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lyrics:
[chorus]
pain is a hard pill to swallow pain is a hard pill to swallow pain is a hard pill to swallow oh why, oh why...
[verse 1]
i chased it with a shot
of whisky, then maybe some rum then i broke it up on spot
and rolled it and smoked it to run
i tried to not face it
i tried to displace it
i need to erase it
i don’t want to take it i tried to not face it
i tried to displace it
i need to erase it
i don’t want to take it, cause...
[chorus]
pain is a hard pill to swallow pain is a hard pill to swallow pain is a hard pill to swallow oh why, oh why...
[verse 2]
i threw it all away
lost my pride, dignity, my way
i tried to bury it in love
like lighting, it struck from above
i tried to not face it
i tried to displace it
i need to erase it
i don’t want to take it i tried to not face it
i tried to displace it
i need to erase it
i don’t want to take it, cause
[chorus]
pain is a hard pill to swallow pain is a hard pill to swallow pain is a hard pill to swallow oh why, oh why...
is it so hard
why’s it so hard
i don’t want to take it
i don’t want to take it, no i don’t want to take it
it’s a hard thing to do

disorders

pills

5 of 14 - belle - pills [disorders]

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lyrics:
[chorus]
it is what it is
there are truths and lies darkness and light
but why do i tell you
when what i said means nothing? it’s simple
to do what you did to me
waste your time, yea
waste your time
waste your time
[verse 1]
inebriated me
instead of celebrating
helping me
only to help yourself
you promised dreams
you gave me nightmares
do you even know what satisfy means?
[chorus]
it is what it is
there are truths and lies darkness and light
but why do i tell you
when what i said means nothing? it’s simple
to do what you did to me
waste your time, yea
waste your time
waste your time
[verse 2]
a fatal fallacy
had me hallucinating
i believed
i was your baby, your belle you called me queen
made me your affair
do you even know what a woman needs?
[chorus]
it is what it is
there are truths and lies darkness and light
but why do i tell you
when what i said means nothing? it’s simple
to do what you did to me
waste your time, yea
waste your time
waste your time
my experience says no
your delirious, you know
your oblivious, let go
you’re an idiot, you can’t grow

waste

7 of 14 - belle - waste [disorders]

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lyrics:
[verse 1]
i want it, i work for it
never seem to get it
looks good, does it feel good? 
running everything on credit 
paris, i desperately want
i imagine the scene
home i always stay
a girl who can’t stop her dreams
under a mountain of debt 
trying to dig myself out of it 
i have no one i can blame
i got myself into it
[chorus]
a sunset in paris
a life that’s so careless
wine from my terrace 
watching the sunset in paris 
a sunset in paris
a life that’s so careless
wine from my terrace 
watching the sunset in paris
[verse 2]
how i want.... (paris)
how i need... (sunset in paris) 
but i can’t leave
got chains-on-me
i struggle to make ends meet 
such a difficulty
when i wake up from my sleep 
it depresses me
under a mountain of debt 
trying to dig myself out of it
i have no one i can blame
i got myself into it
[chorus]
a sunset in paris
a life that’s so careless
wine from my terrace 
watching the sunset in paris 
a sunset in paris
a life that’s so careless
wine from my terrace 
watching the sunset in paris 
paris... sunset in paris

sunset in paris

3 of 14 - belle - sunset in paris [disorders]

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PARENTAL ADVISORY: EXPLICIT CONTENT

lyrics:

[chorus]
i don’t give a fuck anymore, imma let it go
i don’t give a fuck anymore, imma let it go
i don’t give a fuck anymore, imma let it go
i don’t give a fuck anymore, imma let it go

[verse 1]
i admit, i made mistakes
but there’s not 
much more drama i can take
i always 
drown in feelings i can’t shake
i’m living 
out my nightmares, wide awake

i can’t live like that
i’ll just overflow
this is where i’m at
this is where i grow

[chorus]
i don’t give a fuck anymore, imma let it go
i don’t give a fuck anymore, imma let it go
i don’t give a fuck anymore, imma let it go
i don’t give a fuck anymore, imma let it go

