dynastic not on Spotify

no, i don't know what i'm supposed to do now
i'll justify my heart and get the fuck out
i bet that i will never leave my hometown
i bet that i will always let my friends down

is there or is there not an end?
i feel loved by my closest friends
but maybe there's just more out there
like something that can make me feel right

is this subjective?
can i reflect this?
will i heal from this?
will i ever leave my hometown?
nothing's ever locked down, oh no

is there or is there not an end?
i've lost all of my closest friends
i've destroyed my environment
now i reap what i sow
and i sit in my room now

no, i don't know what i'm supposed to do now
i lost all of my friends because of you now
i don't know what to tell you 'cause i'm too loud
too proud, just go fucking tear me down

do you know what the hell you did?
this is something i have to live with
now i'm getting lost in the bismuth
kismet, i'm all play no business

i've felt okay for the past week
but now i need to fall asleep
it's already 6:30

no, i don't know what i'm supposed to do now
the voices in my head are getting so loud
if you need to come and tear me down
i'll show you this confidence that i found
left hook to your jaw, knock you out
i'll make you hit the concrete in the first round
so fuck around with me and you will find out
i'm not the piece of garbage that you threw out

is there or is there not an end?
i feel loved by my closest friends
like, maybe there's just more out there
like something that can make me feel right

(no, i don't know what i'm supposed to do now)
(i don't know what i'm supposed to do now)
(i don't know what i'm supposed to do now, do now)

GTFO (cut from IKTSLFY, 2020 version)

summer's almost over and i've only gone swimming one time
it was with you so i'd say june was pretty alright

yeah i wanna tell you something that's been on my mind
i think you're really something
i think about you all the time

i love the way you think
i'm pining after you, you know baby
and i don't know how to make you see
that you belong right next to me

g-g-g-gimme gimme something to think about on the drive back
im riding in the backseat and getting flashbacks
back when you and i were still so in love
oh, i remember texting "i think you're fucking everything"

i love the way you think
i'm pining after you, you know baby
and i don't know how to make you see
that you belong right next to me

Pining (rare haunts demo)

i was feeling dumb cuz i wish i never met her
blue hair, docs, and a strawberry sweatshirt

fight on the sidewalk over cash, whatever
you come to my show acting like you never
kigu in the park, my guitar, my letters
burning my CDs for the hot ass weather
got me in the booth saying "one more measure"
how were we friends when you got me in leather?
tabling a zine, i was glad i met her
but you're a fucking demon in a strawberry sweatshirt

how'd you make me think this shit was normal?
i was 17 and you were horrible
i'm going 3 years off your network
i don't miss your smile or your strawberry sweatshirt
did you find someone new to fuck up?
do you care that you left me fucked up?
i still think about if i still miss her
but you just drag me down in your strawberry sweatshirt

dynastic not on Spotify

annie