Simply Red Angel - Mousse T's Club Mix

I keep my hand on the doorknob,
But it never turns the way I want it to.
Every time I try to let somebody in,
The hinges freeze up like they already knew.
I hear the locks click tight in my chest,
Like my heart built its own security.
Even when I want to open up the room,
Something in me says, “Not safe. Not yet. Not fully.”

And I get so tired of guarding
Places I don’t want to guard at all.
But the moment I start to trust someone,
The walls rise up, the doors slam shut—
Like instinct built the hall.

Locked door logic, it always kicks in,
I shut people out even when I want them in.
I don’t mean to hide, it’s just the way I’ve been—
Baby, my heart’s a house that won’t let you begin.
Locked door logic, I push then I pull,
Wanna give you everything, but fear gets full.
Every time I try, something closes within—
Yeah, I’m fighting my own
Locked door logic again.

There’s a key under the welcome mat,
But I don’t think anyone knows it’s there.
I’ve forgotten how to hand it to somebody
Without shaking at the weight of the care.
I feel the bolts slide into place on their own,
Like the house is trying to keep me from harm.
But safety starts to feel like a prison
When you never let anyone touch your heart.

And I wish I could break the habit,
Wish the hinges didn’t rust so fast.
I try to open up slow, one room at a time,
But the past always flashes
Right before I can ask.

Locked door logic, it always kicks in,
I shut people out even when I want them in.
I don’t mean to hide, it’s just the way I’ve been—
Baby, my heart’s a house that won’t let you begin.
Locked door logic, I push then I pull,
Wanna give you everything, but fear gets full.
Every time I try, something closes within—
Yeah, I’m fighting my own
Locked door logic again.

I want to hand you the key,
Let you walk through every room.
Show you the places I locked up tight
And the love I never let bloom.
But the door jams when I reach for it,
Like it’s scared of what I’ll lose—
Baby, it’s not you I’m afraid of,
It’s everything I’ve been through.

Locked door logic, it always kicks in,
I shut people out even when I want them in.
I don’t mean to hide, it’s just the way I’ve been—
Baby, my heart’s a house that won’t let you begin.
Locked door logic, I push then I pull,
Wanna give you everything, but fear gets full.
I’m trying to change, let somebody in—
Yeah, but I’m learning how to
Unlock this heart again.

It Takes More (Bloodshy Main Mix)

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