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Lyrics for "Last Train To..." by Rifqy Hady

(Sample)
"You never wanted to be anybody's girlfriend and now you're somebody's wife. I don't think I'll ever understand that."
"I just woke up one day and I knew"
"knew what?"
"What I was never sure of with you..."

(Verse 1)
I’ll take a ride on the last train down to Commonwealth to see if you’ll be there… be there to love me

I wonder when I would see you just for one last time cause I hope it’s not the end… let’s start this again

(Verse 2)
I’ll take the bus down to your place where all the memories seem to linger around… do you remember?

Soon enough I would realise that you’ve lost your charm, the one I adored before… why start this over?

(Pre-chorus 1)
I’m the coffee to your cigarettes
The smile on the prairie 
You make me feel those feelings that I feel
Take the “ship” out of “relationship”
Relate this again
Why did you go for another man?


(Chorus)
Things will be alright again
Things will be alright again
You got me locked up in chains
But it’ll be alright again


(Verse 3)
Sometimes I wish that things were different
If god could write us another story
What’s wrong with me?

And so you think you’re in the middle of the ocean
And you’re stranded in the sea all alone
But I'm stuck in the middle of 2 mountains
Sucks to see that you’re now left on your own

(Pre-chorus 1)
I’m the coffee to your cigarettes
The smile on the prairie 
You make me feel those feelings that I feel
Take the ship out of “relationship”
Relate this again
Why did you go for another man?
I’m the pages in your storybooks
The yarn for your crochet 
I’m bound to say some things that I regret
Take “relate” out of “relationship”
This ship’s bout to sink
Why won’t this torment end

(Chorus)
Things will be alright again
Things will be alright again
You’ve got me locked up in chains
But it’ll be alright again

(Bridge)
Things will be alright again
(Cause you make me feel so incomplete)
Things will be alright again
(Unfinished puzzles, torn-up pages)

(Chorus)
Things will be alright again
(Cause you make me feel so incomplete)
Things will be alright again
(Unfinished puzzles, torn-up pages)
You’ve got me locked up in chains
(Oh you’ve ruined me everyone can see)
But it’ll be alright again
(I’ll take the train to another place from now)


Recorded for PROW 1 CA3

Guitars, Synths, Vocals: Rifqy Hady
Bass: Kentaro Yeo
Drums: Nigel Evangelista 

Special thanks to Adheem and Amrit.

*Sample from the movie (500) Days of Summer used in the intro*

Recorded mixed and mastered all in Logic Pro.

Equipment used:
- Guitars: Squier Jazzmaster, Goosoniquerx Seventh Heaven, FAB Flange, Skysurfer Reverb, Cuvave Dig Delay, Boss Katana, Shure SM58, SSL2+

- Bass: Squier Mustang Bass, FAB Flange, Boss Katana, Shure SM58, SSL2+

- Drums: TAMA kit from Rehearsal Tower level 4, Zoom Livetrak L-12, Shure PGDMK6 set on toms, kick and overhead, Shure SM58 on snare

- Vocals: Shure SM7B, Peavey PV8 Mixer (Goosoniquerx SevenHeaven and Skysurfer reverb on send and return chain), Focusrite Scarlett 2i2

- Synth: Yamaha Portasound PC100, Goosoniquerx Seventh Heaven, FAB Flange, Skysurfer Reverb, Cuvave Dig Delay, Focusrite Scarlett 2i2

- Sample recorded by a guitar pickup running into Cuvave Dig Delay and Skysurfer Reverb into Focusrite Scarlett 2i2

Last Train To...

Lonely in November by The Rajahtans

Credits:
Guitars and vocals: Rifqy Hady
Bass and vocals: Amritpal Singh
Guitar: Kentaro Yeo
Drums Nigel Evangelista

Written by Rifqy and Amrit
Produced by The Rajahtans

Mix and mastered by Rifqy Hady

Lyrics:
I'm so lonely in November
Never found another one after her
But our meadows will all bloom
again, someday
Cause I'm so lonely in November again

She's like heaven with a dash of sweet
She will never come back to me
But we both believe we'll be there
again, someday
Cause I'm like heaven with a dash of defeat

Ooh, never felt like this before
Ooh, knocking on your bedroom door
Cause darlin' I hope I'll see you again

I saw her standing by his side
Now I wonder, why'd you say goodbye
Was it wrong to long for something more
If I call you, would walk out your door?

