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Pieces

Sad Boi In The Trap

Midnight Club

been doing rough n just needed to get sum out rq
love you

lyrics: 

[I have a proposition for you]
[I see a world without sunshine]
[it's too painful]
[I'm constantly on the verge of wretching up, falling asleep, or screaming at someone who doesn't deserve it]
[I'm just so fed up with it all]
[bad day? a bad day?!]

I hate myself

[try a miserable existence]

I hate myself

[there's no point in talking about it]
[no, you must kill me]
[I need you to kill me]

I've been hiding in the clouds in my room
you can't tell me what to do
death is on my mind
contemplate like all the time
they aint never tell the truth
im scared of what i will find
ill have to get back to you
go ahead and hit another line

let me rot away
leave me floating in the waves
bought a gun today
i aint boutta catch a case
fuck, i hate myself
i hate my voice and i hate my face
i hate my choices, hate my brain,
love the things that bring me pain

[have you seen those miserable souls on the hill of suicides?]
[Do you think that kind of existence is any better than this?!]
[I don't necessarily want to see it coming, and I want to die here in the city so all these people finally believe me]
[they'll wish they were nicer]

ive, been hiding in the forest
can you tell me where the door is
to the other side?
i, still feel unimportant
medication pouring 
just to try to change my mind

no one here, by my side
just another lonely night
tell me someone saw the signs
tell me someone saw the knife
i cant ever seem to cry
they cant see the pain inside
all i ever do is lie
i am fine

i deserve toxicity, at least thats what my mind tells me x2

I've been hiding in the clouds in my room
you can't tell me what to do
death is on my mind
contemplate like all the time
they aint never tell the truth
im scared of what i will find
ill have to get back to you
go ahead and hit another line

let me rot away
leave me floating in the waves
bought a gun today
i aint boutta catch a case
fuck, i hate myself

[sometimes, I come up here to think]

I hate myself

[makes me feel better, you know?]

Mirror

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