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lyrics:
another one is gone
she don’t want my love tonight 
carry on told me i am the worst and i’m far from what she wants
so lately i’ve been withdrawn
i was wrong got a lot on her mind but
another one is gone
she don’t want my love tonight
carry on told me i am the worst and i’m far from what she wants
so lately i’ve been withdrawn
i was wrong got a lot on her mind but my heart has had enough

a couple pills in my right hand
i need to sober up
intoxicant on the night stand
i had too many cups
i’m stuck a wasteland
it’s filled with toxic love
two more years in this rock band
til twenty seven club
so ima die like i rockstar
live a little maybe end up in the back of a cop car
just me and my guitar
it’s nirvana
to deal with the trauma
my life will go on whether i’m with or without ya
i think i’m fine
but i’m definitely not hated her from the moment she left me
time to confide 
in the bottle i bought only girl that stayed was the whiskey

another one is gone
she don’t want my love tonight 
carry on told me i am the worst and i’m far from what she wants
so lately i’ve been withdrawn
i was wrong got a lot on her mind but my heart has had enough
she don’t want my love tonight 
carry on told me i am the worst and i’m far from what she wants
so lately i’ve been withdrawn
i was wrong got a lot on her mind but my heart has had enough

such a failure
i’m twenty five
the only dream that i had was to make it out alive
but die sooner than later
took a dive
lost control of my life the last goodbye
ima rock out
til i can’t no more
do some things that i probably don’t condone
go all out
harder than before
til i crash and burn and i’ll do it all alone
yeah yeah
i’m out here on my own
yeah yeah
on my own

another one is gone
she don’t want my love tonight
carry on told me i am the worst and i’m far from what she wants
so lately i’ve been withdrawn
i was wrong got a lot on her mind but my heart has had enough
she don’t want my love tonight 
carry on told me i am the worst and i’m far from what she wants
so lately i’ve been withdrawn
i was wrong got a lot on her mind but my heart has had enough

Nirvana

Spotify/Apple Music

Nirvana (prod. Boyfifty)

Stream on Spotify / Apple Music and other platforms:
https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/luisandpteraz/heartbreak-hotel-3

Løuis
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/austin.x.louis/
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/46DIJY3iVYrFysGl75e57G?si=t1GeT-weQp28C12p15s3aw
Apple Music: https://music.apple.com/us/artist/l%C3%B8uis/1509373997
Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCxzJylgiX9k1fc3VLnNJqUw

Pteraz
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/itspteraz/
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/24lSOruSbioiHq3hLCDLmp?si=KIiWUX9_QYSfTajzaCDv7g
Apple Music: https://music.apple.com/us/artist/pteraz/1480311051

lyrics:
sorry girl you know this heart ain’t free
think i’m playing ima charge you like a battery
think i don’t know why you set me free
that boy lying when he say that he the better me
can’t lie right now you got me pissed off
and you were wrong when you told me that you were better off
and when this started i was so soft
but honestly i’ve had enough it’s time to cut some baggage off
you started off the favorite now i’m tryna get my balance back
i'm dodging all your shots and all your tackles like a running back
who knew you would leave like that i guess it’s just a mystery
you know that boy lying when he say that he the better me

a memory
remember when she told me that he wasn’t anything
remember when she told me that this wasn’t meant to be
i guess she never cared
looking for the newest thing
typical love just a girl on an attention spree
it’s 3 am and now my phone is blowing up 
finally getting sleep but she had to mess it up
why does she keep saying that i wasn’t enough
she’s walking round with diamonds that i bought so why’s she acting tough
i could take it back tonight if i wanna
ima chill cuz her energy’s very unwanted
so tongue tied and my stomach is knotted
won’t let her get the best of me ima get blunted

sorry girl you know this heart ain’t free
think i’m playing ima charge you like a battery
think i don’t know why you set me free
that boy lying when he say that he the better me
can’t lie right now you got me pissed off
and you were wrong when you told me that you were better off
and when this started i was so soft
but honestly i’ve had enough it’s time to cut some baggage off
you started off the favorite now i’m tryna get my balance back
i'm dodging all your shots and all your tackles like a running back
who knew you would leave like that i guess it’s just a mystery
you know that boy lying when he say that he the better me

he was a bro
but i guess now he’s an enemy
it started with some jokes then the jokes turned into jealousy
i know
that i was caught up in your beauty
please stop telling me he’s just a friend you know i’ve seen the movies
and i’m too young to quit
i know you know that you are moving on too quick
i used to tell my family we would never split
but i guess that i was wrong
didn’t wanna be now i gotta live with it
now i gotta live with this
thew my heart to the abyss
i don’t want to reminisce
ran from it all, but i guess i gotta deal with it

sorry girl you know this heart ain’t free
think i’m playing ima charge you like a battery
think i don’t know why you set me free
that boy lying when he say that he the better me

