Blue is the new...

Feel free to check out the youtube video - it has blue on it :)
https://youtu.be/GjXpJe9Z0l0

BLUE BLUE BLUE

Still not sure if green is green or life is one giant green screen?
Please check out the completely not relevant irrelevant video :)

https://youtu.be/LLnsf4QqFZo

Is this green?

New lyric video for April 24
https://youtu.be/SF_4eH7B788

If that was me / I’d spend all my time / getting wasted with you
If that was me / I’d give you the full code / to my lost earnings
If that was me / I’d script my best life / in our borrowed lines
And if that was me / I’d define my desire / through your yearnings…they’re my learnings

But it’s not me / No, it’s not me
Baby can’t you see / It’s just not me

If that was me / I’d worship the ground / I’ll never let you fall on
If that was me / Then pin you on up / in our home made shrines
If that was me / I’d donate you my lungs / to watch you breathe forever
Cos if that was me / I’d feed you my tears / so you never have to cry

But it’s not me / No, it’s not me
Baby can’t you see / I’m not the man I used to be
It’s just not me / I’m not that man I used to be

She said that was me / and I know I let you down / when I had to let you go 
Yeah that was me / lost all the good love / I didn’t know that I’d found
Cos it was me / couldn’t fall for the thought / of that new future us
So guess now it’s just me / 'til I’m buried alone / so deep underground 
But when buried and alone / who hears the sound

Now it’s just me / since she said set me free
Now it’s just me / and what’s meant to be will be
Now it’s just me / she said baby can’t you see
We’re forever you and me / forever you and me
You and me

But now it’s just me / not forever you and me / now it’s just me
Now it’s just me / not that man I used to be / now it’s just me
Now it’s just me / not forever you and me / now it’s just me
Now it’s just me
Now it’s just me

If That Was Me

Part I of the 4 x track Control EP.  Best served with port and wine or three other tracks in the correct cooking order 🫠

Love / like / meh the track - feel free to check out the youtube video...pretty please :)
https://youtu.be/s17Dp0CPaz8?si=AXSwjRomvG7aHmSX


Well you know that…
I woke up dreaming
Slipped into a thought
That the roof is on the ceiling
And chairs walk through doors
Then I try to change the way
Things shouldn’t have been
To turn back the clocks again
And make a smile reappear

Outta control / get outta control / 
Cos I’m outta control / way out of control
It got out of control / now we’re outta  control
So out of control / all out of control

Now what’s left don’t look right
Grey skies keep you down
So I bought a new plot play
To get these feet from the ground
I made up masquerade missions
But hiding as the real me
And the plan of the year?
Just to make the world feel
Well if I’m still dreaming
Can better ones still be taught
Cos this reality is too costly
To not jump overboard 

Outta control / get outta control / 
Cos I’m outta control / way out of control
It got out of control / now we’re outta  control
So out of control / all out of control
Outta control / getting
Outta control / getting
Outta control / I’m getting
Out of control
Outta control / getting 
Outta control / getting 
Outta control / you’re getting
Out of control
Outta control / I’m getting
Outta control / you’re getting
Outta control / we’re getting
Out of control

Out of control
We’re out of control
All out of control
We’re all out of control

Out of Control (still)

Part III of the 4 x track Control EP.  Best served with port and wine or three other tracks in the correct cooking order 🫠

Loving control

More pictures / videos to go with music here :)
https://youtu.be/D5rKoJbW9QU?si=py3OIQyyq0DPMXvR

Part IV of the 4 x track Control EP.  Best served with port and wine or three other tracks in the correct cooking order 🫠

So controlled

Part II of the 4 x track Control EP.  Best served with port and wine or three other tracks in the correct cooking order 🫠
video with music and sound
https://youtu.be/-J1Ge_pLxCM?si=dprius3EPYyNJ_5I


The Illusion of control

A song about holding on to not moving on
Some moving pictures (and words) here - https://youtu.be/yqiJaQpJBsM 

Lyrics Part 1
Don’t go holding on to all of your failure
Not if you wanna reach for success
And don’t bite down on regret too soon
Because you might never get to forget
All the times when we were flailing 
And the lives when we were flawed
And all the chances that we gave up so willingly
Just so we could run away from those doors

Meanwhile losers keep on losing their time 
Yet still always they’ll find it to waste
Stuck holding onto that hopeless hope
Just to give themselves a kick in the face
So for the times when we were flailing 
And the lives when we were flawed
To all the chances that we gave up so willingly
Just so we could run away from those doors
Back then
We never thought about before
Wishing we could swap for before

We ran to choices that we chose to choose from
In indecision we were always so sure
But you can’t keep on fighting circles
Cos nobody wins a victimless war

