west end renegade i dont kno how to feel pain  till the end for ever yet again With all my might I concore any spite with no mention of the word  fright  that one night i was 
pozest i got deamons inside my fuckin chest not to far to the left close to where my heart sit
im goin insane i dont know my own damm name call me heartless im just a prisonr of my own brain   (KRAZY)    doin any thing i can to make it threw this rain     (PAY me)     just to come out n see a finer day    (MAYBE)   feel brighter then i may u already kno im sick of always feelin this way full of rage clear as it may life is full of hate tryda  bring me down yall any lower ull live unground im so high up i cant see the frowns haters hate what they cant face n we are all part of the same fate Every 1 goin down sinsiter plots come from demonic mouths poisonius thoughts  blinded by clouds im clouded by the shroud thats why
 
(Hook)
 every thing happens 4 a reason thts why im still believeing
Keeping my head high looking for a bigger meaning
this is the future n it's now the way I was dreammiinnn
This is just my feelingss 

Verse 2
created by the devil I call it deamon town every one runnin us down rebels acting on aggression snorted like an obsession CAIN I feel its heavy metal holdin us under suppression PAIN every one wants to be better then the rest is no one learns there lession i dont give a fuck i just act realer then the rest is  CUZ fakeness is sumthin i never met with as the world grows colder i grow older n my thoughts Sprout bolder listen as i tell it Living life like ah soldier  My souls tired sleepless nights runnin threw the streets keepin death outta my sights so sick of all the pointless fights every one looks to meh with spite dont kno wrong cuz im always doing right ppl to me look like a weak sight suffered years spendin nights right here with nightmares 40's of beer n shouts 4 peers im dreamin with a passion but opposite of what im askin cuz already know MY 
 
(hook)
every thing happens 4 a reason thts why im still believeing
Keeping my head high looking for a bigger meaning
this is the future n it's now the way I was dreammiinnn
This is just my feelingss 

 
OUT TRO 
no matter how much i persavere i cant avoid it  death is near i mine as while rest here and absorb it 
never ignore it if its reason was for ITT  ...... that ya time wuz up -------if it was a dream  when i awake,i find it great to i kno im alive and my time isint upp i wish my rhyme didint suck but tht dosent matter the time is upp im keep at it till my grins is upp dont give a fuck dont play my track yall think it sucks i got ppl that listen n give feed back

ILLNESS

 
 living in this conC   Noo musik Noo life       jungle wit no vest tryin to be at the top of the food chain while stayin conceivably
 
humble   TAS  10-31
 
 ah lion with no pack threatend n ready to attack  bout to run WIT 2 o 7  on my back  
 
 
sent tot the world as a animal I dnt think sharp to the teeth goin canibal bein hard down to the last heart beatt
 lifes full of carnavors lookin for meat thoughts wicked cheifd iam hanibal stealing ur faces wen I need rabid as a beast RaBIEs Imah fucking monsters onah 24-7 feast glued wit the munchiesss  
 
ready to feed n not tryin to be the one to get eat today fillin up on this buffete tomrrow is 
Justttt another day killin time all the time as it kills me  every thing still the same big sorrows while travleing in the maze stress from yesterday remains--- staying alive is ah game avoiding hate im giving
 
hoping to gain pleading my love n efforts wont be in vain, I sit n pray n wish for more then spare change stuck in this mental cage, feelin the weight of my brain prisoner in this strange place, suffocated in pain , im feelin insane, tell me y I feel this way west end Portland Maine do or die living by the second and for the day there's no room to try just,  working to unseal my fate, while figuring out who is real n whoz fake hold faith for destiny ..hope ..n fate sakes while tryin to negate poisonous thoughts n close my gates from negitave shots listen close to the words i say cuz every thing is bout to change like the plagued we're fucked alone in the dark ! 
 
so sick wen im speakin contagious like influenza outbreaking contamanating im a virus thats mutating goverment wants to be containing this evolved specimen crusading Inkd so much its Outrageous ah licker yes iam amazing  on fire Ls blazing im inraged in this struggle call me a misfit  at site Im ah maynerr thats troubled Residential evil 
not hater tht has troubles plenty of insite always ready to fight ready to walk away polite cuz im smoking doubles DUTCHES too night SOO atomic wen i speak living from the streetz destiny in my clutches Veteran ona mission bombin on this beat graspin for sumthing Viet nam it on the street maineacks stomping on defeat call me a West End Renegade bring yalli up concouring defeat a terminator bout to squeeze im ah machine watch humans fall to a pile of dust at my feet soldier lookin for victory 
 
so i turned  my briain to a fuckin weapon loaded n cocked it now ready to start stretchin  u cant stop itt no reloadin 
quick to make every one stressing i make survivors start stepin watch as i finish wrecking
hallo-tips for every one not respecting catch this mucous infection 
i aint even tempted to be infectious 
 
john conner n arnold ready to save u from the harmful ill be worse then skynet dropin bombs on ur set watch ur hood get wreckd  im who the resistance will selete cuz im ah prophet electived  ILL BE BACK gotta go flip the death switch  give u my words so u dnt guess it as they burn
and turn all up in ur brain like a message so u nvr forget it u never heard the
things I mess wit
 
 
u wanna contess it im wreckless irate west end kid
mayniac caged since the third grade animal waitin to snap  inraged
going cannibal human snacks holdin faith
justah blessed kid living chained trapped wit lessons engulf d in pain
 
