Well I wonder how it feels to be free 
In this lonely world
That's a lesson that I'm still trying to learn

This mess I call my life
Needs some Satisfaction
And someone's heart to make me burn

If you got a love don't try to
Re arrange it
Don't try to ask for anymore
If you do it only puts a strain on it
And love should be an open door

I could live without you girl
Slip into a whole new world
I could give you all my pain
My loving you don't stop the rain
Stop the rain

All the times I tried to make you
Proud of me
You pushed me down into the floor
That ain't the way that love's supposed to be
And I can't take it anymore

But with all the best will in the world
All the banners and flags unfurled
I just can't seem to make it pay
I'll stay with you for one more day
One more day

ONEMOREDAY 67 DEMO

Don't feel depressed
Not even distressed
But Mama your still the girl of my dreams
And your still the best
We've come a long way from Memphis
Left all our troubles in Dixie

Coz I'm with you baby 
And your with me
We're over sixty
And we're too busy looking good

I can't believe
What we've achieved
With the whole world upon our shoulders
We were destined to succeed
We've come a long way from Crying
Travelled far from misery

Coz I'm with you baby 
And your with me
We're over sixty
And we're too busy looking good

Well my bones ache
And maybe my eyes need magnifying
But I can still Rock and roll
And I'm far too young for dying

Coz I'm with you baby 
And your with me
We're over sixty
And we're too busy looking good

We are old, old, old
We've broken the mould
You can't be a rebel if you do what you're told
Don't want to spend my time
Being tod that I should
I don't care what they say
I'm just too busy looking good
Play it one time for Elvis

We're too busy looking good
We're too busy looking good
We're too busy looking good
We're over sixty
And we're too busy looking good

Electric1

Shimmering sun

Hold  me when there's no one around
I know that you say you like me
Hold me as I figure it out
My eyes are closed
But your open
Can't you see that I'm trying to learn
But it just don't come easy it hurts

And I'm in my way
Build a forest
I can't see the trees
When your with me
But the child wants to say

Hold me  me when there's no one around
I know that you say It's Frightening 
Hold me as |I figure it out
My eyes are closed
But your open

And I don't have expectations of you
Can't you see that I'm trying to learn
But it just don't come easy it hurts

And I'm in my way
Build a forest I Can't see the trees
But I'm here now
And I keep on making the same mistakes
And the promises I  Made
I won't let myself shine
And it's grave  in our landscape
The hope, the time, the pain
What can I do for this to change

Can't you see that I'm trying to learn
But this just don't come easy it hurts
Maybe this time we both wont give up
And you'll be a friend to me
For I think so Carefully 
And I know your heart is mine
Enough for me to try

Daisy 2

Degrade Me

Do you sometimes feel your life just slips away
Things that once were true
Now mean nothing to you
And they tell you your not doing what they want you to
Don't play by the rules
That's the choice of fools

And nothings wrong and nothings right 
Dreams don't just come in the night
It's ok now  feeling blue
If that helps you see it through
So sail upon a sea of dreams
Sail until you find your answers
Everything you ever do
Is only really up to you

Sail on 
Until you find
When your ship comes in
Those stormy skies
Will be left behind
Keep on 
Follow your dream
To your journeys end
And good luck 
Good luck
Good luck 
my friend

Saleondec20052extra

Newyear

Lemon Drops Piano

Got a feeling that something's missing
Wandering round like a cat
Without a tail
Well I don't know how I'm going
Wind is blowing
Baby where's the sail

It's been so long coming
So hard to find, yeah
Got to keep on running
Keep this coming  through my mind
Tired of waiting
Waiting just to find

Still wandering around
Like a cat without a tail
Thought I found my way home
Once again I failed
Thought I found that special something
Now I'm on my own again

It's been so long coming
So hard to find, yeah
Got to keep on running
Keep this coming  through my mind
Tired of waiting
Waiting just to find

Got the feeling that somethings missing
Wandering round like a cat without a tail
And I don't know how i'm going
Wind is blowing
Baby where' the sail

Cat he doesn't need his tail
Once again who knows
What his life would be like
If one day it should grow
You just do what you feel is right
And you just follow your nose
That's the way i goes

Got the feeling that something's missing
Wandering round like a cat without a tail

Catacoustic2

Bitches

When all the Bastards of the world excrete
Then you know there is no tomorrow
Let all the howling dogs of war break free
Praise the lord pass the ammunition

Save Yourself
Save yourself
Say hello to my friendly  machine gun

The stench of death is blowing on the breeze
Fills the air with it's sallow sweetness
The pain of innocence brought to it's knees
and then Cursed broken crushed beneath us

Save Yourself
Save yourself
Say hello to my friendly machine gun

Went to war
For the Genocide
Wont Give you an inch
But We'll take a life
Don't look back
When you start to run
Save yourself
From my Machine gun

Machine Gun

Frozen Dreams4

Dennis Ward Debs and Me recorded one of Dennis' songs This afternoon. 