Heartbreak Hotel

Better Me

Spotify/ Apple Music

Løuis & Pteraz - Better Me (prod. rossgossage)

Stream on Apple Music / Spotify / and other platforms:
https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/luisandpteraz/heartbreak-hotel-3

Løuis
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/austin.x.louis/
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/46DIJY3iVYrFysGl75e57G?si=t1GeT-weQp28C12p15s3aw
Apple Music: https://music.apple.com/us/artist/l%C3%B8uis/1509373997
Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCxzJylgiX9k1fc3VLnNJqUw

Pteraz
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/itspteraz/
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/24lSOruSbioiHq3hLCDLmp?si=KIiWUX9_QYSfTajzaCDv7g
Apple Music: https://music.apple.com/us/artist/pteraz/1480311051

lyrics:
another one is gone
she don’t want my love tonight
carry on told me i am the worst and i’m far from what she wants
so lately i’ve been withdrawn
i was wrong got a lot on her mind but
another one is gone
she don’t want my love tonight
carry on told me i am the worst and i’m far from what she wants
so lately i’ve been withdrawn
i was wrong got a lot on her mind but my heart has had enough

a couple pills in my right hand
i need to sober up
intoxicant on the night stand
i had too many cups
i’m stuck a wasteland
it’s filled with toxic love
two more years in this rock band
til twenty seven club
so ima die like i rockstar
live a little maybe end up in the back of a cop car
just me and my guitar
it’s nirvana
to deal with the trauma
my life will go on whether i’m with or without ya
i think i’m fine
but i’m definitely not hated her from the moment she left me
time to confide
in the bottle i bought only girl that stayed was the whiskey

another one is gone
she don’t want my love tonight
carry on told me i am the worst and i’m far from what she wants
so lately i’ve been withdrawn
i was wrong got a lot on her mind but my heart has had enough
she don’t want my love tonight
carry on told me i am the worst and i’m far from what she wants
so lately i’ve been withdrawn
i was wrong got a lot on her mind but my heart has had enough

i’ve always had the goal of being a rockstar
this simple 9-5 don’t be seeming to go far
i wanna pack up all my stuff in a new car
and slam the gas and tell you how i’ve been through some post cards
yeaaaah you noticed that i’m getting really anxious and i needa new lifestyle yeah
i’m coping with the things in my past that erased my wide smile
freestyle with friends with friends until we joke and we laugh now i’m getting into my zone
little do they know, about the songs in my notes that be filling up my iphone

another one is gone
she don’t want my love tonight
carry on told me i am the worst and i’m far from what she wants
so lately i’ve been withdrawn
i was wrong got a lot on her mind but my heart has had enough
she don’t want my love tonight
carry on told me i am the worst and i’m far from what she wants
so lately i’ve been withdrawn
i was wrong got a lot on her mind but my heart has had enough

Nirvana (Remix)

Løuis & Pteraz - Nirvana Remix (prod. Boyfifty)

Stream on Apple Music / Spotify / and other platforms:
https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/luisandpteraz/heartbreak-hotel-3

Løuis
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/austin.x.louis/
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/46DIJY3iVYrFysGl75e57G?si=t1GeT-weQp28C12p15s3aw
Apple Music: https://music.apple.com/us/artist/l%C3%B8uis/1509373997
Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCxzJylgiX9k1fc3VLnNJqUw

Pteraz
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/itspteraz/
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/24lSOruSbioiHq3hLCDLmp?si=KIiWUX9_QYSfTajzaCDv7g
Apple Music: https://music.apple.com/us/artist/pteraz/1480311051

lyrics:
did her a couple favors now she think i’m doing her wrong
i’m getting really tired really sick of it
acting like she hate me now she wanna blow up my phone
running out of patience i ain’t made of it
like wo-ah 
not so fast
never had a future if we never had a past
like wo-ah
this won’t pass
i’m getting really tired really sick of it

i’m getting sick of it
i know that you can see 
that never once in your life did you bring out the better me
go ahead and tell your friends
go put the blame on me
you're used to calling all the shots in this game like a referee
i can’t imagine that you would ever think that
eventually i’d fall for your stupid tricks
you keep on telling me that you’re gonna up and leave
please go ive been waiting for it

did her a couple favors now she think i’m doing her wrong
i’m getting really tired really sick of it
acting like she hate me now she wanna blow up my phone
running out of patience i ain’t made of it
did her a couple favors now she think i’m doing her wrong
i’m getting really tired really sick of it
acting like she hate me now she wanna blow up my phone
running out of patience i ain’t made of it
like woah 
not so fast
never had a future if we never had a past
like woah
this won’t pass
i’m getting really tired really sick of it

she got attached way too fast
i’m getting tired of the way these women love me back
they always dive in too quick and that’ll never last
how can i have an answer for them if they never ask
the time has passed
like whoa 
i’m terrified
don’t want another lost love
but i’ll roll the dice
a pair of snake eyes
glow in the night
why the prettiest girls
always end up being demons disguised
i’m trying to change my luck
she put her guard up thinking she don’t want love
then called my new line
thought i wasn’t enough
gave all of my time
for her to only give up