[verse 2]
what you thought of me, i cared
a little too much
so self conscious, i was scared
you would leave me
stripped down and my soul was bared
so there’d be an
understanding we could share

but i can’t live like that
i’ll just overflow
this is where i’m at
this is where i grow 

[chorus]
i don’t give a fuck anymore, imma let it go
i don’t give a fuck anymore, imma let it go
i don’t give a fuck anymore, imma let it go
i don’t give a fuck anymore, imma let it go


idgaf

9 of 14 - belle - idgaf [disorders]

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lyrics:

[verse 1]
what i need
is some peace at night
what do i get 
when i'm not your wife 
why did i do what we did
will i host a life?
i die in mistakes
i want to live in right
there’s no end in sight
we rushed in lust
and now we wait
for my body to act
choose it's way

[pre-chorus]
in the dark i lay
no where to escape
all my thoughts loud
i can't turn them down
i hear all
surround
trapped me all 
around
will not let me go
why can't i just grow 

[chorus]
i get no sleep in toronto
it never comes to me 
why won’t my mind ever let go
i keep on punishing me
i get no sleep in toronto
it never comes to me 
why won’t my mind ever let go
i keep on punishing me

(no sleep in toronto) x4

[verse 2]
should we be 
hurt by this
one action done 
could change all of it
to argue life
i don't want to think about it
i want to retreat to my bed
turn off all the lights
forget about all of it
and just live in the night

[pre-chorus]
in the dark i lay
no where to escape
all my thoughts loud
i can't turn them down
i hear all
surround
trapped me all 
around
will not let me go
why can't i just grow 

[chorus]
i get no sleep in toronto
it never comes to me 
why won’t my mind ever let go
i keep on punishing me
i get no sleep in toronto
it never comes to me 
why won’t my mind ever let go
i keep on punishing me


no sleep in toronto

12 of 14 - belle - no sleep in toronto [disorders]

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lyrics:

[verse 1]
i’m emotional
i cry so easily
can’t forgive myself
i feel so incomplete
uncontrollable
this negativity
i feel all alone
stuck with this enemy
never satisfied
no she's never pleased
though i try and try
she takes the best of me
nowhere i can hide
she will always seek
running out of time
i’m running out of steam

[pre-chorus]
get out
of my mind
it’s bout time 
i live my life
this uncertainty
is slowly killing me
seeking my defeat
is my worst enemy

[chorus]
i am my own worst
i am my own worst
i am my own worst… enemy

[verse2]
lying to myself
the truth i never see
i'm destructive 
i got this tendency
to break down my pride
give up my dignity
fall into abyss
and drown in misery
tied up in chains
i’m sinking rapidly
thriving off my pain
she takes my sanity
she invades my mind
full of hostility
she won’t give me peace
she won’t let me be

[pre-chorus]
get out
of my mind
it’s bout time 
i live my life
this uncertainty
is slowly killing me
seeking my defeat
is my worst enemy 

[chorus]
i am my own worst
i am my own worst
i am my own worst… enemy


enemy

2 of 14 - belle - enemy [disorders]

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lyrics

[verse 1]

what’s wrong with me again
why can’t i keep from crying
the slightest trigger is a gun to my head
russian roulette with regret

[pre-chorus]
oh, bout anything and everything
oh, all the time, day and night
oh, for the past for the future
right now, right now… i cry and i cry

[chorus]
i cry and i cry and i cry
whatever i do
i try, i
can’t keep it together
broken
emotional roller-coastin'
i cry and i cry and i cry
whatever i do
i try, i
can’t keep it together
broken
emotional waves over flowing

[verse 2]
i cry ’til i laugh at myself
i bring on the wrath of myself
every tissue a reminder to change
all crushed on the floor with this pain

[pre-chorus]
oh, bout anything and everything
oh, all the time, day and night
oh, for the past for the future
right now, right now… i cry and i cry

