DJYNXX SPINE

@Hexosphere

This awful place where angels break
The foulest dreams we set ablaze
Where is your shape?
Shiver in new ways
The saddest scenes
The wasted days

This awful place
This constant plague
We'll starve the shade
My light in chains

Every second's like a dream I'm entangled in
So I'm reaching, waiting for the end you softly said
If we were intertwined then you could read me at a glance
But it wasn't enough to kill half to become a twin
Never mind, never found the light
Time to overwrite
Thousand years ago, fused together like a kernalsprite
Never fine, never right, always fight or flight
Sick in body, sick in mind
One eye open with a knife
This pure decay has taken shape
I watch myself waste through my days
Where is my shape
Its fallen away
I watch myself waste through my days

This awful place
This constant plague
We'll starve the shade
My light in chains
My light in chains

PLAGUE [Hexosphere & Murrumur]

angel hospital (sewing up their skin)

I know you're frustrated
And you know i can't take this
Live prey just fated
Torn apart at the skin

Will it resonate
And reflect in your head when my voice starts to break
Watch me suffocate
Never mind what I said, just prepare to amputate it
Dug a shallow grave for the sleepwalker that you sent to sea
Slip and score their clay
They were always awake, you don't know anything, no
We kissed with an absent face
Deep water I'm disengaged
Every day's the same
Fuck your help I don't care you're well meaning
I'll blindly wait
While the bluest flames set my church ablaze
You'll have to carry that weight
Sedatives aside all your words are serrated

And i know you're frustrated
And you know i can't take this
Live prey just fated
Torn apart at the skin

Did I always mean just to end up this way
Just to be a machine
While my wires bleed
Prostrate to God, yeah I know I'm unclean
Never heard you sing
Your cadence is warm but my ears fell deaf
And you'll hold your breath
Secrets you'll compress to yourself to the end

lamb

I never ever wake up
Lips inverse
Don't speak the lingo
Since we're never taken care of
Poison angels swim with minnows
Guess i thought I'd only die once
Cyclic action change on impulse
Convulse while my blood just boils
Burn my fields and dry my soil

Guess there's one thing that doesn't change
I'll change and always feel the same
So i guess I'll tell the truth that I love myself and truly hate you
Guess there's one thing that doesn't change
I'll change and always feel the same
So i guess I'll tell the truth that I love myself and truly hate you

Well I'd always love to say what's gnawing at my corpse still walking
I was raised to stop my crying, shut my mouth and stick to fawning
Guess there's no point in mourning stolen past
Its just exhausting
For now I'll stick to longing
Never found sense of belonging

Its like an ache that doesn't fade
Stapling sutures to my fake face
Warped by focal points and agitated disappointment
Guess there's one thing that doesn't change
I'll change and always feel the same
So i guess I'll tell the truth that i love myself and truly hate you

When I feel my wings are growing choral psalms blossom around me
Shining and never showing demons cutting at my heartstrings
Every year i wait for winter
Mushroom clouds freeze onto concrete
I'll stare back through the mirror
apprehensive due to repeats

i can feel my wings growing!

@Ratjesu
Dedicated to Jules

I am falling rain
Evaporate my affirmations
Ever glitching animations
Never feel the same
Feigning like an imitation
Incubate the face for me to wear

Film negatives
Preview images
Obfuscate the differences
Filter all the blemishes
Mainline sedatives
Pressure crevices
Crashing into 2d space
Face the shape my pencil traced

Always hurts the same
Abstaining from new information
Flayed by roaming infohazards
Cel lines fade away
Surgery on paper dolls
The doctors call down hospital halls

Constrained by pen and paper
Transient like water vapor
Trapped in frames inside your pocket

turing test + rat jesu [murrumur + rat Jesu]

@zumtru
@xxkintsugi

Murrumur:
Wish you could stay in the view where i could see your face
The saddest days bring the greyest haze
A miasma of decay and isolation

But I'll remember you in august
When you broke all of your promises
Can't you just be honest and remember that you caused this
Like a rabbit in a top hat
You'll consume me like a product on a stage in your pockets
Just a profit to deposit in your bank

Zumtru:
I don't wanna be forgotten
I don't want to give you thanks
One more nail in my coffin
Lift me up cause i can't stand
Its all the same
Stitch me up and I'll be ok
Your friends will look at me a different way
Look in the mirror so you'll see me lost and isolated underground
And every moment I'll see your face
You lift me up in the worst of ways
Pretty soon you'll be lost and isolated underground

Murrumur & Zumtru:
I'll remember you in august
When you broke all of your promises
Can't you just be honest and remember that you caused this
Like a rabbit in a top hat
You'll consume me like a product on a stage in your pockets
Just a profit to deposit in your bank

When you love me is when I love me
Tear me into pieces til I'm lovely
Tell it to me bluntly
You can crush me
Reconstruct me
Reconstruct me

pincushion + zumtru [kintsugi & murrumur]

featuring @ihateukidu , @hartfxlt2k , @rewind214 , @kyoakyo 

0:00 - 0:56 solo
0:56 - 1:53 w/ @ihateukidu
1:53 - 2:34 solo        (ib @shatter3d)
2:34 - 3:27 w/ @hartfxlt2k
3:27 - 5:08 w/ @hartfxlt2k (this ones hella long lmao)
5:10 - 6:06 w/ @rewind214
6:06 - 7:03 w/ @kyoakyo (old)
7:03 - 7:57 solo

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production, vocals, mixing, mastering by Charloux
vocals (feature) by astrid

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@bpiv @murrumur
art by murrumur

you laid in bed, i cut my hair
i held you like a cross and kept you as a prayer
i traced your palms, you're sleeping fast
that we'd abscond to somewhere as if gentle smiles last

i cut your hair behind the curtains
vivid segments of your circuits
digitizing my intentions
dead ends haunt the emulation
never makes a single difference
softest skin and hits of acid
vivisected renovation
caught your eyes behind the curtains
open them and let some light in
you're translucent, dissipating
open up and let some life in
open up and let some life in
open up and let some life in
open up and let some life in
open up and let some life in

i'm in your dreams
you're never in my dreams
in wonder why that is
i'm in your dreams
but my presence is decreasing you'll see
i'm made of bleach and false promises
your visions must be so sweet
when you expend your time to simulated me
i'm incomplete, nothing compared to simulated me
but i can burn, i'm forced to breathe
i guess i yearn, i guess i bleed, that's the difference
i'm alive yet i'm deceased
that's how we're not so different

murrumur - rest invert (bp iv)

k-emo patchwork
creative director @dollhaven
@crashblossomsclique
Inquiries: murrumurcurrent@gmail.com
@scissorfoundry & @mousemallowpop

turing test + rat jesu [murrumur + rat Jesu]

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