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it's hard being happy all the time lol | Prod. Sinematic [stupid rough lol]

FIRESTARTER (FT, MAi-B)

prod. by kaan3x & 4ria 


lyrics: 

what the fuck 
i feel stuck 
stubborn in the summertime 
these cuts encompass my rush 
to shudder through rugged lines 
is it ever enough ? 
i can’t toughen up 
i just want to die 
i just want to fly high 
why waste another night? 
thinking about what i’m living without 
sinking in doubt & im still so devout 
to rhythms & routes to get in this 
i vouch a new minute to bounce 
all this business and now 
bitch you just live for the clout 
bury me down in the ground now 
don’t think i’ll figure this out 
why the fuck i am alone 
they know why 
i know why 
the reason i hide in my home 
i can’t deny 
that i might still go & try to confide in these hoes 
give it some time for my mind to unwind all the woes 
only god knows im primed to align with the growth 
but a sign in the vines may all point to demise 
i could cope with divine or just let this shit go  

i feel twisted & im wicked in a broken zone 
my disposition is written within my chromosomes 
i trip, i’m rigid, this sickness sits 
while i’m comatose
in a position 
i’m wishing 
thought i was home alone 
there’s someone watching 
i’m nauseous with all these swollen woes 
i wrote some potent poems to poke at my once hopeful tone 
i had when younger 
now i wonder if it’s bogus though 
sunk deep in some drugs 
hope that i don’t ever overdose 

is it any wonder? 
i relapse with hunger 
collapse, this slumber 
this has been another saddest summer 
stash it under my pit
get lit & savage brother 
we’re not any younger 
tell your mothers & your lovers 

i climb up the totem pole with new agendas
knee deep in my tension
my shoulders implode 
while i hold my momentum 
soldier through motions 
i told them, i don’t have a motive
incentives soak up my focus
i cope with exposure for dope for perspective 
perpetuate flows 
i self medicate, stroll with the renegades 
lead astray upon a getaway 
better days known 
i could’ve best explained all of the stress & the pain
with a mesh of blue stains all impending my goals  
get it or go 
watch while the pendulum rows
while my ill vengeance evokes my attention to stroke
walk as the tension unfolds 
towards the darkness
i harvest my self esteem 
till i develop dreams 
into unknown

CHAOTIC NEUTRAL

Prod. by Biv & https://soundcloud.com/kamaara

I can't put this all together,
Lost an angel and her feathers,
Sting my life, but for the better,
I'm just little under weather,
No one said this was forever,
All these feelings that I locked up,
Thoughts is getting stocked up,
But why the fuck I box up,
I'm sorry I can't say enough,
I got too much that I could say my love,
Everything we love is dying right infront of us,
I see the problems that I done, trust,
I live with it enough,
I'm seeing where you coming from,
It seems the time is overdone,
I'm begging like a fuckin bum,
But I can't help the feelings, just,
Leave me if you need to,
But saw you as equal,
All that's left inside is fucking evil,
I can't stand to be with people,
I just wish we could've seen through,
Everything we fucking need to,
I can't help it, if I need you,
Through my soul, you can creep through 
Your voice is all I see too,
The love I couldn't feed you,
I shouldn't try to teach you,
All I wanted was to reach you,
Hold you till the sun up,
And turn the fuckin world off,
It's just us,
Just rip apart my flaws, love,
You never should of hurt, just,
Because I'm so fucked up,
This is all that I deserve, just 
This is all that I deserve,
This is all that I deserve,

za za (Prod. by Biv & KAMAARA)

prod  @jeibandit
mix/master lordgasp

lyrics:

I didn’t ask for blood in my red wine
I gave love, you gave me a hard time
Pretty face but she fake
Break me , led astray
While she mad
I’m picking up my old bones
Stole my pace
Tore it from my torso 
Led astray
Now we’ve gone to far , no

Now you know
I ain’t got no money in the bank account
Got a lil story i can tell about
6 digits
brings meat to a plate full of bones
But tears fall
Im feasting alone
Out of love
Here on my own

The quest you choose
Make sure you chose well
Cuz so far 
i’ve lost myself and much more


Fuck another hand just let me down
I don’t need y’all help just let me bounce
Please pretend i’m dead from now on yeah
Please pretend i’m dead from now on yeah

Woah
Dont even mind me i’m just a bit lost
Woah
Being a kid forever’s my dream now
I’m never okay
Break me , led astray

And I guess it wont go
I see life in halftone
And I guess it wont go
And I guess it wont go

[hook repeat]

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Red wine  [prod. Jei bandit]

prod https://soundcloud.com/crclxx

Music Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=og6SoPWepP0

lyrics

Mind got me crippled
I got myself in a pickle
Yuh

Shouldn't have took triple
I'm way too past all the giggles
Fuck

Dime bags and henny
I'm scraping nickels and penny's
Rough

Banned from my Denny's
Cuz I got fucked up and messy
Ha

Man down a manic spasm head in the gutter
I ain't know how the fuck I made it this far with a putter
I aint built to fucking deal with all these people that follow
And know I love you but these socials interaction get harder

Know I gotta lay low
Smoke dope

Stuck in this shitty fucking circle got me broke

Mentally and physically be trapped I need a rope
God knows what the fuck I gotta do to find a roach

Living in the basement
Cuz I'm broke
6 figure jobs man I gave em up for hope

Chasing fucking dreams
Man I'm disappointing folks
So I'm sorry mom and dad if I ain't do this would've jumped

Mind got me crippled
I got myself in a pickle
Yuh

Shouldn't have took triple
I'm way too past all the giggles
Fuck

Dime bags and henny
I'm scraping nickels and penny's
Rough

Banned from my Denny's
Cuz I got fucked up and messy
Ha

Lost in a haze
They tryna talk with me
Know I got a lot in me
Sit down and just rock with me

Lost in a gaze
I'm in the sauce baby
Drowning I ain't stop shaking
Legs be weighing lots lately

Counting the days
That I got baby
Every ugly thought aching
Don't know when I stop waking

Frown on my face
Cuz I ain't
Where I know I wanna be lately
Gave it up to dream my fate

Gaslit Dreams

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Gaslit Dreams (CRCL) [Music Video ↓]

LYNN

DarkTxnes

NextTimeYouSeeMeI'llBeDeadOnYourDoorStep // Part l (prod. PLURBS)

Mixed by @emptygrave

lyrics

im in you head 
tell me what you said
so you want me right now?
do you want me dead?

its in my mind 
all the ways she bled
and no im not fine 
i think that im next

tell me how you feel
baby whats the deal
tell me how you fell 
baby is this real

see it in your eyes
are we wasting time
i dont wanna go now 
i dont wanna die

Im in your head 
tell me what you said
do you want me right now
do you want me? di

biv

White face, so I call late,
On this side, where your heartache 
I don't want life, when my heart ache 

Fuck the profit, split that on your bags,
Fuckas role it back, 30 cash they throw it back,
Faces comin fast,
Wonder why they never last,
All Mistakes I ever had
You can have em back 

Never gave a fuck as long as I'm alive,
I know how to save it, but I don't like,
Pull up on my side, where they double time,
Bullet for my cries, ain't this what you like?
Bullet for my cried, ain't this what you like?

Blacked off, fuck ya sad talk
Hands out like he hand cuffed 2x

WeProbablyShouldn'tTalkAnymore (Feat. Biv)

{PROD MAJORA}

https://open.spotify.com/track/6e5He4z3Gqe1ckVcmqrqzu?si=HzHuXv5ASl-H52pcVcD6Vg

FIRESTARTER (FT, MAi-B)

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