This song is about one of my NightTerrors being a POW and my experience living in this Hell, but never giving up

The Caged Man - Part 1

This song is about my Dream that I had on 12-10-2024 where I traveled to another Dimension and lived there for nearly 8 Days and Woke Up to find out I was only asleep for 04 Hours & 07 Minutes. I wrote this inspired by the song "So Alone" by Anna Blue because I can relate to sitting by a Window, watching the rain pour as I cried, tending my wounds as I bled from my Stepfather beating me constantly as a child.

Pain In My Brain

I made this song to reflect how my Stepfather's Abuse is only my Growth and I shall Rise through the Ashes

Fragile in the Flames

This is my Memory of when I would sleep in my Stepfather's Basement that was infested with Spiders. I remember hearing the Hellish Booms coming from his Boots stomping through out the broken house, doors thunder with the power of getting slammed. I would hold myself to my Legs, shake so badly I struggled to speak because Fear crept over me, choking me while I heard is Boots March down the basement stairs. He would kick my Door open and laugh, pick me up, I could smell the alcohol off his breath as he slams me into the wall, tells me how it's my fault he had such a bad day. The beating would never stop, I cry and Scream for help so he stomps on me and continues to beat me. I cried and cried and cried; pleading for him to stop. But he would tell me how much he hates me and that I deserve to die before grabbing me by my throat and slamming me on my Bed and he would grab my little toes & fingers and bend them so far backward I would scream so loudly it would wake up my biological mother who would come racing down to "save" me, but then Johnathan the Demon would rise up and beat her too. Hours after Hell consumes our household and the Demon finally went away. My biological mother would drug me until I would overdose, she would hold me in her arms and sing "When Skies are Grey" as she pet my head while everything fades in and out, my head felts so light, my tears were nonstop and the pain would slowly fade away. I would become a Cloud, I felt no pain, I was in another Dimension where I was just floating and watching the Stars around me dance in such beauty. But then sometimes I would wake up to Johnathan going crazy once again, or it would just be another Day, like nothing happened. I would watch the Sunrise ascend with Hope in my Heart knowing that I made it another Day, but when the Sun goes down again, I must go back to the battle which I don't understand why it's happening and fills me with confusion and misery. Jesus Christ was by myself throughout the entire experience because he never left me

Whispers in the Dark - Part 1

Dream: I remember I was already walking in this dark corridor that revealed to be a cave that was extremely elongated. The width was about 15ft across at the start. I remember looking forward to the end of the cave and seeing the most brightest and purest form of Light that I have ever been able to be honored to witness. I could feel these frequencies that I can only describe as warm, comfortable, nice, clean, loving, fresh, wonderful, electric. I could literally feel love pulsing like a heart beat from this marvelous creation. For some reason I could feel the feminine Prescence illuminating from this Light, but also a fierce masculine Love of Strength as well. I continued to slowly walk towards the Light in pure awe of bewilderment. I couldn't remove my eyes from it because nothing in existence that I have ever seen such beauty. It was difficult for me to think because I felt no need to think. No chatter in the skull could be heard. Sound seemed like a fantasy to me as I continued walking towards the Light. I just kept walking and walking with quickly turned into a light jog that than metamorphosed into a full sprint using all my stamina, energy & adrenaline to raise to this Beauty. I gave it my absolute all as I could feel Wings of Flight guide me on my Journey. What first was pure Inspiration to Discipline myself turned into just Having Fun and Pure Joy bursting out of my Chest and my Face. I was so Happy. I reached the end of the tunnel to reveal that I had been looking at a reflection of the Light off of a small puddle on the ground and the rest of the cave traveled up with a heavily increased incline. But it mattered not to me when fear grabbed me by my throat and revealed it's face of my Stepfather while it screamed, "YOU ARE NOT WORTHY! YOU WILL DIE HERE! GIVE UP! I HATE YOOOU!" the Shadow of my Stepfather threw me against the wall and proceeded to pound me with injustice of hatred. I gave every ounce of my being to rise up and Smile in my own Stepfathers Face, but only three words slipped from my mouth, "I Forgive You." His Shadows screams in agony as it melts away from existence and I continue to look up to the Light and make my climb.

