This song encapsulates the enduring love and sentiment expressed throughout the lyrics, highlighting the theme of holding onto someone dear even when circumstances change.

Lyrics:

[Verse 1]
I fell in love, and it took me by surprise
Saw the light in your eyes, it opened up the skies
But you're still healing, I can see it in your smile
And it breaks me sometimes, knowing you can't stay awhile

[Pre-Chorus]
I wish for you to find the peace you're searching for
To be the best version of yourself, and so much more
Though I’m aching, I'll stand by you
Even if I'm not the one who sees you through

[Chorus]
I still yearn for you, I still hope you're happy
Even if it's not with me, I'm trying to be free
Trusting the universe, though chances feel low
My heart still remembers, and it will always show
You’ll forever have a place in my heart, you know

[Verse 2]
Time will heal, and I believe you’ll make it out
You’ll rise above the pain, there’s no doubt
I used to wish you’d be here by my side
But now I only wish to see you shine

[Repeat Chorus]

[Instrumental]

[Bridge]
Whether you believe it, whether you see
You’ve changed my world, you set me free
And if we never find our way
I’ll still be here, come what may

[Repeat Chorus]

[Outro]
I still remember you, and I always will
You’ll forever be my light, even when the world stands still
You’ll forever have a place in my heart, you know.

Forever, You Know

A 2024 version of my high school composition, with a fresher vibe indeed.

Lyrics:

[Verse 1]
I think I know what love is
The amazing sensation I feel throughout
My body every single time we touch
Everytime I hear your name
I instantly think of you
And how precious you are

[Chorus]
When I think back to the memories we have shared
I can't help but smile because with you I felt
Something I have never felt
I know it must be love
I know it must be love

[Verse 2]
We have never kissed, yet I'm ready and willing to give everything you need
You may love me, but you love someone else
Yet I still am as happy as I can be for you
When we argue my heart drops to the lowest part of my stomach
In fear of losing you

[Repeat Chorus]

[Instrumental]

[Repeat Verse 2 & Chorus]

[Bridge]
Love, love
Oooohhhh

[Outro]
It's 6AM in the morning
I've spent my whole night thinking of you
The memories, tears, laughs and years
Are sacred they mean so much to me
I promise pretty girl, you are my world
The true definition of beauty
I love you....

It Must Be Love

This is the first song I wrote during the pandemic back in 2020, and it's about someone seeking clarity in a romantic relationship, wanting to know if the other person's feelings are genuine or not.

Lyrics:

[Verse 1]
I'll come and pick you up at night
It's been so good having you
Am I really giving you a feel of those butterflies?
That will be so good, so good

[Chorus]
Would you please tell me your feelings?
Is it real or is it not?
Would you please stop playing games coz I ain't got much time?
Is it real or is it not?

[Guitar Solo]

[Verse 2]
What I'm showing here is the real me
Hope you're seeing it hmmm
Will it be possible to happen with that sunrise?
That will be so nice, so nice

[Repeat Chorus]

[Outro]

Answer Me

This song uses the Chemistry language to describe a deep and harmonious love connection, as sung by my friend from New York (her voice will appear again in a future release).

Lyrics:

[Verse 1]
Atoms in the night sky
Electrons drifting by
Bonding in the silence
Energy in alliance

[Verse 2]
Molecules align tight
Orbitals take flight
Fusion in the stillness
Reacting to the kindness

[Chorus]
Chemistry between us
Physical trust no fuss
Periodic table truths
In our elements we choose

[Verse 3]
Ions by the moonlight
Neutrons hold on so tight
Forces in our dance
Quantum love a chance

[Verse 4]
Catalysts ignite us
Equations never fight us
Balance in the flair
Love fills the air

[Instrumental]

[Bridge]
Chemistry between us
Equations never fight us
Balance in the flair
Love fills the air

[Repeat Chorus]

[Outro]

Our Physical Chemistry (feat. my NYC friend)

'Ber months na and you know it, pasko na sa Pinas =))

This is a fun song inspired by the typical early Christmas celebration in the Philippines.

