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PROMPTO - SCARGAZER (SLOWED + REVERB)

SOUND ON YOUTUBE: https://youtu.be/3PDs_st_XFQ

Scargazer

prompto - scargazer (slowed + reverb)

produced by luke white @lwotb
featuring sepha. @sepha-joey

[lyrics]
These stars align perfect 
With the scars in my mind 
Too timid to take your turn 
Til you blink and run out of time 
My only real concern is if I don’t make it alive 
Could I speak to every person 
That feel the same way as I 

Sometimes I feel so damn confused
Like is this really all that I was ever meant to do 
Dark days when it rains and I can’t be amused 
That’s when the pressure takes form and then transmutes 
Caught in the crossfire no escaping the feud
Reality always challenging the picture I drew frustration what I been facing it’s the moment of truth 
Now let the curtains fall down see the lonely view 
What I’m supposed to do 
Either you win or you lose 
But most importantly don’t ever compromise  what’s true
If you ain’t making a move you just creating your doom
And I refuse to be the one to feel regret when it’s through

watching everything fade away
as the rain falls down my face
and the blue skies turn to grey
will i write my wrongs today
if you ask me im okay
i dont have much left to say
so i write my wrongs away
will i write my wrongs today

Fade as the rain falls down my face
I’m an outline of a man
Repeat all the tasks til the end of the day
I’m an outline of a man
x2

Find new love
Warm one day
I will work
Pleasure pays
x2

Heard that a girl saw a god in this world and it kept her at play always
Heard that a boy saw a dream and was stirred to still work to it day by day
x2

Fade as the rain falls down my face
I’m an outline of a man
Repeat all the tasks til the end of the day
I’m an outline of a man
x2

spotify

write my wrongs (ft. sepha.)

@rivilin

Lyrics

I say I'm happy but I'm not fake a smile it takes a lot
No energy feeling lost, what's the point now your gone
Plagued by nightmares where I'm shot, through the head and i wake up
Didn't think that was a dream, no I'm losing losing weak

Yeah i hear these ghost yeah outside my hallway
My windows covered in ash at the moment
I don't think ill ever escape from this
The walls start to breathe and the eyes just open up

Moving back and fourth like I'm in a body
Of some disfigured by product of hate
I guess ill make my home right here
I'm more comfortable being trapped inside then exposed
 
To the daylight of the morning
Where I hear pretty whispers just calling my name
And I wake up in a day dream
Thinking that you just went out to get coffee or you went to work

But yeah i know that it wasn't real
That's why i stay awake in the night time
So i know i don't get disappointed by the morning
When i wake and your not there

Cus you know this life gets a bit difficult at times
Yeah I don't think I'm coping i think that I'm lost
Yeah teetering on the edge of suicide
Like yeah do i do it or do i wait to die

Cus it feels like you picked out the gems from my bones
I was so beautiful now I'm empty and all alone
Cus you love to put your two hands in my insides
And you push me on the stage where I'm blinded by the light

Yeah I'm tripping on my own tongue try to find the words
Just to tell my family that im not ok, i hurt
Tell me when was the last time that anyone cared
Probably when you read my eulogy when im fucking dead

Everyone has their opinions on why i takes these fucking drugs
Yeah just to feel numb so i cant give a fuck
Im sick of overthinking about everything in my life
And you know youre fucked up too

Its crazy they don't get it
Just a-fucking-live cuz I got people that be caring
Standing on the edge and staring
At the faces warped from cries if took this step to end it

Walls be closing so I'm phoning in cuz I feel so lone
On the edge of it, cuz I'm on a binge and I know it shows
Sold my soul for shit boy this ain't a skit, man I feel so cold
Lost it in a f it, I was in a binge, can't take back those

So I live with it, and I loop a bit, and I loop a bit
Like I broken record I'm forgotten bitch
I know I got a problem, made a fucking list
Knowing I'm adding daily cuz I'm throwing fits

My mental state be going down a pit
I got a itch, which I gotta fix
Cuz I'm bleeding out from scratching all of it

These walls are closing in
Losing all my breath
Thinking did I live and life without a end

Gasping for a breath
Fighting for my friends
Fuck I gotta make it, I ain't ready yet

Gotta make amends
Cannot fly again
Off the handle, man I'm fucking losing it

Grounded by a bend
Blacking out again
Sober up until it happens all again

Fucked up I need to lay low
Beta blockers with the Faygo
Anxiety got me fucked up with these fake thoughts screaming lameo

So I close my eyes till it fade away
Open up and its another day
Another day issa another waste
Man I fucking hate, that I think this way

Losing It

⸸ spotify ⸸

$LOTHBOI x Rivilin - Losing It

Indecisive (Prod. Splashgvng)

https://linktr.ee/Gothboykurt


Girl I'm a ghost

I been roaming with the crows

Grinding for a better home

Said she love me, but she don't



Girl I can give you what you want

Girl we can glow, yeah I don't front

I'll give my life, that's what you want?

