Lyrics:

At this time
Put the knife
In your chest
Take your life

Candlelight
Burning bright
Guide your eyes
Through the night

X I I I
Open your third eye
See through my disguise
Turn the truth to lies
X I I I
Let your demons die
When you sleep at night
I'll be your demise

Amulet
On my neck
Banish those
God protect

Pentagram
On my hands
Spirits dance
Where I stand

X I I I
Open your third eye
See through my disguise
Turn the truth to lies
X I I I
Let your demons die
When you sleep at night
I'll be your demise

XIII

NEW SONG "6X6" OUT NOW

I made this on my Sega Dreamcast.

LYRICS:

After the night
I head into the place
Where I can feel
A cerebral embrace
It's visceral
My walls begin to break
The hell inside my mind erased

I cleanse my thoughts
That gather through the day
It's how are you
Is everything okay
Not what I want
But something that I crave
Heaven with you is hell to me

You and I inside the six by six room
Put your hand upon my beating heart
But I know this touch won't last forever
So I'm leaving here alone (alone)
You and I inside the six by six room
Place your hand around my bleeding heart
I don't know if love will keep us together
So I'm leaving you alone

I almost wish
You put me in the grave
Though it's your fault
Would I be right again
To let you off
Go back to being friends
You never caused me any pain

It started small
My body was the host
I'm fading out
Pearlescent as a ghost
And now you'll be
Someone I used to know
So easily you let me go

You and I inside the six by six room
Put your hand upon my beating heart
But I know this touch won't last forever
So I'm leaving here alone (alone)
You and I inside the six by six room
Place your hand around my bleeding heart
I don't know if love will keep us together
So I'm leaving you alone

You and I inside the six by six room
Put your hand upon my beating heart
I don't know if love will keep us together
So I'm leaving you alone

You and I inside the six by six room
Put your hand upon my beating heart
But I know this touch won't last forever
So I'm leaving here alone (alone)
You and I inside the six by six room
Place your hand around my bleeding heart
I don't know if love will keep us together
So I'm leaving you alone

in a world of chaos and terror, will you be down for me?
https://youtu.be/jYlly2WiEtI

Mr.Kitty - DWN4ME Mixtape

New song "Rats" from the album "TIME".

Album art photo by "Konstantin Roina"

Little notes that I write
Contemplate suicide
Every day is a lie
Should I live or should I die

The rats inside destroy my mind
Number the days to bide my time
The rats inside destroy my mind
Endure the pain, I'll give you mine

Broken down, left to rot
I'm alone and they forgot
They want to hurt, I want to heal
Is this a dream or is it real

The rats inside destroy my mind
Number the days to bide my time
The rats inside destroy my mind
Endure the pain, I'll give you mine

Rats

Lyrics:

Made into the image of your liking
Maybe if you fix me then you'll like me
A replica to curate for acceptance
To fill a void with love you disappear in

So crystal clear that you wanted perfection
A servant disguised under hollow affection
Every moment and thought you'll inherit
You already know this (reset me and own it)

I'll miss the rage, I'll miss the hate
The misery you brought to me
I suffocate, I give you take
Keep me inside an empty cage

You'll agitate, you'll irritate
Dance on my nerves into the grave
You got your way, you hear me say
You shall remain tormenting me

You are not the villain when we're fighting
You don't really care about what I think
When I break away from disillusion
Enlightened that I'm here for retribution

I was addicted, it tasted like honey
So reminiscent to think that it's funny
Running away would be so unbecoming
You got what you wanted (don't act like you want me)

I'll miss the rage, I'll miss the hate
The misery you brought to me
I suffocate, I give you take
Keep me inside an empty cage

You'll agitate, you'll irritate
Dance on my nerves into the grave
You got your way, you hear me say
You shall remain tormenting me

Tormenting me
You shall remain tormenting me

Torment

A cover of "If You Were Here" from "Dance Dance Revolution".

