I.
Calling you now, but you're not picking up
Like I am a reject , and falling down the deck
Wearing your plain white shirt sitting on the floor
And all the happenings I started to recall

We were lying on a couch when we promised each other
A one great forever
But you fell asleep and found our world turning upside down
And look what we are now

Chorus.
Come back come back to me, I'm crawling down
Be here and always be, like what you promised to me
Come back come back 'cuz I never wanna be alone
Not in this life where love is so strong

II.
Scanning our old pictures since the beginning
When we were young and foreign to the feeling
Playing our favorite song of that one old tape
We had when we were still the same

How the inlove Teddy and Angel and the Taylor Suared
A beautiful lovers
We could make a movie with our story love
But it is too late now

CHORUS.

Coda.
Come back to me baby
Be here today cuz I am not obviously okay
Find me find me darling
Bring a red paint and tint our love that has already faded


Like What You Promised To Me ( Original Composition )

Kids Of '90s ( Original Composition )

Everytime I get up in the morning
I imagine you were in your gray shirt, smiling
Everytime I walk down the stairs
I can see your face preparing the table for me

I still remember how you fought for me
When you taught me to believe and dream

I miss how you put me to bed
How you ask me to dance
That keeping me always safe
Against all hurricanes
I miss how you drive me to school
Taught to obey all the rules
That singing me lullaby
Looking up to clearest sky
And I will wait for you to come back home
Will travel a uarter mile around the world
Oh I will wait for you to come back home
Or simply lie here, on the widest meadow 

Meadow ( Original Song ) DRAFT

It's Tuesday and I am in my plain white shirt waiting for you
Hiding behind the rocks to prevent from being too obvious
But my crazy friends aren't just too nice to keep this secrets
They whistle and hsout your name when you walk be and I feel dead

Jaw dropped, wide eyes, shaking hands, shaking toes
Making me look like naive and slow
Sharp looks, cat smile, shaking head, laughing soft
You make it not too awkward, oh no

For you I could try to change time and weather
Make and keep things feels so right , with no disaster
For you I could travel anywhere to get where you are
Just to get a place in your heart

Place In Your Heart (Original Song) DRAFT

Their voices were rough and cold and hard like stone
They stare at you like you have the greatest sin in the world
That makes you feel like you don't belong

Their touch can burn all the things you have earned
They smile at you like they're about to take what you have learned
And makes you think, nothing is you own

But look how the butterfly used to be a caterpillar
You can be the best, just the way you are
And in the most perfect time
Dreams and action will meet in rhyme

Baby just hold on
That's what it takes for you
Hold on
That's what you only need to do

Hold On (Original Song) DRAFT

Friday night I was alone in my bedroom
Having chills and sparks in my stomach when I got a text from you
You sent to me the sweetest messages a girl could ever have
And later I assumed that we feel the same, or so much more than that

Then I earned the guts to ask you again if can we be together
But you said that you can't cuz you treat me like a friend
Can I ask you then?

Does she know how to lift you up when you are down?
Does she tell you that you're beautiful, inside and out?
Does she smiles for you and kisses you good night?
Does she love you beyond everything? More than I have


Remember when you were begging for her love?
Follow her all around like a shadow that can't get over from being dumped
You call me to ask some advises to keep you up and resist from breaking
Tried to help you to smile again and endure all of it

Then I went to ask who was that girl you took a picture with
And you said that "Maybe it's the right time to move one and have a break"
Let me ask you then?

Does she know how to lift you up when you are down?
Does she tell you that you're beautiful, inside and out?
Does she smiles for you and kisses you good night?
Does she love you beyond everything? More than I have

Saturday morning, you were calling my name
I tried to ignore you but I think it won't be fair
You apologized from being too mean
I said I'm sorry too I would look for someone better for me

Does she know how to lift you up when you are down?
Does she tell you that you're beautiful, inside and out?
Does she smiles for you and kisses you good night?
Does she love you beyond everything? More than I have

*Dedicated to my friend James

More Than I Have (Original Song)

