No quiero estar aquí
No quiero estar asi
Me hace pensar 
En lo que hice mal

El estado mental
De siempre pensar
No tendrá final

No queda nada más
Toca escapar
De este lugar 
De la verdad
Pero ¿qué hice mal?

El estado mental
De siempre pensar
No tendrá final

ESTADO MENTAL

I love the organ melody progression in this song at the beginning.  This is number 5 in my "Nullanon" series which is depression stuff, mixed with some funk organ.  The lyrics for this song is mostly about accepting what happened already and moving forward (stoic philosophy).

LYRICS:
Everything that was is now undone.
Every time we lost, we thought we won.
Everywhere we went is just a memory that fades,
Everything we said was just a promise that we'd made,
And now those promises are broken.
It took us way too long to figure out.
We didn't seem to start,
When we did, we never carried through.
We had a chance, but didn't try.
Pick up our mess, and collect ourselves,
Gather some hope, move forward again.
Rusted old tools in the dust on the shelf,
Moments before it's the end.
Might as well give it our all,
Nothing to lose,
One final attempt.
Maybe we're spent,
But that's how it went.
Might as well give it our all,
Nothing to lose.
One final attempt.
Maybe we're spent,
But that's how it went.

That's How It Went

laughing gas

lover's tarot 1

@kiakiaakiaaa

(cover by me)

started on july 9, 2024

back when I was really into making botanica, kia was one of the few people that I consistently spoke to in that scene. out of nowhere, we started working on a song together. We worked on it for about 17 days, thats when kia became really busy, which left the song in limbo for nearly a year. It is crazy how fast time went by oh my days.

(evergreen was only a display name at the time, but its been too long to make it anything else)

alxaline & kia - evergreen (unfinished)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fp6XisS0G-o

"The Final Temptation of the Buddha" (First single from the upcoming album + video).

couldveworkeditout

This song is based on my previous "Second Soul" song.  I have some type of enjoyment from hearing a repetitive single note played on beat 3 for some reason.  I tried to stick close to the theme but add more of that repetitive note and made it more spacious.  I used some type of xylophone from TE-OP1 and a few different synth pads.

Supplemental Souls

no me dejas(final tome)

I make shit music and loathe my past 
Free Palestine

couldveworkeditout

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