I'm so lonely in November
Never found another one after her
But we both believe we'll be there
again, someday
Cause I'm so lonely in November

Ooh, never felt like this before
Ooh, knocking on your bedroom door
Ooh, never felt like this before
Ooh, knocking on your bedroom door
Cause darlin' I hope I'll see you again
Darlin' I hope I'll see you
Darlin' I hope I'll see you again

Equipment used:
there was so much equipment i forgot what we used specifically but:
- Taylor acoustic guitar
- Squier Jazzmaster
- Ibanez Semi-hollow
- Stingray Bass
- Warm Audio 87 (for vocals and claps)
- Sure SM 57 and 58
- Marshall, Vox and Hartke amps
- Studio B drums (mic'ed up with a slew of microphones)
- Focusrite Scarlet 2i2 Gen 2
- SSL 2+

Lonely in November

PROW2 Song 2 Submission

Lyrics and Lead Vocals: Adheem
Gang Vocals: Adheem, Akmal, Rifqy and Vignesh
Drums: Vignesh
Lead Guitar: Celeste
Rhythm Guitar: Akmal
Recorded and mixed by: Akmal

Equipment used:
Focusrite Scarlett 2i2 3rd Gen and SSL2+ for Audio Interfaces used
Fender Telecaster Thinline for Rhythm and Lead Guitars
AKG C214 for Vocals
C414 Emulated in Amplitube 5 for Guitars recording
Orange Thunderverb emulation for Amp Model

Lyrics:

Verse 1
COMPANY'S BLEEDING US DRY 
KEEP AWAY FROM OUR HOMES AND LOCKED IN OUR CUBICLES
DEAD IN THE MORNING AND DEAD IN THE NIGHT
WE WAIL WITH NO MIGHT

LIVE BREATHE AND SHIT IN HERE
WHERE YOU'LL NEVER HEAR 
SOUNDS OF JOY, NO
ONLY CRIES OF DESOLATION 

Chorus
ZILCH, NADA, THAT'S ALL WE AMOUNT TO
DOSH, MOOLAH, IT'S NOT ENOUGH FOR YOU 
FOR WHO? YOU RAT BASTARDS ON TOP
GREED CONSUMES YOU, WE'RE THE ONES WHO PAY

ZILCH, NADA, THAT'S ALL WE AMOUNT TO
DOSH, MOOLAH, IT'S NOT ENOUGH FOR YOU 
FOR WHO? YOU RAT BASTARDS ON TOP
LAYOFFS, LAYOFFS, LAYOFFS OUR SOULS ARE IN THE TRADE OFFS


Verse 2
UNDER YOUR THUMB WE'RE SQUASHED TIGHT
WISDOM AND GRACE YOU'VE LOST SIGHT
TIRELESS YET TIRING WE LABOUR ON
BRING US FORWARD TO OUR END WE'RE JUST YOUR PAWNS

LURE US IN WITH HOPES AND DREAMS
OUR LIVES UNRAVEL AT ITS SEAMS
SAY GOODBYE YOU'VE GONE AND LOST US
YOU DONT CARE WE'RE ALL WORTHLESS

Pre-chorus
There's two steps you could've taken. The first is empathy, the second is to THINK AGAIN

Chorus

Breakdown/Beatdown
THROW US AWAY
LESS THAN MEN
fuehh 🗣️🗣️🗣️

Layoffs

by Slumberdads (Rifqy, Amrit, Nigel and Kentaro)
In tribute to T2044’s “Milo Tower Say Gex"

Music written by Kentaro Yeoh and Nigel Evangelista
Chorus melody slightly interpolated from Beck's "Loser"
Lyrics by Amritpal Singh and Rifqy Hady

Drums: Nigel Evangelista
Bass, Classical guitar, Electric Guitars, and Keyboard (in the “jazz” part): Kentaro Yeoh
Vocals, Guitars and Synth: Rifqy Hady
Vocals and Guitars: Amritpal Singh

All members also contributed gang vocals

Produced, mixed and mastered by Rifqy Hady

Drums recorded at Studio B
Everything else at Rifqy’s Crib “Studios”

Special thanks to Akmal and Adheem of Bobo Group ™
Inspired by Red Hot Chilli Peppers, Sonic Youth, Radiohead, Beck and Logan Paul

Cover art taken by Akmal

Lyrics:

Akmal: Adheem, kau pernah tak makan sedap?
(Adheem, have you eaten good before?)

Adheem: (in the most broken ass malay) Uhhh yah, saya pernah makan yang sedap sekali begitu.
(Uhh yeah, i have eaten good food before)

Akmal: Cuba makan aglio olio nak tak?
(Wanna try eat aglio olio?)

Adheem: Uhhh boleh lah, saya hendak makan 
aglio olio dengan awak, Akmal.
(Uhhh sure, I’ve eaten aglio olio with you before, Akmal)

Akmal: Ok lah, kite pergi dating dekat… kite pergi Rumi dulu
(Ok lah. We go dating at Rumi (shoutout Rumi))


Adheem: Uh boleh lah, tapi saya tak tahu mana Rumi
(Uh sure, but i dont know where Rumi is)

Akmal: Ahhh Rumi tempat banyak minah, ngan matrep semua. Nak ah.
(Ahh Rumi is that place with alot of “minahs” and “matreps”.)

Adheem: Oh, saya sedikit takot ngan matrep ngan minah lah.
(Oh im abit afraid of minahs and matreps)

Akmal: Kenape takot ngan diorang?
(Why are u scared of them?)