The only one

It's a slippery slope
I've been here before
The fear and Devotion
Brings me to the floor
That look in your eyes
That I cant ignore
I'm wondering now what were doing this for

I'm holding these feelings
I want to explore
Adapting the meanings
Patience restored
Forgive me for asking
If you feel it too
I'm wondering now if were keeping this true

Constantly waiting
Anticipating the time
When we can stop fighting
The feelings that weigh down our lives

Help me find my nerve
I lost it as |I wandered round the world
I was foolish young and proud of what I learned
But as all the lines appear
My courage just got drenched  In my tears

I'm juggling the feeling
Spinning the plates
Looking for healing
Breathing in space
We both have this curse that we carry inside
I'm wondering now what we're trying to hide

Constantly waiting 
Anticipating the time
When I can stop crying
Cause every tear shows in my eyes

Help me find my nerve
I lost it as |I wandered round the world
I was foolish young and proud of what I learned
But as all the lines appear
My courage just got drenched  In my tears

I've been everywhere looking
I've searched through the nights 
and all my days
Emotional multitasking
Giving it all away
And though I've never really bared my sould once
I taught myself to have a little patience
And that's the gold I found along the way

Help me find my nerve
I lost it as |I wandered round the world
I was foolish young and proud of what I learned
But as all the lines appear
My courage just got drenched  In my tears

Find My Nerve

Carnivore live

You Can Have My Heart Demo - 01

this Train pre

Truthful Lovers drums

My Dad is bigger than your Dad
He runs the world and he's so bad
He's got two airplanes and a yacht
Well there ain't nothing he ain't got

But he don't see me having fun

Cause I'm free on my skateboard
When I'm Flying the world gets ignored
It's just me and my little black skateboard
And I wouldn't give it up for anything in this world

The old man loves his success
But more and more becomes less and less
I've seen him command a thousand men
Be nice to see him smile now and again

He's a slave to his money

But  I'm free on my skateboard
When I'm riding the world gets ignored
It's just me and my little black skateboard
But I wouldn't give it up for anything in this world

He never stops to smell the flowers
He's fully engaged with all his might and power
From the cradle to the grave
I thought he was a duty slave
To busy working to escape
But that was my mistake

I taught him how to have fun

And now he's free on his skateboard
When he's riding it all gets ignored
It's just him and his little black skateboard
And now he wouldn't give it up for anything in this world

Now he's free on his skateboard
When he's riding it all gets ignored
It's just him and his diamond studded skateboard

Skateboard

SKATEBOARD

First draft of this one. Lots to do more to add and and mix

Cant find the time
To make life that much quicker
Head's in the clouds
But the fogs getting thicker

Take the hit 
Forget about tomorrow
Cause your finding that pill too hard to swallow

Now you feel life's too real
and the world is spinning by
Burnt the candle at both ends
What a wonderful high
And you know deep down in your soul
Baby somethings gotta give
Cause your killing yourself to live

Even the thought of quitting
Gets you triggered
Pedal to the metal
No speed limit is permitted
Just like all your favourite rock stars
You better die before you get old
Cause it sure aint gonna be pretty baby
When this living takes its toll

Now you feel lifes too real
and the world is spinning by
Burnt the candleat both ends
What a wonderful high
And you know deep down in your soul
Baby somethings gotta give
Cause your killing yourself to live

Now your mind is like a brothel
And the beds are going at full throttle
Life's fucking you
But you dont see
Haunted by irrelevancy
Lock all the lies
Kiss your ass goodbye
cause there's nothing left to crave
Made your bed
Rest your head
Cause it's hard to think these days

Now you feel lifes too real
and the world is spinning by
Burnt the candle at both ends
What a wonderful hight
And you know deep down in your soul
Baby somethings gotta give
Cause your killing yourself to live

Killing Yourself July23 First Mix

Indestructible Demo

In the Basement lives a monster
Having wild sex with a ghost
And I wish they'd go somewhere else to groove
But they can't
Cause I'm thei host

They were born in my inner haunted house
I thought Id set them free
To fill that cell with angels
But I just can't find the key

Maniac
Transilvaniac
Aphrodisiac
I've been to hell
To hell and back

Oh I just can't stand this feeling
Though their presence I can't see
And these ghastly looking creatures
Are having better times than me
I found a way to open up the gate
Heart beating like a drum.
I saw the ghost,
A monster,
A vampire and witches
and Goblins all having fun

Maniac
Transilvaniac
Aphrodisiac
I've been to hell
To hell and back

In a party with no doors to be found
I danced around with them
Who needs angels watching over you
When dark creatures are your friends.
When dark creatures are your friends.
When dark creatures are your friends.