Sick of It

Løuis & Pteraz - Sick of It (prod. rossgossage)

Stream on Apple Music / Spotify / and other platforms:
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Løuis
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/austin.x.louis/
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/46DIJY3iVYrFysGl75e57G?si=t1GeT-weQp28C12p15s3aw
Apple Music: https://music.apple.com/us/artist/l%C3%B8uis/1509373997
Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCxzJylgiX9k1fc3VLnNJqUw

Pteraz
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/itspteraz/
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/24lSOruSbioiHq3hLCDLmp?si=KIiWUX9_QYSfTajzaCDv7g
Apple Music: https://music.apple.com/us/artist/pteraz/1480311051

lyrics:
woke up from a dream my heart is racing
if it's all in my head why am i chained up
got her hands around my neck there's no escaping
i was caught in a trap by her fake love
i need to leave tonight
but my hands are tied
it's hard to run away when you're dying inside
ropes getting tight
as she grabs a knife
instead of killing me softly she said goodbye
and i should've known she would've left me here
before facing the fears she kept outside the door
time would've showed we could face them together 
but now i'm writing this letter
on a hotel floor

welcome to heartbreak
heartbreak hotel
every night gets worse it just hurts like hell
we're going crazy
rager in one twelve
we can ease the pain
and tell lies to ourselves
welcome to heartbreak
heartbreak hotel
every night gets worse it just hurts like hell
we're going crazy
rager in one twelve
we can ease the pain
and tell lies to ourselves

tied my hands up threw me out the back of the car
i don't know where im at but it's somewhere far
i can see well but i feel like i'm blind
all i saw through the blood was a hotel sign
heart break hotel wait i've been here before 
checked in and then left in a month or two
it's not the same this time yeah it hurts a bit more
honestly don't think that i'm leaving soon
and I cannot stop this feeling that 
this is love never mind I feel so controlled
she took me down to my new room
under the full moon I can see all the lies she's told

welcome to heartbreak
heartbreak hotel
every night gets worse it just hurts like hell
we're going crazy
rager in one twelve
we can ease the pain
and tell lies to ourselves
welcome to heartbreak
heartbreak hotel
every night gets worse it just hurts like hell
we're going crazy
rager in one twelve
we can ease the pain
and tell lies to ourselves

hate you
to the man in the mirror
the one who won't disappear
get outta my head
hate you
her lies were filling my ears
it was increasing the fears
before the love fled
hate you
to the man in the mirror
the one who won't disappear
get outta my head
hate you
her lies were filling my ears
it was increasing the fears
before the love fled

welcome to heartbreak
heartbreak hotel
every night gets worse it just hurts like hell
we're going crazy
rager in one twelve
we can ease the pain
and tell lies to ourselves
welcome to heartbreak
heartbreak hotel
every night gets worse it just hurts like hell
we're going crazy
rager in one twelve
we can ease the pain
and tell lies to ourselves

Løuis & Pteraz - Heartbreak Hotel (prod. CBeats)

Stream on Apple Music / Spotify / and other platforms:
https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/luisandpteraz/heartbreak-hotel-3

Løuis
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/austin.x.louis/
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/46DIJY3iVYrFysGl75e57G?si=t1GeT-weQp28C12p15s3aw
Apple Music: https://music.apple.com/us/artist/l%C3%B8uis/1509373997
Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCxzJylgiX9k1fc3VLnNJqUw

Pteraz
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/itspteraz/
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/24lSOruSbioiHq3hLCDLmp?si=KIiWUX9_QYSfTajzaCDv7g
Apple Music: https://music.apple.com/us/artist/pteraz/1480311051

lyrics:
yeah you text me why don’t you post us
i’m starting to think that you don’t know us
if this is all that you do for me then i don’t care
then i don't care
showed you a snippet said you hate it
told me that i would never make it
it kinda hurt but obviously you’re not aware
so i'm here at your doorstep
not like when we first met
i’m here to tell you that we are through
now you let out a fake scream
you're making a big scene
i should’ve known you’d make this bout you
so now i’m chasing the spotlight
i’m done with the red lights
i’m cutting my jeans grew out my hair
and they say i won’t make it
got a chance ima take it
there’s some things in my life i can’t repair
so now i’m chasing the spotlight
i’m done with the red lights
you were holding me back why don’t you see
you were the problem we both had
don’t act like you’re so sad
i cut off my chains and now i’m set free