Kalau kite pondad diorang pon pondan jugak
(If we’re gay, they’re gay too)

7/4 (Radiohead section):
Milk is dry
His Milk’s in my eye
Milk is dry
Mama ask me why
(Shoutout milk)

Amrit rap:
Selling fentanyl in the alleyway (drugs)
Eating all my sweets, I got tooth decay (diabetes)
Wife divorced, she took my stuff away (woah)
Wah wah wah I'm turning fucking gay (gay)

Finna busanut on Aaron Burr (shoutout Hamilton) (Hiok)
Straight up jorkin' it… peanits (peanits)
Playing bedwars, I aint no goddamn creeper 
When i see her imma pull out my wiener (Weiner)

Chorus (Thanks Beck):
Ehhhh aku kental siol (ehhh im a loser siol)
Aku incel, baby (I’m an incel, baby)
Let’s go makan babi (Let’s go eat pork)
Ehhh aku kental siol (ehhh im a loser siol)
Aku incel, baby (I’m an incel, baby)
Takleh makan babi (Cannot eat pork)

Rifqy rap:
So i met this girl and she’s pretty cute (uh huh)
She doesn’t say a word bout any other fruits (what)
Monkeys and mouse in my head in my bed
Got 15 other boys tryna give Amrit head (that's me!)

With the other ones, I never felt the same (nu huh)
It’s like a selling fent in the alleyway (alleyway?)
And I hope i can take you out for some dinner
Some coffee some TV and another… dinner!

Chorus:
Ehhhh aku kental siol (ehhh im a loser siol)
Aku incel, baby (I’m an incel, baby)
Let’s go makan babi (Let’s go eat pork)
Ehhh aku kental siol (ehhh im a loser siol)
Aku incel, baby (I’m an incel, baby)
Takleh makan babi (Cannot eat pork)

5/4 sections;
Ska
Bossa Nova
Jazz
FC4, FC4, F-F-F, FC4

Chorus:
Ehhhh aku kental siol (ehhh im a loser siol)
Aku incel, baby (I’m an incel, baby)
Let’s go makan babi (Let’s go eat pork)
Ehhh aku kental siol (ehhh im a loser siol)
Aku incel, baby (I’m an incel, baby)
Takleh makan babi (Cannot eat pork)

One, Two, Three, Four, Five 
Satu, Dua Tiga Empat, Lima (Malay)
一, 二, 三, 四, 五(Chinese)
Enthen paathi ooohhhhh (Viggy)

Murcia:
back in my day, in the fields of t13
i, billy bobby baller badadoe bernard max pegged a well-known man by the name of 
i eat 9/11 breakfast together with milo towers and some say gex every morning
but now i’m into prime building and sesbian lex if you know what i mean

Prime Building Sesbian Lex

PROW2 Song 3 Submission
"One Two Three Four One Two Three" by Nigel
Lyrics and Vocals: Adheem
Woman Vocals: Celeste
Gang vocals: Akmal and Adheem
Drums: Nigel
Lead Guitar: Akmal and Celeste
Rhythm Guitar: Akmal
Bass Guitar: Aidan
Drums and vocals recorded by Akmal

Equipment used:
Amplitube 5 Fender Twin Reverb and Fender Telecaster Thinline
Vocals recorded with AKG C414
Focusrite Scarlett 2i2

Lyrics:
Verse 1
I’m, just so damn tired
Like a robot I've been wired
Just glitching all the time
Smellin’ sour like a lime

The store won't sell me cigarettes 
Cos I'm only eighteen
But I can buy whisky
It makes me really green

Everyone here's drinking
Mum tells me not to do that
But they're telling me to do it
And this beer tastes whack

I’m eighteen on my IC
Still feel like a little boy

Pre-Chorus 
COS I KNOW I DON'T BELONG HERE 
SO TAKE ME COS I’M

Chorus
JUST A LITTLE BOY
I DON'T KNOW HOW TO CYCLE
A SILLY LITTLE BOY
I CAN'T BOIL THE BLOODY WATER
A FOOLISH LITTLE BOY
MOTHS ARE FREAKY AS SHIT MAN (FUCK, THAT'S TOO BIG BRUH)
DUMB, STUPID LITTLE BOY
I CAN'T SLEEP WITHOUT MY NIGHT LIGHT

Verse 2
I just wanna play some minecraft
But I gotta go buy food
I wanna hop on roblox
But I've responsibilities too

I want to get some money
Mom tells me to get a job
So I tried being a YouTuber
She said that's not enough

I'm relying on allowance
I spent it all on vbucks
Now I'm really hungry
This shit kinda sucks

I’m eighteen on my IC
Still feel like a little boy

Pre-Chorus
COS I KNOW I DON'T BELONG HERE
SO TAKE ME COS IM

Chorus
JUST A LITTLE BOY
I FELL OFF MY BICYCLE
A SILLY LITTLE BOY
I DON'T KNOW HOW TO COOK RICE
A FOOLISH LITTLE BOY
MY TORTOISE DIED LAST NIGHT (fuck due...)
DUMB, STUPID LITTLE BOY
WHERE THE HELL IS MY NIGHT LIGHT