Lyrics:

[Verse 1]
When the 'ber months roll in
We know it's time to begin
Hanging lights on every tree
A festive vibe you can't deny, you see

Malls are playing all the tunes
Jingles and bells under the moon
From September to December
Filipinos, we remember

[Pre-Chorus]
Twinkling lights and carols at night
Every street is shining bright
From the mountains to the shore
Christmas spirit, we want more

[Chorus]
'Cause we, we start the party early
Fill the air with love and cheer
It's Christmas time from September here
We celebrate all through the year

'Cause we, we can't wait till December
All together, hearts so tender
Filipino Christmas, it's so clear
We bring the joy, we bring the cheer

[Verse 2]
Families gather 'round the tree
Sharing love and memories
Puto bumbong and bibingka
Holiday flavors, oh, they linger

Parols lighting up the night
Simbang gabi, a peaceful sight
From the city to the barrio
Everywhere you go, you know

[Repeat Pre-Chorus]

[Repeat Chorus]

[Instrumental]

[Repeat Pre-Chorus]

[Repeat Chorus]

[Outro]
From September to the new year
Every day is filled with cheer
Filipinos, we know how
To celebrate right now

Christmas In September (feat. Friends)

It's a song based on recent life events.

Lyrics:

[Verse 1]
I wake up every morning, put my shoes on tight
Head down to the station, catch the first train at light
Work my fingers to the bone, day turns into night
But the end of the month comes, and it just ain't right

[Chorus]
Working without pay, I'm feeling so blue
Giving all my time, don't know what to do
Promises were made, but they ain't come true
Working without pay, I'm losing my groove

[Verse 2]
I see my brothers and my sisters, they're in the same boat
Trying to keep their heads up, trying to stay afloat
The bills are piling high, the rent's overdue
And there's no sign of that paycheck, no sign of a clue

[Repeat Chorus]

[Bridge]
You can only push a man so far
Before he breaks down, before he falls apart
I'm just a simple soul with a dream in my heart
But dreams don't buy bread when you're living in the dark

[Instrumental]

[Repeat Chorus]

[Outro]
Yeah, working without pay, it’s a damn crying shame
Gonna take back my life, gonna reclaim my name
No more working without pay, no more playing their game
Gonna stand up tall, never feel this pain again

Working Without Pay (feat. my SoKor friend)

This song is about realizing that love cannot be forced; and that it's better to walk away from a one-sided relationship to preserve one's self-worth and emotional well-being. Like the title, CFCs are dangerous to human health so stop it.

Lyrics:

[Verse 1]
Never force a love that's dead
Sometimes you’re better off alone, instead
You’re holding on, but they don’t see
The truth of who you’re meant to be

[Pre-Chorus]
There will be times when being gone
Teaches you more than hanging on
Stop breaking your heart just to stay
In something that should fade away

[Chorus]
You can't force someone to care
Or make them always be there
You can't shape them into what you need
When they just want to leave
The one you crave might be the one
You’re better off without, so run
Some things come to pass, not stay
Don’t lose yourself along the way

[Verse 2]
You give your love, your everything
But you can't mend a broken ring
If they can’t give, then let it go
Don’t cling to what you used to know

[Pre-Chorus]
I know it’s hard when hearts collide
You see forever in their eyes
But all the tears you cry tonight
Will heal with time and make it right

[Repeat Chorus]

[Guitar Solo]

[Bridge]
It's better to be alone
Than settle for a heart of stone
If they see you as an option
They don't deserve to be your home

[Repeat Chorus]

[Outro]
Take my advice, don’t chase the ghost
Who doesn't want you, let them go
Never chase someone who won’t
Chase you back, you’re better on your own

CFC (Can't Force to Care) - Band Version

Another 2024 version of my high school composition, this time with a "good vibes" approach.

Lyrics:

[Verse 1]
Nagiisa na naman
Naghihintay sa iyo
Pagod na pagod na ang aking puso
Maghapon, magdamag
Nahihilo sapagkat
Ikaw lang ang iniisip bawat segundo

[Pre-Chorus]
Ngunit sadyang maloko ang mundo
Pinaglalayo tayo

[Chorus]
Umaasang mapasakin kang muli
Muling mabalik ang maromansang sandali
Sana'y mapagbigyan mo muli
Pagkat ako'y isang lalakeng
Bitin na bitin

[Verse 2]
Nangangarap na naman
Na ako'y kapiling mo
Sawang sawa na ako sa ganito
Pero hindi mapigilan
Pagkat nasayo na
Ang kulang nalang naman ay ang puso mo

[Repeat Pre-Chorus]

[Repeat Chorus]

[Guitar Solo]

[Outro]
Umaasang mapasakin kang muli
Muling mabalik ang maromansang sandali
Sana'y mapagbigyan mo muli
Pagkat ako'y isang lalakeng....