I'll blow my mind, I'll shoot this gun

Stay by my side and don't you run



Baby don't fight it

Touch my skin, yeah I love the way you bite it

I'm a lone goth boy, just vibing

Joogin' for a Gucci belt, while I'm dying - yeah



With the plug, weed smoke

Rollin' up, comin' out the window

I look around, hangin' with the cutthroats

Don't give a fuck, razorblade cut that hoe

Not from this town, catch me cruising in your city

I look around, ain't nobody fucking with me

Coke nails, yeah you know I got the Whitney

Studded belt, ripped jeans - breaking necks

Vampirе soul drenched in some sins

Call mе sire fore' I make you meet your end

You chasing plays, I'm just busy chasing checks

Hate that girl, 'cause she remind me of my ex



Girl I'm a ghost

I been roaming with the crows

Grinding for a better home

Said she love me, but she don't



Girl I can give you what you want

Girl we can glow, yeah I don't front

I'll give my life, that's what you want?

I'll blow my mind, I'll shoot this gun

Stay by my side and don't you run



I been roaming with the crows

Said she love me, but she don't

I can give you what you want

Notre Dame (feat. $LOTHBOI)

BoyzFromTheCrypt @rivilin x @slothboipapi x @soaped
Watch the AMV on YouTube: https://youtu.be/Npr_P2G4r4I
Prod. by Fallen

LYRICS:

[RIVILIN]
WAKING UP IN A BODY BAG
GONE COLD
LEFT FOR DEAD
TOOK THE PILLS AND THEY WENT HOME
I GOT THESE SCARS
FORMING UP ON MY BACK
THE TIME PASSES AND I REALIZED
THAT THEY'RE FORMING A MAP

I CAN'T TELL WHAT IS REAL ANYMORE
YEAH IT GUIDES ME THROUGH MY DREAMS
EVERY TIME I GET FURTHER
I BURN AND WAKE UP IN A SCREAM
AM I REAL OR AM I NOT
I JUST WISH IT WOULD JUST STOP
FALLING VICTIM TO MENTAL GAMES
RAISE THE GAT AND TAKE THE SHOT

CAN YOU SAY IT GETS BETTER THAN THIS
DISGRACED
YOUR FACE STILL MAKES ME SICK
CHOKING ON MY VOMIT
CAN'T QUIT
BACKSPACED
ERASED I SUBMIT

[$LOTHBOI]
SIPPING 40 OE
BOUT TO PISS IT ON YOUR GRAVE
IF THE CRYPT GO CRACK
IMMA PUT YOU BACK AWAY
YOU AIN’T SAFE
NAH CULT UP IN THIS SH*T
WE THROWING WEIGHT
FILTHY BOYS WE SOME IDLE
SCUMMY DEMONS ITS OUR FATE

SO F*CK AROUND
I WOKE UP VIOLENT FEELING JUSTIFIED
20 TO MY NAME
I’M FEELING DESPERATE
10 JUST COPPED A DIME
DIRTY SITUATION
BOY GOT FILTH INSIDE
MY F*CKING MIND
THE BOYS UP IN CRYPT
WE BOX IT THICK
UNHOLY PARADIGMS

UNHOLY PARADIGMS
THIS WORLD IS OUTTA TIME
SO JUST SIT BACK RELAX
WATCH IT F*CKING DIE

VIOLENT BY DESIGN
TAINTED BY DIVINE
RUNDOWN WHIP AROUND
BOY WE SKRTIN WIDE

[RIVILIN]
CAN YOU SAY IT GETS BETTER THAN THIS
DISGRACED
YOUR FACE STILL MAKES ME SICK
CHOKING ON MY VOMIT
CAN'T QUIT
BACKSPACED
ERASED I SUBMIT

[SOAP]
SAFE TO SAY
IT’S SAFE TO SAY YOU’LL NEVER SAVE ME
I’M THE SAME KID UP THE BLOCK
I-280 SOUTH TO HADES
AND TO SAY IT’S GETTING BETTER
WOULD BE LYING I’LL ADMIT
B*TCH I GAVE AWAY WHAT COULD'VE BEEN
TO SHOW EM WHAT IT IS

50 PACKS IN THE BACK
ON THEM BACK STREETS ROLLING
IMAGINE THAT YOU HAD A CHANCE
TO BE SOMETHING UNBROKEN
AND MIX IT WITH THE SENTIMENT
THAT YOU WAS LEFT TO DIE
F*CK AROUND AND RISK THE WORLD ON US
AND KILL IT EVERY TIME
NOT AFRAID OF THE FACE
OF THE DEVIL SEE HIM DAILY
I’M BREAKING OUT THE CHAINS
THEY PLACED ME IN
TO THINK YOU'D PLAY ME
IT’S FUNNY BEFORE I WOKE UP
ALL ALONE I WOULDN’T HAVE THOUGHT
I’D BE COMING UP OUT THE CUT
TO LEAVE NEXT TO THEM TO ROT
WASSUP WASSUP

[RIVILIN]
CAN YOU SAY IT GETS BETTER THAN THIS
DISGRACED
YOUR FACE STILL MAKES ME SICK
CHOKING ON MY VOMIT
CAN'T QUIT
BACKSPACED
ERASED I SUBMIT