Bridge
if i… if i took you out tomorrow
I wonder if you'd follow... me
cos i can't guarantee,
that i wouldn't act like a child
and i don't wanna hold you down
but i, i still wanna go with you
but i mean i probably should- i probably shouldn't
yeah


Chorus
JUST A LITTLE BOY (just a little boy)
I PREFER TO WALK DAMMIT (i hate bicycles)
A SILLY LITTLE BOY (a silly little boy)
I DRANK SPOILT MILK AGAIN (spoilt milk, no!!!)
A FOOLISH LITTLE BOY (foolish little boy)
THERE'S A BLOODY COCKROACH IN THE BATHROOM (huge ass cockroach)
DUMB, STUPID LITTLE BOY (stupid little boy)
I CAN'T IRON MY CLOTHES (there's too many creases bro)

JUST A LITTLE BOY (just a little boy)
MY LEGS ARE TIRED (i can't do this anymore)
A SILLY LITTLE BOY (silly little boy)
I REFUSE TO EAT MY VEGETABLES (?????)
A FOOLISH LITTLE BOY (foolish little boy)
I'M SCARED OF STRAY CATS (cats are scary bro!)
DUMB, STUPID LITTLE BOY (stupid little boy)
WHAT THE FUCK AM I DOING MAN (??????? akmal trippin bruh)

help

I Can Now Put My Actual Birthday To Buy Games On Steam

PROW2 Song 4

Lyrics and vox: Adheem
Adlibs: Akmal, Aidan, Nigel and Amrit
Bass: Aidan
Lead guitar: Akmal
Rhythm guitar: Celeste
Mixed by Celeste


Lyrics:

Dead end job in Albuquerque 
LA dodgers lost the league
Pop a beer and smoke a fat one
(Your life fucking sucks dude!)

Georgia said she's coming home late
Been that way ever since month eight
Find her together with ted in our bed
(Ayo my mans just got cucked fam!)

Life in shambles, no time to ramble
I'd rather take off and take a gamble
Nothing to do but to call up the gang
Bring out the amps cos we're gonna DAD ROCK!

Play our worries away our lives're fucked
Bring the band up on henry's truck
Drivin' through these winding roads
Yeah fuck this town, cos we doing DAD ROCK!

On our way dooown toooo Nebraska
This roadtrip overdue
Don't need no one else with us
(Pass me a beer Clint!)

Got a bar in twenny hundred miles
Bring us there o sweet St. Claire
Grumblin' up n down in the engine
(Yeah, we're outta gas)
(Guys, we're out of gas)

Life in shambles, no time to ramble
I'd rather take off and take a gamble
Nothing to do but to call up the gang
Bring out the amps cos we're gonna DAD ROCK!

Play our worries away our lives're fucked
Bring the band up on henry's truck
Drivin through these winding roads
Yeah fuck this town, cos we're doing DAD ROCK!

Akmal: What do you think of elephants, Nigel?
Nigel: I really like elephants, I really like their trunks.
Akmal: No, but do you like their sound?
Nigel: No, they sound like a trumpet, I hate trumpets. Do you know that I hate brass-
Akmal: Fuck you, I'll do it on guitar. Check this out bruh.

Outro
Nigel: Oh shit, is that an elephant?
Akmal: Nope, that's my guitar.
Nigel: Margarita?
Akmal: My guitar.
Nigel: My tequila?
Akmal: Nevermind.
Nigel: Bass guitar?

Generic Dad Rock

"Tides" was written, recorded, produced, mixed and played all by Rifqy Hady.
Recording engineer for guitars: Adheem Rayan
Inspired by Sebadoh, Dinosaur Jr & FUAD
Drums recorded in RT4
Guitars in Studio B
Bass and Vocals at home
Intro bounced onto cassette before rebouncing back into Logic

Lyrics:
(Verse 1)
Out of mind
Out of control
Have a hundred reasons why I see them getting bored

I don't think
I'd find the cure
I just wish that things were simple like they were before

(Pre-chorus)
Baby, what’s the difference between now and then?
You don't know the difference so tell me when I'm dead

(Chorus)
Trying hard to figure out
All my worries and my doubts 
I don’t think i wanna know
I'm getting old

Trying hard to linger on
Holding on to what was gone
I don’t think I wanna know
My stories blow
I'm getting old

(Verse 2)
Overwhelmed with changing tides
A wave comes crashing down, I cannot move, I'm paralysed 

I don't think I wanna know
Why my friends are leaving me and i can't move along?

(Pre-chorus)
Baby, what’s the difference between life and death?
You don't know the difference.  I’ll tell you when I'm dead.