i had a chance you told me just let it pass by
couldn’t advance you held my back and i know why
stuck in a trance you had control of my mind
i heard you screaming through the night
you were right by my side
at least i thought you were this time
lonely nights as i drive
i hit a freeway and i fly
start remembering why
i’m alone but i’m fine
cuz i’m free from your bind
and i’ll leave it all behind put you into the past now
tryna stop my rise but i’m moving too fast now
saw you the other night said that i was a let down
but i’m living my life i hope you’re feeling left out
and i’ll leave it all behind put you into the past now
tryna stop my rise but i’m moving too fast now
saw you the other night said that i was a let down
but i’m living my life i hope you’re feeling left out

so now i’m chasing the spotlight
i’m done with the red lights
i’m cutting my jeans grew out my hair
and they say i won’t make it
got a chance ima take it
there’s some things in my life i can’t repair
so now i’m chasing the spotlight
i’m done with the red lights
you were holding me back why don’t you see
you were the problem we both had
don’t act like you’re so sad
i cut off my chains and now i’m set free

Red Lights

Løuis & Pteraz - Red Lights (prod. SkGotTheSauce)

Løuis:
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/austin.x.louis/
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/46DIJY3iVYrFysGl75e57G?si=t1GeT-weQp28C12p15s3aw
Apple Music: https://music.apple.com/us/artist/l%C3%B8uis/1509373997
Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCxzJylgiX9k1fc3VLnNJqUw

lyrics:
how could i let this happen again
i’m a sucker for lies
you promised me our love wouldn’t end
about a hundred times
misled again
done wearing this long sleeve i’m letting my scars breathe
covered them instead i mend
i stain myself with black ink its permanent
cuz i don’t want hurt anymore inside

how could i let this happen again
i’m a sucker for lies
a sucker for lies
you promised me our love wouldn’t end
about a hundred times
about a hundred times
while i was waiting
your feelings traded
just want the truth you're so complicated
is our love fading
or fabricated
the only thing i feel is frustrated 

hear the sirens yeah
you’re acting strange
and i can sense things have changed now now
what are you hiding yeah
going deranged
you’re making me feel estranged
i’m screaming for out for help
spiraled
out of control you had a grip on my soul then you let it go
denial
didn’t want to believe you chose that guy over me could’ve let me know
i’m nauseous
said i was different from the others you fell in love with
hiding the lies under the covers i ignored it
caught by surprise so now i’m living through the torment
of not being good enough for anyone
i’ve been cut before but this ones deeper
guess i’ll never know for sure if she’s a cheater
as she left me on read another guys in her bed
i think i’d rather be dead
cuz i don’t want hurt anymore inside

how could i let this happen again
i’m a sucker for lies
a sucker for lies
you promised me our love wouldn’t end
about a hundred times
about a hundred times
while i was waiting
your feelings traded
just want the truth you're so complicated
is our love fading
or fabricated
the only thing i feel is frustrated

Sucker For Lies (prod. michael hare)

this was written for a friend struggling with addiction. hope you’re doing better!

Løuis
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/austin.x.louis/
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/46DIJY3iVYrFysGl75e57G?si=t1GeT-weQp28C12p15s3aw
Apple Music: https://music.apple.com/us/artist/l%C3%B8uis/1509373997
Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCxzJylgiX9k1fc3VLnNJqUw

lyrics:
i’m having trouble breathing now
you stole the air away from me
i tried to quit but figured out
you were the one controlling me
i added cigarettes to fuel the poison inside my lungs
cuz lately you don’t feel the same and i desire the buzz
another hit to drown the noises out cuz love isn’t fun
i watched the world go up in flames inhaled the smoke now i’m numb

alicia
alicia
i was addicted to your touch
alicia 
alicia
i needed you more than the drugs
alicia 
i needed ya 
i’m lost without you
i broke your trust
but i never meant to hurt your soul

so i’m backing off
told you that i quit but you heard the cough
i tried
yeah i tried
but i’m not gonna to make it
cuz nothing really works guess i’m forever jaded now
you started masking the memories 
by changing my chemistry
your love is a drug and misery loves her company
an addict for so long
it messed with me mentally 
connection was so strong
till you killed the energy
i stopped using that night
but you relapsed in my mind
want you in my life
you’re gone for good this time
i made you the enemy
the problems in my mind
love and drugs were my synergy 
they couldn’t intertwine
really messed with me mentally
depression hypnotized
the sedative spoke to me
said leave the world behind

alicia
alicia
i was addicted to your touch
alicia 
alicia
i needed you more than the drugs
alicia 
i needed ya 
i’m lost without you
i broke your trust
but i never meant to hurt your soul

i’ll fight until the death of me
it’s midnight and i’m crying myself to sleep
i love you wish you knew what you meant to me
the last thing you said was rest in peace

alicia 
i needed ya 
i’m lost without you
i broke your trust
but i never meant to hurt your soul

