“A very special version – it has touched me deeply and become dear to my heart.”

Looking Away is not just a song to me – it is a quiet truth. Born from my path as a trans fluid woman, it speaks of something almost everyone knows: hiding.
From pain.
From oneself.
From others.

It’s about the quiet “I’m fine” that isn’t true.
About the numbness that becomes everyday life.
And about the fear of truly being seen –
and the silent suffering when you never are.

This piece means the world to me. It’s raw, soft, real.
At the end, a child asks why a woman is crying –
and does not look away.
———
Wegsehen ist für mich nicht nur ein Lied – es ist eine stille Wahrheit.
Entstanden aus meinem Weg als trans fluide Frau, erzählt es von etwas, das fast alle kennen: das Sich-Verstecken.
Vor Schmerz.
Vor dem eigenen Ich.
Vor anderen.

Es geht um das leise „Mir geht’s gut“, das nicht stimmt.
Um die Taubheit, die Alltag wird.
Und um die Angst, wirklich gesehen zu werden –
und das stille Leiden, wenn man es nie wird.

Dieses Stück bedeutet mir unendlich viel. Es ist roh, weich, echt.
Am Ende fragt ein Kind, warum eine Frau weint –
und schaut nicht weg

Looking Away -Mirage Heart Version

Это та музыка, под которую хочется целоваться в развалинах мегаполиса 🌆💔🔌.

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MAIKENA-You live in my last goodbye

MAIKENA-You float inside my head...

MAIKENA-Bleed in blue…[MUTANT REBELS]

I Been Waiting

This world just doesnt feel right anymore. Sometimes everything just gets too much. So i keep locking myself up, in thoughts of better times.

This is Volume 5 of a series of nostalgic synthwave songs, with the sound and feel of the 80´s. Meant to carry you back to times where it seemed all so much better.
Close your eyes and drift into a nostalgic dreamscape.
Let the warm analog synths, lush guitar riffs, and pulsing rhythms take you back to long-forgotten nights — filled with hope, loss, and everything in between.

Perfect for late-night drives, creative moments, or simply letting go and getting lost in thought.
Let the music carry you — through warm sunsets, rainy streets, flickering city lights, and the quiet echoes of a time long past.

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Something Real

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Forge the memory. This is your "Keepsake." 💎 Surrender to the hypnotic 6/8 waltz and bittersweet vocals of "Keepsake" – a cinematic fusion of Afro-House and Nu-Disco about crafting a feeling to last forever. Will you dance it in?

Keepsake

his world just doesn't feel right anymore.
Sometimes, everything just becomes too much. So I keep locking myself away in thoughts of better times.

This is Volume 4 of a series of timeless Synth-Pop songs, meant to send you back to a time when everything felt so much better.

Immerse yourself in lush analog synths, atmospheric and melancholic synthesizer sounds, and retro drum machines that paint a bittersweet story of memory, longing, and the search for hope.

This music is your ticket to another time.
Perfect for late-night drives, creative moments, or simply letting go, drifting lost in thought.

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MAIKENA-You float inside my head...

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