(Chorus)
Trying hard to get a hold
See my stories as they unfold
I don’t I wanna know
I'm getting old

All these times I try to find
Holding on to what was mine
I don’t think I wanna know
My stories blow
I'm getting old

Tides

Lyrics
I took the risk and I fell from the 15th floor
I took a risk and i fell harder than i’d felt before
Call me an idiot but I
Walked blindly straight to the light
Crossed all the lines, ignored the signs
Said “all the stars were aligned”
I took your hand and I flew higher than before
Wasn’t long till my heart said it wanted more
Call me a dreamer but I, Can’t help but wanna comply
Every urge, every wish , every hope, no
Every dream just one I won’t follow
And I sound kinda silly but
I liked the way that I feel
Don’t know if its real

So though I’ll leave it to fate
You can’t blame a girl for trying
Is it a little too late?
I’ll never stop denying
Cuz I’ve been
Bitten once, you can call me shy
I’ll never fall, no I’d rather die,
I’d push all the blame
Won’t play this game
I’d rather leave this to fate

(I’d rather leave this to fate)

It’s been a while, and I’ve healed from the last goodbye
It’s been a while since the promise that I won’t cry
Over the time that I spent
Hoping that I won’t regret
Every chance I take, Every choice I make
Cuz I know what I’m wishing for
Won’t ever come into life
But I still wanna try

So though I’ll leave it to fate
You can’t blame a girl for trying
Is it a little too late?
I’ll never stop denying
Cuz I’ve been
Bitten once, you can call me shy
I’ll never fall, no I’d rather die,
I’d push all the blame
Won’t play this game
I’d rather leave this to…

I hope You hear my plea
If we’re not meant to be
I’ll guard my heart till I can guarantee
The one who’s meant for me
I put my heart on the line
But I’ll draw them clear this time
No more shots in the dark, done with wishing on stars
I’ll wait and see what’s planned in the cards

And though I’ll leave it to fate
You can’t blame a kid for trying
Is it a little too late?
I’ll never stop denying
Cuz I’ve been
Bitten once, you can call me shy
I’ll never fall, no I’d rather die,
I’d push all the blame
Won’t play this game
I’d rather leave this to fate

I’d rather leave this to fate

Credits
Songwriting: Julie
Arrangement: Julie
Producing: Julie, Rifqy
Mixing: Julie, Rifqy
Vocals: Julie
Guitar: Julie, Dan
Bass: Rifqy
Drums: Nigel

Special thanks to Kentaro, Aidan and Adheem for the drum recording setup

leave it to fate

Can I be Selfish (身勝手でもいい？）
Inspired by Mikito-P & Kessoku Band

Credits:
Guitars, Bass, Arrangement, Production, Mix - Me
Vocals - Miku Hatsune
Drums - Nigel 

Equipment used: 
Drums - Studio B, Shure Beta 91A, Electro-Voice RE-20, Sm57s, Sennheiser 421s, WA-84s, WA-87
Bass - Countryman DI, Sennheiser 421
Guitar  - Countryman DI, Boss DI-1, Amplitube 5
Vocals - hatsune miku v4x free trial LOL

Special thanks to:
Adheem - Soundman
Akmal - reamping guitars
Nigel - drumming
Mel from CCEP - Japanese translation for lyrics
Meow, Koonchi, Rifqy, Amrit, Kessoku band, Mikito-P, Siinamota

[Verse 1]
The stars shimmer in your eyes
( 星が君の目に光ってる)
You hold me in your warmth
( 温もりに包まれた私を抱いて)

[Pre-chorus 1]
Your hands slip away
( 君の手がすり抜け)
Your mind starts to fray
(心が病んでいく)

[Chorus 1]
Aaaaa
(あー) 
I want to be selfish
(わがままでいたい)
I wipe away my tears
(涙を拭いて)
I can’t lose you,
(失えない私の)
the only one I have
(唯一の君を)
  
I want to be selfish
(みがってでいたい)
I wipe away my tears
(涙を拭いて)
As the sun rises
(朝日が昇ってて)
I want to hold you again
(また君を抱きしめたい)
Hey hey hey
(ヘイヘイヘイ)
[Verse 2]
The night sky is dull
(夜空が滲んだ)
Today seems colder
(今日は冷えている)
I feel the bridge shake under me
(橋が揺れてて)
I’m holding on for dear life
(私は必死につかむ) 

[Pre-chorus 2]
My hands start to shake
(手が緩める)
My heart beats faster
(鼓動が突っ走る)
 I hyperventilate
(過呼吸をしてながら)
…
Please don’t go
(行かないで)

[Chorus 2]
Can I be selfish?
(わがままでいいの？)
I wipe away your tears
(君の涙を拭く)
keep on fighting
(もっとがんばって)
this is your only chance
 (一度しかないから)

Can I be selfish?
(みがってでもいい？)
I wipe away your tears
(君の涙を拭きながら)
As the sun rises
(朝日が昇って)
Is it too much to ask?
(もとめすぎのか？)

[Bridge]
*guitar solo pewewew*
It seems worthless to fight
(頑張るのも虚しい)
when you’ve been so strong
(君はずっと強かった)
Hold my hand
(手を取って)
We’ll make it in the end
(最後までゆこう)

[Chorus 3]
Am I being selfish
(わがままなのか)
I wipe away our tears
(僕らの涙を拭いて)
As the sun rises
(朝日が昇る)
Can i ask you to stay
(ここにいて)