I remember the day when we met, you were in your car I was crossing the street
The sky finally collided with the sea
I remember the first time you said my name I was in the back seat
And said three times that you like me

I knew I love you even before I knew what love was
I knew I care for you so much more than anything else
I knew you mean so much to me but I don't get something back
But don't you ever ever thing I would give all this up

It's okay if I don't end up with you
It's alright if I'll just be a ghost in your eyes too
As long as I see you happy, that's enough for me
It's fine if you won't get to kiss my cheeks
It's good if your memories about me will be gone with the wind, as long as you live
That's enough for me ooh oh

(I haven't finished the melody yet, still deciding if I'd pursue this Haha. Again, I apologize for the bad bad voice X)

Enough For Me (Unfinish)

Dear Luke
Dry were the days and long were the nights I am having lately
Tough pain
I had to deal with and slowly I am sinking, wasting, breaking
Do you really need to get that far?
Do you really need to break my heart?

Closed Room
I cried all the tears I have, looking at the photos of you
Pouring rain
And it's little sympathy ,tapping my window and broken roof
Do you really meant it now?
I wish to be okay, but I don't know how

When all along, I though it's gonna be you and me, living in an almost perfect fantasy
I was wrong, that you will gonna love me for who I am, but that will never gonna happen


To all 5SOS fam, most especially to the Luke girls ,BIG WARM AND SAD HUGS FOR ALL OF US. We've lost somebody who wasn't even ours. :/

Letter To Luke

I tried to record this for 5 times. X) There were technical errors happened, and you might notice one here (my broken voice is not included fyi HAHA) SO this one is for my friend, who is really attracted to this guy, and since me and her crush belongs to the same department I've been doing her a favor to spy on Dean (the guy) every single day, which I find very very interesting .
A    POV of my friend. Here here

Hey Dean
I know this might be a little surprising
But Please
Let me show you things that you need to see 
Cuz I've been hiding this for a year
Maybe this time is what fate made it right

Hey Dean
I always have you in all my thoughts and dreams 
And this
Silly song I made was uite revealing 
Cuz I've been very shy all the way 
Maybe this time is the perfect right

Do you know that you look so good when you hang your bag on your shoulder
Or when you just let out a sigh
You hold the steering wheel with one hand touching your lips the other
I am wishing for you tonigh

Of all the other girls, I'll be the one who'll put you first
In the list of my favorites, in the shelf of what I nedd
I am no beautiful or smart or rich or whatever 
Just that I am so inlove with you

Hey Dean 
Did you know how much I wish you to be with me 
But here
I am stuck in the backroom you will never notice
But I will never give up all of this 
Cuz I believe in that one true destiny

Hey Dean
I heard bad rumors about you that weren't real 
Don't worry
I am by your side and will protect you from it
Cuz I've been loving you for a year
Maybe this time is the perfect right

Do you know that you look so good when you hang your bag on your shoulder
Or when you just let out a sigh
You hold the steering wheel with one hand touching your lips the other
I am wishing for you tonigh

Of all the other girls, I'll be the one who'll put you first
In the list of my favorites, in the shelf of what I nedd
I am no beautiful or smart or rich or whatever 
Just that I am so inlove with you

Is it wrong when you're all I need now and always
Break all the rules just see and hear you say
The words I've been desperately waiting for
"Be with me for eternity, be my love"

Hey Dean

I Think I'm Inlove

Like you, I listen and apply my feelings to a certain song and just get so addicted to it. 
I write and share these experiences (of mine or of others) that I really find so foreign yet familiar to and for everyone.
I DON'T HAVE THE GOOD VOICE. Haha. But I really (I think) have the big heart to at least accommodate different emotions and convert it into something I so much love.
I am a student. Underage. Book collector. Guitarist. Pianist. Weird. Terrible Speller. Fantasy and Fairytale believer. 
I so much wanted to learn how to swim and drive a bike and a car sooner.
I've been really so excited to meet people who spends special time to music and composing. And maybe, somehow, work with them.
JUST APPROACH ME. I TELL YOU. WE. CAN. BE FRIENDS.

Multi Dreamer