PAIN

Happy

Depression hides.
Depression grows.
Depression gets stronger
While nobody knows.

You hide it away,
But it feeds on seclusion,
Preventing improvement
With constant elusion.

The days become longer.
You force a smile with a fight,
But your faked smile fades
And keeps you up in the night.

“It will fade,” you say.
“It’s just a phase. It will pass.
Depression this bad
Can’t possibly last.”

But it does.
It stays, develops, persists.
Your temptations grow
And become hard to resist.

You find something to cling to
So that you stay sane,
A fantastic delusion
That eases your pain.

You fake every emotion.
You’re living a lie.
You can’t do this forever,
So why do you try?

“You have so much to live for,
A bright future ahead.”
But you know that, inside,
You’re already dead.

Depression

[Lyrics]

I can't decide 

Or find a reason why 

How to turn around my life 

How to make everything right

How to be the one you need when you're lying right by my side


I can't make any sense 

Of what you would need tonight 

Without getting in a fight

And yelling throughout the night


I don't know where to go 

I've been searching for my soul

Try to take back some control

Make it out of this damn hole 


I see you're tenacious 

Get drown in admiration 

I can't say I'm not envious 

That I don't have the patience 


Ohhh

Ohhhhh

Can't Decide

[Lyrics]
Going out, to make you happy 

I don't know, where the night may lead

Fixing things, is what I'm trying

Too many things, made my heart bleed


Seeing you, just sit there smiling 

Has made me feel, like I can be 

The one you need

Cause you're for me 

All the things 

You make me believe 


Everytime, I look into your eyes

I see the things, you make me realize

That I can be, what you have always seen

And finally, be the best that I can be


Baby

Is what I told her 

Ya saved me

From my torture

I think you see

And really believe

That you're the one, the only one, the only one for me  

Baby

Is what I told her 

Ya saved me

From my torture

I think you see

And really believe

That you're the one, the only one, the only one for me

The Only One For Me

I can smell that fake shit
Bitches playing favorites

Wake up in the morning
Slap myself and do the same shit

Shits been getting tougher
But I don't know how to phrase it
So I'll just keep on flowing
Making songs and getting plays bitch

I see you look at me, and ask me why I'm mad

Let me tell you something, I don't really fuck with that

That fake care is sickening, man I'm abouta throw up
Then I Wash it down with henny and I call it a slump

I keep seeing glitches, like im living in a game
bitches take me for a checkpoint
i just wish that they would stay

Shit don't go my way and that's fine its okay
But i ain't playin no  fuckin games 
and I just wish I could SAVE -aMpEd

now I'm hitting load
i pick up the controller
mom said its my turn
so you gotta move over

in the drivers seat
and the wheel is my realm

watch me whip it fast
and spin out like Odell

Like gretzky i still set
one hundred 8-3. achievement
score so high i can barely breathe
like everest got to high
even for me
just don't forget yo
when you speak on the G

Not quite american
there's no comparison
cold flow will slow foes
and kill without arrogance
its quite imperative
follow your parenting

I'm broke as fuck
so no one is interiting
dimes from me, shiny things
catch my attention
lashing out, A D D
got a detention
but now im 20 and breaking the mold
young geo's back again, better than old.


I see you look at me and ask me why I'm mad
Let me tell you something I don't really fuck with that
Talk it smell like bullshit, put you in a body bag
Keepin up a smile I can thank the fragrant glad

Blowin up bang and I feel like a star
No strings attached like I'm fucking guitars
Tell me I'm soft, but I'm going in hard
How's there emotions, I fuck with no heart

Baby I love you, I'm still in a game
League of Legends, I'm feeding the Vayne
You tell me to pause, lose my lead it's in vain
Never giving up, toxic's in my veins

You should change up the plans,
Cancel dinner for sure
I'm stacking these bans
Need to hit diamond four

I don't control her, no shit I adore her 
Feel like I'm Dora, her legs I explorer 
No swiping I'm piping it
lightning type striking it
Hyper fast timing no viking I'm deciding to make her mine
but I'm on a grind, to change the world, just give it time

Fake Shit (Ft. yvng geo, Death on V/H/S)

[Lyrics]

I guess I've been feeling kinda strange 

Haven't really ever felt the same 

Something in my heart has changed 

And not in a better way 


Sometimes these urges fill me 

and grasp me 

and hold me 

Choke me slowly 

Plague my life until I'm sad and lonely 

Sick fucking sense, focused on one thing and one thing only 


Suckered into times that I feel alright 

Seduced into a state where I choose not to fight 

Thinking everything has healed with time 

But then it comes again when I can't sleep at night 

Snuffs out everything, leaving no light 

Try to nod it off but I just lose sight 

Circles in my head till my chest feels tight 


Solo time 

Is my life

Solo Time

Is what's alright 

Want to change but I can't even try

So why bother

If it wastes my time


Shit's gone downhill

My mind's a landfill 

My heart has been chilled

My thoughts are to kill

Any friendships that I have intact still

All are eaten up, so send me the bill


I don't know 

Just how to cope 

Without resulting to things that make me lose hope

Without throwing it away and just letting it show

And all of the reminders that I'm a bad person 

No matter how many times I try to stay wordless

All the things I say

All the things I try to be 

At the end of the day 

They always truely see


I can't really hide what's deep inside of me 

I guess I'm just afraid that it'll break free

It doesn't really matter my life's a tragedy 

To the point where Hell just sounds heavenly


 Solo time 

Is my life

Solo Time

Is what's alright 

Want to change but I can't even try

So why bother

If it wastes my time

Solo Time

Runnin

Home

Heartless

Faded

Do the right thing, but it doesn’t work out

Try the wrong thing and it never turns out

Nomad

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