Alicia (prod. IOF x Idle Tears)

this is the first single off my upcoming EP "Story of my Life" 

Løuis
Instagram: www.instagram.com/austin.x.louis/
Spotify: open.spotify.com/artist/46DIJY3iV…weQp28C12p15s3aw
Apple Music: music.apple.com/us/artist/l%C3%B8uis/1509373997
Youtube: www.youtube.com/channel/UCxzJylgiX9k1fc3VLnNJqUw

lyrics:
what if one day i just disappeared
i’m so tired of facing the man in the mirror
bet you no one would notice i’m not even there
i’m jumping off of the edge cuz the end is near

demons try to take my life
i’m contemplating suicide
there’s a constant war inside my mind
so i pray that God is on my side
i’m in battle fighting for my soul
my heart is fragile i break it on my own
they slam the gavel and judge me from their thrones
it’s hard to handle a pain that no one knows
every breathe i take i’m by myself
when my heart feels empty i dream of hell
what a toll is takes on my mental health
when no body answers my calls for help

what if one day i just disappeared
i’m so tired of facing the man in the mirror
bet you no one would notice i’m not even there
i’m jumping off of the edge cuz the end is near
what if one day i just disappeared
i’m so tired of facing the man in the mirror
bet you no one would notice i’m not even there
i’m jumping off of the edge cuz the end is near

Man in the Mirror (prod. michael hare)

Løuis
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/austin.x.louis/
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/46DIJY3iVYrFysGl75e57G?si=t1GeT-weQp28C12p15s3aw
Apple Music: https://music.apple.com/us/artist/l%C3%B8uis/1509373997
Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCxzJylgiX9k1fc3VLnNJqUw

Lyrics:
i remember when i saw you walk by on the day we met
didn’t know it then but you know it now girl you never left my head
cuz i’ve been thinking bout you since that day 
i never know what to say but i’ll try it out
i’m scared you’ll make the choice to run away 
but that’s the risk i take i hope you hear me now 

damn i love it when you smile
it drives me crazy
haven’t felt this for a while
been happy lately
damn i love it when you smile
it drives me crazy
now serotonin’s running wild
i want more baby

you’re acting like there ain’t something 
i can feel your heart beating in my chest from across the room
liquor filling my stomach 
helps to ease the nerves when i’m finally locking eyes with you
cuz i’ve been waiting for this moment since you entered my life
the timing wasn’t right but it’s right now
i made a promise that i’d ask you by the end of the night
well it’s the end of the night time to find out
done waiting 
my heart tells me that it’s now or never
no patience 
cuz what if you’re the one that lasts forever yeah

damn i love it when you smile
it drives me crazy
haven’t felt this for a while
been happy lately
damn i love it when you smile
it drives me crazy
now serotonin’s running wild
i want more baby
damn i love it when you smile
it drives me crazy
haven’t felt this for a while
been happy lately
damn i love it when you smile
it drives me crazy
now serotonin’s running wild
i want more baby

i’m contemplating words inside my head
if i don’t ask now won’t know what could’ve been yeah

damn i love it when you smile
it drives me crazy
haven’t felt this for a while
been happy lately
damn i love it when you smile
it drives me crazy
now serotonin’s running wild
i want more baby

Drive Me Crazy

Løuis
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Lyrics:
i’ve tried love
i don’t think i like it but i might’ve
crushed her heart the powder stuck on my tongue 
i took too much of her i think my times up
yeah
whoa

i’m tired of screaming all alone
it’s hard to live when your life is a nightmare
you’ll only love me once i’m gone
when i die don’t act like you all cared

it was her and i when everything started
only one to help me
i was loving the high but we slowly departed
now she’s loving everyone but me 

i’m tired of screaming all alone
it’s hard to live when your life is a nightmare
you’ll only love me once i’m gone
when i die don’t act like you all cared
when i die burry me and make sure that i’m locked in
when i die you better chain my soul to the coffin

i’m suffocating i can’t face it she attacked me from behind
her favorite fragrance smells like hatred recognize it every time
time 
gotta find a way that i can get out more
i’ve tried her and i 
she wants a love that makes the cover of tabloids
she don’t wanna talk about the feelings in my head
she’d rather do things that make me mad instead
i can’t take another second of this again
she slowly turned into the thing i most regret
she don’t wanna talk about the feelings in my head
she’d rather do things that make me mad instead
i can’t take another second of this again
she slowly turned into the thing i most regret

i’m tired of screaming all alone
it’s hard to live when your life is a nightmare
you’ll only love me once i’m gone
when i die don’t act like you all cared
when i die burry me and make sure that i’m locked in
when i die you better chain my soul to the coffin

Chain My Soul To The Coffin

This is the first song from my upcoming EP "The Story of my Life" dropping in January 2023.