Bitin

Sometimes you can finish a song because work was cancelled due to a tropical storm..

Lyrics:

[Verse 1]
Fading in the ticking clock's shadow
A dance of dust in twilight’s glow
Chasing fragments of a fading tomorrow
In the maze where dreams and echoes go

[Verse 2]
In the labyrinth of daily thunder
Small joys like rain, we seldom find
Caught between the roar and wonder
Of a world that steals our wandering mind

[Pre-Chorus]
Mountains of moments, fleeting and frail
Through the keyhole of desire, we sail

[Chorus]
But oh, the chains of grandeur bind
While stardust slips through fingers blind
We crave the whispers, soft and clear
But where do we go from here?

[Verse 3]
Silent symphonies in the spaces between
Lost in the hum of the machine
We trace the paths of forgotten streams
In the tapestry of half-lived dreams

[Repeat Pre-Chorus]

[Repeat Chorus]

[Instrumental]

[Outro]
Mountains of moments, fleeting and frail
Through the keyhole of desire, we sail
We crave the whispers, soft and clear
But where do we go from here?

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This song explores the struggle to find meaning amid the chaos of modern life, reflecting the tension between fleeting beauty and the burdens of ambition and success.

Just remember this, it's okay not to be okay 🤍

Uncertain Reverie

This song captures the whirlwind experience of living with ADHD, emphasizing challenges like disorganization, mental overload, and shifting focus, as well as unique strengths such as creativity, spontaneity, and freedom. It aligns with this month's advocacy by promoting an understanding of ADHD’s complexities while celebrating the value of neurodivergence and resilience in everyday life.

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Lyrics:

[Verse 1]
Morning light is shining bright
Forgotten what I planned last night
Trouble finding keys I need
Mind takes off at lightning speed

[Verse 2]
Coffee brewing thoughts are stewing
Plans I made now feel confusing
Lost in dreams that drift away
Focus wavers can't quite stay

[Chorus]
I'm a scatterbrain oh can't you see
Chasing thoughts that run from me
Life is chaos but I'm free
Living wild with ADHD

[Verse 3]
Concentration melts like snow
Where it went I just don't know
Jump from task to task I'm lost
Daily life comes with a cost

[Verse 4]
But the colors are so bright
Every day a brand new fight
Finding joy in every flow
Exploring places others won't go

[Repeat Chorus]

[Repeat Verse 4]

[Repeat Chorus]

Scatterbrain Melody

Drop The Bass

Lyrics:

[Verse 1]
In the city that never sleeps, where dreams are made
Skyscrapers reaching high, through the light and shade
Taxi lights dance on streets of gold
Every corner a story, every alley a soul

[Pre-Chorus 1]
From the Empire State to the Brooklyn Bridge
From the neon lights to the old brownstones
It’s the heartbeat of the world, where the legends roam
In the city of dreams, you’re never alone

[Chorus]
Oh, New York City, where the lights are so bright
Where the hustle never stops, and the stars shine at night
From Harlem to Soho, every borough's a stage
In New York City, where life's a parade

[Verse 2]
Subways hum below, people rushing by
In this melting pot, you feel so alive
Jazz in the Village, hip-hop in the Bronx
Broadway lights up, with all of its songs

[Pre-Chorus 2]
From Central Park to the Hudson’s flow
Every street’s got a rhythm, every block’s got a show
From the artists in Chelsea to Wall Street's might
In this city of magic, you can touch the sky

[Repeat Chorus]

[Bridge]
City of dreams, oh you never sleep
Where the echoes of history run deep
In the chaos and calm, you’ll find your way
In the streets of New York, every night, every day

[Chorus]
Oh, New York City, where the lights are so bright
Where the hustle never stops, and the stars shine at night
From Harlem to Soho, every borough's a stage
In New York City, where life's a parade