We know we gotta make ourselves our own saviours
And go find new ways to believe
Yeah let’s stand up to always being stood up
By all of life’s cruel fate histories 
So bye to times when we were flailing
Au revoir to lives when we were floored
Ciao to Chances that we gave up so willingly
Just so we could run away from those doors
We ran to
Choices that we chose to choose from
In indecision we were always so sure
But you can’t keep on fighting circles
Cos nobody wins a victimless war
The answers not to go on just live out our lives
We must forgive not forget about before
Let’s step up to the plate and feed on love
Not gonna let us die on this floor
Cos if we don’t make love our law
We’ll never learn not to fall
We’re gonna die on this floor
Yeah if we don’t make love our law
We’ll never learn not to crawl
We’re gonna die on this floor
We’re gonna die on this floor
We’re gonna die on this floor
Gonna die on this floor
We’re gonna die on
We’re gonna die on
Gonna die on
Not gonna die on

Lyrics Part 2
Let love be our law
Let love be our law 
We’ll never forget before
But we must let love be our law
From empty ashes we burn
All life’s lessons we learned
We’ll never heal that hole
Always part of our soul
Let love be our law (never forget) 
Let love be our law
Let love be our law (never forget)
Let love be our law

The Floor (holding on)

Feel free to check out the lyric video here - https://youtu.be/nrbZ_Jpt7cw

Do you regret where you are do you even know where you’ve been?
Can you remember the reason for this fight you’re now in?
What started out with goodwill it always ends far from hope
I hate the words that you punch me with and repent the thoughts that I spoke yeah I spoke
But I can’t remember all the good things in my life
Did they really happen or are my regrets just faking
Keep swearing each night I’ll be a better man
But I heard love shines brighter when fighting words are fading
And our fighting words keep fading

Ya cut your wrist with our credit cards cos I said our debts killing us
Keep feedin’ your mind facts of despair through black days full of white fuzz
But if it’s not worth the argument then you’ve not earned the moan
And if you can’t stand up to stop yourself your pride’s only on loan
And I still can’t remember all the good things in my life
Did they really happen or are my regrets just faking
Keep swearing each night I’ll be a better man
But I heard love shines brighter when fighting words are fading
Cos I can’t remember all the good things in my life
Did they really happen or are my regrets just faking
Keep swearing each night I’ll be a better man
But I heard love shines brighter when fighting words are fading
Why’d we always have to wade in

Why do we fight reasons keep escaping
How do we fight then claim to love each other
Will we always fight guess nothing lasts forever
So let’s relive days when we were more than lovers
So much more than lovers cos we are more than lovers
But I can’t remember all the good things in my life
Did they really happen or are my regrets just faking
Keep swearing each night I’ll be a better man
Could our love shine brighter if fighting words weren’t fading

Why are we fighting fighting and fighting always fighting do you remember?
Why are we fighting fighting about fighting why’d we start fighting cos I can’t remember
Let’s try forgiving our reasons mis-given a love life’s for living and not remember
No let’s not remember

Fighting Words (fading)

#musing over you
Youtube video = https://youtu.be/qTTKJLMlpMs
Lyrics
You said you'd cut me 
after I cried I was drowning
just so you could pull you out 
of your misery
then you save me 
when I said was failing
so you could hail me nothing but 
an in-between
you then stood down 
your empty heart echoes
while holding back all 
your best dogs of war
you whispered three words
I love you
then shouted I never really 
said them before

Said them before 
but never felt them before
heard them before 
but never felt them before
she said 
I’ve felt before
but never felt this before
yeah I’ve said those three words 
but never felt love before

Well I can fall in love with you
if you
if you want me to
I’ll fall in love with you
but you 
you gotta love me too
you’ve gotta love me too
you’ve gotta love me true
Fall in
I’m falling
you look at me and you know 
I’m gonna fall in
I’m falling
I’ve fallen
you looked at me 
and you know I’ve already fallen
Cos I’m falling in muse 
with you
hope I
hope I amuse you too
hope I amuse you too
do I amuse you too?

and then you swore that I'd pay 
all the full price
to not just hang around 
and get the dream one free
so am I ready now 
for your fiction addiction
from déjà vu real you know 
you’ll never get clean
to lost memories 
we know we won’t remember
for all the words we’ll try say 
when we get old
why click forget 
on the things we once loved
when all our scars receipts are truly 
earned and sold
we're earned and sold 
bought the lies we were told
now just like you 
doing nothing but get old
Now I’ve fallen in love 
with you 
and I
I knew you wanted me to
show me you love me too
hope we can see this love through
Fall in
I’ve fallen
you looked at me and you know 
I've already fallen
Cos I’m falling in muse with you
hope I
hope I amuse you too
I’m falling in muse with you
hope I
hope I amuse you too
hope I amuse you too
hope I amuse you too
Cos I’m falling in muse with you
I’ll stop believing
That you’re deceiving
Now I’ve fallen in muse with you
I’ll shred our past
To make us last
now I’ve fallen in muse with you
I’ll never leave you
Always believe you
believe you
believe you
cos I’m falling in love
fallen in love
fallen in love

