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7 - Ufomammut - Stigma (Garaliya Remix)

[Intro]
AAAAAAHH!

[Verse 1]
Waking up, fists clenched, another cycle in the grind
Pulse is thundering, nerves ablaze — I’m always just behind
Laughing jaws, biting cold, spit on everything I build
Fractured teeth, gnawing doubt, promises always unfulfilled

[Pre-chorus]
Don’t tell me it’s nothing
Don’t talk down my rage
Each second’s a cage door
About to break off the hinge

[Chorus]
Lost in this spiral! (spiral!)
Can’t find my silence, can’t choke down the bile
Trapped in this spiral! (spiral!)
Bare-knuckle trial, relentless spiral
CANNOT DENY — I…

[Verse 2]
Hunted by my habits, rabid routine lights the fuse
This cycle’s sharpened steel, next break I’ll just refuse
Another day, another shot, chewing copper ever bitter
Crushing the gears, sweat, spit — I’m always the quitter

[Pre-chorus]
Breakdown on repeat
No edges left to grind
Lines blurred, teeth grit
Nowhere safe in my mind

[Chorus]
Lost in this spiral! (spiral!)
Can’t find my silence, can’t choke down the bile
Trapped in this spiral! (spiral!)
Bare-knuckle trial, relentless spiral
CANNOT DENY — I…

[Rap]
Fast like a bullet, I scatter and spin
Spitting my venom through holes in my skin
History’s blisters, they burst on my tongue
Gnawing at iron, my will coming undone
Guttural riot, the pace never slows
Gripping for mercy where nothing will grow
Yelling and silent, I’m split by the grind
Machine-gun heartbeat, can’t filter my mind

[Chorus]
Lost in this spiral! (spiral!)
Can’t find my silence, can’t choke down the bile
Trapped in this spiral! (spiral!)
Bare-knuckle trial, relentless spiral
CANNOT DENY — I…

[Bridge]
Falling, crawling, teeth gnashing, sprawling,
Spit flying, jaw snapping, barely surviving!

YAAARRRGH! BARRRAAA! OOOHAHHH! HURR-RAH!

[Solo]

[Chorus]
Lost in this spiral! (spiral!)
Can’t find my silence, can’t choke down the bile
Trapped in this spiral! (spiral!)
Bare-knuckle trial, relentless spiral
CANNOT DENY — I…

Spiral

Performed by
Descension

Written by
James Goldie 
Khaine Tully
James Miller
Ahmed Masood

Produced by 
Rob Mcinnes

Out Of This

This song came much later in my life, during the 2000s when I was part of a car club called "Silent Rage." The name of the club inspired the song, but the lyrics tapped into something much deeper - that feeling of controlled fury that builds up inside when life keeps pushing you around.

By this time, my songwriting had evolved significantly from those teenage heartbreak ballads of the mid-80s. "Silent Rage" is darker, more aggressive, with a heavy metal edge that reflects both my musical growth and a different kind of emotional landscape. Where my high school songs were about romantic betrayal, this was about life's broader frustrations - the kind of anger that simmers beneath the surface until it explodes.

The imagery in this song is much more intense: "A beast that's longing to explore," "A hurricane beneath the skin." I was writing about that moment when composure finally cracks, when you can't maintain the calm facade anymore. The repetitive chorus builds like the pressure it describes, and I specifically wrote in stage directions like "[Scorching Guitar Solo]" because I could hear exactly how this should sound - raw, aggressive, unrelenting.

The bridge represents that breaking point: "Erupting now, can't hold it back / The world around fades to black." It's about complete loss of control, which was a more mature theme than I could have tackled as a teenager.

What's interesting is how the car club connection influenced the whole vibe. We were all about power, speed, and that controlled aggression you need behind the wheel. The song became an anthem for that energy.

Decades later, with AI technology, I was finally able to hear "Silent Rage" with the heavy, driving sound I always envisioned. The contrast between this and my earlier, softer songs shows how both my life experiences and musical tastes had evolved, but the core need to express raw emotion through lyrics remained constant.

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