[chorus]
i cry and i cry and i cry
whatever i do
i try, i
can’t keep it together
broken
emotional roller-coastin
i cry and i cry and i cry
whatever i do
i try, i
can’t keep it together
broken
emotional waves over flowing

[outtro]
don’t ask me if i’m alright 

disorders 

broken808

4 of 14 - belle - broken808 [disorders]

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lyrics

i'm well aware
of the reason you’re not here
i guess it's fair, yeah
always genuine 
even let you in
i let you stay
but i let you walk away 

i let you stay
i let you in
never all the way 

[pre-chorus]
call it bad timing
call it a hurt heart
call it it was over from the start

[chorus] 
i don't know how to do it
offer you my all
couldn't let you think that
you can break down my walls
[repeat]

walls

13 of 14 - belle - walls [disorders]

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lyrics
[verse 1]
lost in luxury
to satisfy my senses
i want to be free
copacobana nights are endless 
indulgence in the heat 
escaping to the rhythm
drifting on the beat
pulsating through my system

[pre-chorus]
i want to live out my life
all night in rio
take in the city lights 
all night in rio
live in that centro life
all night in rio
i want to live out my life
all night in rio

[chorus]
—scat— 

[verse 2]
find me on the beach
i'm in ipanema
there i will release
my desires and my demons
belly of the beast
i feed and unleash it
looking down on me
i feel the redeemer


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Government of Canada through the Department of
Canadian Heritage (Canada Music Fund) and of Canada’s
Private Radio Broadcasters

all right in rio

10 of 14 - belle - all night in rio [disorders]

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lyrics

[chorus]
trust lies
pain love
cold eyes
sex drugs

[verse]
from the jump
i thought
you knew me
you seemed
so in tune with me
but i quickly
found
out
that you
were only using me

[pre-chorus]
took all that you could from me
a dollar and a dream
misery loves company
so i fed your fein
addicted to the higher life
bad habits led to sin
theft then left me all strung out
needs and wants
you got me on your

[chorus]
trust lies
pain love
cold eyes
sex drugs

you used me 
now i’m using


sex pain lies drugs

6 of 14 - belle - sex pain lies drugs [disorders]

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lyrics

[verse 1]
everyday
every step a challenge
i feel the weight 
gotta get a handle
balance act
pulled in all directions
zero to ten the tension, oh

[pre-chorus]
the pressure
holding me down
at my threshold
gotta get off the ground

[chorus]
if fall seven, i get up eight
[gonna fall, gonna fall, gonna fall, gonna fall but i gotta get up eight]

[verse 2]
against the wall
pushed right to my limit
hit the floor
hit back i ain’t finished
i want it all
get up, and go get it
to ten with best intensions, yea

[pre-chorus]
the pressure
holding me down
at my threshold
gotta get off the ground

[chorus]
if fall seven, i get up eight
[gonna fall, gonna fall, gonna fall, gonna fall but i gotta get up eight]

[breakdown]
down seven
up eight 
go the nine

seven eight

8 of 14 - belle - seven, eight [disorders]

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lyrics

[verse 1]
ooh i like you looking at me
ooh like you already have me
ooh let your touch convince me
ooh how bad you want it daddy?

[pre-chorus]
no it ain’t easy
must be hard to please me
make every kiss worth it 
my body deserves it
until i'm on fire 
and i can't deny you
’til all of my senses
say yes take me right here

[chorus]
do i belong to you?
cater to you to serve you and please you
i'll give it all to you
take me over till all of me needs you [repeat]

[verse 2]
ooh all yours for the taking
ooh don't doubt yourself now baby
ooh —but baby— take it slowly 
ooh your lips alone will take me

[pre-chorus]
no it ain’t easy
must be hard to please me
make every kiss worth it 
my body deserves it
until i'm on fire 
and i can't deny you
’til all of my senses
say yes take me right here

[chorus]
do i belong to you?
cater to you to serve you and please you
i'll give it all to you
take me over till all of me needs you [repeat]

needs

11 of 14 - belle - needs [disorders]

