music is meditation in motion #32

"She's Complicated"

She will never be game
She will never play the love game
If she'll ever try
She'll just end up running to hide

I'll just ride this train
And find some other bargain
'Cause it'll never be the same
Oh ever again

I won't make her
'Cause she'll just say no
I'll just write on paper
And make a damn good throw

And hope it flies and burns over the sun
'Cause i can't date someone like her
I can try but I'm pretty sure it wouldn't work
With someone just as complicated as her

She will never be tamed
She will never say she will play
If she'll ever try
She'll just end up making some lies

Well, it hurts my brain
And my heart is also in pain
'Cause it'll never be the same
Oh ever again

I won't make her
'Cause she'll just say no
I'll just write on paper
And make a damn good throw

And hope it flies and burns over the sun
'Cause i can't date someone like her
I can try but I'm pretty sure it wouldn't work
With someone just as complicated as her
With someone just as complicated as her

She's Complicated

35) "Mid-February"

Dozens of roses
Chocolates in boxes tied with ribbons
Oh I'm driven mad about the thought of asking you out
But i don't want to sound insane 

Are we friends
Do we need some amends
'Cause we both know that we don't really blend
That well 

I think i wanna kiss you momentarily
While no one's around
And maybe i should ask you this mid-February
If you wanna go out
But i guess i'll just sit down on a bench 
before i break down or black out
And shut my mouth

Now i don't know this 
Love's in my air but i'm forbidden
Oh i'm a little sad about how i can't ask you out
'Cause that would really sound absurd, hey

Are we friends
Do we need some amends
'Cause we both know that we don't really blend
That well 

But i think i wanna kiss you momentarily
While no one's around
And maybe i should ask you this mid-February
If you wanna go out
But i guess i'll just sit down on a bench 
before i break down or black out
Then shut my mouth

Shut my nose, ears, and eyes
Don't keep my hands and my feet untied
I'll shut my mouth 
Then shut my heart, shut my mind
Don't keep my hands and my feet untied

'Cause i think i wanna kiss you momentarily
While no one's around
And maybe i should ask you this mid-February
If you're down 
But i guess i'll just sit down on a bench 
before i break down or black out
And i guess you should sit down
Be my guest while i tell all about
Why i should shut my mouth


Mid-February

36) Comfy

She's just a girl 
Nothing more than that
She's not my world
Oh i wish that these were facts
'Cause when she curls her hair from front to back 
She seems to keep these eyes of mine intact

And when she twirls
I think that it attracts
With her teeth like pearls 
And a pretty smile like that
I wanna earn her so she would love me back 
'Cause she already told me that i lack

But it's okay, i can wait, don't worry mate, i have faith

She can take all and leave me soaking
She can make fun of all my hapless tries 
She can break everything inside of me
But i will try again try again 
Make her comfy, keep her snug
Try again try again 
Hope and wait 'til she would fall in love

She gave no words
Nothing more was heard
But she moves those curves
And she whistles like a bird
And when she turns her frown into a smile
It makes me wanna laugh a little while

'Cause it's okay, i can wait, don't worry mate, i have faith

She can take all and leave me soaking 
She can make fun of all my hapless tries 
She can break everything inside of me
But i will try again try again 
Make her comfy, keep her snug
Try again try again 
Hope and wait 'til she would fall in love

Make her comfy keep her snug
Try again try again 
'Til she would fall in love 
'Till she would fall in love

Comfy

her style, her eyes, her personality, her skin, her touch, her hair, her smile, and her way of talking. Composition number 32.

Miss Perfection 

Hey girl should i call you perfect
This long sleeve sweater's filled with stains of lipstick
Your unbuttoned shirt makes me wanna fix it 
Your almond eyes are more than just fantastic  

You entice me, when you say my name
You surprise me, when you try to tickle me with your chin 
Oh i see. When you touch my hand and you talk in words that only we could comprehend

You're like a sunshine, the sunshine on a meadow
You shot my heart down with a thousand arrows
Pretty white skin, the smooth touch of your elbow
You've got that effect
You have me swept and falling in your depth
You take my breath
Now should i call you perfect

Hey girl should i call you perfect
Cause nothing's better without your presence in it
That floral dress, i think that it's nicely fit
Your flowing hair, that's my favorite bit

You entice me, when you say my name
You surprise me, when you cheer me up with your grin
Oh i see. When you touch my hand and you talk in words that only we could comprehend

You're like a sunshine, the sunshine on a meadow
You shot my heart down with a thousand arrows
Pretty white skin, the smooth touch of your elbow
You've got that effect
You have me swept and falling in your depth
You take my breath
Now should i call you perfect

Miss Perfection


If i'd like to rome around
Anywhere far away from this town
Will you come with me when called 
Oh 'cause you make me whole

If you'd like to move about
I'd pack up my stuff without a doubt
These hands are yours to hold
Oh 'cause you make me whole

You can sleep while we travel
Tires on gravel, we'll forget about the world
As we keep hiding behind our headlights 
And If it gets cold i'll keep you warm tonight

