anymore
I fall onto the floor
Write a story then all the pages torn
I dont want you 
least dont think so
Fuck am i
supposed to think though

I shouldve known it
All good things come to an end
I think about it
Time and time and time again
Wish youd be dead to me 
Oh i gave you my everything

Old friends hate me 
You'll replace me
Cut my self like on the daily 
all its hazy 
Am i crazy 
Either way no one would date me
Old friends hate me 
You'll replace me
Cut my self like on the daily 
all its hazy 
Am i crazy 
It doesnt matter 

Shatter my mirror 
Cant stand myself 
They dont give a shit abt my mental health
Probably because im a selfish bitch
And sabotage my relationships
Look me in my eyes and
Tell me if im a burden 
Cant you see 
Oh cant you see 
Oh cant you see 
Im hurting
I shouldve known it
All good things come to an end
I think about it
Time and time and time again
Wish youd be dead to me 
Oh i gave you my everything

Im hungover 
Cant stay sober 
Wake me up when its all over 
Miss your arms around my shoulders
It just gets worse when youre older

Sick sick sick in the head 
need another pill
I hate you
and the way that you make me feel
Off the deep end 
theres no saving me
I cant defend 
my depravity
Doesnt make sense anymore
I fall onto the floor
Write a story then all the pages torn
I dont want you 
least dont think so
Fuck am i
supposed to think though

SICK

cutie mark prod ortoxone

stream ths its so good: https://soundcloud.com/mqxixo/almost-suicide-absorbed
- genuinely so inspiring and talented 
- made 4 fun so lazy mix n bad master + i lost my waves crack + im washed

tonight i want to kill all of myself
i slit my wrist and lose my will (lose my will)
i'll die by my body alone and rot in my hell (rot in my hell)
everything that i envy will burn with me (will burn with me)

oh would you forget his look
and just come and kiss me
i'll die the sooner
you dismiss me

almost suicide absorbed cover

prod. fiftyzeros
wear headphones
⋅˚.⋆☾⁺₊ ‧ 
tell me where u wanna go
when im with u nothings impossible
let me teach u how 2 live
baby ill give u a night u wont forget

take me 2 the moon
i want 2 dance under the stars
i want 2 remember this place forever
even if we dont last
take me 2 the edge of the sky
where the stars and the city collide
even if i die tonight im in luv with u and thats alright
if the world ends let it end here
in ur arms and mine no fear
we dont need saving were gods right now
i dont need 2 sleep when our loves so loud
even if the sky turns black
id never go back
take me 2 the moon baby
i wanna dance under the stars

tell me where u wanna go
when im with u nothings impossible
let me teach u how 2 live
baby ill give u a night u wont forget
take me 2 the moon
i want 2 dance under the stars
i want 2 remember this place forever
even if we dont last
take me 2 the edge of the sky
where the stars and the city collide
even if i die tonight im in luv with u and thats alright

take me to the moon

prod @bloodsekai 

teenage fuck up
lost my love
i cant focus
or suck up
let time fly by
im drugged up
i cant be
seen or touched

got a feeling ur watching
projecting, im stalking
im tryna move into a brand new coffin
i dont wanna walk in 
i cant do this talkin
each day i just hope that this place gets demolished
im fucking up so bad
making my life so sad
i kinda miss u and i wish we could go back
i cant let u know that 
im sorry that i act
im hiding all my tears behind this mask

*teenage fuck up
lost my love
i cant focus
or suck up
let time fly by
im drugged up
i cant be seen or touched*

young i knew this was hell
nun i can do to help
oh this thought just pelts
not now but soon i'll prolly k myself

im destroying myself 生きたくない

@stratosfell

{saya9de}
out my head 
GET OUT 
my friends are 
DEAD NOW 
over and over i just get let down 
needed to show more 
but idk how 
CIRCLES IN CIRCLES WE GO ROUND AND AROUND
who tf needs love 
ANYWAY
know ul leave its 
ALL THE SAME 
ur the reason 
IM INSANE
iim not mad tho 
IT FEELS GREAT 

{stratosfell}
getting high off molly 
im walking around da party like a zombie
bite off my neck and i look like a junkie
bitches getting sad when i leave the fucking party
rollin up a blunt that i smoke to forget u
u keep calling up my phone like i miss u
u can talk to ur man like he know u
he dont know u baby he dont know u
u've been waiting for my fall
u aint gotta see at all
bitch i feel so high
but my look so fly
i can see it in ur eyes
what u tell me full of lies
imma keep it real with u
i just want to fuck u
get out my head now x4
woah 
lost in my head hoe
why are u gone now ?
thought i had a chance
girl u know im not the best now
get out my head now x3
get out !

{saya9de}
thats when they lived happily ever after 
WHYD YOU HAVE TO RUIN IT YOU BASTARD
tachycardic tachycardic 
MY HEARTS BEATING FASTER AND FASTER
now im numb numb numb numb 
CS IT ALWAYS ENDS IN A DISASTER

UR SO FUCKING DUMB DUMB DUMB DUMB
IM JS GNA DIE OF LAUGHTERRRR

GET OUT!!! x stratosfell

prod @bloodsekai 

im sick of it all i feel so disrespected
my ego shrinks so small when i turn into a target
bash your head in a wall till u fucking forget
i wish i never talked cuz now ur stuck in orbit

i bet you feel ignored wont u leave me alone
eyes are batting so fast and chuckles start to roll
i just want peace of mind inside of this hell hole
i know im so fucking dull

please leave me alone 
just leave me alone
im no different than them
so please let me rest
2x

leave me alone

the worm inside my brain my brain 
is all ur fault that im insane
i tried i tried to make u FUCKING 
GO AWAY
GO AWAY 
GO AWAY
GO AWAY
GO AWAY
GO AWAY

worms (dumpsterbaby)

prod @bloodsekai

home alone pill crushing
watching u just love it 
crawling into nothing
dying to feel something

decomposing right in front of my eyes
love you at your worst, you'd hate to hear me say otherwise

you're just so out of it
you're just so ou-
2x

dying2feelsomething あなたは死にかけている⭑.ᐟ

prod @k1llmyselftonight

(im going fucking insane,
 i dont really know why,
 im going fucking insane, 
i really do not know why)

swear i didnt really mean to make you cry
please dont tell me ur gon slit ur wrist tonight
b b blood up on ur clothes please dont leave my side
i dont wanna b alone wen i fucking die
i dont wanna b alone it makes my heart implode 
and when u put ur chest on mine it makes me wanna explode 
look at these slits up on my thigh i wish i put on my throat
do you pity me now or will u still go

i couldn't b there 
it gets u scared 
i know its not fair but i wont go anywhere 
just for tonight 
please get rid of ur fright 
right now im not someone u would like

just for tonight (prod. takuori)

moxii

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