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lyrics
[verse]
what am i… doing with my life
6th round of a fight
bell rung, beat down, i'm tired

hundred times… been on this battle field
they attack i always yield
no horse, no sword, no shield

[bridge]
it’s my achilles heel
to re-live this ordeal
those who never learn
take their turn
and the burn 
they always feel

like icarus, i’m done
flew too close into the sun
now i fall into the sea
it’s on me
lessons learned,
total: none

[chorus]
yes, you should learn
yes, you should learn
yes, you should learn, you should learn… 

[bridge]
like icarus, i’m done
flew too close into the sun
now i fall into the sea
it’s on me
lessons learned
total: none

[chorus]
yes, you should learn
yes, you should learn
yes, you should learn, you should learn… 


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Government of Canada through the Department of
Canadian Heritage (Canada Music Fund) and of Canada’s
Private Radio Broadcasters

should learn

1 of 14 - belle - should learn [disorders]

Em’s house welcomes Belle for a live performance. This live to air interview was recorded on May 29, 2016 - 11 am EST! 

Welcome to em’s house where you’ll hear music that’ll having you digging for a cassette to record, as she shares her music memories and wistfully reminds you of yours. Kick off your Converse, Docs, sneaks, whatever, and chill awhile at em’s house.

Sundays, 11 am to 12 pm on http://i-liveradio.com

Hear the new album: disorders on iTunes, Spotify, Google Play, Tidal, & Amazon - links at http://musicofbelle.com 

Disorders

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Em's House interviews BELLE w/ live performance [from iLive Radio - Sunday May 29]

the video: http://www.dailymotion.com/video/x5bownc_belle-kings-queens-might-rule-prod-by-breakmaster-cylinder_music
backup: https://vid.me/evky

produced by Breakmaster Cylinder soundcloud.com/breakmaster-cylinder
written by belle and Linykie Nix

i’m tryna be strong for you right now 
but honestly i need you right now

if we have to fight the fight
i don't want to fight with you 
if it's us against the world 
i just want to fight with you 

partner my love and only one 
it got hard, so hard
and we noticed huh?
why ever argue with your chosen one?
that's a chosen two
now i'm so confused

we can lay in silence 
and say nothing at all
don't have to say a word 
baby as long as we talk
light in the darkness 
love knows where we are 
wherever we are 

all this to say i miss you

you want action - i needed words 
communication - him and her 
indecision - back and forth 
should have witnessed - listened first 

kings and queens might rule the earth
we could have the universe 
understand the worth

i’m tryna be strong for you right now

kings & queens might rule [single]

kings & queens might rule

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kings & queens might rule prod. by Breakmaster Cylinder [single]

produced by HANDBOOK soundcloud.com/handbook
written by belle and Linykie Nix

verse 1:
i was never really
one for the money
but i’d get two on for the show
Grizz gave me that funny 
paper but i knew it would catch up to me two-fold
cruising high, passenger side
century sam in hand
rolling up in the oaks
east side of the city
silent, looking pretty
yea i gave him all the control

it was me and you
your drama and your troubles, too

chorus:
light up the fire
i let them take the light in me
i love the high
but never ever could be free
open mind up
but i couldn’t breath
i love the high
but never ever could be free

verse 2:
i stayed on that hook up
i’d sit and look up
at the ceiling, feeling low
so far gone 
and shook up
faded views
couldn't tell a friend from a foe
here they come
there they go
fiends and schemes 
running through door
always trying to keep me
silent, looking pretty
yea i gave them all the control

it was me and you
your drama and your troubles, too

chorus:
light up the fire
i let them take the light in me
i love the high
but never ever could be free
open mind up
but i couldn’t breath
i love the high
but never ever could be free

love high [single]

love high

love high prod. by HANDBOOK [single]

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Sunday Morning
Written By: Belle
Produced By: Belle and sound

lyrics

Love is patient
Love is kind
Trust, hopes and perseveres
Love never fails

HARD BEATS HEART SOFT [demo]

Sunday Morning

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Sunday Morning (prod by belle and sound)155 BPM

