Si, comme moi, et comme le dit la voix, vous avez des difficultés à dormir, peut-être que ce morceau vous y aidera!!!

I Can't Sleep

Produced by Paolo Fedrigoli
https://soundcloud.com/user-618232095-629759375

Paolo has done another amazing job on a song I wrote.  
Transforming my simple demo into a true production with a vision.   Thank you, Paolo!

 - Even If You Smiled -  

I left a flower by your door
I thought it might get your attention
even if you smiled
i could be a child, again

I saw you standing in the rain
and I wanted to be near you
Even if you smiled,
I could stay a while, with you

Flowers and rain
Outside my window
Flowers and raindrops fall
Flowers and raindrops fall

If every flower had a name
and every raindrop had a reason
I would still be here
I would still be near my home

I left a flower by your door
and walked into forever after
raindrops in my hand
would you understand?

Even If You Smiled - Produced by Paolo Fedrigoli

BEFORE YOU GO LEWIS CAPALDI COVER TONIA MADONNA

"Under My Skin" is an evocative exploration of desire, intimacy, and the complexities of emotional connection. With its sultry melodies and poignant lyrics, this song delves deep into the feelings that arise when love transcends the surface, leaving an indelible mark on the heart and soul.

 From the very first note, the track envelops listeners in a rich, atmospheric soundscape that mirrors the intensity of the emotions being conveyed. The instrumentation is both lush and haunting, with subtle piano elements to create a sense of intimacy and urgency. The vocals are delivered with a haunting vulnerability, capturing the raw essence of longing and the magnetic pull of attraction. 

As the verses unfold, the lyrics paint a vivid picture of the inescapable connection that one feels for another person. The phrase "under my skin" serves as a powerful metaphor for the profound impact that love can have, illustrating how it seeps into every aspect of one’s being. "Bobby Clayton" reflects on how this connection ignites a fire within, making them acutely aware of both joy and vulnerability. 

The chorus bursts forth with a compelling energy, emphasising the intoxicating nature of desire and the allure of being completely consumed by another. It captures the essence of being drawn to someone in a way that feels both exhilarating and overwhelming, evoking feelings that are both beautiful and terrifying. 

"Under My Skin" ultimately serves as a poetic meditation on the power of love to transform and to leave lasting impressions. It resonates with anyone who has experienced the deep, sometimes tumultuous emotions that come with falling for someone, making it a standout track that invites listeners to reflect on their own experiences of love and desire.

Under My Skin

"Not Immortal" by Mr.FLEN is a journey through the complexities of time, memory, and the impermanence of life. With hauntingly poetic lyrics and a soulful blend of acoustic guitar melodies, this track captures the raw emotions that come with reflecting on the past and the inevitability of change. As the song unfolds, Mr.FLEN’s expressive vocals draw you into a space where each verse resonates with a sense of nostalgia, introspection, and vulnerability. "Not Immortal" is more than just a song; it’s a story about holding onto moments that slip away, set against a backdrop of melancholic yet hopeful instrumentals.

Perfect for fans of introspective and alternative music, this track blends elements of indie, folk, and singer-songwriter genres, creating a timeless piece that lingers in the heart and mind.

Not Immortal

Words and Music by Layna Claunch
Vocals and Instrumentals by Layna Claunch

A thousand thoughts and voices echo in my mind
About my worth and who I’m meant to be
How can I discover, grow and realize                         
Fulfillment, joy and love that sets me free

The world has told me lies of the worth of my existence
Many seek to desecrate the beauty of my life            
I want to have pure joy I want to find real purpose
These yearnings in my heart I won’t deny

What is my design 
What is my potential
I want to realize   
The joy that could be mine
What is my design?
What have I been made for? 
Can anyone define the measure of my worth? 
 
How can I grow
How can I grow

A good man sees my worth and chooses to accept me                           
His confidence and purpose inspire me to fly
He knows that I can grow, improve and come to see
The great potential deep inside of me

He sees my design
And beautiful potential 
I’ll grow to realize
The joy that can be mine
This man helps me align priorities and purpose        
His strength protects and builds our home 
And gives me room to grow

He helps me grow
He helps me grow

I see my baby’s heart, my own heart skips a beat
How could such a tiny being change and shape my world            
I wonder at this moment, at the gift of giving life                                                    
The precious name of mother now is mine

I hear my baby cry and hold her newborn frame
Feel  her  tiny hands and feet, and hear her gentle breath
I know now who I am, that my life has great purpose
I give my life, love, time, and heart to my little  one

Generations live inside of me
Never ending life
Created to bring joy and beauty
Meaning without end
Becoming better than I am
Weaving tapestries of joy
With every fiber of my being
I’ll help this child  grow

Now I realize my
Beautiful potential 
My purpose is now clear
I live to give them life
Beautiful design
I know what I’m made for
The gift and role and lasting joys of motherhood are mine
                   
I’ll help them grow
I’ll help them grow

Everyday’s a gift 
Every moment a miracle

Here is a presentation called "Wisdom and Womanhood" that inspired this song:

https://youtu.be/b0y8bsVUB3c?si=loiQJyBP07mF8B02

Also, here is a great book that has also inspired me in my life:
https://a.co/d/6e3jBTF

Beautiful Design

another from the archives.. This one has special meaning to me... Things can get very difficult.
I never played this live.....for good reason....I listen to this and it brings back pain... and anguish... tears.