The Light Within

City Lights & Grace

Cuts and Dust

The Lion & The Lamb

I Shall Endure Thy Pain - Instrumental

I am Alive - Instrumental

This song is inspired by the song "Shepherd of Fire" and the Video Games Black Ops 1 & 2. I wanted to add my own twist with several melodies, a bit of EDM, Heavy Bass and no words. I have been working on some Dubstep for the past time which I wanted to step back and work on a new project. Making songs without words has been an authentic experience that I have been having an absolute blast to work on. I want to rekindle those Beautiful Memories of slaughtering Zombies and pay tribute to a recent NightTerror that I had where I was forced to survive a wild Zombie Apocalypse. Thanks for taking your Time to listen  

Shepherd of the Hollow - Instrumental

This is a Story of the Abuse that I was forced to take, after my Stepfather was finished with me for the Day, my biological mother would give me pills that made the pain fade. I would fall asleep, fall into deep Dimensions where I met an Angel in a Strawberry Field who gave me Love. I went to that Strawberry Field 3 Times and to this very Day, I wish I could meet her just one more time...

I Believe

Time to Lock-In - Instrumental

When My Heart Gave Its Last Beat

HOLY! HOLY! HOLY!

Get Phonky wit It

Face Your Monster - Instrumental

The Pain is Worth it - Instrumental

I Miss when You were Here - Instrumental

This is my 20th Commission who I made for: Sara

Thank You, Sara

Altars in the Ashes

P.T.S.D - Screamo Remix

Tomorrow Ain't Promised - Remake

Time to face War - Instrumental

I Love You Jesus!

Threads of a Worn Sweater - Instrumental

Eternal Pain

Eternal Pain - Screamo Remix

I had a Vision where I was marching in formation with fellow Knights towards a Village that is being overran by Demons whom are slaughtering the Innocent. I seen poor people being ripped apart as blood splashes into red mist covering the scorched Earth. We watched helplessly as Babies were ripped from the arms of Mothers, crushing them in their claws, slitting the throats of the people. We continued to March as thy Innocent run for their lives passing us, while we try to protect them with our lives. Earthquakes split the Earth spitting fire while Demons crawl out attacking us, the buildings in the Village begin collapsing and then we heard a booming voice from the clouds as the ashes covering the ground. We continue to hold thy Line as the last of the Innocent run for their lives while we become their defense. Mighty hellish gates burst through the ground as the Gigantic Devil climbs out with his hatred; fire rain from the skies burning our armor and lighting the ground removing all Beauty. Even with all Evil faced, we continued to March to our Certain Death. Suddenly, through the blood-filled skies, the clouds dispersed shining a Bright Light onto all of us Holy Knights, Blessing our Armor with Mystical Love. We heard a deep rumble of a thousands of Trumpets that sounded like Thunder that slowly rose in frequency with Angelic voices shouting "Go!" Which we all immediately charged into Battle to slay thy Evil!


John, Chapter 015, Verse 013,
"Greater love hath no man than this, that a man lay down his life for his friends."

Psalm, Chapter 095, Verse 003,
"For the Lord is a great God, and a great King above all gods."

Romans, Chapter 012, Verse 001,
"I beseech you therefore, brethren, by the mercies of God, 
that ye present your bodies a living sacrifice, holy, 
acceptable unto God, which is your reasonable service."

Colossians Chapter 003, Verse 023,
"And whatsoever ye do, do it heartily, as to the Lord, and not unto men;
Knowing that of the Lord ye shall receive the reward of the inheritance: for ye serve the Lord Christ."

We Hold Thy Line

Only One Name

Broken Rainbows

This is my 21st Commission who I made for: theo_g777

VicRoy in Jesus

I've been having a ton of NightTerrors lately where I'm forced to relive my Trauma and this song was one of the hardest songs for me to make due to me rewriting this song over & over again until I got the lyrics correctly. As you know, I love writing & producing Dubstep songs with an uplifting message but something in my Heart was tugging me to create a very Dark song so others may have the ability to relate with what I am currently facing. I wish not to be fake even when it sounds good because I find being Honest is a better path to walk, no matter how painful the experience may be. Please know you're not alone because I am right here Suffering side-by-side with you and through God; I truly Love You!

What Do I Do?

VicRoy in Jesus - Dubstep Remix

This is my 22nd Commission who I made for: Pixel (MandoYT)

A Vault, A Ship, and God

Onward Christian Solders - Viking Metal Cover from 1871

Onward Christian Solders - Remix from 1871

I make Christian songs from my Memories, Dreams or Commissions. I have Notebooks filled with my Dreams, so I'll be making a good amount of Music of all kinds :)
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