Am i being selfish
(みがってなのか)
I wipe away our tears
(僕らの涙を拭いて)
As the sun rises
(朝日が昇る)
can i ask you to stay
(ここにいて)

[Outro]
Hold my hand 
(僕の手を取って)
We’ll make it in the end
(最後まで行こう)
let me wipe your tears
(涙を拭いて)
Hold me tighter
(もっと抱きしめてよ)

Hold me tight
(抱きしめてよ)
Hold me tight
(抱きしめてよ)

Can I Be Selfish （身勝手でもいい？）

Lyrics:
(Verse 1)
My baby is only seen in the dead of night
My baby likes to feed me with honeyed lies
While i sit all pretty in the backseat of his car
but i don't care

(Pre-chorus)
My lust drove our love apart
My sweet honey

(Chorus)
I hold onto his kisses
before he has to leave me for his wife
At least i've got his heart for a little while
AaAaAAaaaaaAaaa
But baby don't you leave me
in the dark
in a random carpark

(Verse 2)
ralphs club, and all the things that he adores
Your starry eyes, leaving me wanting more
Perhaps, one day god will curse me with a lover like him
But i don't care

(Pre-chorus)
Can’t you see the colors brought to light
My dear Gerald

(Chorus)
I hold onto his kisses
before he has to leave me for his wife
At least i've got his heart for a little while
AaAaAAaaaaaAaaa
But baby don't you leave me
in the dark
in a random carpark 

I hardly had a moment to react before he pressed his tongue to the seam of my lips and, at my grant of access, delved deep inside my mouth. It was a very sloppy kiss with the strong scent of coffee being exchanged in the intermingling of our billowing breaths. His arms reached up and tangled his fingers around my nonexistent hair before deciding to caress my bald head instead. 

Oh Gerald

(Chorus)
I hold onto his kisses goodbye
At least i've got his heart for a little while
AaAaAAaaaaaAaaa
But baby don’t you leave me in the dark in the dark in the dark

Oh Gerald

Producer: Rifqy Hady, Kimberly
Mix and master: Rifqy Hady
Songwriting: kimberly, Florence Willian, Rifqy Hady
Vocals: Shianne Koh
Cello: Kimberly
Guitar: Rifqy Hady
Bass: Rifqy Hady
Drum midi: Rifqy Hady
Recording engineer: Rifqy Hady, Adheem Rayan


Daddy Gerald~~

--Credits--

Produced by Adheem 
Co-produced by Rifqy and Shane
Songwriting by Adheem and Akmal
Lyrics by Adheem
Recorded by Adheem
Mixed and mastered by Shane
Cover Picture taken by Nigel

Lead Vocals: Shane
Backing Vocals: Adheem
Lead Guitar, Drums: Rifqy
Rhythm Guitars: Akmal
Synths: Adheem, Akmal
Bass: Aidan

Inspired by Motion City Soundtrack and The Rentals and me noodling on the guitar and yelling a lot.

Special thanks to Amrit, Celeste, Kimberly and Rifqy for making my time in SM so enjoyable and fruitful :) 
im miss u guys alredy...


--Lyrics--

Verse 1 
Nine weeks they're all I've got left 
You'll be sailing away and I’m left afloat 
No more aimless walks through these halls 
Our memories written across these walls 


Pre-chorus 
OUR TIME LIKE SAND
I WANT TO REMEMBER!! 
SLIPS THROUGH MY HANDS 
SO STAY A LIL’ LONGER!! 
THE DAYS GO ON
THIS HAS TO LAST FOREVER!! 
AND YOU'LL BE GONE
IT CAN'T BE A NEVER!! 


Chorus 
So - I just think its unfair 
To sever and cut us two 
If I could follow you 

Don't - you think its not right? 
That we'll be all alone 
With no one home 


Verse 2 
Nine weeks they're all I've got left 
You'll be going somewhere without me in tow 
It's so cold when you're not here with me 
Feeling vulnerable in this deep dark sea 


Chorus 
So - I just think it's unfair 
To sever and cut us two 
If I could follow you 

Don't - you think it's not right? 
That we'll be all alone 
With no one home 


Pre-chorus 
OUR TIME LIKE SAND 
I KNOW I'LL REMEMBER!! 
SLIPS THROUGH MY HANDS 
THIS TIME SPENT TOGETHER!! 
THE DAYS GO ON 
SO I'LL BE OKAY NOW!! 
AND YOU'LL BE GONE
THAT'S A BLOODY LIE!!


Final Chorus 
So - I still think it’s unfair
To sever and cut us two 
If I could follow you

Don’t - you think it's not right? 
That you'll be all alone with no one 
THERE BESIDE YOU!!! 