Musing over you (monkey mix)

A song about hope that there are better days and they may well be tomorrow...I think
Youtube link to lyric video - https://youtu.be/XCdgRyhayv0

Lyrics
People say that your dreams are crazy
but mine are just like every day of my life
I find myself not running away from
those kind of problems that you know that I can’t fight
cos you know that I don’t fight
yeah you know that I won’t
More people shouting that I’m losing the plot now
how can you shed what you never really owned
fair trial myself for selfless treason
the only evidence against me is all I’ve been told
it’s all I’ve ever known
but is it all I’ll ever be
So don’t care what they all say
because tomorrow’s another
go free yourself from your pent up jail
because tomorrow’s another
try see in yourself for achieve and not fail
and know tomorrow’s another
then forget today and just walk away
cos tomorrow’s another day
tomorrow’s another day
yeah tomorrow’s another day
our tomorrow is another day
Same different people scream that I’m out of control
when I’ve never been more tied up in my life
I Caught myself in a mirror laughing
those lines remind me that I’ll make the perfect wife
so just go Live their perfect life
cos I’ve heard imperfect is worth less

So don’t care what they all say
because tomorrow’s another
go free yourself from your pent up jail
because tomorrow’s another
try see in yourself for achieve and not fail
and know tomorrow’s another
then forget today and just walk away
cos tomorrow’s another day
tomorrow’s another day
yeah tomorrow’s another day
our tomorrow is another day
Now I’m telling you that I’m all better inside
telling you I got no reason left to hide
I’m telling you I’m the one in charge of my fate
I’m telling you I’m so much more than love and hate
more than love and hate
cos it’s better to be than wait
we’re so much more than love and hate
much more than love and hate

We don’t care what they all say
because tomorrow’s another
we freed ourselves from our pent up jails
because tomorrow’s another
we saw our self for achieve and not fail
and know tomorrow’s another
we forget today and just walked away
cos tomorrow’s another day
tomorrow’s another day
yeah tomorrow’s another day
our tomorrow is another day

Tomorrow is another day

Link to one of those slightly moving pictures and lyric video :) - https://youtu.be/DP89YSam_Xk
Lyrics
How can I move on from the past when I can’t remember half the things you want me to forget
And how can I prove I love you more than I’ve ever loved even if I’m living in regret
Tell me how am I supposed to feel now all my choices moved along to another’s chance to live that life instead
Please show me now what to think so I can choose the drink I drink and sleep in the middle of my empty bed

Sick and tired of your ups and downs my here and now’s fed sheep to cows least that’s the words I hear in my insane
Haunted by a choice I didn’t make stranded in true love feeling fake heartbreak lights blind a runaway train
I keep saving chances ‘til the next life holding out ‘til perfect feels right but every day just ends the same old same
Maybe if I get drunk I won’t feel as though I funked up without excuse ready for a blame 
Without the shame screaming out your name

Stuck in head space on my own
It’s a place I can’t get out of
Trapped in my mind and yet still
Too scared to feel the truth
Caught in between fate and fall
It’s a path I can’t choose from
Full of the facts that we bled
But I ain’t got no proof
You know I ain’t got no proof
No I ain’t got no proof
No I ain’t got no proof

You say I’ve had too much love hate relationship cashed too many get free certificates gotta find some inside love somehow
Ticked one more obligation over take me now I’m done getting older hope curtain’s calling waiting for my bow
Cos I don’t have the time I once had game’s half over mug is empty a square can’t fit into a hole that’s round
So I’m gonna make the best of here and now love you like you were the only one any love we have we’re lucky to have found
But with love like yours we’re always tied to the ground


Stuck in head space on my own
It’s a place I can’t get out of
Trapped in my mind and yet still
Too scared to feel the truth
Caught in between fate and fall
It’s a path I can’t choose from
Full of the facts that we bled
But I ain’t got no proof
You know I ain’t got no proof
No I ain’t got no proof
No I ain’t got no proof

Just cause I ain't got none don't mean there ain't none
Just cause I ain't got none you can't say I'm right or wrong
Because I ain't got none don't mean there ain't none
Because I ain't got none can't say I'm right or wrong
When loose lips get loose because I ain't got none
Can you still find your truth because I ain't got none
Should I just have faith because I ain't got none
Is it too little too late
always too little too late
too late 
But I ain't got no proof 
No I ain't got no proof