さようなら、ジェニファー。

The train's gone, and I am standing alone
I think of you and wonder if you think of me, too
I'm back to the town that I was born in
To think of my life and to start it over with you

'Cause, you know, we've been in a maze of love
And we are losing control to get away
Here I am walking on the hill in this town
Like in my childhood that seems like yesterday

If you were here with me
You could feel the way I do now
If you were here with me
You could see what I am looking for now

I need to come to the hill on my own
When I feel lonely, dreaming of the future to come
The feel of the wind makes me understand
That I will have to face the problem to overcome 

If You Were Here (Cover)

As you sleep inside my glycerin
Can you hear me are you listenin'
Has the liquid seeped inside of you
They will keep you as a specimen
As the light shows bone and cartilage
I will never see your heart again
So for once may all your colors show
Let your beauty overflow

Stain their eyes, let them know
That you're alright, let it show
Stain their eyes, let them know
That you're alright

I awake inside your glycerin
I can hear you breathing oxygen
I no longer have inside of me
A display for all eternity
In the depths of where my heart resides
I will bathe beneath the coldest light
In the darkness I will be alone
Feel the liquid overflow

Glycerin

GLYCERIN

In my head again
Lost with you
Don't let me forget
To bandage our wounds
As I'm bleeding out
Smile through the pain
What I'm feeling now
It kills me every time you fade

Spin a tale made of lies
Who gave you the right
To destroy the world around me
Through a mirror bathed in light
Who's on the other side
Someone I don't recognize

I can feel the rush
When I'm with you
See the setting sun
Leave stars around the moon
With a moment's time
Brought to a halt
As I realize
This never was my fault

Spin a tale made of lies
Who gave you the right
To destroy the world around me
Through a mirror bathed in light
Who's on the other side
Someone I don't recognize

Spin a tale made of lies
Who gave you the right
To destroy the world around me
Through a mirror bathed in light
Who's on the other side
Someone I don't recognize

Spin

A cover of Alice Deejay's "Better Off Alone".

Synth: Korg Polysix // Drums: Alesis SR-16

Better Off Alone (Cover)

Pre-order album here: https://mrkittyngp.bandcamp.com/album/fragments

Second single from the upcoming album "FRAGMENTS".

Synth: Korg Poly-800 / Drums: Alesis SR-16

Lyrics:
The hatred filled our hearts
As we were torn apart
I promise I will leave
Maybe you'll finally see

In your blood I will lay
Saving you from this place (Please, hold me)
If you need me to stay
I'll be here everyday (Don't worry)

Though you were never wrong
I just cannot hold on
Diseases make me weak
Dissolve till I'm complete

In your blood I will lay
Saving you from this place (Please, hold me)
If you need me to stay
I'll be here everyday (Don't worry)

In Your Blood

Pictures Of You (Cover)

I ran away from you
For what you put me through
With nothing left to prove
What am I to you

A slave to your domain
I've nothing but my name
With loathing and disdain
I'm given the blame

Now that I've set myself free
You can no longer control me
These threads won't stitch through my heart
I hope that you fall apart

At lonely times like this
I want to be selfish
Keep you under my skin
Bleed you out again

I know there comes a time
When language turns to lies
I want to see the light
I'll leave you to die

Now that I've set myself free
You can no longer control me
These threads won't stitch through my heart
I hope that you fall apart

Now that I've set myself free
You can no longer control me
These threads won't stitch through my heart
I hope that you fall apart

I see you cannot let go
I won't stare into your windows
I cut deep into your heart
I know that you'll fall apart

A.I.

I Hope You Fall Apart

in a dark room
i was left alone
by a heart so cold
they gave me my meds
til my body was dead

demons are born
habits are formed
memories erased (x2)

everytime i lose my mind
i lose control (x2)
everytime i lose my mind
i lose control (x2)

in a bright room
filled with endless halls
and the softest walls
they threw me away
til i learned to behave

demons are born
habits are formed
memories erased (x2)

everytime i lose my mind
i lose control (x2)
everytime i lose my mind
i lose control (x2)

Crisis Point

NEW ALBUM "A.I." OUT MARCH 7, 2017

PRE-ORDER DIGITAL/PHYSICAL:
https://mrkittyngp.bandcamp.com/album/a-i

I built a house of stones
With room for only two
The soil from the earth
Will hold me close to you

I know we're built to break
For now it's all we've got
I'll learn from my mistakes
You'll learn to not get caught

