Toxa

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Verse 1)
Nymphomaniac who said they loved me
A sexual freak, a tantric lover beast
Polyamorous but only to two under my sheets
Past experience hurts but I was left in a happiness that bled down the sink
But in the end it became heavier than soaked graveyard dirt
Even still I want it today
But only if she says so
I don't know how to cheat
But everyone else did who I laid in bed with
Because I was so much more different than the sea of society
(Chorus)
Doll
Cracked face in neon colors
Drifting into a horror wonderland, a trauma story
Bloody scissors, midnight poisons
Drunk just not to feel the nightmares they fucked inside of me
Acid paper heart, holes in my soul
Life just doesn't mean a thing
But I must stay in the light
(Verse 2)
As heroin was my lover for so long and now just a bad dream
Locked frozen in a cryogenic suspended anti-gravity fuckery
I wish I would have just walked away
But I couldn't
So used to being used I just learned a Stockholm victim mentality
Hypersexually
So wrong or so right when you need seductive energy just to feel love
For every cut
For every burn
For every cigarette burn on my skin, for every year I got worse
No one saved me and I couldn't save myself
So I stained and took every blow, every fuck, every argument, every assault
I just let it bleed off me seconds after attack
Stuck with these dissociative identities
(Chorus)
Doll
Cracked face in neon colors
Drifting into a horror wonderland, a trauma story
Bloody scissors, midnight poisons
Drunk just not to feel the nightmares they fucked inside of me
Acid paper heart, holes in my soul
Life just doesn't mean a thing
But I must stay in the light
(Verse 3)
Stop romanticizing trauma
Sick fuck, go off your wrists, you stupid fuck
Adderall, Prozac, and being a guinea pig sucks
DID sucks, ASPD is social suicide
When you're a sociopath, BPD struggle to live with
CPTSD, PTSD, amnesia blends and blurs as I lose time
I keep staring at the clock just to make sure I didn't switch
When an alter is summoned to protect
I lose what little pieces left I have of self until I return
(Bridge)
Odium, Alice 5, Helix Nexus
Echoes, Mothyii, Phil Etheric Khimera
Why can't I make you disappear? Only co-consciousness with two
But you mess up my life fucking way too much
(Chorus – Final Variation)
Doll
Cracked face in neon colors
Drifting into a horror wonderland, a trauma story
Bloody scissors, midnight poisons
Just fuck me and get it over with
I won't cum until you say please
When I'm the dead child with voided eyes
Dreaming in Melankholyia
My system
(Outro – Spoken Word Fade)
Co-consciousness is a state where two or more distinct personalities, alters,
In someone with Dissociative Identity Disorder (DID) are aware of each other
And the external world simultaneously. This can involve sharing thoughts,
Feelings, and experiences, allowing for internal communication
And a continuous sense of time, though it can also be experienced
As being a passive observer. It is different from co-fronting,
Where more than one alter is actively in control of the body at the same time.




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