This time, I'm taking a step forward
I don't care what happens
Maybe the time is now

This time, I'm taking a leap forward
Never knowing what happens
Come What may
Coz I was told that there is only now*

This time, I'm taking a step further
I'm suiting up against my fears
Just to make things clear
That I'm fed up with regret as a recurring nightmare

This time, I'm taking no steps further
Just to leave enough space for you to give a sign
And I'll be hopeful, faithful, wishing the laws of physics would conspire
As I suddenly perspire

Promise I didn't google you before this
Because I simply want to hear your little stories
Directly from your lips
And, besides, I'd rather think about infinite probable possibilities
Of hereditary permutations
In my daily reveries

This part, I'll raise the bar a notch up
I'll just sing my heart out
Muttering gibberish
Humming randomness
Coz I don't want to sound over-poetic
As I explain how i feel
I'd be sort of semi-lying, well-rehearsed and hyperreal
We really don't understand love anyway
And each time we listen to what it has to say
We go...

Coz I'm all up for it
And I think that we should try
As fireworks create an illusion of ripples in the sky
I'll cuss with asterisk and ampersand
And whatever results from ctrl+shift+alt commands
Coz I'm here to tell you that I am in awe of your elegance
I've seen you once but ever since my mind's been in a trance
My heart was a disaster ever-longing for a dance
Oh, pretty miss
Oh, dear, young miss
I believe I deserve this chance
According to my calculations
You also deserve this chance
And, finally, I can laugh myself to sleep now
Because at least I took my chance
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*with reference to Cynthia Alexander's "Knowing There Is Only Now"
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Ronnie Badilla on saxophone
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recorded live at Conspiracy Garden Cafe
28 Aug 2013
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photo: 
www.fimfiction.net/story/31753/the-chaos-within

Entropy (with Ronnie Badilla)

basta may nabasa akong likha ni sir edgar tapos nainspire ako kaya charan idk very very quick lng bwhaha

lalala

First single from the third record, "Haláng".

Dayami

Soaring

Donna

Burnout - 3D (Cover)

isang pitik

You can stream the song on YouTube now as well!
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b7RkgrXMGJY

Chimera
   ► chi·​me·​ra 
      -/kīˈmirə,kəˈmirə/

• A thing that is hoped for or wished, but in fact is illusory or impossible to achieve.

• An illusion or fabrication of the mind.

©Guianne Samuelle Mallare for the art!

Lyrics:

Tell me why I'm waiting
Tell me why I'm here
Tell me where we're going
And how you feel

We see each other every day
We get along so well it's like it's meant to be
But when I look into your eyes, I don't see
Where you want us to be

And it's hard to fall in too deep
Especially when you're alone
And I don't want to fall in too deep
If I'm the only one, 'cause that's what I fear

So tell me why I'm waiting
Tell me why I'm here
Tell me where we're going
And how you feel

I don't want to lose this
Because it feels so real
So just tell me where we're going
And how you feel

Whenever we're together I can feel my world
Changing in a spark of your smile
And when I look into your eyes, I want to see
Everything that I know we could be

So I'll tell you why I'm waiting
I'll tell you why I'm here
I'll show you where we're going 
Just tell me how you feel

Let's move away from the city
Somewhere far from here
Then we'll know where we're going
And that our love is real

Chimera

When you don't have anything left to say, or anything to say at all.

lyrics:
I can’t seem to collect my thoughts or try to catch my breath
Both heart and mind run when thoughts of you start running in my head
I’m stunned, I’m lost in space, and this goes on for quite a while
And all I seem to muster up is a quiet little smile

I’m sorry, but don’t blame me if I have nothing left to say
‘Cause no words can ever hold 
No words can ever hold what you mean to me

I’m terrified of screwing up and making a mistake
‘Cause when I talk about you, I can’t miss a single thing
I can’t seem to say anything without looking like a mess
But with you, I have no worries because somehow I’ll make sense

I’m sorry, but don’t blame me if I have nothing left to say
‘Cause no words can ever hold 
No words can ever hold what you mean to me

No words can ever hold you
No words can ever hold your love
No words can ever hold you, love

(written mar '20)

Burnout - 3D (Cover)

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