Proof

A song about breath taking love...or is it a breath too far?
Video link here - https://youtu.be/JP1vJqyqbXA

Lyrics
You’ve been throwing words away like confetti on a grave
cos when you had a chance to wait but instead you got laid
now you’re so low and so down with no smile for a frown
but still Jumping up and down to stop the world spinning around

Breathe
Breathe
Breathe
Breathe through me

You take your pills for your pain and drank hope for your pleasure
keep faking smiles in the rain cos no one can measure
all the bills in your hands and full holes in your pockets
while the lost friends you owned won’t let you stop it

Breathe
Breathe
Breathe
Breathe through me
Breathe through me
Breathe through me
Breathe through me

You swear yesterday’s plans are just tomorrows new regrets
and that worthless fools words get too easily spent
our best intentions have flown left no nest to be grown
cos you can’t teach an old dog to get blood from a stone

Breathe
Breathe
Breathe
Breathe through me
Breathe through me
Breathe through me
Breathe…Just breathe
Breathe…please breathe
Breathe…
Breathe…Just breathe
Breathe…please breathe
Breathe…
Breathe…Just breathe
Breathe…please breathe
Breathe…breathe through me
Breathe…breathe through me
Breathe…just through me
Breathe…only through me
Breathe…breathe through me


Breathe through me (condensation compensation)

Thanks for dropping by as always :)
Link to another one of those barely moving pictures and sounds things here if you want it - https://youtu.be/OQZhlPPNGAs

Lyrics
Decisions we never made 
will make us in the end
plans built on empty grounds 
an alibi sworn to pretend
just to get to something real 
we make same different mistakes
thinking you’ve life to waste
can’t escape a mirror 2-faced

Broken bridges
A lost moment found in time
Broken bridges
Dig away your hollow smile
Broken bridges
Sticks to it’s bitter end
Broken bridges
Never there just to mend

Build all our foundations 
two arguments at a time
burnt down broken promises
to feed a wipe clean mind
misunderstood ourself for treason
but never defined a crime
if I could I’d have a reason
not a lesson learnt up a line
but life’s lessons never taught on time

Broken bridges
A lost moment found in time
Broken bridges
Dig away your hollow smile
Broken bridges
Sticks to it’s bitter end
Broken bridges
Never there just to mend
Broken bridges

Just cos there’s no answer
don’t mean there’s no wrong
we gotta believe in something
and keep trying to belong
but are we singing the same old song

Broken bridges
A lost moment found in time
Broken bridges
Dig away your hollow smile
Broken bridges
Sticks to it’s bitter end
Broken bridges
Never there just to mend
We’ve broken bridges
We’re broken bridges
All broken bridges
We’ve all broken bridges
We’re all broken bridges
Just broken bridges
Forever there to amend 
Forever there to pretend


Broken Bridges

A song about running towards something / running on empty / running out of time...perhaps
Link to the video - https://youtu.be/jjd8JmW9qPc
Lyrics
Am I running towards something that’s not worth fighting for
or maybe leaving behind the best love that I ever knew
no I’m not saying that I’m perfect I know nobody is
the trouble is I always thought that I just loved you
yeah I just loved you

Still we’re here and the now and told sometimes that that’s enough
Just what time will heal this break inside my melted heart
I know you let me hide inside our tears you always shed for me
But what If only we’d taken that break from the very start
our very start 

Cos I saved your world again from the demons in your head
I gave up my space and time just like I did our bed
I thought I heard you call my name it was an angry echo instead
Was nothing more than the nothingness of an angry echo instead

Then I saved your world again from the demons in your head
I gave up my space and time just like I did our bed
Thought I heard you call my name it was an angry echo instead
Then you scream at me that I’m to blame
So you can hang me out to dry
Pouring down your pity metaphors
Cos the similes you just can’t abide
Draining me of my excitation
Plugging angry gaps with why
I’m not sure you’ll like my answers
But let’s give it a try
No need for your poisoned reply
No RSVP lies 
And no RSVP why
Cos I saved your world again
yeah I saved you 
then I saved your world again
and your world again
then I saved your world again 
yeah I saved you 
cos I saved your world again 
then your world again   
I keep saving you (repeated)
But who’s gonna save me


Running (saved your world)

Link to the video

https://youtu.be/G3v5nrNtafI?si=9HqZYKMrK3_SEs5e


Lyrics
So who holds a key to feel 
their happy inside
and must madness always win 
when sanity slides
if true beauty’s only measured 
by the ugliest stares
why’d you still need to hear 
their magic three words
when holding out for a change 
won’t make a new you
guess maybe the smartest money’s 
still on the biggest fool
cos our wasted day weighs more 
every single year
and in the end you’ll cry drown 
your regretful dry tears