Mend my heart with morphine
Let the pain adorn me
Like a doll, disarming
I'm okay

As I go through cycles
This romance turns idle
Give me time to fight it
It's all about me, not you

It's hard to give you up
But heartbreak's all I've known
I'm watching you escape
To nowhere, not alone

You start to fall apart
We know it can't be helped
The stones will soon collapse
It hurts to wish you well

Mend my heart with morphine
Let the pain adorn me
Like a doll, disarming
I'm okay

As I go through cycles
This romance turns idle
Give me time to fight it
It's all about me, not you

Earthstones

Bonus track from "A.I." CD:
https://mrkittyngp.bandcamp.com/album/a-i

Lyrics:
I want your attention
You never notice
With all good intention
Give me a motive
I stare at your picture
Dreaming of leaving
To places in scipture
It won't be decieving

Knowing that you sense it
I don't deserve this
Through careful attendance
I found your interest
What is it I'm missing
I can be perfect
I wish I was different
I wish I was worth it

I will let you down
I'll say I'm sorry
If it's not enough
My regret will scar me
Nothing ever stops
Everythings keeps going
See what you want to see
Your hate is overflowing
(x2)

I'll be your blank canvas
Give me a purpose
But what are the chances
I'll be a burden
Condemned to my nature
Arrogance rules me
I'll put us in danger
Your insolence fooled me

A slave to your poison
I made the elixir
A pact with the voices
Told me pull the trigger
Your purification
Is circumstantial
The ash of cremation
Sleeps on my mantle

I will let you down
I'll say I'm sorry
If it's not enough
My regret will scar me
Nothing ever stops
Everythings keeps going
See what you want to see
Your hate is overflowing
(x5)

The Glass Inside Your Skull

We Found Love (Cover)

Lyrics:

Here we are
Once Again
I let you down
It's not the end
Apologize
Now we're friends

Salted wounds
Begin to swell
The tension's there
We know it well
You want it more
I can tell

It's not up to you, it's up to me
I'll tell you how to set me free
You take me home, I'll be fine

I was numb
Through the night
Your better half
Held me tight
It felt so wrong
This wasn't right

Through a lens
My vision bleak
There's nothing more
For you and me
I'll disconnect
As I leave

It's not up to you, it's up to me
I'll tell you how to set me free
You take me home, I'll be fine

Here we are
Here we are
Here we are now

EPHEMERAL

Disconnect Lover

Selena - Como La Flor (Mr.Kitty Remix)

Bonus track from "A.I." cassette tape:
https://mrkittyngp.bandcamp.com/album/a-i

Lyrics:
We live in the dark
Killing precious time
Seeking lonely hearts
Living out of line

How could I be one to let you die
With you, I feel alive
Now, my hands will hold your heart of knives
I'll bleed for you, Versailles

We live for the night
Connected and apart
Like a guiding light
Romance kills the heart

How could I be one to let you die
With you, I feel alive
Now, my hands will hold your heart of knives
I'll bleed for you, Versailles

The Rose Of Versailles

i made this when my friend died.

contains samples: 
oh astro - quiet mouth
sufjan stevens - john wayne gacy jr.

Wound

Trauma

NEW EP RELEASE "EMOTIONAL / PHYSICAL" OUT NOW ON AURAL SECTS
Stream/Download: http://auralsects.bandcamp.com/album/emotional-physical

Inactive veins
Animate
From cells of red

Fragile hands
Contaminate
The resting bed

Insects will crawl upon my skin
Insects will eat me from within
Insects will crawl upon my skin
Insects will eat me from within

Disect you skin
Integrate
Program the head

An eyeless face
with teeth they ate
Your body's dead


Insects will crawl upon my skin
Insects will eat me from within
Insects will crawl upon my skin
Insects will eat me from within

Insects

R.I.P. Kahlas A. Stambaugh (1994 - 2018).

All proceeds from this single will be donated to the American Foundation for Suicide Prevention: https://goo.gl/1qJfs3

New album "EPHEMERAL" out March 08, 2019.