[Outro]
So here’s to the nights and the skyline above
To the city that’s painted with passion and love
In New York City, where everything’s new
The city of dreams, where dreams come true

A Big Apple Moment (feat. my NYC friend... again)

This song captures the essence of living in the shadows, embracing anonymity, and navigating life in disguise. It highlights themes of self-discovery, secrecy, and the tension between truth and illusion.
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Lyrics:

[Verse 1]
Sa mga anino, nag-iisa akong naglalakad
Walang nakakakilala, parang multo sa gabi  
May maskara akong nilikha, sariling balat 
Sumasama sa karamihan, sa dilim, walang nakakaalam
Pero may apoy na nagliliyab sa puso
Lihim na buhay, walang nakakaalam

[Pre-Chorus] 
Ako'y estrangherong dumadalaw sa iyong panaginip
Ngunit mawawala bago mo pa man maintindihan

[Chorus]
Incognito, isa lang akong mukha sa gitna ng madla
Nabubuhay sa buhay na di kailanman natagpuan
Nagtatago sa harap ng lahat, parang bulong ng hangin  
Hindi mo ako mahuhuli, ako'y laging malaya

[Verse 2]  
Bawat hakbang, parang sayaw
Sa pagitan ng katotohanan at kasinungalingan, isang mabigat na hakbang
Suot ang balabal ng anonymity
Sa mundong bulag sa kung ano ang kaya kong maging
Pero may kwentong hindi ko binubunyag
Buhay na puno ng lihim, puso’y ginto ang nilalaman

[Pre-Chorus]
Ako’y anino na iyong hinahabol sa dilim
Ngunit mawawala bago ka makapag-iwan ng bakas

[Repeat Chorus]   

[Bridge]
At baka isang araw, ipapakita ko ang aking mukha
Pero sa ngayon, patuloy lang sa paglalakad
Sa mundong puno ng pagbabalatkayo, natatagpuan ko ang kapayapaan  
Bilang taong nagtatago ngunit hindi kailanman tumitigil

[Instrumental]

[Repeat Chorus]  

[Outro] 
Kaya’t magpapatuloy ako, hindi magpapabagal
Incognito, ako ang misteryo sa bayang ito
Sa bawat lihim na dala, laging nasa unahan
Sa larong ito ng anino, hindi kailanman ako matatalo


Incognito - Band Version

An exploration song on perfumes as an addictive and a transformative force that shapes identity and desire. This captures the intoxicating allure of fragrance and the thrill of indulgence.
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Lyrics:

[Verse 1]
I can’t help it, baby, when it’s on my skin
Designer bottles, and I’m diving in
Sweet vanilla, spicy rose
I need them all, and it shows

In every cloud, I feel alive
Spraying dreams, I thrive
Amber, oud, and patchouli too
I’m chasing highs in every hue

[Pre-Chorus]
I’m lost in the layers, I can’t resist
It’s a love affair with every spritz

[Chorus]
I’m addicted to the scent, it’s got me high
Every drop makes me feel like I can fly
From the niche to the rare, I’ll pay the price
I’m chasing every note, it’s paradise
The scent of addiction, it’s pulling me in
I can’t stop, I’ll never win
Designer dreams in a glassy haze
I’m lost in this fragrant maze

[Verse 2]
It’s like magic in the air, you can’t see
But it’s all I need to set me free
From leather to lavender, I crave
The notes that make me misbehave

I’ll wear them loud, I’ll wear them bold
In every spritz, there’s stories told
I change my mood, I change my mind
With every bottle that I find

[Repeat Pre-Chorus]

[Repeat Chorus]

[Bridge]
I close my eyes, and I’m somewhere new
From bergamot to sandalwood
It’s a fantasy, it’s a dream
Perfume’s my drug, it’s my regime
I’m covered in luxury, feeling divine
Each new bottle is another sign
I’m not coming down, I’ll never quit
This addiction’s just too legit

[Repeat Chorus]

[Outro]
I’m lost, I’m lost, in a fragrant maze
Perfume’s my love, and I’m here to stay
In this designer haze…

Transition State 2.0

Scenthusiast (feat. my LA friend)