BUT I FOUND BLISS IN IGNORANCE 
THE MORE I SEE THE LESS I WANNA KNOW
TELL ME A STORY AND MAKE IT REAL
SELL ME A STORY JUST MAKE ME FEEL
COS I’M SICK OF LIVING THROUGH THESE REPEAT SHOWS
THROUGH THESE REPEAT SHOWS THROUGH THESE REPEATS
I’M SICK OF LIVING THROUGH THESE REPEAT SHOWS
THROUGH THESE REPEAT SHOWS IT’S ENDLESS REPEAT

Now go find your two reasons 
that get you through
cos nobody’s gonna save you 
from the ghosts of you
so take those chances to make
your feel real today
cos waiting round for forever 
it’s just so passe
and stop blaming tomorrow 
for choices never made
you never thought you’d made

BUT I FOUND BLISS IN IGNORANCE 
THE MORE I SEE THE LESS I WANNA KNOW
TELL ME A STORY AND MAKE IT REAL
SELL ME A STORY JUST MAKE ME FEEL
COS I’M SICK OF LIVING THROUGH THESE REPEAT SHOWS
THROUGH THESE REPEAT SHOWS THROUGH THESE REPEATS
I’M SICK OF LIVING THROUGH THESE REPEAT SHOWS
THROUGH THESE REPEAT SHOWS THROUGH THESE REPEATS
YEAH I’M SICK OF LIVING THROUGH THESE REPEAT SHOWS
THROUGH THESE REPEAT SHOWS ON ENDLESS REPEAT
I’M SO TIRED OF GIVING IN ENDLESS REPEAT
TO GHOSTS THAT KEEP LIVING ON ENDLESS REPEAT
WITH THE MONEY AND POWER REPEATIN REPEATS
RULE THE MEN OF THE HOUR DEFENDING REPEATS
WHILE PEACE CIRCLES VICTIMS IN ENDLESS REPEAT
OUR SHOCK FACTORS DIE IN BIG SCREEN REPEATS
AS WARS AND THEIR SYSTEMS REPEAT AND REPEAT
SO INNOCENCE CAN DIE AS HISTORY REPEATS
INNOCENCE DIES ON ENDLESS REPEAT
INNOCENTS DIE IN ENDLESS REPEATS
INNOCENCE DIES ON ENDLESS REPEAT
INNOCENTS DIE IN ENDLESS REPEATS
THEIR INNOCENCE IS DYING
OUR INNOCENCE IS DYING
INNOCENTS ARE DYING
THE INNOCENCE OF DYING


The Innocence of Dying (Endless Repeats)


Link to the usual pictures and sounds combo space - https://youtu.be/hi3shfq1pfc

Original artwork by EL-HO
Lyrics
Well when…
yesterday’s deaths are tomorrow’s lack of news
the headlines read a tragedy of a rich man’s point of view
while all around we struggle as their fight goes on and out
we’re just candles in a monsoon and a lightning strike in drought
We feed monsters in our heads
We beat monsters under our bed 
We need monsters to aim our guns
We feel monsters to regret what’s done
Yeah we are monsters

With every breath a fresh chance a new time to be awake
but we’d rather hate our enemies than befriend a fool who’s fake
with every shot not taken that’s saved up ‘til the end
dying in our apathy in our wake we’ll still pretend
that every day’s a new day another chance to be alive
instead we choose the monsters feed them demon’s ‘til they thrive
We feed monsters in our heads
We beat monsters under our beds
We need monsters to aim our guns
We feel monsters to regret  
Do you regret what’s done
Monsters…just monsters 
We’re monsters of monsters and monsters
Monsters…just monsters 
We’re just monsters of monsters and monsters
Monsters…just monsters
We’re all monsters of monsters and monsters
Monsters…just monsters
They’re all monsters of new old monsters
We’ll all monsters and monsters and monsters
All monsters of monsters their monsters
All monsters of monsters they’re monsters
We’re all monsters of their old monsters
Monsters of their old monsters
They’re monsters
Same old monsters


Feeding Monsters

A song about knowing the limitations or losing them or something entirely different#

https://youtu.be/B4ArrMEyshs?si=_DxUGCosdVVx90Ql

Lyrics
Face the fear 
you love the most
just to feed the devil
that is your host
bleed your past
nostalgic ghosts
cos there’s nothing better
than those not chose

You need someone to stop you
but you got no one to hold back your hand 
from cashing out and in on crazy 
so it’s up to me to steer our ship to dry land
not quicksand
it’s in my hands
and on my hands

When a sickened sound
scars dirty minds
keep playing clowns
with a vicious smile
facing forwards
in twisted lines
to cheat the shadows
where sun don’t shine