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The Wave
Written By: Duwayne A. Wright
Produced By: sound

lyrics

[verse 1]
you say your friends
and my friends
are not friends
so, let's be friends?

but my friends
are always on
that 'no new friends'
to no end

you see my time
is my time
and i don't have no time
to be wasting time

so your time
to have my time
can't happen
not this time

[chorus]
they're always try’na catch the wave
they think they comin’ home with me 
see somethin’ you like
and you thinkin’ you own me

hey're always try’na catch the wave
they think they comin’ home with me 
see somethin’ you like
and you thinkin’ you own me

hey're always try’na catch the wave
they think they comin’ home with me 
see somethin’ you like
and you thinkin’ you own me

The Wave

The Wave (prod. by sound) 72 BPM

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Overdone
Written By: Belle, Linykie Nix
Produced By: Belle and the___silence

lyrics

i lit another one
another smoking gun
shot to the head 
Johnny Walker red
a mouth full of lead
damage is done

i'm overdone
i’m overdone

i think you're abusin’ your limit, bella
taking it far past the feelin’, bella
ain't you been listenin’ to Kendrick, well uhh
damn you been deep in the deep end, head up 

breathe 
breathe 
breathe
fuck it 
breathe

Overdone

Overdone (prod. by belle and the___silence) 147 BPM

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Living For Work 
Written by: Belle, Linykie Nix, Duwayne A. Wright
Produced by: SAUCEboy

lyrics

turn a dime to a dollar
that's a mother
turn a dime to a dollar
that's a mother

[verse 1]
ok, so i’m broke
and i work a full time job
with a side hustle
turn a dime to a dollar
that's a mother

do i pay the rent, or the phone
pay the car and not the loan?
miss the club, stay at home?
what’s in the fridge?
i’m hungry, so

[pre-chorus]
almost ready to quit
but i need that weekly cheque
so i gotta to go on
got to keep the lights on

almost ready to quit
but i need that weekly cheque
so i gotta to go on
got to keep the lights on

[chorus]
working to live
living to work
working to live
living to work

Living For Work

Living For Work(prod. by SAUCEboy) 94 BPM

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Love Lost (freestyle)
Written by: Belle
Produced by: SAUCEboy

lyrics

Love Lost (freestyle)

tell me was it just wishful thinking?
how is it that i was so sure?
even then, i knew it was risky
how is it that i was so sure?
even now, as i sip this whiskey
how is it that i was so sure?
even now, when i'm sure, but not really?
even now, when i'm sure, but not really?

can’t believe i believed
everything that you told me
so naive to believe
everything that you showed me
you'd think i'd know better
damn, you’re no better
f__k your love letters

you don't know what i know now
you won't know where, when or how
you’ll wonder why i won't allow
you to call to talk yourself out

red lights, red flags, red eyes, i'm bleeding
how is it that i was so sure?
even then, after all of the pleading
how is it that i was so sure?
even now, i know you were misleading
how is it that i was so sure?
even now, when i'm sure, but not really?
even now, when i'm sure, but not really?

can’t believe i believed
everything that you told me
so naive to believe
everything that you showed me

how dare you make me love you
you made me love you

Love Lost (freestyle)

Love Lost [freestyle] (prod. by SAUCEboy) 140 BPM

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The Weakened
Written by: Belle and Duwayne A. Wright
Produced by: sound

lyrics

The Weakened

[verse 1] 
i'm faded so bad
i'm practically see-through
my head in a cloud
i can't even see you
i’m lost in a crowd
cause friends always leave you
i’ll keep it 100, i don't even need... need
i need some air right now

[pre]
breathe, breathe
i need that hit right now
i'm losing my high
m i  can't afford to 
the pain in my life
these pills got me floored
i cry n i cry
nothin' to look forward to
lie after lie
i try to ignore you
outta my mind
outta control
out of time 
trappin’ my soul

[chorus]
i don't want this life
not gon do this again
i just want the weekend 
to weaken my pain
i don't want this life
not gon do this again
i just want the weekend
to weaken my pain
i just want the weekend
to weaken my pain