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Lyrics:
I’m lonely
Please hide all the knives
I’m wondering
Am I doing this right
I don’t know how to live
I don’t know how to love
Anxiety kills 
I can’t sleep at night
It’s only
A piece of my life
I’m wondering
Does it end tonight
I can’t live with regret
I can’t live with my head 
Anxiety kills
I can’t sleep at night
When I cried
They told me to take my life
When I tried
They said that my head ain’t right
They have the nerve to ask why I’m becoming so distant
When I wouldn’t have been here if I took their advice 

I can’t admit that I need help
I have to keep it to myself
I’m dancing on the rooftop with the ghost from my past ‘cause I have nobody else
I can’t speak up ‘cause I’m a man
I don’t expect them to understand
They didn’t have the time for me but when I was there for them I held their hands

Can’t think straight 
Some of my friends were the first ones to call me crazy
Ease my pain
Guess they were right I was wrong took my gun off safety 
But I have Angels on my side that are fighting all the Demons trynahypnotize me
Can’t believe what I’m seeing
Could they live in my head so they can see the all the reasons 
Why they’d rather be dead than find out how far it deepens
I’m too old to cry
I’m too young to die
I’ll be right here till it’s over
I’m too cold to try
I’m too dead inside
I’ll talk with God when I’m sober

I can’t admit that I need help
I have to keep it to myself
I’m dancing on the rooftop with the ghost from my past ‘cause I have nobody else
I can’t speak up ‘cause I’m a man
I don’t expect them to understand
They didn’t have the time for me but when I was there for them I held their hands

Am I Doing This Right

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lyrics:
you won’t call tonight
i hate the fact this happens every time
guess i’m not enough
cuz i was trying to give my heart but it’s been hard to trust
said i wouldn’t fall again as i was falling more in love with you
tried to cross the bridge but now that bridge is burning thanks to you 
damage left inside my head was caused from breathing in the fumes
having visions of you dancing with the devil i’m confused
want to get the best of me because your heart is so consumed

silence silence my voice is ringing your head
silence silence i hope you heard every word i said
silence
silence inside my head

baby you’re upset but I don’t understand
why you’re now sending me texts of naked photographs
i tried i tried quitting but you know I’m attached
denied denied feelings now you’re wanting a chance but
you didn’t care cuz i was only a test run
you started driving me away from your heart 
but i didn’t mind i was riding with you for life
tonight running lights crashed and now we’re burning alive 
burning alive alive alive i tired
but i can’t accept the way you lied to my face
you ruined my faith for the next one

silence silence my voice is ringing your head
silence silence i hope you heard every word i said
silence
silence inside my head

Silence

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lyrics:
five in the morning
i was waiting for your text but it never came
and i’m still learning
that juice was always right all girls are the same
i try i try i try i try 
not to get hurt every time
i try i try i try i try
but i’m dying inside

gave up gave up
i’m wasted and still
running running off aderall pills
i can’t i can’t
face it it’s killing me daily
but need it to feel our old thrills
too many i’ve failed
but not like the last
i think of her still yeah
she put me through hell
she made her fake love
feel like it was real yeah
too many i’ve failed
but not like the last
i think of her still yeah
she put me through hell
she made her fake love
feel like it was real yeah

All The Same

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lyrics: 
turbulence
you’re flying round my head in circles
permanence
i thought our love would be eternal
we fight we cry
i hate to see you like this baby
we’ll be alright
promise me that you still love me

and when it’s all said and done
you’re gonna tell me it’s in my head 
you’re gonna tell me it’s in my head
even when you know it breaks my heart 
and when it’s all said and done
i hope you want to try this again
i hope you want to try this again
please stay with me tonight

why did you run from me
that’s what they all do
i gave my best but it wasn’t good for you
after you left me
who did you turn to
you said I’m the worst but we know that isn’t true
upset
you used love as a weapon
my chest
is holding back the depression
i guess
that i use drugs for suppression
but it never heals the stress

and when it’s all said and done
you’re gonna tell me it’s in my head 
you’re gonna tell me it’s in my head
even when you know it breaks my heart 
and when it’s all said and done
i hope you want to try this again
i hope you want to try this again
please stay with me tonight

Turbulence

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lyrics:
would you take my hand
if the world was ending
cuz i don’t to want to die alone
heard your kiss is really deadly
but i’ll take one before you go
give me a dose of poison baby
i’ll keep your secrets with me into the grave
i’m kinda sorta going crazy
it’s cuz your love is driving me insane 

you’re running through my veins
now my heart’s tainted
with fears of broken pains
promise me we’ll make it

baby we won’t survive the night
i want to live before we die
a love like yours is hard to find
too bad the world’s ending tonight
no happy no happy ever after
but i’m thankful for our time
no happy no happy ever after
that’s the story of my life