You'll be in my arms
Until our awaited sunset
Girl, You are my charm 
Like a necklace or a bracelet
An adventure in rainy weather, or fun in the sun
I'm ready for the long run 
Ready for the long run
Darling, You are my lucky one 

I'd like to show you how
My thoughts are a bit profound
I'll tell you stories never told
Oh 'cause you make me whole

And when you're feeling down
We will pass by a really lovely town
Together 'til we're old 
Oh 'cause you make me whole

You can sleep while we travel
It'll be a marvel, we'll forget about the world
As we keep hiding behind our headlights 
And If it gets cold i'll keep you warm tonight

You'll be in my arms
Until our awaited sunset
Girl, You are my charm 
Like a necklace or a bracelet
An adventure in rainy weather, or fun in the sun
I'm ready for the long run 
Ready for the long run
Darling, You are my lucky one

And i'll take care of you 
Like you're the most precious gem in the world  
And tell you the sweetest things 
No other girl has ever heard
I would make you feel like a rare diamond or pearl
And make you feel the best
If you just say yes
'Cause i'm ready for the long run
Ready for the long run 
Darling, you are my lucky one


Lucky Charm

Put your head on my shoulder
And i will hold you
Until the time of dawn
I'll take your hands like i told you
And place them over mine
I promise i'll never be gone

Oh i've woken up by your little touch
And realized why i love you so much
Oh just stay asleep and i'll make breakfast
I'll pull up your blanket first, no it's no fuss

So sleep tight my darling
This blanket's neatly rolled over
Your feet so it won't get cold
I made breakfast in bed
Like i always did
I'll take your hand and fold it over mine
And when our sun comes up we'll have a good time
Once you wake up i would probably say 
"Good morning love, what a wonderful day"

Placed some sugar in your coffee
Like you told me
And your waffles shaped like the sun
Then here's your bottle of maple syrup
And when you get up 
You'll see a smiley that's badly drawn

Oh i felt too much from your little touch
And realized why i've fallen this much
Oh just stay in bed, i'll just lightly thread
And i'll get you anything, no it's no fuss

Just sleep tight my darling
This blanket's neatly rolled over
Your feet so you won't get cold
I made breakfast in bed
Like i always did
I'll take your hand and fold it over mine
When our sun comes up we'll have a good time
Once you wake up i would probably say 
"Good morning love, what a wonderful day"

But sleep tight first

Good Morning

I know we agreed not to seriously celebrate the upcoming holiday so consider this as a random February gift! I wrote this before you left the country for the holiday vacation, but i only got to record it recently. This is no. 41, i think... :))

I'll Start Missing 

Don't pack your bags
Please don't my leave side
Even for a while
'Cause I'll start longing for your touch

I know you leave
And then comeback again 
But I hope it ends
And you'll just keep staying here with me 

Cause when you go I'll feel alone as the days keep going
And i'll keep strolling by the stone where we first met eyes
Then I'll miss you to the bone 'cause you are my lady
Please don't leave me 'cause

I hear your voice as I drive through the city lights
I see your eyes with the stars of the night sky
You're my first choice, oh the best one I've made 
Don't ride your train, don't ride your plane
'Cause if you'll go
I'll start missing you again

I feel the air
It's cold without your breath 
Oh I won't forget
How warm it is under our huge blanket 

You're what I need
Imagine the time we'll spend
If you'll leave your tickets and 
Just come back home with me

'Cause when you go I'll feel alone as the days keep going
I'll keep strolling by the stone where we first met eyes
Oh I don't care about my throne, I just need my queen
Please don't leave me be

I hear your voice as I drive through the city lights
I see your eyes with the stars of the night sky
You're my first choice, oh the best one l've made 
Don't ride your train, don't ride your plane
Cause if you'll go
I'll start missing you again

'Cause if you'll go
I'll start missing you again

I'll Start Missing

A very happy birthday to m'lady! I love her and all the small things that makes her up.  

Small Details

I know that she deserves the best
There's nothing i wouldn't give her
And I showed her all the secret sides of me 
She said that it didn't matter 

She's now a girl in her 20s 
And she's still got me going crazy, yeah 
And i appreciate everything she does, you see
All her small things could mean the world to me

Like, when she takes my hand 
Or when she pours a can of soup 
When she checks her teeth for debris
Or rubs her feet
When she ties her hair
And tells me mine looks kind of flared 
Or When she puts a book back in its shelf 
I tell myself
I tell myself 
"She's beautiful"

I'd go and walk so far just to her face
'Cause she misses mine too
She showed her hidden personalties 
And I think they're all  lovely

She's now a girl in her 20s 
And she's made me really happy, yeah 
And i appreciate everything she does, you see
All her small things are admirable to me

Like, when she takes my hand 
Or when she pours a can of soup 
When she checks her teeth for debris
Or rubs her feet
When she ties her hair
And tells me mine looks kind of flared 
Or When she puts a book back in its shelf 
I tell myself
I tell myself 
"She's beautiful"

Small Details

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