the story you told me felt skeletal but depressing to hear. 

you keep everything to yourself and blame everything on yourself. 

the stubborn mind you defend will get you in trouble, but not even the stars can prevent it.

sc.1 - i apologize, the stars hate me

sc.2 - bismuth

Renos Lyrics:
Living a fantasy
You can’t say what I cannot be
Living so lavishly
Catch me under a canopy

I’ve been living in agony hoping to find myself amnesty
I can rap on beats casually
Triple 8 that’s the family


(Hook)
Sound the alarm and call the Calvary ugh
I just got me another casualty
Never fit in with the academy
Let me be livid in the galaxy 

(Verse)
I’m not a wannabe no copy just somebody in a lobby
This a hobby
Hanging with my homie Bobby 

Robbing bodies looking shoddy
(Lemme just stop the cap on bobby)


Lemme become the real deal
Full course no 5 star meal


I’m stuck inside of a dreamscape
A quiet place too
That’s where we’re at currently
So wind down, this for you

Don’t think of me as a threat 
Confide in me, I confess
I’m not the best person yet
I think of this as a blessing

I sing to you and hope to be with you
Eventually

You ask if I’m afraid of quiet places
Definitely 


You said you isn’t sure if you should keep on trying to live
I say you shouldn’t be afraid to let go and forgive


I get it tho
Time can be a bitch yk
But we gotta keep on going if we hope to let the boat even row

The boat yk

visiting a pink house w/888reno

big thanks to my friend tie for playing the guitar melody in this song !!

sc.3 - the wind

sc.4 - j. lowery, sinclair

jazzys limerence (interlude)

sai’s lyrics:

i fell on my ass im getting up
and im so high up out my mind i play that shit back like its cinema 
and you aint take a single drug so i aint feeling ya
you dont see what i see
but my angels look like demons now we up
and i dont know what im looking at 
cause they dont got a pretty face or no wings on they back
i met them once they telling me i cant go back
i met them once they said dont fear how we looking
cause they my real damn demons
dont pop up really but they’ll come around for season
dont pop up really but they’ll come around for season
cause they my real damn demons
yeah they my 
my body the creation of god 
tryna make a perfect life but thats a facade 
the light and dark know all my wrongs 
she be calling me the devil like he wasn’t one of god’s ones 
we just broken and we fallen
but we’re too aware of the shit 
and i dont know what im looking at
i met them once they telling me i cant go back 
i met them once they said dont fear how we looking
dont pop up really but they’ll come around for season
yeah my demons fixed the world
she claims that its my fault 
dont come around at all
my demons love the world

sc.2 - bismuth

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