[verse 2]
i’m lost in a Vice
what i have turned to?
f__k that Noize
forget an interview 
i see you talking
can't even hear you
i got so numb
i can't even feel, feel
i can't feel sh_t right now

[pre]
that’s real, real
i need that hit right now
I'm losing my high
n I can't afford to 
the pain in my life
these pills got me floored
i cry n i cry
nothin' to look forward to
lie after lie
i try to ignore you
outta my mind
outta control
out of time
trappin’ my soul

[chorus]
i don't want this life
not going to do this again
i just want the weekend
to weaken my pain
i don't want this life
not going to do this again
i just want the weekend
to weaken my pain
i just want the weekend
to weaken my pain

The Weakened

The Weakened (prod. by sound) 98 BPM

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Yet Again
Written by: Belle, Linykie Nix, Duwayne A. Wright
Produced by: the___silence

lyrics

[verse 1]
we're all gonna die 
but you do nothing but waste time
you're the shadow to your sunshine
you can't lie to yourself 
if you're still crying
don't look at me with that fake smile 
no conviction, a miss-trial
can't help you if you won't help yourself

[pre-chorus]
ok, go back to bed 
ok, go ‘head forget 
what you need’ta do 
wake up in the afternoon
watch reruns on Netflix
scroll through Kim n Kylie's pics
who are they to you?

[chorus]
chasin’ a dream 
but from your sleep
wishin’ you could wake up
refuse to deal with it
real life n shit
how will you ever change up
but you f__k up again 
yet again
and again

[verse 2]
who said it was fair
nobody cares, no not really
life’s that bitch - slap you silly
you’re in it to fail
cause you don't even try 
you’re comfortable in yo’ crazy 
stuck on repeat, thinking maybe 
change will arrive, when you close your eyes 

[pre-chorus]
ok, go back to bed 
ok, go ‘head forget 
what you need to do 
wake up in the afternoon
watch reruns on Netflix
scroll through Kim n Kylie's pics
who are they to you?

[chorus]
chasin’ a dream 
but from your sleep
wishin’ you could wake up
refuse to deal with it
real life n shit
how will you ever change up
but you f__k up again 
yet again
and again

we’re all gonna die

Yet Again

Yet Again (prod by the___silence) 73 BPM

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Caged Bird Sings
Written By: Belle, Linykie Nix
Produced By: the___silence

lyrics

[verse 1]
what makes you think 
that that's alright 
intruder alarm is ringing 
how the hell you get inside 
and here you are, comfortable 
making me so uncomfortable 
thought you were Mr. Wonderful 
i use to run to you 
but now i gotta run from you 
 
[pre-chorus]
i hold my breath
suffocation 
i swallow hard 
i sit and take it 
the slightest touch   
intimidation 
hands on my neck
suffocation 
i swallow hard 
i sit and take it 
the hardest part 
is my cooperation 

[chorus] 
you don't know what it is - respect me
i should have demanded it - respect me
i know why the caged bird sings - except 
i let you get away with it 

[verse 2] 
you say please and thank you
so polite  
but all your threats are sugar coated candy, almost nice
lady killer such a gentleman 
sharp shooter you’re no gentleman
weapon of choice: indifference
to where my body ends 
and respect begins 

[pre-chorus]
i hold my breathe 
suffocation 
i swallow hard 
i sit and take it 
the slightest touch   
intimidation 
hands on my neck
suffocation 
i swallow hard 
i sit and take it 
the hardest part 
is my cooperation 

[chorus] 
you don't know what it is - respect me
i should have demanded it - respect me
i know why the caged bird sings - except 
i let you get away with it 

you don't know what it is - respect me
i should have demanded it - respect me
i know why the caged bird sings - except 
i let you get away with it

Caged Bird Sings

Caged Bird Sings (prod. by the___silence) 119 BPM

'i sing. i have issues. your problem now' • the album 'disorders' is out now on iTunes, Spotify, Google Play, Tidal, & Amazon • alternative r&b artist • member of △ & co. • http://musicofbelle.com

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