wish it never happened

........ high inside of your house, ion wanna wait rn

prod suni vega
I love u all

lil degen and deep october - I don't wanna wait (prod. sun vega)

Should say sooner 
If it’s too much 
For that room that u been living
I hear rumors 
That you’re clueless 
I stay cool with ur oblivion 
The sooner I give in to it
The urge to hit ignore 
I see nights inside your kitchen I think Percocet endorsed 
Standin shirtless at you’re door 
Way more nervous than before 
Like for certain, think your purpose match perfect with your decor 
Like how smoke still stain your curtains
But her purse says Michael Kors
Way too much for me to work with, 
Might get worse with my support 
And I 
Urge you to think 
Bout them words before speak them
A current in sea
I submerge 
With the deep end 
Earth at my feet 
Make me hurtfully seasick 
I know when you’re distant
In existence that is speak in

time (x1000000000)

There were signs
I tried so hard not to waste your time
It gets so hard not to chase a high 
How’d you feel if I said you should stay behind
Here you stand while I sit face to face with god
And my life’s
Been a ride 
For some time
You’re so damaged how’d you manage to survive?
On this planet 
Disadvantages arise

face to face with god (prod. nitrous)

Call Me Little Sunshine

NEON DREAMBOAT

Paranoid

things with wings

cheap liquor

phases

lyrics:

I had to quit my drinking that shit started giving me attitude
Triple x bottle of pills on top my dresser  giving me altitude
Look it how far we came is crazy u are not showing me gratitude
Maybe If I stopped caring id be complete inside my solitude
I had to quit my drinking that shit started giving me gut rot
Baby I know we never think about it till catches up
Last thing I could care about going to bed is if I waking up
Honestly these drugs won’t stop the pain I feel from adding up

I could do it myself bitch leave me alone
Im gonna dig myself out since I got here on my own
It feel just like moving out because this substance was my home
It was so bad shed call on me and I just couldn’t hold up my phone
If im an asshole then u must be a dickhead too
She like baby im sorry I think I just had misread u
Ok cool I guess
I do not care to hear it
I cannot fix my image if u keep on coming in trying smear it back worse

I had to quit my drinking that shit started giving me attitude
Triple x bottle of pills on top my dresser  giving me altitude
Look it how far we came is crazy u are not showing me gratitude
Maybe If I stopped caring id be complete inside my solitude
I had to quit my drinking that shit started giving me gut rot
Baby I know we never think about it till catches up
Last thing I could care about going to bed is if I waking up
Honestly these drugs won’t stop the pain I feel from adding up

Spark light paintings
On the summer night pavement
I am so impatient
But for you id not mind waiting
Could u say u love me again
As I sit here aging
I could tell by ur face its hard to

I had to quit my drinking that shit started giving me attitude
Triple x bottle of pills on top my dresser  giving me altitude
Look it how far we came is crazy u are not showing me gratitude
Maybe If I stopped caring id be complete inside my solitude
I had to quit my drinking that shit started giving me gut rot
Baby I know we never think about it till catches up
Last thing I could care about going to bed is if I waking up
Honestly these drugs won’t stop the pain I feel from adding up

u have attitude (brody)

lyrics:


Ive had acid sat inside my throat since roughly 7 days ago
I burnt a hole inside my stomach courtesy of alcohol 
Consumption made my morning turn to evening after blacking out
Sat beside the fire pit im telling u stories
Like how we got here
U were born I had spawned in
Would u fold if I was there I thought u loved him
I guess we might not be the saints we expected

Its cold I know That U want Let in
But U know That I dont Tend to Forgive
Knock on The windows About all u want
I know that u know ur hands’ll soon go numb
Long black Lincoln like a hearse
Back seat she had made me burst
I just nut on her tour merch
Im just signing the sewer shirt
U crazy bitch
She got the back seat soaking like im in the navy bitch
Give me the phone
If u need pics u could pay me bitch
I feel moshed
I feel geeked
This pink Whitney
Turn her Kirby
I swear im blessed when im OT
Because im landing 7 deep
If I need space
Just Gimme space
Swear Its not you
It’s just my brain
Waves oh im Sorry its complicated