This song explores the feeling of being lost and disconnected in a fast-paced, overwhelming world, while struggling to find personal identity and peace. Despite the challenges, it conveys resilience and hope, with a sense of determination to remain true to oneself, even when misunderstood.
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Lyrics:

[Verse 1]
Waking up to another day, my mind's a carousel
Thoughts are racing all around, like a story no one can tell
Trying to fit in with the world, but I'm feeling out of place
Every word, every smile, it’s like a mask I have to face

[Pre-Chorus]
They say just be yourself, but who am I supposed to be?
When the world feels like a puzzle, and I'm missing every piece

[Chorus]
I’m living in a world that’s too loud, too bright
A million voices, I can't find the light
But I keep on walking, trying to find my way
In a world that doesn’t see me, in a world that makes me stray

[Verse 2]
Sitting in a crowded room, I’m alone with my own mind
Conversations feel like noise, no connection I can find
I see the world in colors that nobody else can see
But every time I try to share, they just look right through me

[Pre-Chorus]
They say just be yourself, but what if they can’t understand?
A mind that's wired different, like a stranger in this land

[Repeat Chorus]

[Instrumental]

[Bridge]
Every day’s a battle, trying to find some peace
In a world that moves so quickly, where can I find my release?
I know there’s beauty in my mind, a melody unsung
So when I try to share my song, it feels like I’m speaking in tongues

But I’ll keep on singing, even if I'm out of tune
With a heart that’s beating to a different kind of moon
I know there's a place for me, where my colors will shine through
In a world that’s wide and wondrous, where I can just be true.

[Outro]
I’m living in a world that’s too loud, too bright (too bright)
A million voices, I can't find the light (find the light)
But I keep on walking, trying to find my way
In a world that doesn’t see me, in a world that makes me stray

In a world that makes me stray ooohhhh 2x

Every day’s a battle, trying to find some peace
In a world that moves so quickly, where can I find my release?

The Neurodiverse Life Song

This song explores the quiet comfort of solitude, where the protagonist finds solace in their reflection, away from the chaos of the outside world. It is both melancholic and warm—a gentle escape into a world of perfect symmetry and inner peace.
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Lyrics:

[Verse 1]
Quiet eyes, heavy with the rain
Lost in the hum of a familiar pain
But he finds peace where no one goes
Talking to someone that nobody knows

The world feels loud, like static waves
But the mirror whispers, soft and safe
It's not lonely, not strange, or wrong
Just him and himself, where he belongs

[Chorus]
In the mirror, he feels alright
Bathed in neon, under soft moonlight
Two faces staring, lost but free
Together in perfect symmetry

The world outside is too far, too wide
But in the glass, he doesn’t have to hide
Just a reflection, his only friend
Where the silence starts, and the chaos ends

[Bridge]
Synth arpeggios drift like fading dreams
808s echo through cloudy streams
A glitch in time, the night unfolds
He smiles at the face that never grows old

Colors blend, and moments blur
In mirrored space, he's who he prefers
No questions asked, no need to explain
Just looping beats and a quiet refrain

[Outro]
As the song dissolves, the mirror stays
Two figures frozen in endless haze

("It's not escape if it feels like home,
In the glass, I’m never alone...")

Introspection (feat. my Jap friend)

This song celebrates the joy and contentment of being single. It tells the story of a man who finds happiness and fulfillment within himself, free from the need for romantic love. It emphasizes self-sufficiency, inner peace, and the beauty of embracing solitude. This is a soulful anthem for independence and self-love, showing that life can be vibrant and meaningful even without a partner.
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Lyrics:

[Verse 1]
Hindi ko kailangan ng yakap ng iba
Sa sarili ko'y may sapat na ligaya
Sa bawat hakbang, ang hangin ay akin
Kalayaan sa puso, 'di ko susukatin

[Pre-Chorus]
Walang hinahanap, walang hinihintay
Sa bawat umaga, buhay ko'y kulay
Hindi sa pag-ibig nakasalalay
Ang mundo ko’y buo, walang kapantay

[Chorus]
Ako’y masaya, kahit mag-isa
Sa sarili ko, sapat na talaga
Walang pangarap na may kasama
Ang buhay ko’y kay ganda

