It was good, it was great even
I said things I couldn’t take even
Another pill to repeat 
But telling it to you was so easy 

You had your eyes locked all over me
The moonlight had me a VIP
And I’m not sure it was even real
‘Cause I was gone, but that didn’t mean you stopped the beer

I tried telling myself not to feel
‘Cause it’s lights out, move on, just another deal
But it burns in my heart
Like thousands of stars
Wanna replay ‘till I’m numb

‘Cause it’s my cinema, my cinema for me
Main character hysteria
I love it, I love it
Yeah, and I’m wasting so much time
With these re-runs, hoping you’ll change inside
I know it’s so hopeless
But it’s tragically mine
While I’m still alive, oh

Was I naive or just generous?
Breathe out betrayal, and let you in again
And you’re kissing me just like an ideal
I’ll take half of you just for the title

Sacrifice self-worth, self-pity, and pride
I’m the only girl ‘till you step outside
Beautiful skeletons, what’s not to like?
But tell me again, who am I in your eyes?

‘Cause it’s my cinema, my cinema for me
Main character hysteria
I love it, I love it
Yeah, and I’m wasting so much time
With these re-runs, hoping you’ll change inside
I know it’s so hopeless
But it’s tragically mine
While I’m still alive, oh

Why do I remember everything 
Like it’s some sort of safe haven?
It’s all scripted, meaningless (scripted)

On the edge of my seat again
All the receipts crumbled in my hand
It’s neverending 

‘Cause it’s my cinema, my cinema for me
Main character hysteria
I love it, or am I made of it?

my cinema

losing (prod. matt bartkus)

vinyls and a pet fish

Damaged

There was no sound
There was no light
The waves beside the ocean crashed into this town tonight

Footstep on the ground
You didn’t turn around
I remember the moon and the stars were shimmering with my bleeding heart
Like

I should’ve forgot you at all
To a point where I can’t even recall
Your face your eyes your smile
Maybe we can fall in love in another life

I should’ve forgot you at all
from the moment you surprised me with the call
Your voice your words your kind
Maybe I can fill in the blanks in other timelines

Your empty seat
That tortured me
I always hate the void echoing my damaged feeling

Pictures on the wall
Ego ten feet tall
What if staying together is part of our habit 

I should’ve forgotten you at all
To a point where I can’t even recall
Your face your eyes your smile
Maybe we can fall in love in another life

I should’ve forgotten you at all
from the moment you surprised me with the call
Your voice your words your kind
Maybe I can fill in the blanks in other timelines

Dangerously dancing in the room
I held your hand you held mine too
Whispers of “I love you” and
Grabbing the moment of June

Unfortunately ending up so soon
Withered flowers coloring the sky-blue
You spared my little life
but now I'm full of little wounds

I should’ve erased you at all
wait until somebody gives me a call
And say “Do you wanna talk”
Hopefully, start a new life and move on

I should’ve forgotten you at all
from the moment you quietly left me alone
Your flesh your bones your echoes 
Maybe I can heal my soul after this song

I Should've Forgot You At All

lyrics:
Floating, falling, flying 
I saw you climbing down
A cliff above water 
I stood still
Cause I’m still my father's daughter 

I’m holding on to hope
And I’ve got a tight grip on the rope 
I won’t falter and 
I won’t choke
On the words in the back of my throat 
You have to know 
Before you go  
I’m holding on to hope 

Frozen, fighting, flighting
I ran out of reasons trying now 
So did we 
I can’t erase 
What’s written in my family tree 

Sweetly Softly sighing 
I looked out the window spying out  
On the scene 
I can’t unsee 
The writing on the big screen

I’m holding on to hope
And I’ve got a tight grip on the rope 
I won’t falter and 
I won’t choke
On the words in the back of my throat 
You have to know 
Before you go  
I’m holding on to hope 

Forgiven not forsaken 
I have faith in ways to save myself 
All mine
I can’t halt the passage of time 
(Floating, falling, flying)
The passage of time 
(I saw you)
The passage of time
(I stood still)

3.28 NYA! - Pretty Manipulation

better days? (prod. @siemspark x @itschrismarek)

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Holding On Tonight

About those dreams we have that often feel like they are not coming true.  A song both sad and hopeful.

Dreams

Album Soulful Serenade (Remastered) is all about soulful, heartfelt music that resonates with listeners on an emotional level. It combines elements of R&B, soul, and pop to create a collection of songs that explore themes of love, heartbreak, and resilience.

Broken Pieces

Broken Pieces (Remastered)

Music is not just an art form for me—it's a lifeline, a form of therapy that sees me through the highs and lows of life. Each track I create is a piece of my soul, translated into sound. It's in the depths of melodies and rhythms that I find solace, pouring my emotions and experiences into each note as a way to heal and understand myself better. My music is a diary of my journey, a reflection of the inner workings of my mind and heart. When you notice an influx of new tracks, it's a signal that I'm navigating through tougher times, seeking refuge and expression through my music. This direct channel from my innermost thoughts to your ears is what makes my music raw, real, and resonant. So, as you listen, know that you're not just experiencing a song, but a chapter of my life, a moment of catharsis, and a piece of my path to healing. My hope is that it may offer you the same comfort and escape it provides me

Holding On Tonight

Mr.FLEN

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