Featured on Post-Punk.com: https://goo.gl/WEWJfA

Lyrics:
(Of all the times, the chances I have given you, you let me down)

On the first / I won’t forget
The way you said / he took his life
And left the line dead

How do you think / selfishly
You made me hurt so vacantly

You let me down / and I know it’s all because of me
You let me down / and I know it’s all because of me (cause of me)
Of all the times, the chances I have given you, you let me down

When I emerge / I will forgive
The choice that led / to giving up
But never know why

A hollow void / You keep me there
I’ll drown in tears until you care

You let me down / and I know it’s all because of me
You let me down / and I know it’s all because of me (cause of me)
Of all the times, the chances I have given you, you let me down

Empty Phases

BUY:
https://mrkittyngp.bandcamp.com/album/not-dead-yet

Lyrics:
Where am I
How did I get here
Who are you
You’re from the future

Did I live
Where are the people
What’s the time
Are you the reaper

Promise me / you will see
The pain you brought everyone around me
To your goodbye / to your regrets
You still have time / you’re not dead yet
(x2)

Don’t forget
This is genocide
Give back their prayers
You can make this right

From the light
There are no survivors
They will visit
But they can’t hear you

Promise me / you will see
The pain you brought everyone around me
To your goodbye / to your regrets
You still have time / you’re not dead yet
(x2)

You’re not dead yet (x4)

(Repeat Chorus)

Not Dead Yet

NEW EP RELEASE "EMOTIONAL / PHYSICAL" OUT NOW ON AURAL SECTS
Stream/Download: http://auralsects.bandcamp.com/album/emotional-physical

From hearts of blue
I dream of you
To isolate
And decimate

I'll clear my head
These thoughts I dread
You'll never see
The ghosts of me

Amethyst tears
Forgive my fears
With eyes so bleak
What do you seek

And when we die
The doves will cry
Glaciers will fall
Once and for all

Your shadow on my skin
A feeling that's within
We'll let the shake begin
Just let me take you in
This house is not a home
Don't let me be alone
My heart will die again
And you will never know

Inside my chest
I felt a void
It grows with time
Till I'm annoyed

When things were right
I wasn't scared
But now it's gone
My feelings rare

It reminds me
I didn't care
For anyone
I wouldn't dare

I'm hiding now
Inside the earth
Just waiting for
A new rebirth

Your shadow on my skin
A feeling that's within
We'll let the shake begin
Just let me take you in
This house is not a home
Don't let me be alone
My heart will die again
And you will never know

Years (feat. Courtney Mooney)

Now available to download on iTunes worldwide!
https://itunes.apple.com/us/album/unstable-single/id636836417

Lyrics:

You hold my hand
The hour's dark
From where I stand
I'll make my mark

Don't hold me back
With softened talk
The way I act
Will hurt your heart

Please, listen close
To what I say
The hour's light
A brand new day

Sometimes, I fall
Harder than most
I can't control
My violent ghosts

You're unstable
You're unable
To control me
Now, unfold me

You're unstable
You're unable
To control me
Now, unfold me

A heavy hand
To hold me down
It's all I need
So stand your ground

My fragile bones
Cease to desist
Intentions known
I won't resist

Attention close
Don't close your eyes
Dismantle you
Cut through your lies

Leave me alone
I'll be okay
A softer tone
Will get your way

You're unstable
You're unable
To control me
Now, unfold me

You're unstable
You're unable
To control me
Now, unfold me

Unstable

NEW ALBUM = 07/05/2013

Lyrics:

Dark skies will call me
Closer, so softly
Angels are falling
Your voice is calling

I won't cry now cause I'm in Heaven with you
I can die now cause I'm in Heaven with you
I won't lie now cause I'm in Heaven with you
I can fly now cause I'm in Heaven with you

Eyes wide, see nothing
Death is out hunting
He won't take my soul
Your touch makes me whole

I won't cry now cause I'm in Heaven with you
I can die now cause I'm in Heaven with you
I won't lie now cause I'm in Heaven with you
I can fly now cause I'm in Heaven with you

(Repeat Chorus x 2)

Heaven

𝔖𝔢𝔩𝔣-𝔇𝔢𝔰𝔱𝔯𝔲𝔠𝔱𝔦𝔳𝔢 𝔐𝔲𝔰𝔦𝔠
http://ffm.bio/mrkittydm

Mr.Kitty

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