Outro 
I KNOW THAT WE'RE OKAY! 
THAT WE'LL JUST FEEL THIS WAY! 
FOR JUST A SMALL MO-MENT 
STILL, THIS HURTS TO HELL BEYOND! 
THESE DAYS THAT WE WERE FOND! 
WILL ONE DAY BE OVER

Nine Weeks ft. Shane Chen

Verse 1
She’s heaven sent
The lover that’ll always provide
A gentle flame
That warms me up inside
I need to mend
Before it’s extinguished this time

Pre-chorus 1
Aren’t I the lucky one, to look at her eyes
Aren’t I the lucky one, to still be alive

Chorus 1
Ooh, la, la, la, la, la
la, la, la
My dream girl is coming to town
Ooh, la, la, la, la, la
la, la, la
My dream girl is coming to town

Verse 2
Float easily
As the waves keep on crashing within
Your weary head
That slumps when you breathe in
I’ll keep you free
From the things that plague you constantly

Pre-chorus 2
Aren’t I the lucky one, to look at her eyes
Aren’t I the lucky one, to still be alive

Chorus 2
Ooh, la, la, la, la, la
la, la, la
My dream girl is coming to town
Ooh, la, la, la, la, la
la, la, la
My dream girl is coming to town

Bridge
Dream girl
Dream
Dream girl
Dream

Soft Verse (Verse 3)
She’s heaven sent
A gentle reminder of how
Love’s not come to pass

Chorus 3
Ooh, la, la, la, la, la
la, la, la
My dream girl is coming to town
Ooh, la, la, la, la, la
la, la, la,
My dream girl is coming to
Solo

Credits
Written by Amritpal Singh
Arranged by Amritpal Singh
Produced by Amritpal Singh & Rifqy Hady
Lead Vocals - Amritpal Singh
Backing Vox - Amritpal Singh & Rifqy Hady
Bass - Amritpal Singh
Guitars - Rifqy Hady
Drums - Nigel Evangelista
Synths/Pads - Nigel Evangelista
Recording Engineer - Adheem Rayan
Mix - Rifqy Hady
Mastering - Rifqy Hady
Special thanks to Kentaro, Jie Yuan, Kai and Akmal

Dream Girl

Drums by Nigel
Main vox by Celeste
Backing vox by Celeste and Kentaro
Bass by Kentaro
Guitars by Celeste and Kentaro
Lyrics by Celeste

bain st - lyrics

Never thought she’d be this way
Never thought she’d stay the same
We’re walking down bain street
In the middle of the road
We’re walking down bain street
We’re walking down

Nevermind
The coffee's cold
Just wasting her time
She doesn't even like this so
Nevermind
I’ll talk to you later
But all she does is say 
I don't really see a point

Told me she would find a way
But nothings ever gonna change
We’re walking down bain street
In the middle of the road
We’re walking down bain street
We’re walking down

Nevermind
The coffees cold
Just wasting her time
She doesn't even like this so
Nevermind
I’ll talk to you later
But all she does is say 
I don't really see a point

“Eh uh, what happen to my sock ah”
“What do you mean, what, what happen to it”
“Why is it like, hard?”
“That wasn’t me, i didn’t do anything”
“Can you just stop lying to me?”
“Okay fine, i put it in the freezer!”

Never thought i’d be this way (don’t wanna be this way)
Never thought i’d stay the same but (don’t wanna stay the same)
Nevermind
I’ll talk to you later 
Promise i won’t say
I don’t really see a point

bain st

Calmest SM song be like

Lyrics:

(I didn’t see the light until I was already a man, by then it was nothing to me but blinding)

HEAD STUCK IN THE CHAMBER, NOSTRILS PUFFING GAS
TOXINS IN MY SYSTEM, MUTING VOICES IN MY HEAD
RED RUNNING THROUGH MY SCLERA, TEETH TEARING AT MY FLESH
YOU’LL FIND ME IN MY BEDROOM LAYING IN A GORY MESS

SHRAPNEL PASSING THROUGH MY BLOOD, EMPTY VIALS LEFT AJAR 
EAGLES CLAWING AT MY LIVER, AND MY SKIN’S RIDDLED WITH SCARS
ACID PUMPING THROUGH MY VEINS, AND MY LEGS ARE GROWING NUMB 
PARANORMAL, YEAH YOU’LL FIND MY SILHOUETTE AMONG THE STARS

I FUCKED IT UP AND FUCK IT UP AGAIN, BLOOD IS SEEPING THROUGH MY SKIN
RED LIGHT STREAMING THROUGH THE LENS, LUNGS ON FIRE, BREATHING HITCHED
I WON’T LIVE TO SEE ANOTHER DAY, NOT EVEN FOR A SECOND
I DIE IN A FIERY WRECK

BODIES TO THE GRAVE

I DIE IN A FIERY WRE-

BODIES TO THE GRAVE

I DO WHAT I DO FOR REVENGE, A WAR WITH MY BODY THAT I GOTTA WIN
I MASSACRE, SLAUGHTER AND SLIT, A WOUND AND A GASH, POSITION MY WRIST
IT’S A WONDERFUL LIFE THAT I LIVE, A NIGHTMARE AWAKEN, A LIGHT GROWING DIM
THE BAG IS FILLED TO THE BRIM, THE NEEDLE IS BROKEN, THE TUBING IS TRIMMED