The Story Of My Life

stream Wild Fire:
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lyrics:
you made a fool out of me yeah
our friends think i’m insane but they don’t know the true pain
you love ruining me yeah
your family hates me the same because the things that you claimed
but they don’t know the truth is lying
i have to watch in silence
they don’t believe me a second but i’m trying
it’s not fair they bring you life while i'm still dying
they don’t want to take the time to see from my end

pushed me in the fire
wild fire
i’m done with the trying
this ain’t right 
pushed me in the fire
wild fire
i’m hearing the sirens
they pass me by
they pass me by

i’m stuck with no place to go
and they all know where i roam
ingrained in my mind
there’s no point in tryna hide

you forced me to be alone
because the lies that you told
dead on the inside
can’t move on with my life

they hate me now
cuz you were angry that i had caught you
the truth will come out
they’ll see you’re crazy and how

you made a fool out of me yeah
our friends think i’m insane but they don’t know the true pain
you love ruining me yeah
your family hates me the same because the things that you claimed

you made a fool out of me yeah
our friends think i’m insane but they don’t know the true pain
you love ruining me yeah
your family hates me the same because the things that you claimed
but they don’t know the truth is lying
i have to watch in silence
they don’t believe me a second but i’m trying
it’s not fair they bring you life while i'm still dying
they don’t want to take the time to see from my end
from my end

Wild Fire

Wild Fire (prod. by nejdos)

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lyrics:
sorry have to leave you in the past
you’re wasting my time
i’m done with your lies
somehow i thought that we we’re gonna last
i never saw the signs
until you crossed the line

sorry have to leave you in the past
you’re wasting my time
i’m done with your lies
somehow i thought that we we’re gonna last
i never saw the signs
until you crossed the line

heartbreak
you’re fake
i’m in pain love threw me to the flames love
you claimed 
you changed
it’s too late love tired of the fake love

i’m moving on too fast
my heart wants me to take time
but i cannot wait to take the bullets out my chest
i know that it’s right
but why does it feel so wrong
blamed it on myself when you’re the reason for this mess

now it’s back and forth i’m battling the demons that you left
all the lies you told are piling up inside my head
screaming in my mind you won’t get out i cannot rest
the things i loved the most about you turned out to be 
so wrong
caught up in the moment i was so lost 
couldn’t read between the lines that you crossed
scared to fall again know what your love costs
had to move on

sorry have to leave you in the past
you’re wasting my time
i’m done with your lies
somehow i thought that we we’re gonna last
i never saw the signs
until you crossed the line

heartbreak
you’re fake
i’m in pain love threw me to the flames love
you claimed 
you changed
it’s too late love tired of the fake love

already made up my mind
i guess i’m leaving tonight
you cannot sway me this time
ohh no no no

i’ll give a bit of advice
try to move on with your life 
i ain’t returning this time
ohh no no no

thought i told ya
you were my problem
couldn’t find closure
now i’m getting closer
dragged to the bottom
can’t get any lower
at least the mess is over
over
all the stress is gone now
lifted off my shoulders
why do i feel colder
colder
a part of me is gone but at least the pain is over

sorry have to leave you in the past
you’re wasting my time
i’m done with your lies
somehow i thought that we we’re gonna last
i never saw the signs
until you crossed the line

sorry have to leave you in the past
you’re wasting my time
i’m done with your lies
somehow i thought that we we’re gonna last
i never saw the signs
until you crossed the line

heartbreak
you’re fake
i’m in pain love threw me to the flames love
you claimed 
you changed
it’s too late love tired of the fake love

Crossed The Line

Crossed The Line (prod. rossgossage)

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lyrics:
i wish that it was over 
it’s getting closer
a couple more to the head and then it’s over
now she wants to love me
but i don’t know her
nova cane to my heart it’s growing colder
wish that it was over 
it’s getting closer
a couple more to the head and then it’s over
now she wants to love me
but i don’t know her
nova cane to my heart it’s growing colder
 
she met in my past life
but that’s the past though
i don’t know what she did but it turned me into someone i don’t know
anymore
she’s in love once again but i changed i’m not the same me from before
leave my life
i will not rewind
i was doing fine but now i’m getting hostile
for wasted time
that’s where i draw the line
can’t fall in love again cuz she has fooled me once or twice
i tried to fight
i tried to fight it
but she broke me deep on the inside
closed off in my mind
 
i wish that it was over 
it’s getting closer
a couple more to the head and then it’s over
now she wants to love me
but i don’t know her
nova cane to my heart it’s growing colder
wish that it was over 
it’s getting closer
a couple more to the head and then it’s over
now she wants to love me
but i don’t know her
nova cane to my heart it’s growing colder
 
she told me relax
woke up with knives in my back
never go back for the seconds
she was the last
now i use love for deception
aim for the heart it’s a weapon
string is detached
don’t want her back
miss all my freedom i cannot fall back
why can’t my love come unattached
she needs me now but there’s no turning back
faded to black
everything changed when i found out the facts
filled up with tears when i learned bout her past
scars were healed but it’s deeper than that
heartbeat was broken so much that it’s flat
if i had known would’ve called her right back
so maybe
i could see her one more time
but she hates me
i see the hurt inside her eyes
i’m done with all the games
she’s either mine or homicide is on my mind
my hearts too cold for love this time
 
i wish that it was over 
it’s getting closer
a couple more to the head and then it’s over
now she wants to love me
but i don’t know her
nova cane to my heart it’s growing colder

