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“Cult?Sure!” by Murderwords

They said, I would, not start, a cult.
The people are, the hardest part.
[but] I took, this sent-iment, to heart,
It couldn’t be, that difficult.
I’ll have to study and consult, 
To build this complex, part-by-part.
This testament, the end result - 
Come join my cult, our mission is -

LOVE!
 - Our mission is - 
LOOOOOOOVEee!!!!!!!... our mission is - 

Making, paper, bag, masks, for the masses.
Writing seminars, lectures and classes.
Composing gospel songs as time passes,
Putting pen to paper, keys to apparatus,
Laying down the scripture, establishing the dogma,
Building a monument to these tumultuous times so -                                                                                Come join my cult, our mission is —
‘LOOOOVVVEEEeee!!!!!....’
 - Our mission is - 

LOVE!
Our mission is - 
LOOOVE!!!


Taking, orders from the government, HR and the unions, this is getting complicated, setting up communion, potluck on a sunny day, Kool-aid, hotdogs, fries and gravy, Murderwords is getting bored, cult is turning all new wavy, only one who I can trust, only Murderwords can save me -  
let's ditch a cult, our mission is - '

LOVE!
- our mission is - 
LOOOOOOOVEee!!!!!!!... our mission is

They said, I would, not start, a cult, now I, must make, a pil-grimage, to seek the wisdom to return and herald the coming new age, Lo my disciples, hearken hither to my final words of Murder, be the bag that you were born to be and remember, 
our mission is - 

LOVE! [The people are, the hardest part]
- our mission is - LOOVE!! [It couldn't be that difficult]
- our mission is - LOOOVE!!! [[but] I took this sentiment to heart]
- our mission is - LOOOOOOOVEee!!!!!!!...  [they said, I would, not start, a cult]

- our mission is - 
LOOOOOOOVEee!!!!!!!...
- our mission is - 
LOOOOOOOVEee!!!!!!!...
- our mission is - 
LOOOOOOOVEee!!!!!!!...
- our mission is - 
LOOOOOOOVEee!!!!!!!...
- our mission is.


"Cult?sure!" rough copy

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My newest release 'Insufficient Funds' is the ballad of an almost famous rap artist put to live guitar and boom bap drums with accidentally gangster and emotional lyrics that tell the story of a rising star - the successes, the failures, the pain and the grind. It rips at that glorified perfect picture that many artists try to paint and pulls the curtain off the entire charade. It's 90s rock influenced and similiar to the Gym Class Heroes, Weezer, Nelly Furtado and Odd Future. 


In Between the Stars

Patient Name: Alan Kelly
Alias: “Murderwords”
Clinician: Dr. Scarlett Ruth
Date: 09/08/24
Time: 15:37 PST

This excerpt was my first encounter with a patient named Alan Kelly, whom I took on in 2022, as well as their alter ego persona, one 'Murderwords' who arose in my patient during the mitigation of a nervous breakdown during the events of the global pandemic. Excerpt is audio as follows:

“Why don’t you tell me a little about yourself, Mr. Words?”
“Please, call me Murderwords.”
“Very well. Tell me about yourself, Murderwords.”

“Okay. Well—

Hi. I am Murderwords, a guy who fell into a paper bag mask one day in a music playing accident involving originality while not maintaining situational awareness around an encroaching technocracy of dystopian malaise. I live on Alan's head. 

I would like to share my music with you, imagine that, in the hopes that you might do all those things we need you to do on platforms to keep me going—the sharing, and the liking, and the signing up.

Please don’t make me say ‘like, share, and subscribe.’

Awww, @&%$!

I am slowly migrating some work over from my low-tech facilities and lower-tech mind into this den of inequity.

If you are an artist or musician who is interested in working with me, please send me a message.

Remember kids:
We are not the product. They are.
And we are not content.”

Alan Kelly presents with complex post-traumatic stress disorder rooted in a difficult childhood, and the emergence of the Murderwords persona that arose during the pandemic marks a profound turning point in his life. Murderwords is more than a mask—he is Alan’s inner child given form, a fierce and raw expression of resilience born from pain.

As his therapist, I find this phenomenon both compelling and deeply human: here is a man channeling his trauma into an artistic rebellion against the oppressive forces of the music industry and media censorship. Murderwords is Alan’s way of fighting back, reclaiming control through creativity amid a nervous breakdown.

It’s a fragile balance—this shadow work performed in public—but one I am fascinated by and fully invested in helping him navigate. There is power in this persona, and I believe it carries the potential not only for Alan’s survival but for a bold, authentic voice in today’s fractured cultural landscape, though I reserve my concerns that the mask might eat the man if Alan is not careful.

This is Doctor Scarlett Ruth,
uh, oh nine oh eight of twenty-five at... fifteen thirty-seven hours.

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