not to be an edgy fuck on main but this really reminds me how fucked up my mental health is

it stays behind the gates i keep it right at bay i will never hesitate to take my things and  run away and i just pray someday that maybe you will see, the monster inside me, but please dont set it free, oh. you call me insecure, quite annoying just a bore. dealing with me is a chore, im telling you i know. pick my heart off the ground that muffled beat is quite a sound my bloods drip rain is falling down this heart break takes a toll, oh. wont you tell me wont you tell it to me thorough, you and i both know that im not me when im with you, oh. wont you let me go and walk right through that door. i only want to leave because you know im insecure. it stays behind the gates i keep it right at bay i will never hesitate to take my things and run away, and i just pray someday that maybe you will se the monster inside me but please dont set it free it stays behind the gates i keep it right at bay i will never set it free, the monster inside me

I first heard this on a Lofi music app. I looked it up and now I'm here.

I was singing this song while crying because of the severe bullying I through because my sexuality and identity. I was literally was sobbing. Then I reliezed I accidentally Facetimed my friends and I am so embarrassed -///-

more w/ these goons hehe

produced by @cat_naps and I
vocals by @love-sadkid
mixed by @halberd-3000

[art from: https://goo.gl/qg1Qji]

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monster (feat. cat naps & love-sadkid)

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22-year-old musician based in Seattle, WA.

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