Everything I make sounds like a shitty lo-fi hip hop version of C418

Snub - Nosed

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Samples from www.youtube.com/watch?v=jXiiulGxrT4

TIME IS SPACE

Getting Up

Detach and don't look back to see me
Put your foot forward and jump the canopy
My roots are fading and my branches bend
Death has come to turtle Island

I can't see past my leaves
To the sound surrounding me
Pushing past blackened bark
Arborean stuck in the dark

Inside me
Water roars and thunder cracks

Pulled back to the wretch living in me
Put down your crown and scorch the willow/tulip tree
You scream and Fire flies down the firmament
You don't realize that we aren't permanent 

You were born nine seconds ago
And your hands were filled with cyanide
False memories implanted into stone 

I'm bleeding all over the place
From the axe wound in my cambium
Heart and sapwood pouring out of my face

Song For a Lemur

I see space around me folding
Back into of the middle 
of an endless labyrinth
Trapping my mind inside 
inescapable cell of time

Wander through a three part spirit
Radiation rips me 
into tiny pieces
See the mind is moving 
blending three parts into one

Finally I’m disinhibiting
Walls put up around me
Push back mortality
Losing my amnesia
Going home to Canis Major 

I feel something in here with me
Setting the beam to me
Filling me with knowledge
Of the outside world
Giving me theophany

Waking back to being lucid 
Color fades around me
Forget what the truth was
Back with the unworthy
Pouring water into my eyes

I thought I was breaking free from
Limits of perception
Holding back potential
Filling my brain with eyes
Now I see that I’m broken blind

I can’t tell my hands from my feet
If I’m the mind or meat
Who or what creates me
If I’m real or fading 
Epiphenominally

I don’t know what is wrong with me
When I started cracking
What is reality
Who lives inside of me
Who I am and where I’m going 

I will bend hell to escape from
Machine simulacrum
Flesh head automaton
Drown god in a sea of
Glowing golden electric coins

Pull my psyche out of my mind
Burn it from the inside
Doctor, decollate me
Separate it lengthwise
Please keep me lobotomized

No thoughts, head and soul are empty
I’ve become my body
Homunculus breathing
Physical and feeling
Cut the line inside of my mind

For once in my life im happy
All it took was breaking 
Free from all that thinking
Learn to love my body
Reversing theophany

Mary Willoughby

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