Name: Carder Day 2 by Mr B JuX (aka J 4 Vendetta, fka JuX TraX)
Duration: 1 min 27 s
Description: sometimes september sucks, sometimes its good

It’s always after midnight
that my strength starts slipping through.
I talk myself in circles
’til every road leads back to you.

The quiet gets louder,
your name gets close.
My fingers hover
over a number I shouldn’t know.

I swear I’m fine all day,
but night don’t let me lie.
Darkness makes me honest
in ways I never am at nine.

’Cause 2 AM makes loving you
look easy again.
Makes forgetting feel impossible,
makes my pride feel paper-thin.

Every reason that I left you
falls apart by 2:10.
Late-night logic tells me
you’re still the place I’d run to.

I only miss you
when the clocks say I shouldn’t.

I scroll our old messages
like pages in a book.
I know they’re illusions,
but I still take one more look.

At this hour your silence
sounds softer than it was.
I rewrite history
just because.

I promise myself daily
I’ll never fall back in.
But promises start shaking
when the room is closing in.

’Cause 2 AM makes loving you
look easy again.
Makes forgetting feel impossible,
makes my pride feel paper-thin.

Every reason that I left you
falls apart by 2:10.
Late-night logic tells me
you’re still the place I’d run to.

I only miss you
when the clocks say I shouldn’t.

If I call you now,
I’ll hate myself by morning.
Blame the dark.
Blame the quiet.
Blame the loneliness forming
a version of you
you never lived up to.

It’s not love—
it’s just the hour
trying to trick me into you.

’Cause 2 AM makes loving you
feel safe again.
(feel safe again)
But safety built on memory
never lasts past 6 AM.

Every truth I teach myself
gets rewritten in the dark.
Late-night logic pulls me back
to where you tore me apart.

And I only want you
when I’m lonelier than smart.

Late Nights

Nas & Primo Style Beat

13 & 1

Sicaria (produced by Mr B JuX), dril, hip hop, R&B

Stop & Look…(SoundCloud version)

Underground hip hop feel, smooth, calm but if you spit the right sh*t to it, skys the limit

Hollow Gold (hip hop's finest)

Soundtrack score for a fictional movie called “A night in 1982”…..

Score…settled

A remake to a beat I produced in 2006…..20yr anniversary for it….

Fall Back Slow 2026

Pull Up (produced by MrBJuX)

sometimes september sucks, sometimes its good

Carder Day 2

Blind & S So Def_cm

     Was signed to Rev Run of the legendary hip hop group RUN-DMC. under that time I worked under Russell Simmons, & Epic/Sony records, then RSMG/Island/Def Jam, as a recording artist. 
     During that time I learned how to produce professionally, and the CORRECT way, by Jam Master Jay, may he RIP. I later worked with Tone Kapone & Def Squad(Erick Sermon of EPMD), got better at my craft, and then not long after that.....I was lucky enough to meet the producer who I tried to sound like and emulate the career of, for years up until the moment I met him, Jay Waxx Garfield(hit-men for Bad Boy Entertainment, credits up and down the hip hop industry, alot of work with E1/Koch/Universal Records). it's not everyday you meet the person who is responsible for you doing what you do and inspired you to do more and see how real it is. I worked with him for a couple of years until I took an extended break from music for a few years.
     I now produce in my spare time, between being a fraudster, an active gang member, an assassin for the mob(coast to coast), as well as a very successful driven multi drug kingpin ans slumlord, who in his spare spare time is an acting assistant pimp. 
(I'm jk, most of which is not true, just the music stuff is the truth. the rest is fiction to be taken with a grain of salt). 
     if interested in buying, leasing, using, trying, etc etc, feel free to contact me at mrbjux2022@gmail.com, or mistermf2u@outlook.com, and that's mr mother-fuker to you! so get it right the first time......
     Also, I'm willing to give anyone a shot, I would rather you not illegally download my sh1t and we find ourselves in a situation later....I would rather you just ask me and I'm
sure I would be willing to help you regardless of what the situation is. I will send you the music and mix and master it for you or with you, I would rather do it that way.

Carder Day 2

Mr B JuX (aka J 4 Vendetta, fka JuX TraX)

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