But you need someone to stop you (we all need someone)
but you got no one to hold back your hand (your hand)
from cashing out and in on crazy 
so it’s up to me to steer our ship to dry land
not quicksand

But you’re not a victim in vain this time
we all know that you’re no fool
it’s just your half cup’s full of half empty
cos your demon’s are way too cool

But we all need someone to stop you (we all need someone)
but we got no one to hold back our hands (it’s your hand your hand)
from cashing out and in on crazy (does crazy save me)
so it’s up to me to steer our ship to dry land
not quicksand
it’s in my hands
and on my hands
these empty hands
it’s in our hands


Hand (we all need someone)

Youtube Video live now - https://youtu.be/Ox3ORYZEeF0
Lyrics
He got bottles of dreams to keep hiding himself away from life
he said he’s gotta be the best or there’s no point in trying tonight
it takes too much time to get up and not enough time to fall down
he was always getting somewhere didn’t think he’d ever get tied to this town (no not to this town)

Can you hold on
Tell me Can you hold on

She got two more lives to go now then she’ll finally stick around and she’s been around
the bag she’s trying to drown in sponsored by online love she never found no she never found
she got excuses ready and waiting every one’s got its own special place it’s her special place
with too many hang-ups and over’s you can’t rewrite the lines in your face no not on your face

Can you hold on
Tell me Can you hold on
Hold on for another day
Hold on don’t be afraid
Hold on we’ll find another way
Hold on just hold on
Hold on please hold on

And if you had your chance again 
would you fall down the same paths
cos The world inside is empty 
if you can’t see past the past
and if you had your time again 
would you walk in another’s shoes
cos the choices are so empty 
if you’re too much a fool to lose
yeah your world inside is empty 
if you’re too afraid to choose
you’re too afraid to lose 
can you see past your past

And hold on for another day hold on now
Hold on don’t be afraid hold on now
Hold on we’ll find another way so hold on now
Hold on just hold on
Hold on please hold on


Bottled Dreams (Hold on)

Link to the Youtube vid - https://youtu.be/_nsDeIYUlIM

Lyrics
Well if love’s just a word that you heard 
There’d be no need to be scared of a word
But when down and you’re so solo down
You gotta fly to make someone your ground

What if hope’s just a smile that you show
Has every new path got a chance to be alone
Where I was scared now I’m feeling brave
You’re not the only one that we saved

Dream…I don’t dream anymore
Feel…Just like I’ve felt before 
and before and before

When your trust’s just a must to feel real
Can an empty bubble only dream to heal

Dream…I don’t dream anymore
Feel…Just like I’ve felt before
Seeing…People dying to be saved
Believing…That no good will come from grace 
Yeah no good can come from grace

Are you ready 
For your face to fit the place
To find a mind 
To hide inside 
Of that human race
But I’m still waiting 
For your fate to turn to faith
But is it fair 
To stop the race 
Before you start the chase

So how do you dream 
Cos I don’t dream anymore
How do you feel 
When you’ve felt it all before
What’s worth seeing 
If a worth less can’t be saved
No point believing  
Are you still holding out for faith
You’re telling me you’re giving me love for real
And hope I learn to trust the faith you deal
We know our dreams are bullets hidden inside our sleep
So it’s up to us to bleed the love we need
But you keep telling me you’re giving me love for real
And hope I learn to trust the faith we deal
We know our dreams are bullets hidden inside of sleep
So it’s up to us to bleed the love we need
It’s up to us to bleed the love we need 

But is it love that we need
Or just hope that we can feel
Is it love that we all find
Or just echoes lost inside
Is it love we must believe
An empty heart still has to breathe
So is it love we all need to find
Or is it just echoes lost deep inside
Are we just echoes deep inside
Are we just echoes lost inside


Love echoes

Once we were bought...now we can't be sold...

Lyrics
But I don’t know what I’ve been told
the feelings gone I’m getting old
I just don’t know where we go from here
What once was bought now can’t be sold
The lines we set they won’t be told
We got to find a new way out of here

WE GOT AN IDEA / GOT THE RIGHT SPACE
IN THE WRONG TIME / KEEP RUNNING THAT RACE
EPIPHANY IS BURNING / HOLES IN MY SOLE
ONCE WE WERE BOUGHT / NOW WE CAN’T BE SOLD
NO WE CAN’T BE SOLD

Still I ask myself the reason why 
A sunshine hides within the sky
Guess that lonely moon has got a bright idea
So I sing myself my favourite song
It reminds me not to do no wrong
Got no need for a lack of fortune teller seer
When a plan for life is just a design for fear