Sat beside the fire pit im telling u stories
Like how we got here
U were born I had spawned in
Would u fold if I was there I thought u loved him
I guess we might not be the saints we expected

Turn on the lights so I can see u while ur killing me
Every fucking time u forget im still a human being
Oh my my
Im so glad u came to rescue me
She grabs my neck
And she runs across her cutlery 

Ive had acid sat inside my throat since roughly 7 days ago
I burnt a hole inside my stomach courtesy of alcohol 
Consumption made my morning turn to evening after blacking out
Sat beside the fire pit im telling u stories
Like how we got here
U were born I had spawned in
Would u fold if I was there I thought u loved him
I guess we might not be the saints we expected

weep or perish (hero)

lyrics:


Weather warnings fill up my phone
I pray she had made it home safe
I choose walk slower in this heavy rain

I made a pact with the devil
He told me Im destined for damage
Most of my scars in my mental
I told him I think I could manage
He never prefaced the heart break
Right in this moment my heart aches
I try to think bout the words to say
But out of my mouth comes toxic waste

Up in her nose its bumps of yayo
She gon keep going till she wear a halo
Im out of papers I hit the volcano
I spin my corona and drink a tornado
She said coddle me baby
Maybe this world was a failure in making 
7pm in hawaii im distant
I read the text but I told her I missed it
Last night
At Last call
It Felt like
A century
And I hope
That u know
Exactly what that meant to me
I pray 
We cross paths
Again in life
Eventually
And I hope
That u know
Exactly what u meant to me
Walks home
In streetlights
In august weather
Haunting me
I look up
At satellites
Inside this field 
In berry
I star watch
Bus routes
And late nights
U act to captivate me
Our good byes
In porch lights
Still have me day dreaming
Whos bed are u in this evening
And If yours u could come join me then
We cut ties but were still not bleeding
In the next life I will love and meant it
Forest on my walls
I have moss on my eyelids
I cant help but smile
When I burn down my environment

I made a pact with the devil
He told me Im destined for damage
Most of my scars in my mental
I told him I think I could manage
He never prefaced the heart break
Right in this moment my heart aches
I try to think bout the words to say
But out of my mouth comes toxic waste

its inevitable (ericgodlow x lxstboy)

Saturn Child

See U in Hell

eternal sunshine ☀️🫧

AGORAPHOBIA

Slip to the Sun

Slip to the Sun (prod. suni vega)

Cleo

Cleo (prod. suni vega)

Life is Cruel

Life is Cruel (prod. suni vega)

Lesser Key

Lesser Key (prod. Firemane, Ghoul, Lil Degen)

Higher Place

Higher Place ft. Darkskyparadox (prod. Nitrous)

SAY WHAT YOU WANNA SAY (prod. Vile)

lyrics:

The last I was being careful I lost a best friend
So The next time im being careful I swear its beyond my death
I heard plenty stories about the afterlife
But so far no one gives me anything that’s helps sleep at night

She broke me from out my hard shell just to send me back
This time its made of concrete u could never crack
Sniffing blow right now
Then she might touch her toes right now
Im sat high as fuck
In bed at the royal York right now
She a 10 to me
I like that gothic aesthetic uh
She look good to me
She tryna fuck like mating season
U mad about some shit u were not there to see u bitter
She need 3 rounds on me I deliver im not a quitter

The last I was being careful I lost a best friend
So The next time im being careful I swear its beyond my death
I have been the same since birth I cant say that for fake friends
I seen warning signs but I cant help but trust them

Grace give me
The strength to carry on
Thru heat
All this animosity
Tempts me to become like thee
Lately

The last I was being careful I lost a best friend
So The next time im being careful I swear its beyond my death
I heard plenty stories about the afterlife
But so far no one gives me anything that’s helps sleep at night

Sleepatnite : Lately (Brody x Taylor morgan)

prada football prod. dj smokey x max2k10 x soudiere

wish it never happened

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