[Verse 2]
Ang gabi’y tahimik, ngunit payapa,
Walang saglit na ako’y lumuluha
Mga tala’y saksi sa aking ligaya,
Pagiging solo ko’y walang kapara

[Pre-Chorus]
Walang kasabay, ngunit 'di malungkot
Sa bawat sandali, ang puso’y busog
Hindi sa iba, kundi sa sarili
Natagpuan ko ang tunay na ngiti

[Repeat Chorus]

[Bridge]
Hindi lahat ng saya ay may kahati
May mundo ring buo, kahit na 'di hati
Sa bawat awit, kaluluwa’y malaya
Walang hanap, sapat na talaga

[Repeat Chorus]

[Outro]
Hanggang sa dulo ng aking landas
Sarili ko’y kasama, walang alahas
Walang hanggan sa aking sarili
Pagiging single, tunay na kay giliw

#SelfLove

Sang and written by: Helen (another NYC friend)
Music and produced by: me

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Lyrics:

[Interlude]
I traveled all around the globe
From Seoul to Rome to Tokyo
Of all the cities I've been through
I need your love to come home to

[Verse 1]
I could run a thousand miles
Just to see that warm smile
There's only one kind of you, babe
I don't know how to describe it
But I'm lost

[Pre-Chorus]
When I hold you, you turn to dust
So close yet unreachable
When all I want is to feel your touch

[Chorus]
But I'm only halfway, halfway
Can you meet me halfway, baby
The more I hold you close, you drift away
And when I turn around, you make me stay

I'm always halfway, halfway
Someone tell me what should I say
What can I do to find my place
To be at a home in your embrace to meet me halfway
Meet me halfway

[Verse 2]
Everytime I look in the mirror
My whole world fades to a blur
Did you ever love me at all
Will I ever know who to call when I fall

[Pre-Chorus]
When I hold you, you turn to dust
So close yet unreachable
When all I want is to hold you tight

[Chorus]
But I'm only halfway, halfway
Can you meet me halfway, baby
The more I hold you close, you drift away
And when I turn around, you make me stay

Can we meet halfway, halfway
What's it gonna take me, baby
What can I do to find my place
To be at a home in your embrace to meet me halfway
Meet me halfway

Meet me halfway

Halfway

Ang Mahal...... (feat. my PH friend)

"Yes, love is a choice, and I choose you.
Through every trial, I’ll see it through.
Love is a choice, and I choose you."

Love is a Choice

Paullen (feat. my Canadian friend)

Hit and Run

Balewala - Band Version

Hayaan Na Lang (feat. another PH friend)

Sa Kabila ng Distansya (feat. my LA friend... again)

[Verse 1]
왜 떠났니 내 곁을 떠나
다른 사람 곁으로 왜 가버렸니
모든 것을 다 주었는데
나를 버린 거야 정말 몰랐어

[Pre-Chorus]
그는 무엇이 널 그렇게 만들었니
의사라는 사실로 널 사로잡았니
내 사랑은 진심이었는데
이제 나 혼자 여기 남았어

[Chorus]
도대체 왜 그랬니
나를 속이고 떠나갔니
너의 미소도 거짓말
틀림없었어 사랑이 아니었어
그 사랑이 아니었어

[Verse 2]
기억 속에 남아있는 너의 웃음
이젠 아무런 의미가 없어졌어
다른 사람 품에 네가 있잖아
더 이상 슬프지 않을 거야

[Pre-Chorus]
그는 무엇이 널 그렇게 만들었니
의사라는 사실로 널 사로잡았니
내 사랑은 진심이었는데
이제 나 혼자 여기 남았어

[Chorus]
도대체 왜 그랬니
나를 속이고 떠나갔니
너의 미소도 거짓말
틀림없었어 사랑이 아니었어
그 사랑이 아니었어

[Bridge]
시간이 지나도 널 잊을 수 없어
너의 손길과 목소리가 아직 남아 있어
행복했던 기억은 아픔이 되고
우리의 사랑은 바람처럼 영원히 사라졌어

[Final Chorus]
도대체 왜 그랬니
나를 속이고 떠나갔니
너의 미소도 거짓말
틀림없었어 사랑이 아니었어
그 사랑이 아니었어
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