WE GOT AN IDEA / GOT THE RIGHT SPACE
IN THE WRONG TIME / KEEP RUNNING THAT RACE
EPIPHANY IS BURNING / HOLES IN MY SOLE
ONCE WE WERE BOUGHT / NOW WE CAN’T BE SOLD
EPIPHANY IS BURNING / HOLES IN MY SOLE
ONCE WE WERE BOUGHT / NOW WE CAN’T BE SOLD
NO WE CAN’T BE SOLD / AND NOW WE CAN’T BE SOLD


Bought not sold

everyone loves feeling good...https://youtu.be/MsJ02RmMFF8?si=PYA7rsaMS3bU0DYf

Feeling Good (instrumental)

Chasing what we can no longer find or maybe never had

Chasing ghosts / to beg them to stay
Cos life’s a game / you just gotta play
The rules will change / day by day
And when the chance has gone / it’s gone away
One of those video type things here - https://youtu.be/Uxc_Iyg60pg

Photographs / they never lie
Time will heal / but the pain never dies
I see your smile / but it’s not for me
I caught your eye / gave it back to the sea

So did we love enough?
Did we fight too much?
Not quite enough in the end
You said goodbye and I didn’t ask why
Did we really try Or just pretend
Chasing ghosts you love the most
Chasing ghosts till they chase me
Chasing ghosts I left behind
Chasing ghosts that I can’t see

So we don’t belong / in each other’s world
A different time / and space sounds absurd
But a place in my heart / we will always be
But can’t mourn every night / for yesterday’s history

So did we love enough?
Did we fight too much?
Not quite enough in the end
You said goodbye and I didn’t ask why
Did we really try Or just pretend
Chasing ghosts you love the most
Chasing ghosts till they chase me
Chasing ghosts I left behind
Chasing ghosts that I can’t see
Chasing ghosts you love the most
Chasing ghosts till they chase me
Chasing ghosts I left behind
Chasing ghosts that I cant even feel
Chasing Ghosts

Chasing Ghosts

Please check out the video of this updated / remixed Mugfish "classic" :)
https://youtu.be/VJ2KmrrsUQA?si=Pm2C022UDJ6heHHI


So you take your bow / To embrace the down
Clutch a plan for tomorrow / In place of a now
Cos you’re half way to nowhere / Yet still nowhere near
That star in a jar / Drank too dry for tears

With your screwed up sense / Of what’ll go wrong
In your role play musical / Without any song
And with a tragic ending / Always guaranteed
It's the only way for a loser / To truly succeed

But you’ve been breaking your neck to waste your time (it’s your time it’s not a crime no)
Just so you can sit and watch the world go by (say goodbye just don’t try no)
It’s been breaking my heart watching you fade (and fade…and fade)
We know that those rings said forever what a close shave, a close shave a close shave

When the get one free / Is all you deserve
And you love to receive / But hate to serve
You're only racing / When nobody knows
Cos you’re King of the mountains / Where no one else goes
King of the mountains / Where no one else knows
You're King of the mountain’s Lonely echoes

But you’ve been breaking your neck to waste your time (it’s your time it’s not a crime no)
Just So you can sit and watch the world go by (say goodbye just don’t try no)
It’s been breaking my heart watching you fade (and fade…and fade)
We know that those rings said forever what a close shave a close shave a close shave
But you’ve been breaking your neck to waste your time (it’s your time it’s not a crime no)
Just So you can sit and watch the world go by (say goodbye just don’t try no)
It’s been breaking my heart watching you fade (and fade…and fade)
We know that those rings said forever what a close shave a close shave a close shave
Close / what a / shave / what a / close / what a / what a close shave
Close / what a / shave / what a / close / what a / what a close shave
Close / what a / shave / what a / close / what a / what a close shave

A Close Shave

Hate to love the ones we hate and love to hate the ones we loved

Lyrics
I got a tattoo on my head telling me forget you
And a stain on the knife in my back screaming forgive you
That note on the door you slammed is reading I did and I still do
With a smile locked in a shattered mirror reflecting I love you

I miss you / I Still want you / But you left me
I miss you / But do I want you / Just Cos you left me

I tore pages from every notebook in your name
To tell stories about the way you stayed to direct me insane
Wearing glasses to enable me to see the mess that you left
Stick pins in my ears to hide the horror from the deaf

Now I hate you / I half hate you /Yet I still miss us 
I hate you / Well kind of hate you /But I’m missing which us

Now I’ve drank every drop dry by discussing you
Bored everyone that I bought by my version of your truth
The sympathies I earned are hanging by the bare thread noose
As I keep on courting roulette bullets in tribute

I’m still missing you / More than hating you
But you left me /  I still want you 
I Love hate you
In tribute in tribute