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Dark Creatures final mix.

It's hard to make it through the day
When everything you touch just seems to fade away
And now my head is in my hands
I try so hard to make it through 
and hope you understand

And I need you
Every step of the way
Could it be true
Turned my face 
I couldn't look away
I was blinded
By a shimmering sun

Everyday just seems one long bore
As I'm calling out
I'm reaching out
I'm crying out for more
And if this pain is justified
then there's more to being foolish then
If it keeps yourself alive

And I need you
Every step of the way
Could it be true
Turned my face 
I couldn't look away
I was blinded
By a shimmering sun

Shimmering Sun

Maybe thats how it goes
One dies another grows
And what goes around just stays around 
I suppose

Maybe it's just the way
We're living it day by day
And how do we believe the things we say

Well I know it's gonna take forever
And I never seem to get it right
I know there's gonna be bad weather
Though I try so hard to make it bright

It's neverending
It just goes on and on
Neverending
It just goes on and on
On and on

Maybe that's how it seems
Clinging tight to our dreams
We sleep so right in the darkest night
The world turns and brings the light

Making alll worthwhile
Taking it with a smile
Never fight the changing light
Embrace the day
Don't hold it tight

And  I know it's gonna take forever
Though I neer seem to get it right
But there's gonna be bad weather
And  I try so hard to make it bright

They say it's neverending
It just goes on and on
Neverending
It just goes on and on
Neverending
It just goes on and on
On and on.

NEVERENDING

Played out my whole life in this town
As the cold rain pours its tears into the ground
Held back the feelings deep inside
But the devil fills your hands
If you wait a while

So let the rain and cold winds blow
Can't dig a grave here in the snow
I seem them fall my heart says go
I'm gonna get myself down now 
To Mexico

Folow the sun
To Mexico
Have some fun
In Mexico

I wasted my sweet time
Let my heart rule my head
And in the end I let slip  my disguise
Felt the heat like a Dynamo
But when the ice came down 
I couldnt hold back the flow

So let the rain and cold winds blow
I should have quit this town long time ago
I'll burn the bridges, Hit the road
Gonna follow the sun down
To Mexico

Hitch a ride 
To Mexico
Run and Hide
In Mexcio

So let the rain and cold winds blow 
If you stand here to long
Waiting for the sun
You're never gonna get to go

Frozen souls in unmarked holes
They whisper 
Get yourself down Boy
Get yourself 
Get yourself down boy
To Mexico

Hitch a ride 
To Mexico
Run and hide 
In Mexico
Take my fun
To Mexico
On the run.

MEXICO Master

Gravitating down here in the gutter
Thinking about the things that really matter
Do they?
Maybe?
Maybe yes and no?
I miss you so

And from the dark hole looking up
Into the black with the moon and stars
Nothing to do with me
Too far away from me
But they pull me up

Butterfly
Don't let the world pin you down
When you're on the floor
Remember you've still got wings

I can't hear the slightest sound
I'm writing letters from the underground
Trying my best to move on
Being a battered child was never fun
romancing the moon not the sun
Dad was into drinking
Mum was never into thinking
Just sinking deeper and deeper
They taught me that love was just fiction
And to cherish my blessed addiction

Blind 
To the things I've left behind
Every sign
Rejected in my mind
Slowly drifting out of time
And it pulled me up

Butterfly
Don't let the world pin you down
When you're on the floor
Remember you've still got wings

Never had the strength to trust myself
affections expelled, overwhelmed and repelled 
as I said my farewell to the cord that held me to you

I could have tried
I could have laid rage aside
I could have done a million things 
With this empty pride

Inside

As the stars wheel over my shoulder
I count the endless seconds
(I miss you so)
I miss you so

The motif repeats
(The motif Repeats)
The motif repeats
(I miss you so)
I miss you so

And you pull me up

Butterfly
Don't let the world pin you down
When you're on the floor
Remember you've still got wings

Butterfly is born and dies the next day
Butterfly is born and dies the next day
And I pray
That for once in my fucked up life
I find the strength and make Gravity stop

Butterfly final mix

Fruits of my labour

Debs and Ron acoustic duo originally. Now in our studio writing songs and experimenting with different genres. drop us a line sometime.

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