Surge

The song Breakfast at Tiffanys was first recorded by the band Deep Blue Something. For some reason I always liked the song and wanted to remake it. This is the result of that idea. I recorded all the parts in my little room. Guitar, bass, drums, and vocals. I hope you like it as much as I did recording it. 

Breakfast At Tiffanys Cover

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Strangers

My Life

l love my past, because it is over

kolkhorst 2025

dieser_river21

7/8/2025

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Moon

A simple message to myself from way back.  Found it almost like a message in a bottle. It said , relax , let go, live .... you are working and maybe even dreaming too hard.  Then slowly the message ....Connect .... seemed almost like a new mood elevating pill you could buy at a drug store.... and the song was not only advice from a future me, but quite possibly a tv commercial for a new drug called .... CONNECT.

Connect

„Time doesn’t run — it just stands in the rain.“

Background: soft container crackle, steady rain on metal

"I am Cell B. Not an artist name. Not a metaphor. Just reality."

I live on a trailer site, deep in decay. Among rusted staircases, watering cans, and people who say they’re sick when they’re just tired. I’m sick. Really sick. I have B-cell lymphoma. And still — or maybe because of that — I’m here. Fully present. With Murschel, my cat. Coffee. Cigarette. And the rain, which hasn’t stopped for four days.

This isn’t a book about hope. It’s not a cancer guide. Not an emotional appeal. It’s a spoken memoir of reality, with music you can read to. 25 chapters. No storyline arc. No happy ending. But every line is lived.

Decay speaks to me. And I speak back. I found home in things no one wants to keep. And time doesn’t run — it just stands in the rain.

Schwellenwind. It begins now.

New episode every Sunday. You coming with me?

This is the full book — each chapter paired with one track of music. No publisher, just eyes and ears. No money, just time and sound.

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Intro-Folge: Schwellenwind – Kapitel 0

Hintergrund: leichtes Containerknistern, Dauerregen auf Metall

"Ich bin Zelle B. Kein Künstlername. Keine Metapher. Einfach nur die Realität.

Ich lebe auf einem Bauwagenplatz, mitten im Verfall. Zwischen rostigen Treppen, Gießkannen und Leuten, die krank sagen, wenn sie müde sind. Ich bin krank. Wirklich krank. Ich hab B-Zell-Lymphom. Und trotzdem – oder gerade deshalb – bin ich hier. Voll da. Mit Murschel, meinem Kater, Kaffee, Zigarette, und dem Regen, der seit vier Tagen nicht aufgehört hat.

Das hier ist kein Buch über Hoffnung. Kein Tumor-Ratgeber. Kein emotionaler Appell. Es ist ein Hörbuch über Wirklichkeit, mit Musik zum Lesen. 25 Kapitel. Kein Spannungsbogen. Kein Happy End. Aber jede Zeile ist gelebt.

Der Verfall spricht mit mir. Und ich mit ihm. Ich habe Heimat gefunden in Dingen, die keiner behalten will. Und die Zeit läuft nicht davon – sie steht einfach nur im Regen.

Schwellenwind. Jetzt beginnt’s."

Neue Folge jeweils Sonntags. Willst du mitkommen? Hier kommen Auszüge aus dem kompletten Buch mit allen Kapiteln und jeweils ein Track mit Musik dazu.
Kein Verlag nur Augen und Ohren - kein Geld nur Zeit und Ton.
Ich freue mich. Mein Geist freut sich über die Entkoppelung von Leistung und Geld und containert lieber. 
Fortsetzung folgt am nächsten Sonntag.

Kai-Uwe

kolkhorst 2025

Schwellenwind

What You Said

Thomas Matthew Sierra is a multi-instrumentalist, producer, and audio engineer based in Austin, Texas. With 16 years of hands-on experience, he has independently written, performed, recorded, mixed, and mastered a deeply personal and stylistically diverse body of work under his project Mutant Rockstar.

He released his debut album, For That Brighter Tomorrow, in 2014 at age 19, followed by No Right, No Wrong in 2022, a project that sharpened his signature blend of raw emotion and layered production. His latest release, Mutant Rockstar (June 27, 2025), is his most focused and technically evolved album to date. He is also the creator of Lounge Sessions, a series of instrumental projects that explore textural and sync-forward sound design.

Sierra’s production style is rooted in complete creative control—handling every instrument, arrangement, and mix himself, from early demos through final master. His work is defined by clarity, tone, emotional impact, and an ear for detail shaped by years of dedicated independent output. He continues to collaborate selectively with other artists across genres while expanding his catalog as both a solo artist and producer.

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