Truth hurting the most is the daily toast that I raise to you
I shut the closed door to convince me I’m not chasing you
Spend all my spare time busy enough to not think about you
But give me a second chance and I’ll dance over glass for you

Over glass for you 
I’d dance over glass over you 
But you know I want to hate you
Over glass for you
But I can’t stop wanting to save you
I’d walk over glass for you
Guess I’ll always love hate you
I hate to love you
Love hate you
Love hates me
I’d climb over glass for you
To love hate you
I’d dance over glass for you
To not save you
And walk over glass for you 
I’d climb over glass for you
Over glass for you 
Over glass for you 
TO GET AWAY FROM YOU

2nd Chance Tribute

Out with the old and in with the...
https://soundcloud.com/mugfish76/out-of-control-still


Lyrics
Y’know I woke up dreaming / an fell into a thought
That the roof's on the ceiling / while chairs walk through doors
So then I try to change the way / things shouldn’t have been
To turn back the clocks again / an make my smile reappear

Out of control / just get out of control / cos I’m out of control / all out of control
I got Out of control / and now we’re out of control / so out of control / All out of control

Now what’s left don’t look right / Grey skies keep me down
So I found a new plot to play / to get these feet from the ground
Armed with the perfect action plan / that just got stuck in reverse
I still know not living a full life / it won’t leave a reserve

Out of control / just get out of control / cos I’m out of control / all out of control
I got Out of control / and now we’re out of control / so out of control / All out of control
Out of control / and I’m getting older / more out of control / so out of control
I got out of control / and now my wise it’s in disguise / it’s in a guise but who’s disguise
Cos I’m out of control / tonight I can’t fight / I’m too out of control / yeah so outta control
I’m so out of control / when awake I can’t fly / I can’t fly so why bother try

So I got stuck on masquerade missions / but hiding as the real me
The plan of the year / it’s only to make the world feel
And if I’m still dreaming / can the better ones still be bought
Cos this reality’s too costly / to not jump overboard (overboard)

Out of control / and I’m getting older / more out of control / so out of control
I got out of control / and now my wise it’s in disguise / it’s in a guise but who’s disguise
Cos I’m out of control / tonight I can’t fight / I’m too out of control / yeah so outta control
I’m so out of control / when awake I can’t fly / I can’t fly so why bother try
Well she said that I’m getting older
And that my wise is in just too good a disguise
She’ll promise tonight that we won’t fight
Cos when awake you know she can’t fly
So she said that we’re getting older and older
That our good times are running out of disguise
But we’ve promised the night that we won’t fight
So today we’ll let those guilt tears dry
Out of control / we’re getting older / and more out of control / so out of control
We got out of control / now our wise it’s in disguise / yeah it’s in a guise we don’t recognise
Cos we’re outta control / tonight we won’t fight / cos we’re too outta control / so outta control
We’re so outta control / when awake we can’t fly / so let’s just let those guilt tears dry

Out Of Control (Old)

Fighting Words

Newer version here - https://youtu.be/YfaXXG3ScHQ

Holding On (The Floor)

Musing over you

link to another one of those slightly moving pictures with sound things here https://youtu.be/jLm1mZBfBOM?si=c8TGROZaRpRF6sOa


Lyrics
So what if they tell you something you did was wrong
and what if they show you places you don’t belong
tell me would it kill you or maybe make you strong 
just what does it take for you to carry on (and on and on and on and on and on)

So you made yourself feel happy
For that I’m really glad
Here’s the receipt for my friendship
The best ex you’ll never have
So you made yourself feel happy, happy, happy
For that I’m really glad I’m so glad I said that I’m so glad I said
Here’s a receipt for my friendship friendship friendship
Best ex you’ll never have 
The best ex you’ll never have 
Best ex you’ll never have
The best ex you’ll never have

So how many rights does one person need
how many people could feast on your greed
with an ego so blown up by birth rights to succeed
and if you puncture a dream does your sleep bleed
does it bleed
do you bleed

So you made yourself feel happy
For that I’m really glad
Here’s the receipt for my friendship
The best ex you’ll never have
So you made yourself feel happy, happy, happy
For that I’m really glad I’m so glad I said that I’m so glad I said
Here’s a receipt for my friendship, friendship, friendship
Best ex you’ll never have 
Best ex you’ll never have 
The best ex you’ll never have

Holding on to fresh air
Type that keeps you down
Gravity fights your battles
Fake tears of the clown
No one wants to listen
To the life you’ve lived
While Your life trophies glisten
That point you always missed
That Chances are for taking
But not from someone else
cos All the time you steal while
Another man feeds your wealth
For all the words you whisper
Another screams to be heard
All the hands that blister
So you can bore the world
So you can bore the world
and you bore the world

The Best-X you’ll never have
The Best-X you’ll never have

Best X

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