Novacane

Novacane (prod. ruan & voyce)

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soundcloud: https://soundcloud.com/pteraz
spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/24lSOruSbioiHq3hLCDLmp?si=t5FmVd6_SyyqJt9aEdm8kg
apple music: https://music.apple.com/us/artist/pteraz/1480311051

lyrics:
yeah
yeah
on my mind
think about her all the time
yeah i think about her all the time

i’m tryna catch a vibe tonight but she keeps running through my mind
i tried to stop but think about her all the time
i cannot fall in love again been dragged through hell too many times
feelings are gone
and i know she’s the reason why
i was down bad for a while after she upped and left
the meds were burning my chest i needed closure
every time i tried to move on felt like i was obsessed
i drank until i could rest
was never sober

she’s lying on my name as if she is perfect
wondered what i did to deserve this
i know she’s hurting deep under the surface
i need some space from her i think i’ve earned it

slow down
my hearts in a bind
she’s wrapped in my mind
i’m speeding tryna clear my head fast 
count down
the seconds unwind
i’m feeling sublime
but only till she brings up the past

there’s nothing much that she could really say
damage done the lies hurt to this day
i drank till rock bottom for the pain
rather die right now than look her in her face

done with all romancin
if she’s coming back around
i swear i’ll get to blasting
beat my up then broke me down
she turned me to a manson
i dare her to fly through my mind one more time i’ll meet her there

i’m tryna catch a vibe tonight but she keeps running through my mind
i tried to stop but think about her all the time
i cannot fall in love again been dragged through hell too many times
feelings are gone
and i know she’s the reason why
i was down bad for a while after she upped and left
the meds were burning my chest i needed closure
every time i tried to move on felt like i was obsessed
i drank until i could rest
was never sober

the way she moving man you’d think she needs a GPS
and she a liar and she blind she can’t see the mess
i hate the fact that all her friends think that they the press
so now i'm screaming with the boys A-G-A-T-S
now you wanna whine and fuss
i remember when you told me there would never be an us
thinking back to what it was
not that we are over i can only see this as a plus
and you’re the issue what i think
dishing all the problems on to me like i’m a sink
said you need some time to think
i’m getting really tired of the drama that that brings
and she a liar and a cheater my mama told me i ain’t never need her
i know
now she acting like a diva i’m wishing that i never had to meet her
i'll go

i’m tryna catch a vibe tonight but she keeps running through my mind
i tried to stop but think about her all the time
i cannot fall in love again been dragged through hell too many times
feelings are gone
and i know she’s the reason why
i was down bad for a while after she upped and left
the meds were burning my chest i needed closure
every time i tried to move on felt like i was obsessed
i drank until i could rest
was never sober

Down Bad feat. Pteraz (prod. ross gossage & sephgotthewaves)

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lyrics:
i’ve been lonely every since the day you left
feeling empty nothing beating in my chest
drown in hennessy to deal with all the stress
i can’t escape this mess i love the misery

wow
you have a temper
so out of bounds can’t admit that you that you had messed up
so what now
do you remember
you threw me out the second after you felt better
didn’t want to harness a target
you led me to my grave that’s why i stay so guarded
loved you through the hardest ardent
you never even cared you were leaving regardless of my love

i’ve been lonely every since the day you left
feeling empty nothing beating in my chest
drown in hennessy to deal with all the stress
i can’t escape this mess i love the misery
i’ve been lonely every since the day you left
feeling empty nothing beating in my chest
drown in hennessy to deal with all the stress
i can’t escape this mess i love the misery

okay okay okay
you want my misery to stay
a void i can’t replace
the cycle starts again today
your empty eyes
i can’t even open mine
love is blind
too caught up in your own pride
no surprise
i tried to tell you my heart has a price
you didn’t listen used me as a vice
i pulled your card
and it showed me who you are now
breathing in the char
cuz you went and burnt my heart out

i’ve been lonely every since the day you left
feeling empty nothing beating in my chest
drown in hennessy to deal with all the stress
i can’t escape this mess i love the misery
i’ve been lonely every since the day you left
feeling empty nothing beating in my chest
drown in hennessy to deal with all the stress
i can’t escape this mess i love the misery

Love The Misery

Love The Misery (prod. Southern)

☆ the world is yours ☆

contact: austinlouismusic@gmail.com

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