I NEED TO BREAK THE CHAIN THAT BINDS ME, THE WORLD’S UNSIGHTLY
CEREBRAL MATTER IN DECAY, MY SOUL’S NOT FIGHTING 
AMPHETAMINES INSIDE MY BLOODSTREAM, A FALSE MIRAGE 
FEAR PUMPING THROUGH MY ARTERIES, IT RUINS MY VISAGE

 FUCKED IT UP AND FUCK IT UP AGAIN, BLOOD IS SEEPING THROUGH MY SKIN
RED LIGHT STREAMING THROUGH THE LENS, LUNGS ON FIRE, BREATHING HITCHED
I WON’T LIVE TO SEE ANOTHER DAY, NOT EVEN FOR A SECOND
I DIE IN A FIERY WRECK

BODIES TO THE GRAVE

I DIE IN A FIERY WRE-

BODIES TO THE GRAVE


Credits:

Lyrics - Sherman
Writing - Jie Yuan, Nigel, Kentaro, 
Arrangement - Jie Yuan, Nigel, Kentaro, Vignesh, Sherman
Vocals - Sherman
Guitars - Kentaro, Rifqy
Drums - Nigel
Production - Jie Yuan
Mixing - Jie Yuan

NECROPOLIS

Convenience Store

Verse 1
I can’t find the words
To picture how I feel
It grips, it strains, it hurts,
Who knows if wounds can heal

Verse 2
Always in my doubts
Too busy for your heart
If this is truly love,
Why are you so above?

Chorus 1
I wanna breathe
It catches me
I play the fool
When I’m next to you

Verse 3
Nights I spend awake
Thinking,
"I'm just a huge mistake"
You dance into my view
This feeling is nothing new

Chorus 2
I wanna breathe
It catches me
I play the fool
When I’m next to you

Written by Amrit, Adheem, Celeste

Produced and arranged by Amrit, Aidan, Akmal & Adheem
Mix & Master by Adheem

Vox - Celeste
Lead Guitar - Akmal
Rhythm Guitar - Amrit
Bass Guitar - Aidan
Drums - Viggy
Synth - Amrit

Convenience Store

Exit

Verse 1
Walking through these winding roads,
The leaves, they wither away
I'm caught wishing,
"I could have it all"
These thoughts, I held onto since May

Verse 2
It's not long until we say farewell
A forked path leads us away
As you turn into long gone memories
I cry,
"Oh please, won't you stay?"

Pre-chorus
It hurts to see you go
That I am not in control
I'm pulled at every last seam
A distant, forlorn dream

Chorus
So I hope you know
It seemed like time stood, still
But now it goes so
Fast, oh so fast,
If I could I would pause
Just to make this la-a-ast

Verse 3
Hiding away from this reality
I lay buried in the snow
In my heart, this cavity
Never seems to cease its growth

Verse 4
Without rest, the sun shines again
Its light piercing through my skin
Others rejoice, but I'm in pa-ain
It seems like I'll never win

Pre-chorus
It hurts to see you go
That I am not in control
I'm pulled at every last seam
A distant, forlorn dream

Chorus
So I hope you know
It seemed like time stood, still
But now it goes so
Fast, oh so fast,
If I could I would pause
Just to make this la-a-ast

Bridge
I know its time,
I can't define
This ache I feel
That's way too real
So wipe my tears
Before you leave
And it'll be clear
This is meant to be

Chorus
So I hope you know
It seemed like time stood, still
But now it goes so
Fast, oh so fast,
If I could I would pause
Just to make this la-a-ast

Last chorus
So I hope you know
It seemed like time stood, still
But now it goes so
Fast, oh so fast,
If I could I would pause
But I can't make this last

Lyrics Written by Adheem, Amrit, Celeste
Produced & arranged by Akmal, Amrit, Aidan & Adheem
Mix & Master by Akmal
Lead Vox - Celeste
Backing Vox - Amrit
Lead Guitar - Akmal
Rhythm Guitar - Akmal
Bass - Aidan
Drums - Rifqy

Exit

prow3 song 1 
by celeste, zachary, oliver and jeremy

these tired eyes
won't shed a tear when you're around
or meet your gaze
I'll stay quiet and not make a sound
and all I'll be
is a husk of an empty facade
for all you know
I'm here yet already departed
dont
pretend that you know me and
promise me that you'll be gone
that I'll be alone
keep
all of your "it'll get better"s
and I'll keep my
"I'll be just fine"s
biting through my tongue
every sting as a word kept inside
I'll bleed it out
until there's nothing left to hide
dont
pretend that you know me and
promise me that you'll be gone
that I'll be alone
keep
all of your "it'll get better"s
and I'll keep my
"I'll be just fine"s

Lyrics: Zachary
On guitars: Celeste and Kentaro
On bass: Kentaro
Vox: Akmal
Mix: Celeste
Recording Engineer: Adheem

Colonel Sanders

fan of most things loud. sometimes makes said loud stuff. fueh

tracks I'm apart of :)

adheeming