BoyzFromTheCrypt: RIVILIN x $LOTHBOI x SOAP.

written/performed/produced by sepha.
________
Soundcloud - www.soundcloud.com/sepha-joey​
Spotify - open.spotify.com/artist/094ug46k2…2_fQ&dl_branch=1
AppleMusic/iTunes - music.apple.com/us/artist/sepha/1243252989
_________
lyrics -

i'll take you as you are
i'll never let your bad side
make me judge or push you far
away - we can be toxic together

i'll take you as you are
i'll never let your bad side
make me judge or push you far
away - we can be toxic together 
On

i wanna spend the end of my days in a 
'Leaving Las Vegas' style haze as I
Burn my possessions and i tap that - 
Romance that needed no 'chit-chat'

We can turn under smoke
of the lights as we're broke
and i'll bin all my clothes
and my jewellery - pawn broked

and you'll dance for me
and i'll clown around
i'll clown around this shitty place with you
this shitty place with you

i'll take you as you are
i'll never let your bad side
make me judge or push you far
away - we can be toxic together

i'll take you as you are
i'll never let your bad side
make me judge or push you far
away - we can be toxic together
On

Everything now feels like it's gonna kill us
So fuck it we'll just deal in realness
Like the way your skin feels in this stillness
as we let the sunset breeze distill us

I get a body transfer in dreaming
When i'm only putting myself in feeling
Now the lights are hitting her in all the right places 
But she's unaware of the beauty in her paces

and you'll dance for me
and i'll clown around
i'll clown around this shitty place with you
this shitty place with you

lets - blow out
lets spin
go round
in these dirty streets

lets - blow out
lets spin
go round
in these dirty streets

i'll take you as you are
i'll never let your bad side
make me judge or push you far
away - we can be toxic together

i'll take you as you are
i'll never let your bad side
make me judge or push you far
away - we can be toxic together

together on
together wrong
together on
together wrong 
together on
together wrong
together on
together wrong
together on

TOXIC TOGETHER

LYRICS:

You know I can't be someone that you depend on
Cus you know when you hit me up I will not answer
The consequences of separation are never easy
And when you’re all alone you hit me up, say that you need me

But I'm sick of that, I don't wanna be used to the grave
Panic attacks hit the stage open up I'm in a state
Dont wanna talk about feelings why can't I be left alone
I'm not coping, I’m not good, I didn't think that it would show

Yeah cus, I didn't want to be someone that you depend on
I didn't want to be the one that didn't answer
You said "Hold your tongue cus I don't want to hear you ever speak,
You just stay inside, haven't had a reply in a week."

"I hope you suffer in the bed that you have made for yourself
Are you happy all alone, in this hell are you content?"
"Yeah I don't care about you, I guess this is goodbye,
Cus I still don't understand the reasons why you wanna die."

Cus I hate you, when you break me, you choose
It was always us two back then I was confused
It's always when I see you falter I slip up to
I see that you are amused by the fact I need you

You know I couldn't help you when you just suffered
You know I couldn't be something that you wanted
Always getting up at me like I made a mistake
Push us back and then we break, constant fighting, say we’re fake

You wanna reprimand me for times when I didn't understand
Don't want to explain it to me so you give me the backhand
You say that I'm selfish for trying to be someone that just cares
But you run away, ignore me then just give me a blank stare

So what the fuck is up with it, I get it yeah you hate
Everyone who doesn't understand the pain that you create
You say you wanna tear them down in hopes that they never exist
I guess we all just have opinions and to you they don't mean shit

I see, "You suffer in the bed that you made for yourself
Are you happy, all alone in this hell are you content?"
"Yeah you know I care about you, I guess this is goodbye
And I still don't understand the reasons why you wanna die."

Cus I hate you, when you break me, you choose
It was always us two back then I was confused
It's always when I see you falter I slip up to
I see that you are amused by the fact I need you

Cautious

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Melancholic Dream

Femme Fatale

I dance with the ghost as a child drawn out
screaming in my dreams I doubt
that anyone can hear me now
with a voice that's scraped with a razor, I'm just a stargazer
 
who wanted to reach heights that no one saw,
the thing about that once you fall you’re gone
hang me out with the noose that's made of your lies
meeting you makes me wish I wasn't alive.
 
cus, I don't wanna hear it when it’s just all about you
now you're flicking out your razor saying that you wanna cut through
 
yeah, you're putting pressure on my mind, and it makes me wanna die
yeah, I’m scared of the public, I think I’ll stay inside
cus, I don't wanna hear it when it’s just all about you
 
Wake up, cold feet, get out of bed to yesterday’s static
pass out, don't think, scratched out eyes of the photo that you just
don't want to keep, will I find a place to mend but I just can’t
get on my feet, so I’ll just stay in the house where I am high
 
Hey, that's me, by the tree line of the cul-de-sac where I grew up
hands over ears, don't want to hear an argument from my father
years pass in a blink, still end up crying to my mother
a fuck up, that's me, so what if I take drugs to cope.

Hey, that's me

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