Laughing cz im feeling exempted demon fully formed an
angel  scorned since i was born 
skin white like the rest but my body
worn sleeves blacker then black cuz my soul is torn
im ah ink pad thts brushless Picasso couldn't touch this got monalisa blushin
 
im  speakin lyrical every things soundin minuscule im feelin  spirtual cheifin blunts is west end  richual
standing on top call me  imperial painting on my body just ah walking Mural..
i was born ONTO this world as sum sort of miracle
 
actions are critacle ppl sooo pittafull ur standing in front of
sumone thts fucking mistacle yes  yes next moves must be pivatol 
Disrespect neverr forgiveable lifes ah test i cant give up yet
doin my best pushin threw to the end to see  if i can get better then the rest
bionical im higher then ur nest flying mighter then the rest
-thriving ona quest nvr said i was good neather the less im father then farest from the best 
 

SUPER SICK BARS

My thoughts n how much i feel n miss my baby angel LOVE U YANAH 
 
        Tyme for sum sleep i hope things r better then they seem finally wen  i ahwaken im wishing its was all ah dream
all this wasted time n im left with just me stuck in side my own mind  i was granted the best thing your so great destiny has no hope with out u in my fate ur mother keeps u from me cuz of her hate better yet she dnt want u to see my face shes ah disgrace to the motherly race fakest of the fakes barbie n ken this aint malibu's place
 
     i just wanna erase her from my past then i wouldint have u n thts whack always sufferin threw her traps so i can see u smile n hear u laugh i just wanna race fast into the futures lap its mental torture im stuck with this crap sitin watchin this hour glass sad n bottomless feeling like im in the bottom of the pit rock bottom cant climb outta ittt! 
 
_____________________________________HOOK___________________________________
                      YOUR like my oxygen tht i breath IDK why do u do this to her n me
fighting the tears hurting so bad wicked alone n super sad daddy needs u n this makes daddy mad the one thing in life i cant have my heart bleedz n  itss too baaadd 
    ur ah pawn  im the rook ur mom str8 jacked u
like ah crook check mate running away thts all it took
_____________________________________________________________________________
 
ima bout to crack just  wanna smash this glass for times sake we'll nvr get back im loosein u my minds goin crazed by the time i see u, u wont remember my face then im never gonna be the same i will not take this layin down on the death bed so much fight left in my head ima step up to bat home run better pitch fast  we will never get back all the time ur mommy jacked i just wanna be with the one that completes me n makes me laugh u have so much grace
 
   every where i go its a empty place with out u at my waist holdin my hand making me who i am A fuckin man urah angel descended from the heavenly land with a angle  thts who iam a father ina tangle i was picked to be the one to catch u and here iam  gave u, your name cuz you was  planned qb option she just ran this world is so cold so i need to keep you warm untill u can stand on ur own cant mess wit my baby then ill come in ur home infected like rabbies.. call me COUJO
 
im here every day just a phone call away i just wanna feel alive spread my wings out n fly sore out high with a smile my heart beat thumps n pumps like im runnin mile's its gonna explode cuz im missing my child so much theres no where to confide the tears roll from my eye's every day like what ah surprise There is no one to make me happy like i already died my soul is deprived i dont wanna live with out u by my side i just feel snappy cuz my mind is dry i need my fix feinin lookin at ur pics but i strive ur like a drug i cant get enough of waiting for the day to see ur face cant wait cuz u give the best hugs real pure love 

Angels barz

This is my FIRST demo track its old!  


the Sickness on MY brain yall need to Get wid Tonight..
. its insane listen tight hope my flows right 
 
  Verse 1. 
 
GOD plays a practical joke on his own mold as he laughs
i grow cold even worse i stay broke plead 4 a sign that he won't show
Lyfe the game i wont fold im all in lets go IM SO BLIND cuz of all da money signs 
 its time no more pain im to old  why cant i shyne e
Never controlled fresh from the big house n0t prolled
at a young age I was enrolled street RAISED west end made renegade
im bout to explode U dnt even kno pin pulled hand
grenade bout ta blow bodys dismantled on ur floor
d day U Already Kno push me 1 more time it will show
As the Blunt burns SLOW  I dnt choke wen i smoke forever baked
never prayed dnt kno how to feel afarid ON MY crusade all the girls
come at meh juss way TOO FAKE sooo Im 
 
Chours X2
 
the one every body
hates every day cuz I got the
Realness u couldint take .....SickNess
Money turns FRIENDS into Fakes .....Ive witnessed
so We Keep em all at arms
lengh Respect u couldint make ...U gotta GIVE Ittt 
 
Verse 2
 
Always ben servein feins the recipe ull NEVER contess wid me
confesabley I'm blessidley A Tat'd profit thts Raps and wrights
I get lyrical wen I feel the beat rapin all night spitin
what comes to mind incredabley im the remedy
segricly i bring u back to life wen im beep'd
at Ur front door like delivery Not for FREE wheres ur WIFE
puffin on my new port smoking on this head band tonight
im jus the man u wanna listen to on this beat right  
Goin segical on the mealody like a knife runnin aotopseys at
the end of ur life living in H.E.L.L on my kness  got no felonys
ben to ccj n it wasint helpin NO G.E.D. who cares
i dont need a J.O.B. jus doin me gettin money
doin what PLEASES MY NEEDS goin threw hunny's  i dont give a fuck I just wanna feel alive
im numb inside from the past i survived so they look at me and say  hes the one every body hates 
 
EVERY DAY CUZ HE GOT  the
Realness we couldint take   ...........SickNess
Money turns FRIENDS into Fakes .............Ive witnessed
so We Keep em all at arms
lengh Respect u couldint make .............U gotta GIVE Ittt 
 
shout out to tripps mrdablvd baby no musik no lyfe doin thiss cuz
i love musik up all night workin on beats put my thoughts on paper TAS 10 31 

Stevens207