Written, played and recorded by De Cauwer Mathias at Dead Space maze studio, 06/07/2021.

Translated lyrics :

Far from here, from all of you, I walk through tunnels of dangerous thoughts. I wasn't born yet but I had been waiting for a long time. Shadows that don't leave me, now tell me what to hate. Behind that far corner comes something suspicious. Completely bloodied, violent noise. Just beware, or it will take control of you. Tramples all the silence I sow.

A creature of the black cluster. Buy everyone and keep them calm. The emissary of the slavish people. They pull me to their hypno vortex. But I keep quietly hiding. Many doors are locked. Secrets will die in silence. And so they destroy the earth.
I have to be here. Premeditated. An irrepressible lust, has kissed me threateningly. Predictions of fate, but little chance of success. With tragic weapon in hand, I wait menacingly at the edge.

Tell me, tell me where should I go? If only I had been born there, beyond this monster sea.  
What are you going to promise me? My eyes are already full of mud. I don't like all that whining.
There's nothing I can believe anymore.

On the floor, in the veins. I see it everywhere where bugs are groaning. In the ceiling but who was speaking? All titles of the books. God, don't let murder seek me anyway.

What I see, everyone is allowed to join, standing on the highest towers and yet never satisfied. Everything crashes while they are still eating meat. Do you think I want to know all that?
I tell myself why is there so much red.  There is something more because otherwise I want to die. I travel back to times gone by, to touch the end.

Tunnel

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illustration: "Van Gogh's Synthesizer" by Melissa O'Brien

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Mr. Andrew's Garden was across the street from our house when we lived in Seattle.
This was in 1959, before the World's Fair and the Space Needle.
We would visit the Garden when we could, and every day was different.
The Chinese would visit on weekends, in the afternoon.

It was a  huge garden and the Andrews were always busy working in it.
Avery and Sarah, Mrs. Andrew's grown children, lived there with them.
Sarah lived above the garage and Avery lived in the garage.
Avery fought in Korea and had a habit.
Cradle Needle was written for him.
Sarah was just wrong.

Everything in our selections is a memory of what happened. Do not become confused. The Garden is as deep as your imagination.
We hope you enjoy your visit.



Mr. Andrew's Garden-

Robert and Mary Andrew
Avery Marshall Chalk
Sarah Elizabeth Chalk
Joshua (Sarah’s infant son)
The Chinese
Susan (She lived next door with her parents.) 
Elana Magnet (Susan's older sister)
John (The part-time Gardener)
Iris (John’s wife)

Instruments used on "Mr. Andrew's Garden"
Yamaha CS 70M
Yamaha CS 40M
Oberheim Two Voice
ARP
TX81Z
Lexicon 
Sequential Circuits 610
M-100 Modular Synth
Telecaster Deluxe
Various Garden Tools...

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