Lyrics:
Lying on his bed.. his hands hold his head
He prays his house to keep and not his soul instead
for his faith was in a man who ran a good campaign
now his dreams they all are hungry
and standing in the rain he’s asking please..

Show me..   show me that you’re real
Show me … show me please .. please
please.. please… pretty please?

End of the day.. babes tucked away
she prays they wont go hungry  for another day
butn her prayers they are not answered
by the silence in her head
Kneeling by the bedside instead of counting sheep
shes asking please…
Show me… that you’re real
Show me…….

Sometimes at night..alone in my head
I pray my job to keep and not my should instead
for my faith is in the notion that someday I mi9ght see
that theres someone out there listening to the voices
As they’re asking please…..
Show me…. show me that you’re real
Show me please….. please please…
Please?
Please?
Pretty please?

Pretty Please

Raise The Alarm

Immerse yourself in a journey of divine love and spiritual awakening with “The Empty Tomb (He Is Risen!)” from the album- “Bethlehem's Light (The Birth of Jesus)”, the second installment in a breathtaking trilogy that celebrates the heart of the Christian faith. This 27-track masterpiece brings to life the profound beauty of the New Covenant, unfolding the sacred stories of the New Testament through the Four Gospels—Matthew, Mark, Luke, and John—into the book of Acts, Paul’s Epistles, and the glorious revelations of Christ's return. Each track is a spiritual beacon, narrating the miracle of Christ’s birth, His ministry of love and redemption, the power of the risen Savior, and the ultimate hope of His second coming. From the angelic announcement in Bethlehem to the awe-inspiring visions in Revelation, Bethlehem’s Light captures the essence of God’s love story with humanity. Perfectly tailored for church worship, private devotion, and spiritual playlists, this album invites believers to reflect on their faith, celebrate the Messiah’s arrival, and rejoice in the promise of eternal life. Whether you are seeking solace, inspiration, or a deeper connection with the Savior, Bethlehem's Light will illuminate your soul and stir your heart to worship. Let the light of Bethlehem guide you to the ultimate source of love and hope—Jesus Christ. This is more than an album; it’s a spiritual experience.

The Empty Tomb (He Is Risen!)

[Verse]
Gotta tell you something that's been on my mind
Two girls around but it's you I wanna find
No spark with them just a flicker in the dark
Chasing your light like I'm chasing a star

[Verse 2]
We laugh and we talk and it feels so right
With you there's no wrong even in the night
Don't need no romance just your presence here
Beats these empty hearts that can't draw near

[Chorus]
I'd rather have you and no touch at all
Than these fleeting moments that mean so small
Friendship burns brighter than a lover's kiss
With you in the room there's nothing I miss

[Verse 3]
They ask me why and I can't explain
Why a friend like you makes my heart sustain
It's deeper than words can ever express
In your company feels like I've been blessed

[Verse 4]
They might look pretty they might play the game
But with you darling it's never the same
Feels like I'm winning every time you smile
Trading all the rest just to feel this high

[Bridge]
Lost in your thoughts and I don't wanna be found
With you it's like my feet never touch the ground
No need to rush no need for the chase
Just to be near you that's my sacred space

Dancing on Friendship

"In The Mist" is an original piano composition, written by Hossein Doshvargard.
آهنگساز : حسین دشوارگرد
اجرا : حسین دشوارگرد

In the Mist

In the Mist (piano solo) در مِه _ قطعه پیانو بی‌کلام

Music is not just an art form for me—it's a lifeline, a form of therapy that sees me through the highs and lows of life. Each track I create is a piece of my soul, translated into sound. It's in the depths of melodies and rhythms that I find solace, pouring my emotions and experiences into each note as a way to heal and understand myself better. My music is a diary of my journey, a reflection of the inner workings of my mind and heart. When you notice an influx of new tracks, it's a signal that I'm navigating through tougher times, seeking refuge and expression through my music. This direct channel from my innermost thoughts to your ears is what makes my music raw, real, and resonant. So, as you listen, know that you're not just experiencing a song, but a chapter of my life, a moment of catharsis, and a piece of my path to healing. My hope is that it may offer you the same comfort and escape it provides me.

Not Immortal

Mr.FLEN

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